Needing You #2 - Wanting Him (7 page)

Our lips connect and we can’t seem to get undressed fast enough.  I feel his erection, ready and waiting.

He leads me over to the bed and then hovers over my body, settling himself between my legs.

I can feel his ever ready erection at my entrance just waiting to take what’s his.

“Damn, baby you’re so wet,” he says as he rubs the tip of his cock through my wet folds.

“Please Park,” I beg, wanting him.

He doesn’t make me wait long, before he slowly enters me, allowing me to adjust to him.

“You feel so good,” I say through soft moans.

Parker starts thrusting into my wet core moving at a faster pace.  All I can do is hold on and enjoy this amazing ride.

Before I know it
, we are both yelling in ecstasy as we climax one right after the other.  Parker falls on top of me, but not leaning all of his weight on me.

“You are amazing,” he says breathlessly as he leans in kissing me softly. I wrap my arms around his neck bringing him closer to me.

“I’ve missed you,” I tell him quietly.  Park moves back and lies on his side pulling me towards him so that we are both lying on our sides facing one another.  I’m using a pillow to prop my head up, whereas, Parker’s using his sexy muscled tattooed arm.

He has this look that I can’t quite read.

Parker takes his right hand and brings up to my face pushing my long blonde hair over my shoulder.

“I know you do, I’ve missed you like crazy baby.  I wish you could come along with me.  I know you can’t though.  Hell, part of me wishes we never came on tour,” he says surprising the hell out of me.

“What? Why?” I ask confused and shocked.  I don’t want him to regret coming on tour because of me.  Maybe I need to learn to keep my damn mouth shut.

“Stop thinking,” he says as he moves his thumb across my cheek and down my jaw, “Being in city after city gets tiring. 
It’s fun being on stage, I love that.  I hate the long bus rides, small spaces, tight quarters, and being stuck with three guys all the time gets old,” he says with a soft sigh.

“But it’s what you’ve always wanted, isn’t it?” I ask quietly.

“Yeah, I’ve dreamt of making it big with music.  It’s my life, I realize there are other things that are important too, not just music,” he says staring intently at me.

“You know I’m not going anywhere
, right?”

“I hope not.  I know it hasn’t been easy, we only dated a few months before I left, and we’ve been dating longer apart than living in the same town, but I want you to know I won’t mess us up.  I love you Nat,” he says as he leans in and kisses me sweetly.

“I love you too, and even though we’ve only started dating before you left, we’ve known each other a lot longer than that,” I say reminding him.

“You’re right we have
.  Nat, if there’s any point in time when you doubt how I feel about you, I want you talk to me, don’t bail on me,” he says piercing me with those gorgeous green eyes.

“I won’t.  We only have to wait
a year until you’re home,” I say with a smile.

“Yep,
one year.  Plus we’ll see each other when I’m around home for concerts, and you’re going to stay with me a few days when you can,” he says with a knowing look.

“Yes babe, I told you I would,” I say with a smile as I lean in and softly press my lips to his.

Before I can register what he’s doing he has me lying on my back and he’s settled between my thighs kissing me silly.

“Round two,” he says with a wink as he quickly moves down my body to my sensitive spot.  He wastes no time getting me ready for more of him.  His tongue hits my sacred spot, making my
body jump.  Parker makes sure I’m not going anywhere as he continues his tongue assault on my body, then thrusting two fingers inside my aching walls.

“Please babe, I need you inside of me,” I whimper.

“I will soon, I’m enjoying tasting you,” he says before he dives back in with his tongue making me moan louder.

It doesn’t take Parker long to have me reaching bliss and calling him all sorts of God-like names.

My body feels like mush, but I can’t get enough of him.  I wish I could have him every day, but that’s what makes our times together even more special.

Soon Parker is pushing inside my wet core waking my insides back up.  I lean up towards Parker to kiss him. I wrap my arms around his neck, allowing m
y fingers to play in his sexy messed-up hair.

