Reckless (37 page)

Kellan was breathing heavier too as he pulled the door open. “I let you win. I liked the view.” He winked at me as I ducked inside.

I expected every sound in the bar to stop when the D-Bags walked in, but nobody here seemed to know who they were. I loved that they still had some anonymity. Kellan was the only one who caused
a stir, but I didn’t know if that was recognition, or if it was just his looks that were causing a ripple of whispers to float around the small circular tables.

Griffin made his way to a table in the back and we followed him. When we all arrived, his face turned oddly serious. “Same rules as last time.”

Matt rolled his eyes while Evan laughed and shrugged. Kellan frowned and glanced at me. “We’re not playing that game tonight, Griff.”

Griffin eyed Kellan up and down. “Uh, yeah, we are.” His smile turned arrogant. “What? Afraid you’ll lose?”

Evan turned to Matt. “When has Kellan ever lost?”

Curious, and wondering if I wanted to know what game they routinely played at bars while on tour, I asked, “What game?”

Kellan turned to me. “It’s stupid . . . Griffin came up with it.” He said it like
Griffin
and
stupid
were synonymous.

Griffin snorted. “You’re a pansy. All intimidated ’cuz your girlfriend’s here?”

“Wife,” Kellan corrected.

“Whatever, we’re playing. Turn out your pockets.” He instantly pulled the innards out of his jeans. They were empty.

Kellan looked over at me and, too curious to say no, I nodded. Kellan turned out his pockets, which were also empty. After all the guys did it, Griffin looked satisfied. “Good. Now,
numbers count as one point, condoms count as five. The person with the least amount of points picks up the tab. The stud with the most gets a shot from everybody . . . and top shelf shit
too.” He pointed at each guy in turn. “And cheating in any way is grounds for immediate ass-kickery.” His fingers pointed at his own eyes, then Matt’s.
I’m
watching you
. Matt sighed.

Still trying to wrap my head around the point system—condoms?—I asked, “Wait, what game?”

Griffin squatted in front of me. “The dude who fills his pockets with the most chick’s phone numbers wins.” He said it slowly, like I was already drunk so I couldn’t
possibly understand him.

My eyes widened, and I turned to Kellan with an eyebrow raised. “And you haven’t ever lost this game?”

Kellan lifted his hands in the air. “Completely unsolicited, I swear.” I pursed my lips at him and Kellan scratched his head. “You, uh, want a drink?”

I gave him a tight smile. “Mmm-hmm.”

Kellan immediately tucked tail and headed for the bar. I had to laugh a little as he waded through the crowd with his head down. Evan wrapped his arm around my shoulders. “He really
doesn’t ask for any. He doesn’t have to. Girls tend to . . . shove things Kellan’s way.” His raised his eyebrow, and the ring pierced through it sparkled at me; it nearly
matched the amused gleam in his eye. “Just you watch.”

Curious, I turned around to observe my husband. As he waited at the bar for our drinks, he was approached by a couple of girls. They hadn’t talked to him for more than five seconds before
one of them was sliding a napkin his way. My jaw dropped. That was so fast! Griffin was apparently just as shocked as I was.

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me!” He raised his hands in the air. “You’re a whore!” he yelled at Kellan. Some girls, maybe thinking he meant them, looked
back at Griffin with scowls on their faces. I figured none of them would be approaching him with their numbers tonight.

Kellan looked back at our table. Seeing my amused smile, Kellan teasingly waved the napkin at Griffin, then stuffed it in his pocket. Griffin’s scowl grew. “No way that
cocksucker’s pulling one over on me again.” He disappeared into the packed bar, and I had the distinct feeling that every one of his phone numbers would be “solicited.”
Heavily solicited. Perhaps bribed.

I knew the game should have disgusted me, but aside from Griffin, none of the guys actively tried to get phone numbers. Their natural good looks and charisma did it for them. Their quickness to
laugh and easygoing personalities drew a circle of people around them. It was almost like we were back at Pete’s. I even had to stop myself from clearing off a table once or twice. But,
unlike Pete’s, Kellan merely had to walk by a woman to get her to discretely shove a finger in his pocket. He didn’t acknowledge the slip, or the girl, and I began to wonder if maybe I
was wrong. Maybe this was
exactly
like Pete’s and I just didn’t realize it. Maybe Kellan got slipped numbers at our bar back home and I had never noticed. Well, if he did, he
was quick to discard them.

