My Libertine (Trio Book 2) (12 page)

“Need you right now Dove.” He pants out between breaths.

“Yes.” Is the only word I can get out. I reach for his shirt trying to take it off but failing. He pulls back tugging it over his head and is back down on me. Reaching his hands under my shirt pulling it up to expose my breasts to him. He quickly undoes the front clasp of my bra and moves his head down to suck each nipple into his mouth. I moan and arch into him grabbing his hair that has gotten longer, long enough to pull. He groans when I do so.

“Fucking love that Dove.” He rasps out. “Haven't gotten the taste of you out of my mind. Tried so hard baby I tried so fucking hard.” He mumbles into my breasts. Trailing kisses down to my jeans unbuttoning them with his teeth and then unzipping them. He peels them off my panties going with. Then he undoes his jeans pulling them down just enough to expose his cock. His thick cock. Shit. Reaching into his back pocket he takes out his wallet grabbing a condom and tossing the wallet to who the hell knows where. Quickly ripping the package open I watch him as he rolls the latex onto his length. I don't even know how it was able to stretch to cover him. If he will even fit inside me.

“This is going to be fast Dove, promise I will make up for it next time.” I tingle at the promise. He gets back on top of me pushing his lips to mine once again, teasing my clit with the tip of his stiff cock. I moan at the contact trying to lift my ass off the bed and get closer.

“Please, Row, I need you.” I desperately plea.

“Woodrow.” He says pulling away from my mouth.

“What?”

“You asked me if Row was short for something. Woodrow.” Oh god. His name is as sexy as he is.

“I need you, Woodrow.” I breathe out grabbing his hair once again pulling him back down to my mouth. He groans again bringing his hand down between us lining up himself. Without any more hesitation, he slams into me. I grip his hair and scream out at the sting of the best pain I have ever felt.

“Shit, did I hurt you?” I shake my head and pull him closer wrapping my legs tighter around him angling for him to go deeper.

“Don't stop,” I whisper. He listens, pulling back and thrusting back in. The burn of stretching flesh goes away and turns to pleasure. Hard and fast. He wasn't kidding. I arch into him matching his thrusts, I don't even feel the orgasm coming on it just hits me hard and I call out his name tightening my arms around him. One more hard thrust and he holds himself deep and finds his own release. Trying his best not to collapse onto me, he shifts to the side so he isn't squishing me, still inside.

“I fucking missed you so much.” He says between his labored breaths. I look down at his face, in his eyes. He means it, there is no doubt in that. I can't bring myself to respond I just kiss his forehead leaning back down staring at the ceiling. He still hasn't gone soft and I can feel his dick twitch every now and then. Then he lifts himself up and pulls all the way out, leaving me empty. Instantly I want him back. He snaps the full condom off of himself, ties it off and tosses it into the trash basket next to my bed.

Standing up he kicks his boots off and drops his pants and boxers all the way off to the floor. I turn to lie on my side looking at his naked body. So muscled and lean. I have seen the picture on my phone more times than I want to admit but seeing him now in the flesh is something else. Plus this version he isn't wearing a towel and I can see his manhood that is still standing proudly right up to his belly button. So big around I wonder how he even got it inside me. The tip is wet already leaking more come. His promise comes back to my thoughts.

He is looking on the floor for something bending down to grab it I see it is his wallet. Bringing it over to my side table he drops it down after taking another condom package out of it. More. He rips it open and sheaths his cock with it. Then crawls back onto the bed leaning down to kiss my naked body. Reaching around he flips me onto my stomach and trails kisses down my back. He takes my hair out of the messy bun it was in, probably even messier now, and brushes it to one side. Leaning down to my neck he kisses and nips at my earlobe. I turn my head slightly to see him looking at me. There are no words said between us, there is no need for them in this moment. He puts his knees between my legs and grabs my hips pulling them to his.

This position is a new one for me and already I like it. I look back at him. He is holding his latex covered cock sliding it through my wetness bringing it down to my clit and back up again teasing me. Then he takes a different direction bringing his tip from my clit all the way up to circle around my asshole. A shiver runs through me. I have never once thought of anal. It scares me but turns me on at the same time. I don't move or jerk away instead lean back into him.

“Dirty girl. You like that Dove?” he asks running the same path again lingering a while longer on the forbidden area. I can only moan in response.

“Some day. I would fucking love that baby. Not today, though. Not my cock.” He takes his thumb and slowly pushes it into my slit, in and out making me want more. Pulling it out he replaces it with his shaft. Pushing in ever so slowly until he is bottoming out. So deep this way. He starts to move at a slow pace then I feel his still wet thumb brush my hole. Oh god, I don't know If I can handle it. I almost panic but he picks up his pace and pleasure starts to race through me. He puts more pressure on his thumb, pushing through the tight ring of muscle. It burns at first but soon I'm pushing back harder onto him. He keeps the pace the same with both his thumb and cock and the sensation of having them both fill me is so much I start to fall over the edge. When I come he pulls out his thumb and it sends, even more, waves of pleasure wracking throughout my body. I start to go limp spent from the exhaustion. He pushes down softly in between my shoulder blades, putting my chest to the bed and angling my hips higher. Grabbing them in each hand and pounds even harder now. “One more time baby I know you can do it.” He pants out. Is he serious?

