MC: Pres: Book Four (3 page)

"She does it after the kids go to bed.  Never more than an hour and not every night.  Your trouble focusing, was it what we talked about?"  I need to know he didn't change his mind.  I know he wants this. 

"Yeah.  Steve talked to me about letting the Tracy shit go.  The hardest thing for me is thinking I've got nothing to add here.  You already take care of all Kate's needs.  It's hard to see what I can add."  He says laying it out. 

"I'm glad you told me.  I don't agree, but you didn't hide it and I can see where that would be a problem for you.  Your use to having everything thought out and planned.  Love doesn't allow for that kind of plan Ben.  It just is.  The other part is you not seeing how love affects Kate's happiness.  It's not about you or me; it's about how Kate feels.  Neither one of us can plan for that.  She's going to feel whatever she feels no matter what plan is best."  I look to see if he's getting it. 

"I'm still trying to get my head around how fuckin smart you are and how the fuck I missed it."  He shakes his head.

"Ben I've been here for fuckin years.  I'm the same guy that sat right here talking to you last week.  Seriously, let the fuckin smart thing go."  Fuck I don't want to be pissed.

"You're right.  It's just that I'm so far behind here I feel like a kid with his first girlfriend.  It's throwing me." 

"I get that but you need to look at it from a different angle.  Kevin kept saying about being equal for a reason.  I didn't get it then but I do now.  You're still Jessie's dad, the MC's Pres, our friend and hopefully partner; you're a valued member of our family Ben.  Nothing's changed other than us looking at long term and whether Kate is looking for that too.  We're still the same people we were yesterday, last week and last year."  I'm watching him while I talk seeing he's taking it all in.

"Fuck it sounds so easy when you say it.  I don't know why I'm making it harder than it needs to be."  He slides his hand through his hair. 

"Steve may be right.  Tracy threw some baggage on you.  I spent about four months with the therapist getting De out of my head.  It may be worth seeing him to clear your path with us."  I remember throwing doubt on Kate when she didn't do anything to earn it. 

"It can't hurt.  If it helps with this it will be worth every fuckin minute Tiny throws tampons at me."  He says with a smile.

"Kate may want us all to go.  She's big on the therapist.  Tiny has never thrown a tampon at me and he knows about the therapist."  I tell him almost laughing at his expression.

"Fuckin Tiny.  What did you tell him this morning?"  At least he's smiling.

"Nothing.  He didn't ask and I didn't offer.  I think that's something we need to talk about before we share.  It's not just about me, but you and Kate too.  I won't say anything unless we are all comfortable with it.  Don't get me wrong, I'd be fuckin proud to tell anyone that asks, but I have to take you and Kate's feelings and her job into consideration.  Right now we haven't talked to Kate and you're unsure of where you stand.  There's nothing Tiny needs to know when I have both of you to shield right now.  With Tiny it won't matter anyways.  He's here every fuckin day.  He doesn't miss much, so he knows not to ask."  I smile at his look of disbelief.

"He's here every day?  Fuck.  Does he ever stay home with Nancy?  This fuckin house is like grand central station."  He's still smiling.

Kate comes out and sits on my lap.  "The food's not here yet.  I think we should wait to talk until it gets here so we're not interrupted."  I rub my hand down her back. 

"Beautiful K, you're too smart for the likes of us.  I think we should wait cause I'm fuckin starving."  I smile.  Ben cracks up.  The Prospect knocks and walks in.  "Guess we don't have to wait anymore."  I lift her up when I stand and carry her into the kitchen. 

Ben

Danny gets up and refills Kate's wine glass.  "Now that my stomach is fed how about that talk?"  He says as he puts the glass in front of her.  He looks at me.  "Can you sit by Kate?  I can't see you both this way."  I move to her side thinking he rarely says anything about his eye but there are times he is forced to say something; he's not happy about it.  For some reason I feel relieved I'm not the only one that isn't 100% here.  "Kate, I talked to Ben last night to see where he stood with making him part of us.  When we're together, it means more than just satisfying each other to him as well as us.  We've gotten closer over the last few months and I see how you're drawn to each other.  When you asked about another three way, it was Ben you asked for.  Do you want more than once and a while?"  Fuck he's so fuckin direct.  I watch Kate trying to get 'she asked for me', as opposed to someone else, out of my fuckin head.