I wrap my legs firmly around Parker’s waist wanting him to push even deeper inside of me.

“Harder babe,” I tell him.

“Fuck! He says as he leans back and lifts my ass off the bed and starts to t
hrust harder and faster into me.

I’m wrapped around Parker, completely off the bed enjoying the pleasure he’s doing to my body.  I reach down and grab his ass, pulling him tighter to me, allowing him to go
even deeper.

He doesn’t stop his movements, and soon he has me screaming out in ecstasy again, with
him following right behind me.

Chapter
Eight

The rest of the weekend goes by way too fast for my liking.  My time with Parker always seems too short, because it is.  Harper and I are loading up the car and I’m saying goodbye to my sexy green eyed man, before heading back home.

We say our goodbyes to the guys and Harper gets in the car to wait for me.  I stay in Parker’s embrace, trying to remember everything about this moment.  The way he looks, his smell, his 5 o’clock shadow, everything.  I would drown in Parker if I could.

“Baby, I love you, call me when you get home,” he says as he leans his forehead down to mine.  We stay like this a few minutes staring at each other, enjoying our moment.

“I love you too, and I will,” I say with a smile.

We give each other one more lingering hug and kiss before heading in different directions yet again.

The drive home with Harper goes by quickly because we talk nonstop.  We discuss what ways to spy on Tucker and how much fun we had at the concert and hanging out with the guys.

Around 2:00 p.m.
, I’m dropping Harper off at her dorm then heading home.  I hope to God my sister isn’t there yet.

I get home and walk inside, not expecting to see the mess that’s there when I get there.

“Nora?” I yell.

I hear scurrying; I walk back the hall and open her bedroom door, which doesn’t have a lock on it for many reasons.

“What.the.Fuck?” I yell as I watch in horror as my sister tries to throw clothes on, while a guy, who looks my age, is zipping up his pants.

“Shit Nat, can’t you knock first?” Nora yells.

“NO! Who the fuck are you?” I ask to the half dressed man in my sister’s bedroom.

“I’m Mike,” he says as he pulls his shirt over his head.

“How old are you Mike?” I ask angrily.

“Nineteen, why?” he asking looking at me confused.

“She’s fifteen you fucking pervert,” I say as I lunge for him, but my sister jumps in my way.

“What?  You said you were eighteen,” he says looking nervously between Nora and
me.

“Nat, knock it off,” she yells at me.

I completely ignore my child of a sister, “Mike get the fuck out of here and don’t ever come back,” I snap, staring daggers at my sister.

Mike doesn’t say a word as he grabs his shoes and rushes out the door.  I hear the front door shut a few moments later.

“Why do you have to be such a bitch,” Nora rants.

“You are fifteen fucking years old.  What the hell are you thinking bringing him here?  Did you stay here all weekend?” I ask in a raging tone.

“No and I’m almost sixteen,” she says angrily.

“Don’t fucking lie to me.  I will ask Liz’s mom,” I say glaring at her.

“No I didn’t, I swear.  I came back today,” she says hastily.

“Where did you meet Mike?”

“I met him at a party.  It’s really not a big deal,” she says like I’m overreacting.

“When did you go to a party Nora?”

“Over the weekend, Liz and I went.  Her mom doesn’t care,” she says with a look.

“Well I do.  You will not be going to another college party, do you hear me?”

“Ugh, you’re no fun,” she whines.

“Nora, did you have sex with him before I got here?” I ask through clenched teeth.

“No, you seriously have the worst timing ever,” she says shaking her head.

“You
, are lucky I don’t knock you’re damn head off.  Don’t you dare act so dumb again.  You don’t even know him.  He could have a fucking disease for all you know.”

“No he doesn’t,” she says with an annoyed expression.

“And how do you know Nora?”

“Because I asked, duh,” she says acting like the child she is.