“I can’t.” I whimper. My body is lax, pliant in his hands.

“You will, one more, come for me, Dove.” I don't know if it was his tone or the way he calls me Dove but I feel the tremors start to come and then I'm falling over the edge again. “Fuck yes.” He growls slamming in with one more hard thrust emptying himself deep inside me.

Over the next few hours, we stay in the bed, having sex only once more. We haven't spoke really to each other. I know it needs to come but in the same thought, I don’t want it to. Karter is at Linn’s for the night so it is really now or never to hash this out.

“You left,” I state breaking the silence. “You went and fucked someone else after…” I stop. I don't look over at him, I can’t.

“I did.” He says. I knew he did it but to hear him confirm it sends a pang of hurt throughout me turning my body cold. I shift away from him. Still not leaving the bed, though. We weren’t a couple hell we aren't now, I have no claim.

“I was engaged once.” He says surprising me. “I proposed and went on the road. Riding bulls is what I do. She knew it. Knew what the life was about. Her dad was a rider. She knew.” He sighs. “I'm not proud of it but I cheated on her. Felt so horrible about it. I didn't sleep with the chick but I didn't stop her when she dropped to her knees and…” he looks over at me. “Sorry. I will leave out the details.” I tell him thank you and he continues. “Well, I felt horrible, went home as soon as I could and came clean to her told her it would never happen again. Professed my undying love to her like an ass. Only to find out she had been doing the same damned thing. Only with more people. Half the fucking town I heard.” He rubs his hands down his face. “So I left home. Kept on the road. Probably fucking everything that winked at me.” He looks again. “Sorry. You were not far off when you called me a man whore.” He rolls over to his stomach propping himself up to look at me. “I didn't want to get hurt and I didn't want to hurt you. You don't deserve a man who will go on the road and be unfaithful to you. Someone like me. You have a son, he needs a father worthy of him. That's not me.”

“I'm not asking you to be his dad.”

“You keep fucking saying that!” He says in a raised voice, startling me. I jerk back a little. “I never once in my life thought I would want this, to be a father, but I do. I just can’t put you in that situation. Breaking your trust and your heart in every city.”

“Well then don't! You don't have to fuck everything that moves! You want us? Be better then! Because I want you, regardless. Regardless of your stupid cheating ass.” I yell at him getting out of bed and throwing on a pair of underwear and jeans. Rummaging around I find a tank top with a built-in bra. Putting it on I keep going. “I know how men are. You think that you are the only one who needs to sleep around? Hell, my son’s father was a married man when I got pregnant. I had no idea he was married when we hooked up. He was just a guy I met in a bar. I wanted to feel wanted and forget about shit for a while. He was there, I started flirting and that is all it took. Simple as that. I know how men are.” I repeat. “A ring won’t stop you from getting your prick wet.” I'm ranting, pacing back and forth in my room. Row has gotten up now and put his jeans on. “Look I'm not saying I'm encouraging you to go out and fuck whoever then come back and fuck me but…” I pause not sure how to word this. “I can handle it,” I say stepping to look him in the eye.

“Handle it?” he asks skeptically. “What does that mean?” I sigh.

“It means that I want you, even with your flaws, your sluttyness. It means that if you do end up hooking up with someone on the road I'm not going to be mad. I'm not going to lie and say it won't hurt, but I will still welcome you back home to me.”

“What the fuck are you saying Dove?” he is pacing now. “An open relationship? You serious?” he is shocked. Really this is not something a single mother should be doing, not something my son needs in his life. But for some reason I find myself wanting to do anything to keep Row in my life somehow.

“I'm serious.”

“Are you going to… Fuck I don't think I can do that. The thought of you with someone else.” He grabs at his hair. “I'm a selfish man Dove. I can’t do it.”

“I won't,” I say making him snap his head to me. “It will be monogamous on my end.” He is stunned again. He walks over to me.

“I can't do it, Dove.”

“Well, you are going to have to because I expect you to come back here when you come through town,” I say looking up into his eyes.

“You sure about this?” not really.

“I will have rules, though.”

“Course you do.” He smiles slightly. Not reaching his eyes. He is apprehensive, that is for sure.

“While I will be okay with it, it would be nice if you didn't seek it out. Um… protection, of course. When you are here, we are together. No one else. Just me, us.” He nods in understanding.

“Always, and I get checked regularly too. I can share results if you like.” I shake my head.

“I trust you Row. You have always been honest with me.” He shakes his head.

“No, I haven't.” My eyebrows raise in question. “When I left, I said that… I didn't want someone like you in my life. It was a fucking lie. I hated myself for saying it.” I smile and reach up onto my tiptoes and kiss him. Pulling his mouth to mine. Kissing him hard.

“Alright before I fuck you again. I need to say something.” He says stopping the kiss. “I'm not going to promise to be faithful because I don't want to make and break promises. But I will say that I'm going to try and be a better man for you. You and Karter. You are one hell of a woman. You know that? I can't fucking believe I'm letting you do this.”

“Letting me huh?” I ask playfully then go serious. “I like you Row, and I will take you any way I can get you and if that means you are mine only when you come through town, I good with that.” He shakes his head.

“Always yours.” With that, he lifts me up crashing us both down onto the bed. Shedding our clothes in record time.