Read Of Sand and Malice Made Online
Authors: Bradley P. Beaulieu
She sipped at her tea. “It helps, Emre. All of it helps.”
“Who is Kadir?”
Ãeda felt as though she'd been shot through the heart.
By the gods
, she thought,
the way Rümayesh had screamed his name . . .
“Ãeda, why are you looking at me like that?”
She forced herself to focus on Emre. “Kadir is her servant, a vizir of sorts. In my dreams, Rümayesh calls his name, and I
thought
she was calling him for help even though she knew Kadir couldn't hear her. I thought it was a reaction to the pain.” She ran her fingers through her unkempt hair. “I can't believe I never thought of it before.”
“Thought of
what
?”
“Calling his name. It was a message. To
me
. All this time I thought Rümayesh wasn't aware of the bond we share, our connection through my dreams, but I realize now she's been trying to send me a message all along.”
Emre's eyes narrowed. “But if that were true, she could have told you straight away.”
“I'm not so sure. It only seems to happen when Hidi and Makuo come for her, and while they torture her. Maybe their presence, or her fear, is what allows her to reach me, but with them so close she can't speak plainly.”
“That feels flimsy as eggshells, Ãeda.”
“No. I need to find Kadir, Emre. There's nothing else for me to do. And if it turns out I'm wrong, if he knows nothing, then I'm no worse off than I am now.”
“Is he a threat to you?”
Ãeda shrugged. “Without Rümayesh, I don't think so. And if I help him to find her, I imagine he'll feel indebted.”
“You want to help him
find
her? A creature who preyed upon you? A creature who was ready to cast your secrets about the city like seeds?”
“I don't know what else to do.” She felt miserable and was sure she looked worse, but at least she had some small hope now.
Emre stood. He looked as though he'd forgotten something and was on the cusp of remembering what it was. “How much money do you have?”
“What, here?”
“Everything, Ãeda.”
“Why?”
“Just tell me.”
“Maybe twenty rahl, all told.”
His eyes went hard. “There's a man I know who might help.”
“Who?”
A strange look crossed Emre's features, as if he were worried. “A man named Adzin, but I don't know if he'll even see us.” He left her room through the beaded curtains across her door.
“Emre, who is he?”
“Just rest!” Their entry door opened. “Have more tea,
then get the money together!” The door closed, and she heard his footsteps clomping in a rush down toward the street.
Late that evening as the sun was setting, Emre led Ãeda to Sharakhai's sandy western harbor. Walking along the misshapen arc of the quay, they eventually came to a tumbledown pier, where an old sloop was moored.
“This is where we're to meet him,” Emre said.
Ãeda pointed at the ship. “Here? It looks like the Silver Spears beat it and left it for dead.”
“It's just for appearances,” Emre replied, though his voice was far from confident. “He doesn't want to attract undue attention. You of all people should understand that.”
“Well, it seems to attract termites well enough,” she said under her breath. “Will it even sail?”
“Let's hope so,” he said, and proceeded down the pier, stopping just short of stepping across the narrow gap between ship and pier and onto the deck of the sandship. Ãeda followed, watching as a towering Kundhunese deckhand moved about the ship with a lantern, golden light reflecting eerily off his black skin. Three other crewmen climbed along the rigging, preparing the sails and tidying a ship that looked as patchwork as patchwork could be.
“We're here for Adzin,” Emre said.
The hulking Kundhuni lifted his lantern and shone it, first on Emre, then Ãeda. He seemed ill-pleased, but in the end he grunted, swung the lantern toward the open hatch near the gangway, and walked away. As the lantern cast ghostly patterns against the masts and rigging, Emre motioned for Ãeda to go ahead of him. After stepping onto the ship and crossing the deck, she took an angled ladder down to a passageway that made her shiver just to look at it.
Its walls and ceiling were lined with hooks, and from these, strings were looped like the weave of some madman. Tied to the strings were an assortment of ornaments and oddments that were dark-stained, feculent, misused, as though each had been plucked from the grip of a freshly dead hand: a bent awl, its aged wooden handle cracked; a misshapen pair of wrought iron scissors; a tarnished silver ring with a setting filled with what appeared to be children's teeth; a string ofâdear gods, were those
fingernails
?âhung loosely around the neck of a wooden doll with the face of a little boy painted on it. Ãeda hadn't slept since her talk with Emre. She'd practically staggered onto the docks and along the pier, but now her blood was flowing, returning to her some small amount of steadiness as she did her best to touch
not one bloody thing
on this strange ship.
“Adzin?” Emre called from behind her.
“Come, come,” an effeminate voice answered from beyond the open doorway at the end of the hall.
They reached the doorway and found a room blessedly free of mad adornments. Within it stood a mouse of a man. He wore a black kaftan a bit too large for his frame. He had a pinched expression on his face, and his hands were clasped before him. Oddly, though, his left hand was massaging the meat of the opposite thumb, as if it had cramped. He regarded Emre with a flat expression. “You're Osman's man?”
Emre nodded, and Adzin turned to Ãeda. “Which would make you the one.”
Ãeda hadn't been nervous about carrying so much money with her through the streetsâshe'd been too exhausted to worry over itâbut she was nervous now. Adzin seemed the sort of man who would hardly think twice about driving the tip of a bent, broken awl into someone's kidney for a purse the size of the one she and Emre had brought for payment.
“I'm the one,” she replied carefully.
“You have my coins?”
“We've come to find a man,” Emre said.
Adzin moved behind a low table, where he reached up and pulled the string of a brass bell hanging from the thick wooden beam above him. The bell rang, the sound
shrill in the cramped space of the cabin. Soon after, Ãeda heard men dropping to the sand, felt the gentle tilt of the ship as it was towed away from the pier toward the harbor's center.