"I do.  I don't ever want you to feel like you're not enough or lacking in some way but I am drawn to Ben.  At first I saw it as a problem but then I thought about Mitch and Rich and Patches.  Can you do this long term?"  She asks him.  Fuck they have no embarrassment with each other. 

He smiles at her.  I can see how much he loves her in every look.  "I don't see sharing our bed or time as losing part of you.  I see it as gaining another layer to who we are.  I know you love me; I don't see that changing because Ben is part of us.  You are drawn to him for a reason; he gives you something that makes you happy and fulfilled.  I want you to have that."  He holds her hand. 

She looks at me.  "Is this something you want to be a part of?" 

I need to be as honest and direct as they are.  "I can't say I expected it but I do want it.  Steve told me everyone knows how I feel about you, but me and you apparently.  This scares the hell out of me but I want to be part of what you have here.  I'm going to fuck it up sometimes but Danny tells me we'll work together as equals so we'll always have each other's backs."  She puts her hand in mine and squeezes.

"I talked to Mitch today.  She explained about equal and three sides to everything. After being a little freaked out this morning, I feel better tonight knowing we can start out on the same page with equal footing.  So my all-knowing husband, what is next?"  She smiles at him but keeps my hand.  I chuckle.  Fuckin Kate.

He laughs leaning in to kiss her.  I love that he never cares when or where, whenever he kisses her he gives her everything.  When he sits back he throws me chin.  Kate laughs.  "What?  I like that he's smiling when I kiss you.  I felt the same way when I saw him kiss you last night.  I love to see him love you."  Fuck, I can't believe he just said that. 

Kate sucks her breath in and looks at me.  "You love me?" 

"I would have liked to tell you myself."  I look at him, he's fuckin smiling.  "But yes.  I realized it today when I was playing back everything we talked about last night and this morning."  She launches herself at me.  Fuckin Danny laughs. 

"Holy crap!  I thought I was a freak!"  She kisses me.  Danny is cracking up.  Fuck this is so fuckin weird but it feels so fuckin good.  Kate finally sits down. 

Danny becomes a moderator of sorts so we decide on what we're comfortable with, how we'll tell the kids, if we tell anyone else, choosing a date night for each of us, how the equal will only work if we're honest with each other and a shit load of other things.  We talk until eleven then we go to bed.  Kate is excited I decided to move in here but asks if I can sleep on the other side.  Since it's my normal side I agree.  Danny smiles at her.  

I undress her running my hands down her body.  She's so fuckin beautiful.  I can't stop myself from kissing her.  Danny stands behind her pulling her skirt down.  She moans in my mouth.  Fuck that feels good.  She starts moving and I know he's taking her shoes off.  I pull away looking in her eyes.  She loves me.  Holy Fuck!  I love her; I don't remember having these feelings with Tracy.  I shake my head to clear it.  I need to fuckin focus.  She smiles touching my face like she knows.  Danny stands behind her watching me while his hands find her nipples.  When I step back he lifts her onto the bed and puts her on her hands and knees.  I undress while he pulls condoms and lube out.  "Do you have any requests tonight my Beautiful K?"  He asks her leaning over to kiss her. 

"Whatever my two men want to give me."  She says her voice hoarse.  Fuck I find that sexy. 

"I missed your sweet pussy last night.  We'll start there."  He smiles at her and she moans.  Fuck, he even gets me hot.  I move in front of her sliding my hands from her back to her front.  I love feeling her body and tell her. 

Danny puts his mouth on her pussy and she moans.  "I love this position."  She says softly.  I wonder if she meant to say it out loud but I file it for another day.  I kiss her while he's working her pussy.  She moans in my mouth making my dick bounce.  She pulls away.  "Kneel in front of me." 