“Oh yeah, that’s right because everyone is honest and upfront right.  Wake the hell up Nora.”

“You always treat me like a child,” she says as she stomps her foot.

“As long as you act like a child, I will treat you like one.” 

She huffs and starts walking towards her
closet, “Oh and Nor, You are grounded,” I say as I turn to leave and head toward the kitchen.

I hear her mumble somethin
g under her breath, followed by her slamming her bedroom door.

I’m too old for this shit, I think
, as I head to the fridge to get myself a glass of wine.  I need something to take my mind off what the hell I just walked into.

With my glass of wine, I lock the front door and lay on the couch, turning on the television.  It’s only 2:30 p.m. and it feels like its
midnight.

After about forty minutes
, I hear my sister laughing.  Shit, I forgot to take her cell phone.

I walk back to her room and open the door.

“What?” she snaps.

“You’re grounded,” I remind her.

“So?” she says mouthing back.

“Give me your cell phone,” I tell her as I walk to her nightstand and grab her tablet.

“I hate you sometimes,” she says as she slaps her phone into my hand.

“I don’t care.  I love you and I’ll do what I need to do in order to protect you,” I tell her as I walk back out to the couch.  I turn her phone and tablet off and resume watching the lifetime movie that’s on, along with drinking my wine.

About an hour later, I hear my cell phone go off, alerting me of a message.  Shit! I forgot to text Parker.

I open the phone to in fact see a text from him. “Hey babe, I haven’t heard from you…are you home?”

I type a response, “Yes, sorry had an issue with Nora, forgot to text,” and hit send.

A few seconds later my phone starts ringing.

“Hey babe,” I say as I answer Parker’s call.

“What did she do now?” he asks in a worried tone.

“I came home to find her in her bedroom with a nineteen year old boy, both were trying to throw clothes on,” I tell him unhappily.

“Fuck.  Do you know the guy?  I
’ll kill him,” he says angrily.

“No, I don’t and no you won’t.  Its fine now, I got here just in time,” I tell him thankful.

“What the hell does he want with a fifteen year old?  Sick fuck,” he says harshly.

“Obviously she lied
.  He couldn’t seem to get out of here quick enough when I told him.  She’s grounded now.”

“How’s that going to work Nat?  You work, go to school, you can’t be there constantly to uphold the grounding,” he says
, reminding me of my life.

“I’ll figure something out.  I don’t know what’s
gotten into her, but I’m starting to think that Liz is a bad influence.”

“
Just be careful.  You don’t want Nora to do something stupid,” he says sweetly.

“She almost did today,” I state
, frustrated.

“If there’s anything I can do
, let me know babe,” he says kindly.

“
Thanks Park, I’ll be alright.  You guys still driving or did you hit Utah?”

“We have about another hour until we’re in Utah.  The guys are playing video games,” he says calmly.

“Ahh, my baby doesn’t want to play video games?” I say with a laugh.

“
Haha so funny, I played a game earlier and I’m up next,” he says with a slight laugh.

Just then I hear one of the guys yell to tell him he’s up.

“Sounds like you’re up,” I state.

“Yeah, but if you need me I can skip it,” he says sweetly.

“No, that’s okay.  Go play with the guys.  I’ll talk to you later.”

“Alright, well if you need me
, call me. Love you Nat.”

“I love you too,” I say before ending the call.

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Thankfully, the next
six months goes by smoothly.  My sister is behaving herself, which makes me breathe a sigh of relief.  Work and school are keeping me busy.

Harper, Rowan
and I haven’t had a chance to spy on Tucker because he hasn’t left since we’ve gotten back.  It’s hard to follow someone who doesn’t go anywhere but to school and work.  But when he does, we’ll be ready.

Not seeing Parker for
months sucks, but I’m getting used to it.  I have to.  I make sure to avoid all tabloids though.  They are getting really crazy; at least that’s what I’ve been told.