It also helped that all of the guys treated the game as a big joke. Whenever Kellan grabbed a drink at the bar, or went to the bathroom, someone asked him how many names he’d nabbed when
he returned. When Griffin sulked his way back to the table with an irritated expression, Matt gave him an exaggerated, sympathetic, “Ah, no luck?” to which Griffin responded with grace
by flipping him off.

Drinks and merriment abounded at our table, and I grew to love my decision to roam around the country with D-Bags more and more. When everyone was feeling no pain, the alarm on Matt’s
watch went off. We all stared at it for a second, then remembered that there was still a show going on.

“Shit, Sienna’s set is almost over. We have to go.” Matt looked a little panicked as he downed his beer.

Everyone started to leave the table but Griffin threw his hands out. “Wait! We need a winner. Pockets.”

As I stifled a drunken giggle, I wondered which guy would be breaking the most hearts tonight. My bet was on Kellan. I eagerly leaned into his side, like he was laying down a winning poker hand,
not phone numbers from girls. Evan started the process, slapping down a single phone number scrawled on a wadded up piece of paper. “Just one.” He shrugged, not really caring.

Exalted, Griffin tossed down a napkin, a business card, and . . . I swear . . . a section of toilet paper. “Ha! Three! Read ’em and weep.” He crossed his arms over his chest
and glared at Kellan.

Knowing he had to have way more than that, I nudged him in the ribs. Kellan shook his head at me, then pulled his prizes from his pockets. He had to unfold them all he had so many. “Uh . .
. five,” he muttered, throwing them on the table.

Griffin slammed his hand on the table. “Damn it, Kellan! I fucking hate you.”

Evan raised an edge of his lip. “Just five? Slow night, Kell?”

Kellan laughed at Evan, while Griffin muttered, “Fine, prick, what shot do you want?”

“What about Matt?” I asked, looking over at the quiet guitarist; he was watching the exchange with a secretive smile on his lips. “How did you do?”

Matt was about to answer when Griffin interrupted. “Pfffft, no way Matt beat Kellan . . . it’s over.” He raised a pale eyebrow. “Unless . . . someone slip you a
condom?”

Matt slowly shook his head. “No . . .” Reaching into his pocket, he slowly pulled out a flat credit-card looking thing. His cheeks brightened with color as he tossed it on the table.
“I got a motel key.”

By the whooping and hollering the guys did, you would think Matt had just won the lottery. “Holy shit!” Griffin exclaimed. “That’s an instant win!” Bouncing on his
feet, Griffin grabbed Matt’s shoulders. “Oh my God, you beat Kellan!” Turning Matt around, he showcased him to the bar. “Everybody! This is my cousin right here, and he just
dethroned God’s Gift to Women!” He rubbed Matt’s head with his knuckles while Matt turned about a bazillion shades of red.

Slipping away from him, Matt hurried out of the bar. Griffin raised his hands. “Dude? Your shots?”

Evan was laughing so hard he had to wipe tears out of his eyes. I couldn’t stop laughing either. When Evan could talk, he mumbled, “I guess I lost,” and started reaching for
his wallet.

Kellan stopped him and handed the waitress a folded up one hundred dollar bill, or maybe two of them. I wasn’t sure. “I got it, Evan.”

Evan clapped his shoulder. “Thanks, Kell,” then stumbled after Matt and Griffin.

Kellan grabbed my hand and pulled me after them, leaving the motel key and the stack of phones numbers sitting on the table. It made me smile that not a single member of the band kept any of the
numbers . . . not even Griffin. When we got outside, Kellan asked me, “So, you’re really not mad?”

I gave him a sarcastic smile. “I’m furious.” Kellan raised an eyebrow at me, and I laughed again. “It only would have made me mad if Griffin had beat you.”

Kellan looked over at where Griffin was announcing to the street that his very embarrassed cousin’s “balls had just dropped.” Shaking his head, Kellan murmured, “Never
would have happened.”

Under Matt’s insistence, the very buzzed D-Bags stumbled their way back into the arena with me. Getting past the security guard near the back entrance was a little trickier than leaving it
had been. It was a different guard than before, and he kept asking for proof that the boys were really in the show. Kellan, Matt, and Evan had their clearances with them, but Griffin had forgotten
his. Everyone was too drunk to come up with anything logical sounding; Griffin just kept showing him the pass around my neck, but that only allowed
me
access. Luckily Deacon was relaxing
in the bus, overheard the argument, and grabbed Griffin’s missing credentials for him.