I waste no time getting into position.  She's puts her mouth on me once before, I thought I'd died and gone to heaven.  "I love your mouth on me."  She sucks me right down.  "Fuck."  My hand finds her head.  I put my other hand on her face and move for her.  She's sucking hard as Danny moves his mouth on her.  I know right when he slides his fingers in her, she swallows my fuckin dick.  "Holy Fuck Kate."  She sucks harder moaning all the way.  I move faster listening to her sounds changing.  She's fuckin close.  I lean over and rub my hand on her nipple playing with the jewel.  "I love the fuckin jewels Kate, I find them so sexy."  She swallows me down again then slides her mouth off me and screams.  I moan, fuck she's loud.  Danny always covers her mouth when she comes.  I smile and keep my hands on her. 

Danny watches me with a smile.  "Front or back?  First or second?" 

"Back, second."  I answer feeling my dick bounce. 

He kneels behind her and slides right in pulling her up to him she moans.  Her eyes are unfocused, her face is flushed she's fuckin beautiful with that just fucked look on her face.  I move in front of her kissing down from her neck.  Danny moves her knees and sits back on his feet lifting her up and down on him.  I get to her nipple and move with them.  Danny talks to her the whole time.  She starts making noises and I know she's close again.  I slide my hand to her pussy to help her get there.  Fuck I want this to be good for her; I kiss her nipple and move back so he can move faster.  I don't take my hand away from her pussy.  "So fuckin sexy Kate."  She's purring and my dick bounces, fuck I need to be in her.  She starts to get louder.

"Come on my beautiful girl give it to me."  Danny says pounding her down on him.  He pulls her back and puts his hand on her stomach pounding into her.  She screams, I watch her face change with her orgasm.  That is so fuckin hot.  He growls, "Fuckin Beautiful".  They're both breathing hard. 

"That was beautiful to watch."  I say softly.  Danny lowers Kate to me.  I hold her while he pulls out.  He goes to the bathroom.  I kiss Kate's hair rubbing my hands down her back.  "He was right.  I love to see him love you."  I tell her against her ear.  She moans making me chuckle. 

Danny comes out with a towel.  "I didn't wear a rubber.  Always in her ass but not her pussy.  I didn't think.  Sorry Brother."  I don't know why he's apologizing to me, she's his wife.  He must have seen my confusion.  "Didn't talk about it sooner.  She's on birth control but I always use a rubber in her ass, just to be decent.  If you talk to her and you're clean."  He shrugs.  "Maybe not wear a rubber either."  I nod.  He cleans her up and puts the towel on a tray on the nightstand.  He's apologizing for not bringing it up while we're not in the middle of fuckin her. 

She lifts her head and kisses my chest.  "I love your hands on me but I need to be buried in you Kate."  She moans making me smile.  I lift her getting up.  Putting her ass in the air I put her head on the bed and get behind her.  Danny gives me a condom and the lube.  I stretch her while he rubs her back and talks to her.  She starts rocking back on my fingers.  I slide them out and slide my dick in.  "Fuck you're tight."  She pushes back burying me in her.  "Fuck!"  I start moving and she moans.  I've never been in someone's ass alone.  She fuckin loves it.  Danny must have seen it on my face.  He chuckles telling me she does.  He lifts her body so it's angled up and moves my hand to her stomach putting pressure over my hand.  She cries out and begs for harder.  Fuck, he's showing me how she likes it.  I lose it pounding into her; with her noises I know she's close again.  Danny plays with her jewels and talks to her.  Thank fuck.  I can't get past how fuckin good it feels.  She yells for harder and I can't stop the moan as I pull her against me harder.  She fuckin screams and I can feel her pussy contracting.  Fuck I feel heat run down my back and know I'm fuckin losing it.  I press her stomach harder and moan as I shoot my load.  "Holy fuck."  I hold her tight to me.  "I love you Kate."  I say against her ear.  I open my eyes to Danny smiling.  Fuck it's weird but so fuckin good. 

He holds Kate and lowers her when I release my grip.  I'm not quite functioning on all cylinders yet.  "Fuckin Beautiful K."  He says laying her down.  He kisses her head and gets the towel to clean her up.  I stumble off the bed and into the bathroom hearing him chuckle.  I smile.  Fuckin Danny.

One month

Ben

"Keith, get me Casper."  I can't believe another fuckin gang is trying to move in.  My phone rings.  "Casper, we got tags on four fuckin building and seven signs on the west side of the village.  Do you have someone on that?" 

