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Chapter 1
If looks could kill, Edward Funderburke would have been dead under Imani Gilliam’s icy stare. Her agent must have been losing his mind along with his silver hair for suggesting such a thing. A reality TV show?
Imani was a serious actress, not someone seeking fifteen minutes of fame, like those people who signed up for those shows. Obviously, Edward must have forgotten that. Imani was Broadway, feature films—not reality TV. Instead of getting her a part in a cheap reality show, he should have worked harder to get her the role in the reprisal of the hit play
Kiss of the Spider Woman
. According to Edward, the producers were looking for someone with more of a recognizable name, even though she had wowed them at her audition. But how did anyone think Imani would become a bankable name if she couldn’t get a big role that would make her a star?
What Imani lacked in name recognition, she made up for in talent. She was the classic triple threat—she could sing, dance, and act. That should have been enough, or at least that’s what Imani thought. But in this industry, sometimes it didn’t matter how talented you were, which was why so many rappers and singers had lead roles in so many movies, yet only a few of them were actually good enough to pull it off.
She’d do a film with Common, but he was the only rapper who she felt deserved the screen time he received. The rest of them needed to stick to their day jobs and studios needed to put their faith in actresses and actors—people who trained to do the job.
Imani wasn’t naive enough to think that the studios weren’t in it for the money. That’s why 50 Cent and T.I. starred alongside Denzel and Samuel L. Jackson. And if it wasn’t the rappers, it was the stars who stayed in the tabloids who got all of the plum roles. Imani would’ve loved the chance to play the lead in
Salt
. Of course, she didn’t have the name recognition of Angelina Jolie or the headlines.
Folding her arms, she glared at Edward, letting him know that she wasn’t warming to the idea of doing a reality show.
“It’s a really good concept, and think of the national exposure,” Edward added, hoping to open Imani’s mind to the notion.
“Eddie, I know you don’t really expect me to say yes. I’m a real actress,” Imani said indignantly, flipping her curly locks behind her ear. “These shows are for has-beens or wannabes. Maybe if you would get out of the office more often, you’d find a script for me that would give me the name recognition that I so badly need.”
“All right, Imani,” he said, leaning across his desk and looking her directly in the eye. “Let’s be real here. You haven’t worked in months, no one has sent you a script since you did
Fearless Diva
and, need I remind you, that wasn’t the best vehicle that you could have taken.
Monster’s Ball
could have been your breakthrough role. Halle won the Oscar for that role. You would’ve been great in that role and I tried to tell you that. You just think that you can do anything you want to do and you can’t. It’s about building a career, a portfolio that people identify you with. Those regional plays you’ve done, most of them have been for free and no one, not a soul, is trying to put them on Broadway. You have to do something to shake the stagnant off your career.”
Imani rolled her eyes. “I didn’t want to do a drama. I had just come off a dramatic role on Broadway and I needed a break,” she said. “And if you gave me better advice, then maybe I would listen. You weren’t too happy about the
Monster’s Ball
role either; now all of a sudden it was the best thing that I ever passed up?” She folded her arms underneath her breasts and pouted.
Unfazed by her temper tantrum, Edward leaned back and propped his feet up on the desk. “You gambled and we lost. Now, Imani, I like you and I believe in your talent, but you’re not one of my most profitable clients. If either of us has a plan to make any money, we have to get you out there and make your name stand out in a crowd. This is a start. I don’t want to have to drop you, but you’ve got to do something. This show can build your image. Look at how famous lots of people who have no acting ability have gotten—all from the exposure of reality TV. We can turn that fame into big movie roles and those Broadway shows that you want.”
Imani chewed on the end of her sculptured nail, pondering what he’d said to her. It had been hard for her to get signed by a reputable agent. Before meeting Edward, she’d been scammed by so-called talent agents who wanted to put her in B-list movies and soft-core pornography films.
At least Edward had done his best to get her roles in blockbuster movies and hit stage productions, even if she didn’t agree with him at the moment. He’d steered her away from the typical chitlin’ circuit plays that young actresses found themselves acting in and from becoming typecast as a neck-rolling, finger-wagging stereotype.
But now, he and Imani were desperate.
“Eddie, I’m trying, but these reality shows are just so beneath me, and the images that they portray are not the best. Sometimes the women on these shows are just dumb looking, slutty, or bitchy. I’m none of the above.”
“It pays fifteen thousand dollars up front. It’s only ten weeks and you might even get voted off before the show is over. The concept is simple. You get teamed up with a bachelor, do some physical challenges, and America votes to see if you and your partner should get married. Just make a splash and watch the scripts and offers come rolling in.”
“No,” she said, and then stood up. “I’d rather starve.” Imani turned to her left, ready to walk out the door.
“Aren’t you doing that already?” Edward called out.
Imani slammed the office door behind her.
The gall,
she thought as she headed for the subway terminal. She wanted to take a cab, but with only three dollars in her pocket and a box of raisins for dinner in her apartment, a taxi trip was a luxury that she couldn’t afford. Besides, a taxi trip from Manhattan to Brooklyn would wipe out her savings in the bank—if you could call it a savings account. She barely had a hundred dollars in her checking and savings accounts combined. Calling her parents for a loan was out because the first thing her mother, Dorothy, would say is that she needed a real job and acting was a dream she needed to give up. Her father, Horace, would tell her that it was time for her to join the family business of home restorations.
She could be in charge of the interior design aspect of it, even live in a historic home in beautiful Savannah, Georgia. Imani wanted no part of it. Her dream was to act, sing, or dance. Her career of choice was considered an insignificant pipe dream by her family. She’d graduated with a degree from the Juilliard School and hadn’t asked her parents for a penny, despite the fact that she went into major debt paying for the expensive performing arts college.
