Pole Position (11 page)

“Get me something to clean up with, gross!” I whisper yelled at him.  He got off the bed went into the bathroom and came out with a warm wet wash cloth.  He told me to lay down and “spread ‘em” he said.  I grabbed the rag and told him I could clean myself up just fine.  He laughed then walked over to his dresser grabbed a pair of his boxers and a t-shirt, “Here sleep in these.” He said as he handed them to me.  I wiped my legs off and between my legs then put the wash rag in the clothes hamper in the bathroom.  “I’m going to take a shower first, is that okay?” I asked from the bathroom.  I heard him laugh and tell me it was fine. 

I was in the shower letting the steam and hot water relax my body, I felt two strong hands around my waist.  I jumped, Jet covered my mouth with a hand, “Jesus quit trying to scream Chass.” He said with another laugh. 

I moved his hand away from my mouth, “I’m glad you find this so funny, I’m bleeding and all you can do is laugh.” I said. 

He stepped closer to me pinning me against the shower wall, “I’m sorry, I won’t laugh anymore.  I promise.” he said and held up the Boy Scout salute. 

I n
arrowed my eyes at him, “You don’t expect me to believe you were ever a Boy Scout right?”

He smiled and shook his head no at me. 
I reached down and started stroking his half hard cock.  I couldn’t believe how big it was, huge…it literally was huge even limp.  I knelt down in front of him, and looked up at him through my lashes.  “Jet, I obviously have nothing to compare this to but…this thing is huge.” I said with a smile.  Jet was looking down at me with his hands balled into fists at his side.  I slowly stuck my tongue out and circle the thick hard head.  I had no clue what I was doing but judging my Jet’s reaction when I slid his cock deeper into my mouth, I was doing something right.  His head fell back against the shower wall, hi skin was covered with goose bumps and his breathing was getting faster the more I stroked my hand back and forth in front of my mouth. 

“Chassis, baby, if you don’t want to swallow what’s about to come out of it, you’d better stop.”

I looked back up at his face, slowly pulled my mouth off of his dick and stood up, as much as I was enjoying watching him I wanted to have him back inside me. 

We ended up having sex in the shower, Jet had to keep covering my mouth, I couldn’t help it though.  The man had at least a nine inch cock that was as round as my wrist, so he either covered my mouth with his hand or his mouth. 

When we got out of the shower, he dried me off then dried himself off, I brushed my hair, that’s when noticed a huge almost black hickey on my shoulder muscle.  I turned around to Jet, “A fucking HICKEY?” I practically yelled. 

He held his hands up in defense
, “You have ONE hickey I have four so why are you bitching?” he asked.  I looked and sure enough he had two on one shoulder and two on the other. 

“God, it’s like high school all over again.” I grumbled then walked
out of the bathroom and put the clothes on he had given me earlier.   I text Asher to let her know that I was going to be staying, she of course sent back
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I laid my phone on the end table, crawled into bed then Jet crawled in beside me.  I was exhausted, it was almost two o’clock in the morning and people were still partying.  Jet rolled me over so I was on my back, with his head resting on his hand he looked at me;

“Do you regret it?” he asked.

“Only if you turn into a major asshole towards me.”

“Chass, I’m not like that, this thing that we feel for each other, it’s different.”

“I’ve only had two boyfriends, obviously neither of them made it as far as you did.  I just don’t know what’s next.” I told him.

“Well, how about we date and see how things go?” he smiled “Just like high school” he said with a laugh. 

I shook my head, “In the future let’s not reference anything to high school, since we are in COLLEGE.” I told him.  He smiled then leaned down and kissed me, I felt his cock getting hard against my leg, I smiled against his lips “Again?” he pulled back. 

“You’re going to be sore as fuck tomorrow, if we do.” He told me with a serious look.  I stuck my bottom lip out, he nipped at it then pulled me on top of him.  Tucking his hands behind his head he looked up at me
, “Ride away Chass.” He told me.  Finally about three thirty in the morning we both passed out from complete exhaustion.

