"What? I'm going to look at pictures and listen to the clues that other people find?"
He nodded. "Something like that."
"Do I look like Nero Wolfe? I am not a staying at home, out of the firing line, kind of girl."
He laughed, and it was still a good laugh. A nice normal laugh. It had none of Jean-Claude's touchable sex appeal, but in some ways I liked it better for its very normalcy. But ... but as nice and warm as Ramirez was, I had the memory of Jean-Claude's dream in my head. I could feel the touch of his hand on mine, a touch that lingered on my skin the way an expensive perfume will linger in a room long after the woman who wears it is gone.
Maybe it was love, but whatever it was, it was hard to find a man who could compete with it, no matter how much I wanted to find one. It was as if when he was with me, all other men just faded into the background, except Richard. Was that what it meant to be in love? Was it? I wish I knew.
"What are you thinking about?" Ramirez asked.
"Nothing."
"Whatever that nothing is, it makes you look very serious, almost sad." He'd moved very close to the bed, fingers touching the edge of the sheet. His face was gentle, questioning, very open. I realized in a way that Ramirez had my ticket. He knew what punched my buttons, partly just coincidence, partly he read me well. He read what I liked and what I hated in a man better than Jean-Claude had for years. I liked honesty, openness, and a sort of little boy charm. There were other things that led to lust, but for my heart that was the way. Jean-Claude was almost never open about anything. He always had a dozen different motives for everything he did. Honesty was not his best thing, and his little boy charm ... nope. Jean-Claude had gotten there first, and for better or worse that was the way things were.
Maybe a little honesty would work here, too. "I'm wondering how different my life would be if I'd met you or someone like you first."
"First, that implies that you've already met someone."
"I told you I had two guys back home."
"You also said you couldn't decide between them. My grandmother always said that the only reason a woman hesitates between two men is that she hasn't met the right one."
"Your grandmother didn't say that."
He nodded. "Yes, she did. She was being courted by two men, sort of halfway engaged to both, then she met my grandfather and she knew why she'd been hesitating. She didn't love either of the two men."
I sighed. "Don't tell me I've got caught up in some family folklore?"
"You never said you were taken. Tell me I'm wasting my time and I'll stop."
I looked up at him, really looked at him, let my eye follow the smiling line of his face, the shining humor in his eyes. "You're wasting your time. I am sorry, but I think you are."
"Think?"
I shook my head. "Stop it, Hernando. I'm taken, okay."
"You're not taken until you make a final choice, but that's okay. I'm not the one. If I were, you'd know it. When you meet him, you won't have any doubts."
"Don't tell me you believe in true love, soul mate kind of stuff."
He shrugged, fingers running up and down the edge of the sheet. "What can I say? I was raised on stories about love at first sight. My grandmother, both my parents, even my great-grandfather said the same thing. They met that special person, and no one else existed after that."
"You're descended from a family of romantics," I said.
He nodded happily. "My great-grandfather, Poppy, talked about my great-grandmother like they were still school kids right up until he died."
"It sounds nice, really, but I don't believe in true love, Hernando. I don't believe that there's only one special person for your whole life's happiness."
"You don't want to believe it," he said.
I shook my head. "This is about to go from cute to irritating, Hernando."
"At least you're using my first name."
"Maybe because I don't see you as a threat anymore."
"A threat? Just because I like you? Just because I asked you out?" He frowned when he said it.
It was my turn to shrug. "Whatever I mean, Hernando, just cut the juice. It ain't going nowhere. Whatever I decide, it's between the two guys I have waiting for me back home."
"It sounds like you weren't sure of that until just now."
I thought about that for a heartbeat, or two. "You know, I think you're right. I think I've been looking around for someone else, anyone else. But it's no good."
"You don't sound happy about that. Love should make you happy, Anita."
I smiled and knew it was wistful. "If you think love makes you happy, Hernando, you've either never been in love, or never been in love long enough to have to start compromising."
"You're not old enough to be this cynical."
"It's not cynicism. It's reality."
His face was soft and sad. "You've lost your sense of romance."
"I never had a sense of romance. Trust me, the guys at home will back me on it."
"Then I'm even sorrier."
"Don't take this wrong, but hearing you go on about true love and romance, makes me sorry for you. You are setting yourself up for the big fall, Hernando."
"Not if it works out," he said.
I smiled and shook my head. "Isn't it against the rules for homicide detectives to be naive?"
"You think it's naive?" he asked.
"I know it is, but it's sweet. I wish you luck finding your Ms. Right."
The door opened and it was Doctor Cunningham. Ramirez asked, "Does she really get out today, Doctor?"
"Yes, she does."
"Why doesn't anyone believe me?" I asked.