He blows out a breath, "I can't get my fuckin uniforms to do a fuckin thing Pres, we don't have a gang unit or anything even close.  My plain clothes are good but their spread thin." 

"Fuck Brother!  Do you need help over there?"  How the fuck is he getting anything done?

"I'm moving forward Pres, it's taking time but I'm building from the top down for right now.  We have some fuckin good detectives and more training with Rich but the uniforms are lazy as fuck.  We'll get there in the end."  He sounds more confident than when we started.

"I'll get the tags taken care of and move the gang out.  Brother, let me know if you need help.  We can move your people out if that's what you need."

He laughs.  "They're union Pres.  I can't do fuck with the threat of the union involvement.  I'm talking to VP and changing physical requirements.  If I can't get them out one way I'll do it another."

"Sounds like you have a plan Brother.  Let me know if you need anything.  I need to get to Security and get this fuckin gang dealt with before they become a bigger issue."  He thanks me and hangs up. 

I grab my leather and yell for Keith.  "Is there anything I need to deal with right away?"  I ask walking through the door. 

He's behind his desk looking through papers frantically.  "What the fuck is up with all the paper?" 

Stopping he looks at me.  "Jess started the vacation program.  She's pissed that the Brothers aren’t using it.  Geek has me building a report of who has what and when they need to take vacation by before they lose it.  It's a fuckin pain in the ass." 

Fuckin Jess.  I smile.  "Why can't you get the report from the program?" 

"High Security and Officers aren't logged in like everyone else.  Geek is building a program but Jess wants the fuckin numbers by tomorrow.  She's got a meeting set up with HR to go over all this shit."  He's not fuckin happy. 

"Put everything else on hold and get that done for her.  She's a hellcat if you don't give her what she needs."  I can't help but smile.

"On it Pres, VP already came by this morning.  I'm not giving him a reason to kill me in my sleep."  He goes back to his pile of papers; I notice his hands are shaking.  He never checked my schedule.   Fuck it, if he needs me he'll call.

Parking my bike I walk into Security throwing chin.  Every fuckin body greets me.  Some days I wish to fuck I could get through a hallway without being noticed.  Walking through Steve's door the office is empty.  I go to surveillance throwing chin again.  Steve and Rich are watching the boards.  "Brother I need the fuckin gang found and escorted out."  I say to him.

Steve looks over smiling.  "Took you long enough."  Rich laughs.  "Tiny's got Prospects paintin.  Bob, Driscoll, Bull and Danny are already escortin the pussies out."

"Danny?  What the fuck is he working High Security for?"  What the fuck?  They both look at me.  They have the same fuckin look.  I wait. 

"My dad always fills in.  Chet is on mandatory vacation.  That leaves Bob without a partner.  Dad works best with Bob so I always pair them and switch up the other Teams."  Rich says still watching for my reaction.  I clench my jaw so I don’t say a fuckin word.  Fuck!  How often does this fuckin happen?

"Office."  Steve says.  He's pissed.  Fuck.

I throw chin to Rich and walk out.  Steve slams his door and rounds the desk sitting hard.  "What the fuck Brother?  Danny can't work without your fuckin approval now?"

"Of course he can.  He didn't say anything about workin High Security.  He's the fuckin Building Super."  I run my hands through my hair.

"No, he's a fuckin Brother with the ability to do any fuckin job we ask of him.  Two fuckin weeks ago he was cookin when Sam was sick.  You ever had to wait for him to do his fuckin job?"  He's watching me.  Fuck, I don't even know what's going through my fuckin head. 

I sit down putting my head in my hands.  "No he's always a fuckin couple of paces ahead.  He doesn't talk about what he does during the day."

"You ever ask him?  Danny ain't a pussy, he won't hide it but he's not goin to advertise.  High Security can't say shit about what they do anyway."

I'm racking my brain.  "I ask about his day but never asked him what he does.  Fuck!  How the fuck do I keep missing this shit?"  I never look at him.  I'm fuckin embarrassed about acting like a pussy in front of his fuckin son.  Fuck!

"Haven't seen the fuckin therapist have you?"  He growls out. 