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The next morning I was woke up by someone banging on Jet’s bedroom door, “Crow, wake your ass up!  Your dad is here, drunk and pissed off.  Get the fuck out of bed.”  I laid there for a few minutes, Jet didn’t budge.  There was another knock on the door, “JET FALCON FUCKING CROW get off your woman and get down stairs NOW!” the same person yelled.  I elbowed Jet in the ribs, he groaned and pulled me closer to him.  “Jet wake up, somebody said your dad is here.”

“What?” he said in a deep sleepy voice. 

“Somebody has been beating on the door, they said your dad is here.” 

“Fuckin asshole…”
He ran a hand through his hair and climbed out of bed. 

“Jet, why would they call you Crow or Jet Falcon Fucking Crow?” I asked as I pulled my clothes on. 

He drew his eyebrows together, “Because, that’s my name, Jet Falcon Crow.” He said then pulled his shirt on.  I stood there blinking and speechless, “Why are you looking at me like that Chass?” he asked as he walked towards me. 

“I uhh, (I shook my head) I can’t believe I never knew your last name.  Do you know mine Jet?” I asked and could feel the tears welling up on my eyes.

“Chass what’s this about?”

“Answer the question JET.” I said trying not to yell. 

“I guess I didn’t, I uhh…Are you regretting last night or something?” he asked as he stepped closer to me.  I nodded my head yes, Jet’s eyes got big;

“Why? Jesus I didn’t force you to do any of it Chass!” he said trying not to yell at me. 

“Your..your last name is Crow..My full name is Chassis Brinn Heart.” I told him as a tear slid down my cheek.  Jet stopped walking towards me, I grabbed my shoes and turned to walk out the door.  How could I have been so stupid?  How could I sleep with some guy and not even know his last name?  How could I lose my virginity to the son of the man that killed my dad on the racetrack?  Jet ran up behind me, put his hand against the door stopping me from opening it.  I didn’t turn around to look at him, I stood there with tears running down my cheeks. 

Jet lowered his head
, “Jesus Christ, that’s why I recognized you…I’m so sorr..” I pushed his hand off the door, walked out and ran down the stairs. 

There stood his d
ad, “You’re Nathan?  Nathan Crow?” I asked the man that was standing in the entry way. 

He smiled at me, “I am. (he nodded) And who are you beautiful?” he slurred his words.  I pulled my fist back and punched him in the face causing him to stagger back a few steps. 

“I’m Chassis Heart, Jimmy Heart’s daughter.  You know the driver of the number two modified that you killed!” I screamed then stormed out of the house slamming the door behind me.

   I made it to the end of the sidewalk before I finally broke down and started bawling so hard I could barely see.  Gasping for air I called Asher she answered in a groggy voice “Hello” she said with a yawn.  I was crying “Plea..Please…Come get me from Jets.” I cried
into the phone. 

“Chass?  What’s wrong? I’m on my way, don’t hang up.” She told me.  I could hear her rustling around then heard her tell Mitch she needed to go get me.  I kept walking and sobbing
, “Chassis talk to me sweetie what happened?  Did he hurt you?  I swear to god I’ll…”

“He’s Jet Crow.. his..his  dad was the one that killed my dad.” I sobbed into the phone.  The line was silent for a few seconds
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“That’s why he recognized you, he remembered you.” She whispered into the phone.  I looked up to see her car coming down the street, just as she stopped I walked around the front of the car
, “Chassis, CHASSIS, GOD DAMNIT, don’t leave, talk to me!” Jet was yelling as he ran towards Asher’s car.  I hurried into the car and told Asher to drive.  I didn’t look over at Jet that was standing in the middle of the road as Asher drove past him.  

On the way back to the house I called my uncle
John, when he answered he could tell I was crying, “Chass, talk to me baby girl, what’s wrong?” he sounded panicked. 

“I..I met a guy..my first night here..(I sobbed again) His nam
e is Jet Crow.” I sobbed again, there was a silence;

“Holy shit, that’s Nathan’s little boy
(another silence) Chassis, did he hurt you?” My uncle asked sounding mad. 

“No..He didn’t, I’m so stupid.” I cried into the phone. 

“NO, you are NOT.  Tell me what the hell happened.” He demanded.  I told him all about how Jet and I had met, how we seemed to just click, how I tried to stay away from him.