“I know very well what you've come to find, but I'll not discuss your quarry or anything else until the agreed-upon fee has been paid.”
Emre swallowed hard. “I want a guarantee that the money's going to do her some good.”
Adzin's eyes narrowed as he craned his neck forward. “How old are you?”
“Sixteen, my lord.”
He looked Emre up and down. “Then perhaps you can be forgiven the insult. As Osman no doubt told you, I'm not in the business of
finding
anything until I know what you're about, and the one you wish to find besides. My time is valuable. Now set the coins on the table or jump this ship, because either way I'm headed for the desert.”
Emre glanced sidelong at Ãeda. After an unspoken agreement between the two of them, he took out two cloth purses from the larger leather one at his beltâmonths of meticulous savings from both Emre and Ãedaâand dropped them onto a table that looked as if it had once served as a butcher's chopping block.
Adzin picked up the smaller one first, the one filled
with golden rahl. Apparently satisfied, he made it vanish into the folds of his kaftan. He then picked up the second, filled with lesser sylval, untying the drawstring with an intensity in his eyes that had been absent moments ago.
“All silver,” Emre said, “as instructed.”
As the ship turned, putting her on a heading that would take them toward the harbor's entrance, Adzin motioned to the dusty, threadbare pillows on the opposite side of the table. Emre and Ãeda sat while Adzin lowered himself onto a large, overstuffed pillow with an Adzin-shaped indentation at its center. Then, with a deftness that made it clear he'd done this many times before, he upended the contents of the second purse and laid out the coins on the table one by one, making sure the faces of the various Kings of Sharakhai were exposed. After stuffing the empty purse into the sleeve of his kaftan, he turned each of the King's faces just so, though whether it was to do with the individual King or with the coin's position on the table, Ãeda had no idea.
“Now”âhe ran a pasty hand through his lank hair and regarded Ãeda with a look he might use on a head of garlic he hadn't yet decided to buyâ“this man you wish to find, tell me his name.”
“Kadir,” Ãeda replied.
“His
full
name.”
“I don't have it.”
Adzin's beady eyes considered her, then he sniffed. “A proper name makes things easier but isn't necessary.” He lifted his head to peer at her along his nose. “Why do you wish to find him, then, this Kadir?”
“The why of it isn't your concern,” Emre replied. “I was told you could find those who needed finding. Now can you do it or can't you?”
“Well, I do need
something
,” he said, as if the statement were self-evident. “Either give me his name, dear children, or tell me who he is.”
Emre and Ãeda exchanged a look. They'd come this far. What was a few more steps down this dark, winding path?
“He was the manservant of Rümayesh,” Ãeda said.
Adzin's dark expression clouded further. “Rümayesh.”
Ãeda nodded.
“She'sâ” Adzin visibly collected himself. “She's real, then?”
Ãeda nodded again.
He licked his lips. “I was told nothing of this.”
Emre looked ready to cut in with a sharp rebuke over Adzin's hesitance, so Ãeda spoke quickly. “She will not be threatened in this. In fact, if all goes well, she may owe me, and those who helped, a great deal.”
Adzin considered, then gave a short nod. “You said he
was
her manservant. What did you mean?
”
“Rümayesh has gone missing,” Ãeda replied, “and Kadir went into hiding shortly after.”
“And how would you weigh this man?”
“
Weigh
him?”
Adzin sniffed again, peering at her in that strange way of his. “Tell me the sort of man he was.”
“Calm. Serious. Loyal.”
“What were the qualities of his eyes?”
Ãeda had to picture it in her mind, how he'd stood in that opulent meeting room where they'd first met. “Dark brown. Deep. He had a way of assessing you quickly.”
“And the timbre of his voice?”
“Is this
necessary
?” Emre asked.
Ãeda knew he was only trying to protect her, but she also knew how strange the ways of magic could be, so before Adzin could respond, she put her arm on Emre's and said, “His voice was rich. Powerful. The voice of a man accustomed to having his orders followed.”
“And was it always so?”
Here, Ãeda paused. What a strange question. How could she possibly know that? But when she thought about it, she wondered what sort of man he was before he'd met Rümayesh. He gave much to her, but had it always been so?
“I don't think so.”
“Why?”
“I had the impression that Rümayesh chose him and brought him up, perhaps from the streets. There was a quality about him, as if he hadn't been born to the luxury of the estate where we spoke and was wondering even then when it all might vanish.”
Adzin nodded. “Good,” he said. “Good.”
They continued for a time like this, the ship creaking as it heeled over the sand dunes, Adzin occasionally moving the sylval back into place when they slipped. Where they were headed Ãeda had no idea. She only knew that Adzin was a man who, for an admittedly steep price, and for only the most carefully chosen clientele, would find things. She didn't even know
how
he did so, only that Emre had found him, Osman had vouched for him, and she'd become desperate enough to try anything at this point.
She might have tried looking for Kadir herself, but she was so exhausted she'd started seeing things from the corners of her eyes, hearing snippets of conversations when no one was in the room. She'd never find a man like Kadir in her current state. No, as much as Adzin made her skin crawl, and as dearly as this voyage was costing her, it was the only course of action that might net her quarry before Rümayesh's nightmares drove her mad.
Adzin's questions ranged from general to obscure. At
times he would pepper Ãeda with them, and at others he would remain silent for minutes on end, staring at the coins arrayed before him. Through the small porthole to Ãeda's left she could see night falling over the desert. An hour into their voyage, without warning, Adzin flipped each of the sylval over to show the sigil of the King whose face appeared on the opposite side, then continued his questioning as if nothing had happened. After several hours, the ship finally began to slow. Then it coasted to a stop. Soon after there came a rattle of chain and a thump as the ship's anchor stone dropped to the sand.