I look up.  "No we have an appointment in two weeks.  He had to finish up with a client before he could take more.  Everything is going well though."

"Just put doubt in Rich's head about his fuckin ability.  Not goin fuckin well.  What the fuck IS goin on?"

"Fuck Brother, it's been better than I ever thought it could be.  Danny showing in High Security fuckin hit me.  What the fuck can I do to be on fuckin top here?"

"Still competin with your fuckin self Ben.  Guarantee Kate don't ask what he fuckin does with his day."  He turns to his computer and pulls a report up.  "You're President of the fuckin MC that makes up the whole fuckin town.  Earned that fuckin respect, don't start losin it because you finally made it to happy.  Stop fightin with yourself.  Look at what you fuckin got.  They're fuckin happier than I've ever seen them.  Let the fuckin competition go."  He's talking so low and slow.  He's more than pissed.

"I know you're a right.  I can't get past this, he so fuckin good at everything."   

He takes a deep breath.  "He is.  Danny's the fuckin guy you can count on for anythin.  He's your match in everythin he does.  Difference is the jobs he does.  He's fuckin happy to work High Security, keeps him sharp for when we need more from him.  Other side of that; think livin with your fuckin MC Pres is easy?  His fuckin house was like a circus before.  Got fuckin Brothers in and out constantly now, give him respect but you're the fuckin Pres.  Haven't heard a fuckin word about him begrudgin you that.  Tiny don't talk but he wouldn't let that go."  He pulls the report from the printer. 

"I didn't even think about that.  Fuck.  I need to watch who's coming by."  I watch him, what the fuck has he got?

He hands me the report.  "Let me know when you feel is ok he can work.  Get the dates to Rich so he can remake the fuckin schedule to suit your PMS cycles.  Then get to the fuckin therapist.  Your head is fucked."

"Fuck Brother.  I'm your fuckin President."  I can't fuckin believe he just said that.

"No you’re my fuckin Brother and closest family ridin down a path at sixty to a fuckin brick wall.  You got my second doubtin his fuckin job out there because you’re fuckin Pres and know fuckin everythin!  Get your fuckin feet under you Ben.  You're gonna fuck it up if you don't."  He's sincere in his words. 

Fuck!  "You're so fuckin right.  I've got to get a handle on this shit before I fuck it up."  I give him his fuckin report.  "How do I fix it with Rich?  I know he's fuckin good at his job but I don't know him all that well."    

His head snaps back.  "Livin in his father's fuckin house, he's there least three times a fuckin week and you don't know him?" 

"He's talking to Danny or playing with the kids.  I've been meeting the Brothers in the garage."  I run my hand through my hair.  "I'm not living with the family, fuck.  I fuckin act like Patches when he was Prospecting."

He puts his hand on my arm looking me in the eye.  "Best advice I can give; tell Brothers meet at your office or the club and start livin with your new family Ben.  I'll deal with Rich."

I nod.  "Thanks Brother." 

"Get the fuck out so I can get my job done.  Jess wants to go out to eat while Little Brothers meet.  Got Natalie to watch Elizabeth."  He smiles.

Maybe I can take Kate out tonight.  I get on my bike thinking of going over to the Center but I want to check the Prospects painting tags first.  I hear the bikes before I see them.  I follow the sound up to the reservation road.  When I hear the shots I hit the gas.  Two cars are chasing down two High Security.  Fuck.  I hear the other bikes but don’t see them.  As I get closer Bob flies over the first car shooting out the back tires.  Holy Fuck I’m fuckin proud of my Brother.  I hear the other bike, the second car spins and starts going the other way.  Danny flies out of the tree line shooting the tires out of the second car jumping the fuckin hood.  It doesn’t stop.  They look my way and Danny lifts his front tire and spins headed in my direction.  Holy fuck he can ride that fuckin bike, he races forward jumping in front of the car.  Bob comes along the side of it.  The fuckin guys are shooting straight out at Danny.  He lifts his front wheel again and spins facing them with his gun drawn.  He reaches in his coat and pulls another pointing it at them.  The fuckin car stops.   I hear a bike coming from behind.  Danny doesn’t take his eyes off the car.  Bob pulls guys out one at a time laying them on the ground.  The bike behind me pulls up to my side, I look and see Steve.  What the fuck?