“I did something so stupid…I lost my virginity to him last night.” I cried.  Asher placed her hand on my knee as she drove. 

“You did WHAT?” My uncle yelled, causing me to cry so hard I about threw up.  “Chass baby just calm down, I’m sorry, I just wasn’t ready to hear that.  You have to remember though, Jet isn’t Nathan.  Nathan has been an alcoholic for as long as I can remember.  The night of the crash we think he was racing drunk, we think that’s why he was banging your dad around so bad.  His wife up and left him and took the boys about six months after the crash because his drinking had gotten so out of hand.” He said.  I listened as he told me more than what anybody else had about that night.  “Chassis, just come home for a few days.  I’ll call the school and see what I can do to keep you from failing your classes, okay?” he told me.  I agreed that I would leave first thing in the morning. 

When we got back to the dorm Mitch was pacing back and forth
, “What the fuck did he do to you?” he asked as he pulled me into a hug.  I explained to him about Jet’s dad and my dad.  “Jesus, he has been trying for weeks to figure out how he knew you, the school wouldn’t give him your last name.” He said as he rubbed my back.  I told him and Asher that I was going to go home for a few days, so I went into my bedroom and started packing a bag.  I had just pulled some clothes out of the closet when I heard yelling coming from the living room.  When I walked out to see what was going on, there stood Jet.  He turned to me and started walking towards me, I backed away from him the closer he got.  In two steps he had me around the waist and pulled against his chest, “Listen to me Chassis.” He growled against my neck.  I tried to wiggle out of his strong arms but it was no use, he picked me up carried me into my bedroom, kicked the door shut and locked it. 

“LET GO OF ME YOU ASSHOLE!” I yelled trying to push him away from me. 

“NO! God damnit I’m not him Chassis, I was there that night!  I watched it all happen, I have the only footage of the fucking race, I’m sorry that it happened, I’m sorry that it was my dad and I’m even more sorry that it was your dad.” He said as he cupped my cheeks in his hands.   Wiping away my tears with his thumbs he tried to lower his lips to mine but I turned my face away. 

“You knew all along Jet, that’s why you were so determined to get to know me…YOU KNEW!” I cried and pushed him away. 

“NO, Chassis, that’s where you’re wrong, I’ve been trying to figure out HOW I knew you!  You looked so god damn familiar, but I couldn’t figure out WHY!  Jesus, (he ran his hand through his hair) I’ve asked my brother, and my uncles.  They couldn’t even put a name with your face.  It’s been what thirteen years?” He told me.  I turned towards my desk where dad’s helmet sat, I picked it up and threw it at Jet that caught it with no problem.

“Do you recognize that
?” I yelled. 

He looked at the helmet
, then at me, “Yes, I recognize THIS.  I remember seeing him holding it in the drivers meeting that night.  He was so proud of the custom job you did (he gave me a sad smile).  I remember thinking, if I did that to my dad’s helmet he would beat me so bad I wouldn’t be able to move for a week.” He said sitting the helmet back on the desk.  He looked back up at me, “Chass don’t hate me because of my dad, please.  I’m nothing like him.” 

I shook my head
, “You need to leave.” I told him. 

“No, we are going to talk GOD DAMIT!” he yelled. 

I shook my head again, “There’s nothing to talk about Jet.”

“Jesus Christ, you act like nothing happened last night, that there’s nothing there between us.”

I shrugged my shoulder, “It was just sex, just another notch in your bed post during college.”

He reached out and grabbed me
, “NO, it wasn’t JUST SEX Chassis, and you fucking know it.  There’s something between us that even YOU can’t deny.” He said looking down at me.  I knew exactly what he was talking about, I just didn’t want to admit that I had fallen for the son of the man that killed my dad. 

“No Jet, YOU think there’s more, it was..it was just sex to me.  No
w please leave.” I told him then turned out of his arms and walked over to my bed and sat down.  I didn’t look up again, he slammed the door as he walked out of my room.  Asher came in a few minutes later, I finished packing, I laid down on the bed with Asher curled up beside me. We both cried until I fell asleep.