Frowning as she headed to the subway entrance, Imani tried to figure out how she was going to take a free trip on the subway because she wasn’t sure if she had the money to make it home. When she saw three New York City Transit officers arresting a group of teenagers who were also trying to get a free ride home, she knew she’d have to walk. She was only about two miles from her place in Fulton Ferry and she could use the exercise. Besides, the walk would give her a chance to think about the reality show.
“I’m not doing it,” she mumbled to herself. By the time she had walked five blocks, her feet were throbbing like a heartbeat. “Maybe I should do it.
The Apprentice
made Omarosa a star and she’s not even an actress. But then she did that stupid dating show on TV One,” Imani said to no one in particular as she unsnapped her Steve Madden sandals, took them off, and flung them over her shoulder. “But,” she continued musing to herself, “I trained at Juilliard. I shouldn’t be subjected to this.”
Imani was half a block away from her home when she decided that she wasn’t going to go on the reality show. She held her head high and walked up to the door of her building, ready to prop her feet up and relax with her
Variety
magazine. Before she could put the key in the lock, reality sucker-punched her in the stomach. A pink note with big red letters was tacked to her door. “Eviction,” it read. Imani snatched the note off the door. She pulled her cell phone out of her tote bag, pressed speed dial number three, and waited for Edward to answer.
“Funderburke and Associates, Edward speaking,” he said.
“It’s Imani. I’ve done some thinking,” she said as she read the eviction notice for a second time. “I’ll do the stupid show.”
“Well, don’t sound so excited about it,” he replied. “What made you change your mind?”
Imani made a mental note of the thirty-day deadline she’d been given to come up with the back rent. Then she balled up the notice. “Let’s just say I know this is what I need to do right now.”
Storming into her place, Imani decided to watch a little television to take her mind off her current situation. But that was the wrong thing to do. As she flipped through the channels, lamenting her career, she stopped on a sitcom that she’d auditioned for.
“LisaRaye is not a better actress than I am,” she exclaimed as she came across a rerun of
All of Us,
and then flipped the channel.
Next she landed on a Lifetime movie about an abused wife who’d killed her husband. As she watched the unknown actress overdramatize her lines, Imani knew that she would have done so much better in the role, had it been offered to her. She remembered that she’d once told Edward that the last thing she wanted to do was a Lifetime movie. Now, she wished that she’d never made such a crazy statement.
Then she came across her movie on the FX channel.
Fearless Diva
was a bomb, but it wasn’t J. Lo in
Gigli
or Halle’s
Catwoman.
If she was honest, she’d admit that it was worse. But she wasn’t practicing honesty right now.
That role should have led to something,
she thought as she watched herself prance across the screen in a skintight leather catsuit.
At least my clothes were fierce.
Twirling a lock of hair around her finger, Imani critiqued her performance. She was pretty awful in the movie, but it wasn’t her fault. The script was horrible and the cameraman, who also called himself the director, didn’t know how to operate the camera because every scene looked as if the wind had gotten hold of the equipment.
Maybe Imani did deserve those Razzie award nominations she’d gotten. But someone had to see her potential, didn’t they? As tears welled up in her eyes, Imani wondered if her family had been right about her career. Were they right to have no faith in her? Was she chasing a pipe dream that had no chance of coming true?
 
 
The phone wouldn’t stop ringing at the Palmer Free Clinic in Harlem. And that was the least of their worries. The receptionist had left for lunch three hours ago and never returned. That left Dr. Raymond Thomas juggling answering calls with seeing patients, writing down appointments, and taking messages. What he didn’t have time for was a game-playing prankster. “Look,” Raymond said, a frown darkening his handsome face, “this is a place of business. No one here has time to play with a lowlife small-timer like you.”
“Sir, this isn’t a joke. I’m Elize Harrington, a producer with the WAPC Network. You’re a candidate for our new reality show,
Let’s Get Married.
Your name was submitted to us and we reviewed your qualifications and we want you on the show,” she said, her voice in a near plea.
“Ms. Harrington, who put you up to this joke?” Raymond dropped his pen on the desk and held his finger up to the patient in front of him waiting for her prescription.
The woman sighed. “Again, sir, this isn’t a joke. Our show is going to air later this year, but the ten weeks of filming start in a few weeks. We just need you to come in and take a screen test and sign a waiver.”
A rush of people were vying for Raymond’s attention. All at once, he had a patient trying to make a follow-up appointment, a nurse questioning him about his orders for a different patient, and the same woman who’d been waiting for ten minutes still wanting her prescription. As Raymond’s head began throbbing, he silently wished he could write himself a doctor’s note and go home.
He mumbled yes to the producer, told her to call his cell phone, leave the details about the show on his voice mail, and he would call her back. Raymond hung up the phone and, putting his composed doctor face back on, turned to his patient. When things calmed down, Raymond was going to get to the bottom of this reality TV show mess. It was already pushed to the back burner.
“Mrs. Wentworth,” he said, taking the elderly woman’s hand, “can you come back in two weeks?”
The caramel-colored woman smiled at him. “I can do that and my grandbaby, Emma, can bring me. She’s real pretty and she can cook, too. Our family is originally from the south and southern women know how to do one thing better than anyone else does, and that’s cook. Dr. Thomas, you don’t get many home-cooked meals, do you? You’re not married, are you?”
“No, ma’am,” he replied with a smile, even though he wanted to push her out the door. If Raymond had a penny for every elderly woman who wanted to fix him up with her granddaughter, niece, or daughter, he would be rich enough to fund the clinic himself.
Mrs. Wentworth shook her head. “That’s a shame. You need a good woman to take care of you. You’re way too skinny. I like a man with a little more meat on his bones, but my grandbaby would love you.”

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