Private Emotions – Promises (The Private Emotions Trilogy) (9 page)

We got upstairs and it just seemed like there were rooms at every turn. We finally entered into a room that could only be Ethan’s boyhood bedroom. There were photos carefully placed on the wall with various trophies and awards that showed he had been a good student and athlete. It made me feel a little cold inside as everything seemed to be just so. Nothing was out of place, nothing showed that he had rebelled against authority like most kids do at one point in their lives. Looking around, it felt more like a guest room with no life of its own.

“I see you are looking at all my claims to fame but don’t let any of that fool you because most of the things that you see here are things that I did when I was in my youth. You know that my father never hugs me and I have to say you might just bring out the best in him. Father has always been there for me, from bailing me out of jail for drinking too much, or just listening to me talk about my future. He wasn’t happy to learn that I wasn’t going into the family business and it made for some very strained dinners. It wasn’t until I published my first book and started to show a real interest in art that he finally saw I was doing what made me happy.”

“All families have their issues. It’s just that you are an only child and parents of one child tend to impart their dreams on their kid hoping that they will follow in their footsteps.”

“Don’t get me wrong, I was loved by both my parents but my father was never the kind of man who threw a ball outside, or played games with me. He was the kind of father who taught me life’s lessons and made me into a well-rounded person…a person who had more to offer than just a kid’s whimsy. He taught me to hunt, ride, and always keep my true intentions in my back pocket.” That was a telling bit of information and it explained why he didn’t keep his heart on his sleeve.

“Thanks for sharing that with me Ethan. I do like your dad and he can be quite funny as well.” I smiled at the thought of Ethan’s parents courting in their younger days. “I think it’s really getting late now, so we may as well go to bed.”

“That is a wonderful idea.” He circled my waist with his arms and pulled my body towards his with a desire that almost took my breath away. The fact that we were under his parents’ roof only made him hotter for me.

“I would love to ravage you, Mr. Sterling but I don’t want your parents hearing me screaming with lust.”

“That’s nothing to worry about because the walls are thick and virtually sound proof, not to mention that my parents’ bedroom is on the other side of the house. You could scream your lungs off and they won’t be any the wiser, Miss Harris.”

“You underestimate the power of my lungs, sir, and I just don’t feel comfortable with letting you have your way with me when they are only a few feet away.”

“Who said that you would be able to stop me?”

I snickered at his remark and said, “What are you going to do? Gag me and tie me up?” I didn’t know why I said that but from the look on his face I had apparently given him an idea that he was not going to let go. He casually walked over to the closet, pulled out three scarves and then turned to look at me with a fire blazing in his eyes. I was about to be the prey of a very amorous hunter.

“You would not dare, Ethan Sterling. Put that material back into the closet this instant otherwise…”

Within milliseconds, he had me pinned to the mattress with his hands over mine to keep me in place. I was screaming at full capacity but no help came. He pulled out the scarves and looked down at me with the expression of control in his eyes. “Eeethaannn!”

First he twisted two of those scarves around my wrists immobilizing my arms. All I could do was kick out with my feet and scream. “Eethhaaa…” He then tied a scarf around my mouth and secured it in place so that I was immediately silenced. I wasn’t sure if I liked what was happening but my body was betraying me in a very profound fashion. My chest was flushed and my panties were now sticking to my skin.

“I wasn’t expecting you to enjoy this but that won’t stop what is going to happen here.” He playfully grabbed my blouse and yanked it open which sent the buttons flying in all directions. His fingers strayed to the waistband of my jeans and he pushed his hands down into them until he felt the wetness of my slit. I screamed into the scarf that was over my mouth as he played along my slit. He found my hole and pushed one long digit into me. My screams turned into moans as he slid his finger back and forth inside me until he was ready to move forward. “I do believe that one of us is wearing too much clothing and it’s not me.”

He pulled off my boots and sucked my toes while I cursed his name under the scarf. My jeans and underwear came off next and then my bra was pulled down enough to expose my breasts to his view.

It was hot and frightening to feel out of control. He straddled my chest with his pants off and his cock slipped in and out of my cleavage. My hands were behind my back so he had to use his own hands to envelope his cock with my flesh. Fucking the tunnel, he pulled forward and swiped his head across the scarf around my head.

“You are so hot and I really need you.” He dropped his weight between my legs and got me ready to receive him. His manhood stood at attention and then began to inch forward into me. He stroked against the deepest part of me then pulled back and drove himself into me once again. I curled my legs around his midsection and pushed him deeper and harder against me. “Yes, come to me. I know you wanted this as much as I do. Fuck, your pussy feels amazing…oh god, Emily.”

His cock was hard and slamming into me with precision, hitting my g-spot on each alternate stroke. That shaft was filling me up so good that I screamed with delight into the scarf. In my vulnerable state, I was so turned on that my pussy screamed its release and doused his balls with my hot juices. The cream coated him and he used it to fuck me harder and harder, like a man possessed.