“Thought you had work?”  I ask watching the Brothers deal with the gang.

“Was called out cause my fuckin Pres has a fuckin death wish.”  He yells.

I look at him.  What the fuck?  “Only so much I’m willing to let slide Brother.  I’m still your fuckin President.”

“My fuckin President wouldn’t park his fuckin bike in the middle of a fuckin gun fight unarmed actin like he’s watchin a fuckin movie.  You put my fuckin team in jeopardy changin up and tryin to cover your fuckin ass.  They were drivin the pussies to the res so the PD doesn’t fuckin clue in.  This is not the fuckin place for this fuckin shit to go down!”  He barks out at me lower than his initial yelling.  I look at him wanting to punch him in the face for talking to me like I’m a fuckin Prospect.  I look at the Brothers.  No one is paying attention.

“Earned more respect than what the fuck your showing VP.  I wasn’t in danger at any point.”  I reach behind me and pull my gun then reach into my saddle and pull the other.  “I wasn’t needed; otherwise I would have shown them.”

He fuckin laughs.  “Was ready for a heart attack thinkin your head is so fucked you don’t even know what the fuck your doin anymore.  No disrespect Pres.  Was thinkin you needed to be protected.”   He looks at the Brothers.  “He didn’t show cause he wasn’t needed.  I fucked it up Brothers.  Should’ve let you run your plan.”  He’s giving me respect back.  I can’t be pissed at him for wanting to protect me. 

Danny laughs.  “Worked out in the end, just waiting for transport and clean up to come out of the reservation.”  Bob cracks up.

Steve looks back at me.  He’s embarrassed.  “Really meant no disrespect Pres.  Looks like
I
put them in danger.  Not usually the one to fuck up.  It sucks.”

I laugh drawing the attention of the Brothers.  I throw him chin, start my bike and put away my guns.  I throw chin to everyone and leave.  Fuckin Steve looking to save me?  I must be showing him something for him to be that concerned.  He doesn’t make mistakes.  Fuckin Danny rides his Ducati like it’s a fuckin BMX.  He put himself right in front of me ready to take a fuckin bullet.  Fuckin guy has no fear and comes out on top a-fuckin-gain.  Digs will have the video sent to every fuckin Brother already.  Fuck!

I pull up to the Center.  I need to see Kate.  I’m unsure what to do here.  We’re not advertising because of me not being comfortable yet but I need to see her.  Fuck it.  I walk in and right to her office.  She’s on her computer but looks up at me when I walk toward her.  I bend and kiss her like Danny does.  Fuck I can’t fuckin escape him even kissing her.  Len walks in and coughs.  Fuck!  I move away.  She looks at me then at Len.

“Did you need something Len?”  She asks looking at me for a second before she turns to him.

“I have an incoming, high security client.  He’s a lawyer, moms at the hospital now.  I can take this to Anita.”  He looks from her to me.  Fuck, I fucked this up.

Kate looks at me then back to him.  “Please.  Let her know we have two open here in the yard and one at Baxter’s.”  She gets up and grabs her purse.  I step back.  Fuck she’s pissed.

Kate

What the fuck?  I’m going to have to deal with the whole damn office talking for however freakin long it takes to die down and hope the donors don't get wind of it.  I tell Len to let Anita handle the client and get up to see what the hell this is all about.  Shit I’m the freakin Director; I don’t need the fallout this could cause.  People are going to think that I’m cheating on my husband.  Fuck.

“Why don’t we go have lunch?”  I’m not really asking him.  I walk out the door knowing he’s following.  “Natalie, I’ll be gone for the rest of the day.  If Danny calls in tell him I’m with Ben and we’ll meet him at home.”  She nods at me and looks at Ben.  Hopefully this will curb some of the chatter I’m sure he’s caused.  We should have talked to the kids first.  This is not the way this should have happened.  He’s going to have to deal with some of this.

“My bike is right here.”  He says softly as I walk toward the corner.

“Is this how you want to handle telling everyone about us?  Me getting on your bike?”  I ask looking at him.  He looks down then back at me shaking his head no.