They both looked at me. Funny how quickly people caught onto certain aspects of my personality. "I want to do one more check on your back, then you're free to go."
"You got a ride out of here?" Ramirez asked.
"I asked the nurse to call Ted, but I don't know if she did, or if he's home."
"I'll wait around to give you a ride." Before I could say anything, he added, "What are friends for?"
"Thanks, and this means you can fill me in on the case on the way out."
"You never give up, do you?"
"Not about a case," I said.
Ramirez walked out shaking his head, giving the doctor and me some privacy. Dr. Cunningham poked and prodded, and finally just ran his hands over my back. It was nearly healed. "It's just impressive. I've treated lycanthropes before, Ms. Blake, and you're healing almost that fast."
I flexed my left hand, stretching the skin where the bite mark still showed where the flayed one had bitten me. The bite was pale pink, settling into a nice ordinary scar, only weeks ahead of schedule. I wondered if the scar would eventually disappear, or if it would be another permanent one.
"I've done blood work up on you. I even snuck some of your blood down to the genetics department and had them look for something not human."
"Genetic work takes weeks or months," I said.
"I've got a friend in the department."
"Some friend," I said.
He smiled and it was warmer than it should have been. "She is."
"So I'm free to go?"
"You are." His face got all serious again. "But I'd still like to know what the hell you are."
"You wouldn't believe human?"
"Forty-eight hours after your second injury, we had to remove the stitches from your back because the skin was starting to grow over them. No, I won't believe human."
"It's too long a story, Doc. If it was something I could teach you to use on other people, I'd tell, but it's not that kind of thing. You might call the healing a bonus for some other less pleasant shit that I put up with."
"Unless the other shit is really awful, the healing makes up for it. You'd never have survived the original injuries if you'd been human."
"Maybe."
"No maybe," he said.
"I'm glad to be alive. I'm glad to be nearly healed. I'm glad it didn't take months to recover. What more do you want me to say?"
He draped his stethoscope over his shoulders, holding onto the ends, frowning at me. "Nothing. I'll tell Detective Ramirez that he can tell you about the case now and that you are getting out today." He glanced at the flowers and the balloons. "You've been here, what, five days?"
"Something like that."
He touched a balloon, making them bounce on their strings. "You work fast."
"I don't think it's me that works fast."
He gave the balloons one more whack so they bobbed and weaved like some underwater creature. "Whatever, enjoy your stay in Albuquerque. Try to stay healthy." With that he left, and Ramirez came back in.
"Doctor says I can talk the case with you again."
"Yep."
"You're not going to like it." He looked all serious.
"What's happened?"
"There's been another murder, and not only are you not invited to the scene, neither am I."
"WHAT ARE YOU talking about?"
"Marks is in charge of the case. He has the right to use his resources as he sees fit."
"Stop talking political rhetoric and tell me what the little shithead has done now."
He smiled. "Okay. The men assigned to the case are one of those resources. He decided that I was best used at the police property room going over the items that we've confiscated from the victim's homes, and matching them to the pictures and video we have of some of the houses before the murders."
"Pictures and videos for what?" I asked.
"Insurance purposes. A lot of the houses hit had enough rare and antique pieces that they insured them, and that meant they needed proof that they had the pieces to begin with."
"What pieces did you find in the last scene I was at, the one on the Ranch?"
The smile didn't change, but the eyes did. They went from pleasant to shrewd. "It's not just that you're cute. I like the way you think."
"Just tell me."
"There were a lot of similar pieces since most of the people had collected things from this area, or the southwest in general, but nothing out of the ordinary. Except for this." He reached behind his back underneath the suit jacket and pulled a manila envelope out that must have been inside his belt underneath the jacket.
"I knew you had to be wearing the suit jacket for some reason."
He laughed. He unfolded the envelope and spilled out pictures into my lap. Half of them were semiprofessional shots of a small carved piece of turquoise. A glance and I wanted to say Mayan, Aztec, something like that. I still couldn't tell the difference at a glance. The second set were a few better shots of the object in the study of the man that had been killed. The one that had used salt to interrupt the critter. Then a series of Polaroids, taken from every angle.
"You took the Polaroids?" I asked.
He nodded. "This afternoon after he decided my best use was not at the murder site."
I lifted one of the first series of pictures. "These are sitting on a wooden surface, much better light, natural, I think. Insurance pictures?"
He nodded.
"Who did it belong to?"
"The first house you saw."
"The Bromwells'," I said.
He lifted another picture. "This one was from the Carsons', and that's it. Either no one else owned one, or they didn't think to get it insured."
"Did the people who didn't try to get it insured, try to insure their other pieces?"
"Yes."
"Shit," I said. "I don't know much about this stuff, but I know that it's valuable. Why wouldn't they try to insure it, if they owned one?"
