Raging Love (22 page)

His word
s
took my breath away. I forgot all about that little girl as I hugged that jealous little boy. “I love you too, Noah. So much.”

“Why are you crying?” He asked.

“You called me Mommy.”

“Are you sad now?”

“No Buddy. I am so happy. You make me so happy.” I squeezed that little kid so tight as Colt rubbed my shoulder.

I was wrong about not being able to be his mother. My life revolved around that child and it was wonderful.
I would never forget the baby that I lost, but Noah made me treasure every single day of being his parent.

Chapter 17

Colt

With the addition of Noah to our family, Savanna and I didn’t exactly have a lot of alone time. She became so focused on being a mother that our time together just seemed to be put on the back burner. I wasn’t complaining, she was an awesome mother. Noah was crazy about her.

Aside from his three days a week in preschool, they spent all of their
time
together. Savanna was an only child and I could relate somewhat, but I also go
t
to grow up with my younger cousins, w
h
ere Savanna didn’t have that.

I think sometimes she enjoyed playing with toys and being his pal. I had come home several times to them playing army men, or building giant Lego towers. I think part of the reason he adored her so much was her ability to play like a four year old.

Savanna and I had decided to get him a pony and start teaching him how to ride horses. She wanted to be the one to show him everything about it. I remember the day that horse
trailer
pulled into the ranch. Noah went flying out of the house, just waiting to see what his horse looked like. He had spent an entire week trying to guess it’s color and height.

His pony was white with brown spots and he named him Atticus. It wasn’t a common horse name, but his first choice had been Toilet Paper
Butt
. We spent a half hour explaining that toilet paper
combined with butt
was not an appropriate name
,
and whichever one of his friends that told him that should be ashamed of themselves.

Savanna taught him the basics, first showing him what every part of a horse was called. Next she taught him how to saddle up his pony. After the first day he was busting to ride. While I took him out on one of the combines, Savanna saddled the pony up and gave him a test ride. We had bought him off of someone we knew and a little girl had been the previous owner. The pony was used to being ridden.

That following morning we saddled up one pony and two horses and went for a family ride. Savanna held on to a separate set of reigns to prevent Atticus from running off with our four year old son. We kept the horses at a slow pace, never letting them gallop or canter.
Noah wanted to let loose, but Savanna did one hell of a job keeping him calm.

After a couple weeks she finally let him start riding without guidance. I bought him some boots and a cowboy hat so he could be the real deal. It was fascinating watching him grow right before my eyes.

Since we never got time alone, I had surprised Savanna with a trip to a cabin in the woods. I’ll admit that my intentions were only on one thing, but she never complained when I gave her the news. My mother took Noah gladly for the whole weekend, promising to not buy him a small island while we were gone.

It was so nice to get away with my beautiful wife. I had missed her so much
physically
. We spent eve
ry single day together, but
I still missed her. Before Noah came into our lives, things weren’t exactly perfect. We had suffered so much and even though his coming into our lives made us stronger, we were still lacking the physical aspect of our marriage.

Our s
on had some kind of built in radar for intimate moments and many times he had come in the room right before the big mo
ment was about to happen. Colt
called him CB behind his back, as opposed to actually saying the word cock block. He was a little kid. He couldn’t have known that he was
interfering
in our special time together.

The cabin was very secluded and
unbeknownst
to Savanna, had a very large Jacuzzi tub in it. I
made
sure to pack all of our groceries so we never had to leave once we arrived. I didn’t want to share my wife for the entire weekend.

I carried her into the cabin and sat her down so she could take in the glass wall facing the back of the house. A view of a lake was behind the small house.

“It’s beautiful here.” Savanna turned around and wrapped her arms around me.

I pressed my lips against hers, keeping them there for longer than we were used to. Her tongue stroked my lip, causing me to open my mouth for her. As our tongues started to meet, I felt her hands reaching up my shirt. I kicked the front door shut as she pushed me back up against the wall. Our kissed intensified and as our tongues continued to mingle
.
I could feel my cock hardening in my jeans.

I swung Savanna around lifting
her up, pressing her against the wall. I freed my hands and let them wander up to her soft breasts. Her skin was like silk and I went slow, watching her expression as I did
it
. I ran my hand in between them and then back down to her stomach. She wrapped her legs
around me, forcing her hips to thrust into me. I pressed her harder against the wall as I covered her mouth with mine.

“I need you naked.” I said through our kisses.

With both of my hands grabbing her ass, I carried her over to the couch and tossed her down. She back
ed
up enough to start stripping out of her clothes right in front of me. I removed my shirt and started unzipping my pants, letting them fall to the floor. Savanna removed her bra and
bit
down on her lips as she squeezed both of her nipples, making them hard for me. I grabbed her stretchy pants and ripped them off of her, tossing them behind us somewhere.

With one swift movement, I picked her up carried her to the bedroom. She
slipped
down my body and climbed into the bed, making sure that her ass was right in my face. I grabbed the back
elastic
of her little thong and pulled her back toward the edge of the bed. My fingers began running where the tiny fabric fell over her ass. I moved the fabric over to be able to slip my fingers inside of her folds.
She groaned feeling my fingers down there in her tender spot.

