Obediently Yours (6 page)

L
ITTLE
S
IOBHAN:
I
’M HAPPY TO HAVE A KINKY
D
ADDY
D
OM.
S
O, HOW DO WE PROCEED?
W
HAT DO WE DO NEXT?

D
ADDY
D
OM:
S
O EAGER, BABY GIRL?
T
HAT’S FINE.
I
AM GLAD THAT YOU ARE EAGER AND ENGAGED IN THIS PROCESS.
T
O ANSWER YOUR QUESTION,
I
WILL SEND YOU AN EMAIL FOLLOWING OUR CHAT.
I
NEED MORE INFORMATION FROM YOU ABOUT YOUR INTERESTS AND LIMITS.
I
WILL EXPLAIN IN THE EMAIL.
H
AVE A GOOD NIGHT FOR NOW.

L
ITTLE
S
IOBHAN:
G
OOD NIGHT,
D
ADDY.
T
HANKS.
I
WILL LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR EMAIL.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
G
OOD NIGHT, LITTLE ONE.
S
WEET DREAMS.

MESSAGE:
DaddyDom
has signed off
.

I head for the kitchen to grab a drink and clear my head. My thoughts are swimming. Daddy Dom seems too good to be true. He has just the right balance of firmness, kindness, and kinkiness for me. If I did not know any better, I would think he was a complete figment of my imagination. I cannot wait to read his next email!

FROM
:
D
ADDY
D
OM

SUBJECT
:
N
EGOTIATION

Dear Baby Girl,

Attached is a form that I have used to negotiate Age Play in the past to engage in real-life play. I want to give you a true sense of what my interests are, what turns me on, and the type of control I want.

Obviously, our play will be modified because it is online, but it will also give me a sense of your comfort zone. Our chat and previous emails have already given me a good picture of your interests, but I want to also try to understand your boundaries and limits. I need you to be completely honest with me regarding any aspect you find distasteful or uninteresting to you. I will not be offended in any way. Neither do I want to scare you away because something listed on this form is not compatible with your interests or comfort level. Please review it in the spirit intended and respond with your comments, good, bad, or indifferent. I look forward to receiving your email.

Until then, take care,

Daddy

AGEPLAY
NEGOTIATION
FORM
:
A
NSWERING AS THE
D
OMINANT

Pre-determined and agreed upon safe-words put into place prior to any scene

Age Range Interests:
Interested in ALL ages: Baby/Toddler/School Age/Teenage

Age Play Activities:
Interested in ALL of the following:

▪Daddy in the role of care giver, disciplinarian, and nurturer

▪Dependent on Daddy for physical care, e.g.: baths, feedings

▪Use of bottles/sippy cups/pacifier/spoon feeding and bottle feeding

▪Use of childlike clothing such as dresses, stockings, plastic panties, barrettes in hair

▪Require crawling

▪Use of harness or leash

▪Use of childlike activities such as coloring, toys, bedtime stories

▪Use of a crib or bed with restraints/high chair/changing table

▪Medical procedures such as rectal temperatures and genital inspections

▪All aspects of use and changing of diapers

▪Use of rules and structure/discipline

Types of Scenes:
Interested in ALL of the following:

▪Time-specific full immersion—Daddy fully in control

▪Put in diapers after an “accident”

▪Toilet training (observed use of toilet)

▪Diapering and changing rituals

▪ “Forced” age regression

▪Punishment sessions

▪Sexual scenes including intercourse

▪Bath time/bedtime rituals

▪Dealing with bratty behavior/tantrums

▪Medical scenes/caring for a sick baby

▪Private public play, e.g., buying a toy, getting a kid’s meal, holding hands

Discipline and Punishment:
Use ALL of the following:

▪Scoldings/verbal humiliation/wearing “naughty girl” sign

▪Corner time/time-outs

▪Writing lines/essays

▪Wash mouth out with soap

▪Naptime/early bedtime/sent to room

▪Loss of privileges/being grounded

▪Orgasm control and denial

▪Use of anal plugs/dildos/gags/nipple clamps

▪Use of suppositories/enemas

▪Bondage/limitation of movement/blindfolded

▪Spankings—use of hand, hairbrush, paddle, belt, crop, flogger, cane

Body parts spanked: bottom, thighs, breasts, pussy (negotiated prior to scene)

Hard Limits:
Will
not
engage in any of the following activities:

▪Breath control play

▪Cutting/drawing blood

▪Permanent marks

▪Public exposure,

▪Electricity

▪Sharing/swinging

▪Videotaping/photos,

▪Face slapping

▪Bestiality

Holy shit! Well, at least he is up front about what he likes. Some of this is beyond what I was thinking. Although I have to admit, nothing on here scares me too badly. Some things I just never thought of before. Here goes.

FROM
:
B
ABY
G
IRL

SUBJECT
:
O
H
M
Y
G
OODNESS!

Hello Daddy,

Well, thank you for sending me your negotiation list. My initial thought was, “holy shit,” just to give you an idea. First thing I have to say, I am very glad and completely agree with all of your hard limits. Enough said on that.