"What if they thought it was hot?"
"Illegal? Why would they think that?" I asked.
"Maybe because of the two houses we can prove had it, their history of the piece -- where they got it and when -- isn't real."
"What do you mean?"
"Something like this doesn't just show up. It has to have a history if you want it insured. They gave their papers, what they'd been given, to the insurance company, and just a little investigation showed that the people that were supposed to have unearthed the piece, sold the piece, had never heard of it."
"They refused to insure it," I said.
"Yes." There was something in his face, a suppressed excitement like a kid with a secret.
"You're holding something back. What is it?"
"You know what Riker is?"
"He's a pot hunter, an illegal dealer in artifacts."
"Why would he be so interested in you and this case?"
"I have no idea." I looked at the pictures in my lap. "You're saying that he sold these to the victims?"
"Not him personally, but Thad Bromwell, the teenage son, he was with his mother when she purchased it. It was a present for Mr. Bromwell's birthday. They bought it from a shop that is a known associate of Riker. It takes pieces and makes them look legit."
"Have you talked to the shop owners?"
"Unless you've got a ouija board, we're not going to be talking to him."
"He's the newest victim," I said.
Ramirez nodded, smiling. "You got it."
I shook my head. "Okay, Riker is unusually interested in the case. He wanted to see me specifically about it. At least two of the victims are people who bought one of his pieces. The shop owner that sold it is dead now, too." I looked up at him. "Is it enough for a warrant?"
"We already searched his house. Riker's men are suspected in the killing of two local cops. It wasn't hard to find a judge that would give us a warrant on the crap they pulled out at Ted's house."
"What the hell did the warrant give you permission to search for? They didn't mention stolen artifacts at Ted's house. They just pointed guns at us and said Riker wanted to talk about the case."
"The warrant was to search for weapons."
I shook my head. "So even if you found stolen artifacts, you wouldn't be able to use them in court."
"It was just an excuse to search the house, Anita. You know how that goes,"
"Did you find anything?"
"A few guns, two without license, but the warrant didn't allow us to knock down walls or destroy things. We couldn't pull up carpet or pull down shelves, Riker has a secret cache of artifacts, but we didn't find it."
"Was Ted with you on the search?"
"Yes, he was." He was frowning now.
"What's wrong?"
"Ted wanted to take a sledge hammer to some of the walls. He seemed pretty certain there was a hidden room in the lower areas, but we couldn't find a way to open it."
"And the warrant didn't allow you to tear up things," I said.
"No."
"What did Riker think of all the fun?"
"He had his lawyer screaming about harassment. Ted got up in his face, not yelling, but in his face, speaking real quiet. The lawyer said he threatened Riker, but Riker wouldn't back it up. He wouldn't say what Ted had said to him."
"You think he threatened him?"
"Oh, yeah."
It wasn't like Edward to threaten anyone, especially in front of the police. The case really was getting to him. "So what the hell are these little figures?"
"No one knows. According to experts, they are Aztec, but very late period like after the conquest."
"Wait a minute, you mean these were carved after the Spanish came and kicked the Aztecs' butts?"
"Not after, but right about the same time."
"Who was your expert?"
He mentioned a name I wasn't familiar with at the university. "Does it matter who it was?"
"I thought you were using Professor Dallas."
"Marks thinks she's spending too much time with the unholy demons."
"If he means Obsidian Butterfly, then I agree. Marks and I agreeing on anything. Jeez, that's almost scary."
"So you think she's a contaminated source, too."
"I think Dallas thinks the sun shines out of Itzpapalotl's butt, so yeah. Have you shown any of these pictures to Dallas?"
He nodded. "The ones from the Bromwells'."
"What did she say?"
"That it was a fake."
I raised eyebrows at him. "What's the other expert think?"
"That he understands why someone would think it was a fake just from pictures. The figure has rubies for eyes, and the Aztecs didn't have access to rubies. So just from pictures, you might assume it was a fake."
"I hear a 'but' coming," I said.
"Doctor Martinez got to hold it in his hand, look at it up close, and he thinks it's authentic, something made after the Spaniards arrived."
"I didn't think anything was made after the Spaniards arrived. Didn't they destroy everything?"
"If these are authentic, then apparently not. Doctor Martinez says that he'll need more tests to he a hundred percent sure."
"Cautious man."
"Most academics are."
I shrugged. Some were. Some weren't. "So let's say for argument's sake that Riker found these things, and he sold them to some people who knew they were hot, or suspected they were, and sold some to shops that passed them off as legit. Now something is killing off the customers and following the trail back to Riker. Is that what he's afraid of?"
"Sounds reasonable," Ramirez said.