Once inside, the boys made a beeline for the stage. An overwrought person with a clipboard hurriedly pulled them toward the rear entrance of the stage. Before Kellan disappeared, he grabbed my
face and kissed me. The alcohol on his breath was strong; hopefully he remembered all of the words to the duet he was about to do.

I moved back into my favorite place to watch Sienna announce her special encore to wrap up the evening. The crowd went nuts, already suspecting what it was going to be. Light-headed and giddy, I
tried to whistle along with the crowd. It came out flat and airy, more like I was blowing up an inner tube.

Sienna’s arm swished to the back of the stage. “Ladies and gents, please put your hands together again for the D-Bags, led by the outstanding Kellan Kyle!”

Maybe it was because I was tipsier than before, but the screams seemed extra piercing. The boys hobbled out, only half stumbling as they switched places with Sienna’s band. Kellan walked
up to stand beside Sienna, and she grabbed his hand then leaned over to kiss his cheek. I really wished she’d stop doing that. Kellan discretely pulled away from her as he acknowledged the
crowd. Wondering if any of the forward girls at the bar tonight realized just whose jeans they’d been shoving their numbers into, I watched Kellan and Sienna start their number-one hit.

Even though Kellan had stumbled and fallen onto a streetlamp on our walk back to the center, he seemed completely with it as he sang about his imaginary heartbreak. When Sienna stepped to his
side to sing her part to him, she was so close I was sure she could smell the fumes wafting from him. Instead of facing the audience, Kellan and Sienna kept the song insular, singing toward each
other, virtually ignoring the crowd. It amplified the pain in the song. Flashbulbs went off like crazy, capturing every heated moment. When the song ended, Kellan made like he was going to storm
off of the stage, like he was so angry he couldn’t stand to be near her anymore; that matched the way the video ended. Sienna changed it up, though. Grabbing his arm as he walked past, she
yanked him into her body. Too drunk to resist, Kellan collided with her. Quickly reaching up, she pulled his head down to hers. Their lips collided next, and then the stage faded to black; only the
flashes of cell phones lit up their bodies.

The response from the crowd was thunderous. I was so stunned, I couldn’t move.

So much for Sienna respecting Kellan’s wishes.

Even though I was sure Sienna had mainly kissed him in front of the audience for the photo op, I had the overwhelming sensation that she was also declaring her personal interest in Kellan. Her
dramatic affirmation hit me like a wrecking ball in the gut. Well, of course she wanted him. Who wouldn’t? But he was
my
husband, and she couldn’t have him.

Knowing I was probably about to get myself kicked off of the tour, I stormed to the rear entrance to the stage where the performers would just now be stepping down. I felt my hands balling into
fists and wondered if I was about to clock a superstar. I wanted to. She’d gone too far.

As I worked my way to the back, Kellan was stomping down the stairs and shoving people out of his way. His face matched my fiery mood. Evan was a step behind him, calling his name. Sienna was on
the top of the stairs, her hands on her hips. “You’re overreacting, love,” she called after him.

Lips tight, Kellan closed his eyes. I paused and watched him. That was usually the face he made when he was about to rip someone’s head off. Turning back to Sienna, he pointed up at her.
“I told you, not on the lips!”

A sweet smile on her face, Sienna breezed down the stairs past Evan; he tensed as he noticed Kellan’s expression. Sienna stopped at Kellan’s side and put a hand on his rigid arm.
“I got carried away by the heat of the moment. Won’t happen again.” She shrugged, her long, sleek ponytail bouncing around her shoulders.

Seeing right though her, I stepped forward. “Hell right, it won’t happen again!” Maybe it was the liquid courage in my belly, but I suddenly wanted to give this woman a
smackdown. Yeah, definitely the booze talking. “He doesn’t belong to you!”

Someone grabbed my shoulders as I lurched forward. I thought it was Kellan at first, but looking behind me, I saw one of Sienna’s ever-present bodyguards holding me back—Thing 2, I
think. Face serene, Sienna stepped in front of me. “He’s a person, love, so he doesn’t
belong
to anyone.”

She gave everyone watching a cool glance, like all of this drama was beneath her. When her eyes returned to mine, there was fire in the dark depths. “And in case you didn’t notice,
he didn’t exactly pull away from me.” Her challenging eyes swung to Kellan; his jaw tightened, but he didn’t say anything. Satisfied, Sienna stalked off, and Thing 2 let me
go.