I think the thing that makes me most nervous is the use of diapers. While I love wearing them, I have never used them and I am not sure how comfortable I am with it. So I would like to ease into that activity in time. With regard to using “props” such as bottles, pacifiers, and childlike toys and clothes, I have never gone to that level of thinking in terms of my interests in age play. On the other hand, all of this is online role-playing, so I do want to be flexible and let you take the lead on things. Well, that’s the point too, isn’t it? What interests me the most is being nurtured, relinquishing control, and being held accountable for my actions and obeying the rules. I am sure that this stems from my turbulent childhood. I will spare you the details because they are not pretty.

So the idea of orgasm control and denial, yeah, not so much a fan of that punishment. This is, after all, a means to an orgasm and sexual gratification. It certainly would be an effective punishment for me. Maybe I should not tell you that now that I think of it!

Hope this helps you, Daddy.

Respectfully Yours,

Your Baby Girl Siobhan

Well, this is the most fun I have had in a very long time. I am loving this whole process. Maybe a little too much! The side effect from it all is how utterly horny I am all of the time. Even at work. It’s not good being horny at work. I head into the bathroom to get ready for bed. I look at myself in the mirror. My eyes are shining bright and I have a smile on my face. I begin to think about how this is a better relationship than any I have had in the past and I have never even met the guy. At least I hope he is a guy. You never know who it really is on the other end of the computer. No, it has to be a man. I picture a tall, dark, and very handsome Daddy Dom. I bet he has a dominant stance all of the time and the women where he works all swoon over him. I wonder what he does for work. We have never gotten into personal information other than first names and age. It’s for both of our protection.

My mind wanders further and I start to think about meeting him. Even though we agreed this would strictly be an online relationship, I cannot help but imagine having a man like him in my life. A real man who can be dominant, assertive, nurturing, and loving. I’ve never had that before. Certainly not all of those characteristics in one person. Greg was loving and nurturing, but to the extreme. I got very tired of being the man in that relationship. Greg was just too passive and too willing to let me take the lead. All of the time. It was exhausting after a while. I just could not imagine a lifelong commitment to him. It was nice, but no passion, no spark, no spank! It never would have worked. Although, there are times that I miss him.

Then there was James. No, don’t think about him anymore. All bad memories. Think about Richard. Meeting Richard. I can’t believe I am even thinking about meeting him. I have never wanted to meet anyone I have chatted with online before. Of course, there were only a few interactions. I never had an interest in getting to know them beyond the moment. But Richard is different. I really like him. He’s easy to talk to and so respectful, even when he is using his “dominant tone” with me. If only. Well, no point in thinking about it further. I just want to enjoy what we are doing and live in the moment.

* * *

The next night, I eagerly log onto my computer in hopes that Daddy Dom will be around for a chat. I don’t see any messages, so I bounce around on a few kinky websites, reading stories. By the time the instant chat message pops up, I am horny as hell.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
H
ELLO, LITTLE ONE.
H
OW ARE YOU TONIGHT?

L
ITTLE
S
IOBHAN:
I
AM DOING WELL,
D
ADDY.
H
OW ARE YOU THIS EVENING?

D
ADDY
D
OM:
V
ERY WELL TOO, THANKS FOR ASKING.
S
O YOU LIKED THE NEGOTIATION FORM?
O
RGASM CONTROL AND DENIAL WILL BE A CHALLENGE FOR YOU, HUH?

L
ITTLE
S
IOBHAN:
Y
ES, VERY MUCH SO!
T
HAT’S JUST HARSH.

D
ADDY
D
OM:
H
ARSHER THAN BEING SPANKED WITH IMPLEMENTS?

L
ITTLE
S
IOBHAN:
Y
ES,
D
ADDY, HARSHER THAN THAT.
I
WOULD TAKE A CANING OVER ORGASM DENIAL.
W
ELL,
I
’M NOT SURE IF THAT IS REALLY TRUE, SINCE
I
HAVE NEVER BEEN CANED BEFORE.
W
E CAN NEGOTIATE THAT, RIGHT?

D
ADDY
D
OM:
LOL
.
W
ELL, LITTLE ONE, HERE IS THE THING.
Y
OU HAVE AGREED TO BE THE SUBMISSIVE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP AND
I
AM THE
D
OMINANT.
T
HAT MEANS WHAT
I
SAY GOES.
I
F
I
SAY NO ORGASM,
I
EXPECT YOU TO OBEY ME.
Y
ES, WE CAN NEGOTIATE THINGS THAT ARE CONCERNING TO YOU, BUT REMEMBER THAT, SINCE THIS IS ONLINE,
I
ONLY HAVE SO MANY PUNISHMENTS AT MY DISPOSAL.
O
RGASM CONTROL AND DENIAL IS ONE OF THEM.
I
LOVE TO USE TEASING TO BRING A NAUGHTY BABY GIRL TO THE EDGE AND THEN…NO CLIMAX FOR HER!