With her ass in the air and her face down against the blankets, I reached my other hand over
her back and then slowly grazed
one of her
breasts. My two fingers slipped into her wet channel, while she continued to rock back and forth against them. Seeing her so turned on was almost too much for my deprived ass to take. I pulled my fingers out of her needy body and flipped her around. With one jerk, I pulled off her panties and spread her legs wide open. Savanna moaned when I stood there looking at her perfect body. My hands were on her knees as I slid down in between her legs, taking my first taste. Her sweet musk filled my mouth and I could
n’t
get enough of her. My hands spread her open more and I held onto her
thighs while I began licking on
her swollen
nub
.
Savanna’s
body began to buck against my face, causing me to lick even harder. She scream
ed
out, louder than I had ever heard her do it before. Even after she fell calm against the bed, I still couldn’t stop tasting her. Little trembles came every time I moved my tongue around.

My cock was throbbing to be inside of her. It had been way to
o
long. I crawled up over her body, making sure to give each of her hard nipples some much needed attention. I loved how hard they felt against my tongue. I teased them with my teeth, licking every inch of her pink nipples.

Savanna grabbed me by my ears and pulled me up to her mouth. The pain was nothing compared to her eagerness to kiss me. I felt her licking my lips, tasting herself while she kissed me. One of my hands found
her ass
chee
k and squeezed it hard in between my fingers. Her lips came off of mine while she cried out in pl
easure.

Her fingers drug down my back causing me pain, but also
ecstasy
at the same time.

I thrusted my girth all the way inside of my wife. She cried out as I filled her with my size. Her tight little walls were slick with her juices
,
but still tightened as I thrusted in and out of her.

Savanna took her legs and flipped herself on top of me. Her beautiful hair flowed down over her breasts. I watched her play with her nipples, shaking them with her fingertips. She didn’t know what she did to me. I needed her so much.

I grabbed her waist with both hands and grinded her into me. She ran her hand through her hair as she picked up her own pace. Her body was wet with sweat and it glistened in the natural light coming in the window. Savanna grabbed my hand and sucked hard on my wedding ring finger. She closed her eyes
and
thrusted
her body back further, causin
g my girth to go in even deeper
. Her ass was lifted and then coming back down against my sweaty skin. The faster she moved the closer I got. I closed my eyes and called out as I felt myself filling her.

Savanna’s hot body collapsed on top of me, showering me with kisses. As her lips pressed over mine, she pulled away to get the words out. “I. Missed. This.”

We fell asleep there on the bed, never parting from each other. It didn’t matter that it was hot, or we were sweating profusely, I wasn’t willing to let her go, not even for a second. I needed to feel her body and her love for me.

We had reconnected and I planned on doing it over and over again until we had to go home.

We both woke later and finally unloaded the car. Savanna chose to only wear my shirt I had on, while I threw on some jeans to walk outside in. Once we got our groceries and coolers put away, we had a snack and decided to sit out on the back deck to watch the sun set.

Savanna walked in the house and came out in only a pair of cowboy boots. I literally spit and my beer went flying
out
of my mouth and nose. She leaned against the railing showing off every inch of her body to me. “That is the hottest thing I have ever seen in my life
,
Darlin
’.”

“Do you want me Colt?”

“Um, is that a trick question?”

“Say you want me. Tell me how you want it,” She ordered.

I licked my lips and sat up further. “I want you Darlin’.”

She
turned
around and ran her hands over her perfect ass. “Do you want to bend me over right here? Would that turn you on
,
Baby?”

Oh fuck….

I stood up and walked over to where she was still bent over, rubbing her ass cheeks. I ran my hand up the small of her back. With one hand I pulled her up to stand with her back against my body. She stuck my fingers in her mouth, biting down on them. “
Oh God! Don’t stop talkin’.”

I pushed her back down to a bent over position, keeping one of my hands pressed firmly against her back.  I let my jeans drop to the deck. My hard cock pressed against her ass and I almost sensed she wanted it back there. I slapped my hardness against her soaked entrance and she moaned, knowing what was coming.

“Fuck me Colt. Fuck me so hard.”

“Oh Darlin’.” I grabbed her hips and slipped right inside of her. She grabbed the railing and held onto it while I pounded my shaft inside of her. I
reached my arms up and put them over hers, using the railing for my benefit as well. My body smacked against her ass with each thrust and soon Savanna was crying out, her screams being heard all across the lake. I followed her lead and filled her for the second time. Unlike our first time, Savanna separated us immediately, kissed me full on the mouth and walked back into the cabin, without saying a word.

I stood there naked with a big ole smile across my face. This was the best idea I may have ever had.

Later that night, Savanna and I curled up next to the fireplace. She lay inside of my strong hold, stroking my arms with her fingertips. “This is nice. Thank you for bring us here Colt.”

I kissed the top of her head. “We needed it.”

“It’s so different having a kid. I thought we would have more time for each other.”

I laughed. “Yeah, we don’t have any alone time.”

“Maybe if we didn’t hog Noah up for ourselves all the time, we would have more. Your mother always offers.”

I kissed her cheek and then pulled her head closer to kiss her lips. “Maybe she could keep him every weekend.”

We both laughed.