I started looking through the Polaroids. They were back and front shots, not great pics, but from every angle. It looked like the figure was wearing armor, sort of. Its hands held long thick strings of things. "What did Martinez say this figure's holding?"
"He wasn't sure."
There were people curled around its feet, but they were thin and sticklike, not fat and square like the figure itself. The eyes were rubies, the mouth open and full of teeth. There was a long tongue coming out of the mouth, and what looked like blood pouring from the mouth. "Nasty looking."
"Yeah." He picked up one of the pictures from the sheet, staring at it as he spoke. "Do you think this thing is out there killing people?"
I looked at him. "An Aztec god, as in the real deal, out there slaughtering people?"
He nodded, still staring at the picture.
"If you mean a real god with a capital G, then I'm a monotheist, so no. If you mean some kind of preternatural nasty associated with this particular god, then why not?"
He looked up then. "Why not?"
I shrugged. "You were expecting a definitive yes or no? I don't know much about Aztec pantheon stuff, except that most of the deities are big and bad and required sacrifice, usually human. They don't have much in their pantheon that isn't a major god. Something big and bad enough that you don't fight it, you just try and stop it with magic or sacrifice, or you die. And whatever this thing is that's been doing the killings, it's not that bad."
I remembered what Nicky Baco had said, that the voice in his head was still trapped, that what had been doing the killings was just a minion, not the real deal.
"You're all serious again. What did you just think of?" Ramirez asked.
I looked up at him and tried to decide how much of a cop he was, and how much of a player he would be. I could never have told Dolph. He'd have used the info for strict cop stuff. "I have information from an informant that I don't want to name right now. But I think you need to know what was said."
His own face was solemn now. "Did you obtain this information legally?"
"I did nothing illegal to obtain this information."
"Not exactly a no," he said.
"Do you want it or not?"
He took a deep breath and blew it out slow. "Yeah, I want it."
I told him what Nicky had said about the voice and the thing being trapped.
I finished with, "I don't believe in a real god, but I do believe there are things out there so terrible that once upon a time they were worshipped as gods."
"Are you saying that we haven't seen the worst of it?"
"If what is doing the killings is just a minion, and the master isn't up and around yet, then yeah, I'm saying the worst is yet to come."
"I'd really like to talk to this informant."
"You would be dandy, but Marks would have this informant up on charges so fast, we'd never find out what this person knew. Once you slap an automatic death sentence on someone, they tend not to cooperate."
We looked at each other. "There's only one person you've talked to that has a rep to get himself an automatic death sentence. That's Nicky Baco."
I didn't even blink. It wasn't like I hadn't known he'd figure it out. I was ready for it, and I'd gotten much better at lying. "You have no idea who I've talked to since I arrived. I've talked to at least three people that could be put up on charges with a death sentence attached."
"Three?" He made it a question.
I nodded. "At least."
"Either you are a better liar than I thought you were, or you're telling the truth."
I just looked up at him, giving him blank but earnest face. Even my eyes were quiet and able to meet his gaze, no flinching. There had been a time, not long ago, when I couldn't have pulled it off. But that was then, and I wasn't the same person anymore.
"All right, if there is some sort of Aztec god out there, what do we do about it?"
There was only one answer. "Itzpapalotl should know what this is."
"We questioned her about the killings."
"So did I."
He looked at me long and hard. "You went without police backup, and you didn't share what you found."
"I didn't find anything about the murders. She told me about what she told you, nothing. But when I talked to her, she stressed that no deity she knew of would flay people and keep them alive. Later I figured out that they were dead. She stressed that only through death could the sacrifice be a suitable messenger to the gods. She repeated almost word for word that she didn't know a being or god that would flay people and keep them alive. Maybe we should go back and ask her if she knows of any deity or creature that would flay people and not keep them alive."
"Oh, you're inviting the police now."
"I'm inviting you," I said.
He started picking up the pictures and shoving them back in the envelope. "I took the pictures out of the property room, but I signed for them. I brought Doctor Martinez in to see the statue, but it was official. I haven't done anything wrong, yet."
"Marks is going to be so pissed that you found out important stuff when he meant to just get you out of the way."
Ramirez smiled, but it wasn't exactly a pleased smile. "I've got better than that. Marks will take credit for the brilliant idea of putting one of his senior detectives on special detail to investigate the relics."
"You're kidding me."
"He did send me to the property room to look at what we took from the victims' houses."
"But he did it to humiliate you and get you out of the way."
"But that's not what he said out loud. Out loud it's going to make him seem inspired."
"He's done shit like this before, I take it."
Ramirez nodded. "He's a very good politician, and when he's not on his right-wing high horse, he's a good detective."
"Fine. You mentioned that I wasn't allowed on the murder scene either. What gives there?"