Parker has been nothing but a content boyfriend.  We talk or text every day and I trust him.

It’s Friday night and I need to be at work at 8:00 p.m.  Nora is spending the night at her friend, Lori’s house.  I spoke to her mom, and she’s stricter than me, so I feel pretty safe with Nora being there.

I head into work and say hi to Davie
, as he lets me past the waiting crowd.

Harper’s already behind the bar serving patron
s and I see Marcus nearby too.  Twisted Mafia is back and they seem to really be making an impression.  The place is already packed.

“Hey Harp,” I say as I throw my purse under the bar in one of the locked cupboards.

“Hey,” she says looking scattered.

I see the waiting line and jump right in serving customers.
  The band doesn’t start until 9:00 p.m. and the crowd is already chanting their name and its only 8:15 p.m.  This is going to be a long night.

“Holy shit, I’m exhausted,” Harp says
, as she wipes sweat from her forehead an hour later.

“I know right,” I say through a laugh, “This crowd is crazy.”

“I didn’t realize they were so popular.  Last time there wasn’t nearly this many people here,” Harp states.

“I guess word go
t around and now everyone’s coming out to see them,” I say laughing.

“Only thing good about this are the damn tips,” she says taking a drink of water.

“Hell yes.  Tips are great tonight,” I say with a smile.

“Have you talked to Parker today?” she asks nervously.

“Yeah, before I came in.  Why?”  I ask curiously.

“No reason,” she says quickly while looking away.

“Harp spill,” I demand.

“Nothing,” she says again.

“You look like your hiding something, tell me,” I state frustrated.

“Alright, but don’t be mad at me,” she says looking intently at me.

“I won’t,” I state.

“Well, I overheard Tucker on the phone with him.  They
’re talking a lot lately.  I’m not exactly sure what happened, I just know that I heard Tuck tell him that he has to tell you the truth if he wants to continue a relationship with you,” she says solemnly.

“What did he do?” I ask nervously.

“I’m not sure, but based on the way Tuck sounded and acted, it doesn’t sound good,” she says truthfully.

“It could be nothing,” I simply say.

“I hope it’s nothing,” she says looking worried.

“Did you ask Tucker about it?” I ask curiously.

“Yeah, but he told me it’s not his place to say anything, that Parker needs to talk to you,” she says, looking sorry.

“Great, now I’m going to worry until I freaking talk to him,” I say bitterly.

“I’m sorry Nat; maybe I shouldn’t have said anything?” she says, looking worried.

“No, I appreciate you telling me.  I just wish you knew what it was that he needs to tell me.”

“Sorry,” she says apologizing again.

Just then Tucker walks up the bar.

“Hey babe, hey Nat,” he says looking between the two of us.

“Hey,” Harp says softly.

I say nothing, just look at him.

“You told her didn’t you?” he says calling Harp out.

“I had to, she deserves to know,” Harp snaps back.

“That i
s Parker’s place to talk to her, not yours,” he says looking frustrated.

“Well I know something’s going on, so why don’t you go ahead and tell me,” I say staring him down.

“I can’t Nat, it’s not my place,” he says, looking sorry. 

Shit, this has to be bad.

“Is it bad Tucker?” I ask, hoping for some piece of information, no matter how small it is.

“Shit! Nat, I’m sorry, I can’t tell you anything.  You need to talk to Park,” he says looking anywhere but at me.

“Great. Thanks anyways,” I say as I turn and head down the bar to help a customer. 

Hopefully, serving customers can get my mind off of whatever Parker needs to tell me.  Though I know this is only wishful thinking.

I glance down the bar and see Tucker and Harp in a heated discussion, most likely because Harp opened her mouth to me.  That’s what friends do though.  They watch out for each other.

The next hour passes by quickly, thank goodness for a crowded bar.

Harper keeps giving me apologetic looks.  I shake them off, no time to stress; I have no idea what Parker needs to talk to me about.