“Fuck…aahhhh, Emily, this is so…aahhhh.” Our bodies were joined and I sensed his end before he did. Soon he was shooting his semen in me then his ass thrust two final heaves before coming to a stop. He collapsed onto me with his mouth near my ear as he breathed heavily from the efforts of his conquest. Once he got his breath under control he pulled out and flipped me on my stomach, where he tongue-fucked me. Then without warning, he dipped his tongue slightly into my ass. Okay! That, I wasn’t prepared for. It only lasted a couple of seconds and I found that I sort of liked the strange invader in my ass.

While my face was still mashed into the mattress, he once again went after my clit with his tongue and I felt myself climbing towards pure ecstasy. Bucking against him, I came two more times before he came to a stop and said, “That should do you for now.” He lay down beside me and lowered the scarf from my mouth but only slightly loosened the ones on my hands. Even though he left me in my bondage, it didn’t stop me from having a good night’s sleep.

Chapter Five
Secret Places

I awoke to the sound of birds in the distance while Ethan silently watched me from across the room. I moved my hands and realized that I was untied but my mouth was dry from having being gagged the night before.

“Good, you’re awake. Breakfast is being served as we speak and I still want to take you horseback riding afterwards.” He was pretending that what happened last night didn’t occur and it looked like we weren
’t even going to mention it.

I got up and looked at him with puzzlement in my eyes and I had to admit to myself that what happened last night was enjoyable, even though it was entirely unexpected. He had shown me yet another way of sexually expressing myself, and even though he took me by surprise, it had been one of the best experiences of my life. To be that out of control had turned me on something fierce and I had finally found myself starting to let go and enjoy the moment. I never thought that kind of intimacy was right for me, but then again, I have never felt for any man the way that I did for Ethan.

He was putting on his clothes and I couldn’t help but glance over at his body and see him as not only quite a man, but also someone who had a softer side that was yet to be revealed. I was hoping that this weekend would make him see me in a new and exciting way and he would finally drop the barriers that were preventing his heart from letting go. It wasn’t that big a surprise that he wasn’t willing to open up in front of his parents, but it was my hope that he would when we were one-on-one. Last night wasn’t the right time, as we had gotten caught up in our own pleasures.

“Emily, you’d better hurry because my father has been known to eat all the bacon before anyone else gets down to the table. Mom and I have been trying for years to get him to slow down and eat right, but he has always said that he wanted to live his life the way he wanted to, no matter if it made him drop dead at the age of sixty. He has always told us that life was worth living and that you had to take every bit of pleasure that you could find.”

“It’s good advice, but I can also see the merit of working out and living right. As we only have one life to live, we should take care of our bodies so that we can enjoy every aspect of it. Speaking of enjoyment, I would say that what you did last night was pleasurable, although I wasn’t quite sure how I felt about it at the time.”

“I wasn’t going to mention it, but now that you’ve broached the subject, I have to ask you, how do you feel about what happened?”

“I was scared and excited at the same time, but I don’t think I would’ve been able to do that with anyone else. That was definitely going out of my comfort zone but I felt like I was in good hands.”

“I would never hurt you and if you even mentioned that you wanted me to stop then I would have done so in a second, surely you must know that.”

“Yes, I think I know that, and I’m glad that I’ve come here with you this weekend. It’s showing me just what kind of man you are and hopefully there is more to learn about you.”

“Perhaps, Em. Anyway, our breakfast is waiting for us and I think that you’re going to get a real treat out of it.” I’ve had fancy breakfasts before, so I wasn’t really expecting anything out of the ordinary. However with the Sterlings, it was fast becoming apparent that they liked to go above and beyond. I decided that I would wear a pair of slacks and a blouse that would be perfect for horseback riding. I was sure that Ethan would still want to do that after we were finished eating.

When we got down to the breakfast table, I found that they really did outdo themselves. There was everything from bacon, eggs, pancakes, and even steak on the table. There was also a selection of fresh fruits that looked so delicious that I just had to have some. His father wasn’t in the room at the time and we both looked at each other and converged on the bacon that was sitting on his place setting.

We laughed as we consumed all the slices, gorging ourselves and making it impossible for his father to get his fair share. It was as if we were thinking the same thing and his mother joined us by having the last couple of strips. We had finished it all before he arrived.

We heard him coming and we all scattered to our chairs making it look like nothing was out of the ordinary. He was impeccably dressed as always, and when he got to the table his smile turned to a sneer in less than a second.

“Claude, where is my bacon?”

Claude came out of the kitchen wearing an apron and looked all around the table and said, “I don’t know what happened, I did put enough out to feed an army.”

Unfortunately, his mother couldn’t keep a straight face and started to giggle, which made his father turn around and glare at all of us. “I should have known that you’d try something like this, and in fact I predicted that you would.” He smiled then walked to the kitchen and came out with a plate full of bacon that was still dripping in its fat. There was nothing that we could do as he sat there and made us watch him eat every last strip.

“Honey, one of these days, you’re going to have a heart attack and die right in front of me. I really wish that you would show some control.”

“Maybe, but at least I would die happy and you can’t ask for anything better out of life than that.”

I could see that there was no reasoning with him so I decided to give him an option. “You could try turkey bacon. It is considered a lot healthier for you and you’ll still get that bacon fix in the morning.”