MC: Pres: Book Four (2 page)

Ben moves away from her looking at me in question.  I shrug and let him decide how he wants to play, Kate is up for anything.  Moving off the bed he puts a condom on then lifts Kate.  I get up and smile when he kisses her head; he turns her and lies down with her straddling him.  I reach for a condom and lube.  Kate lifts and slides on him then lays flat on his chest.  I moan sliding a finger in her tight hole.  Ben talks to her while kissing her neck and shoulder.  When I can get two fingers in I put the condom on and slide in.  Kate holds her breath and Ben moans with me.  "Fuck K that feels so fuckin nice."  She moans making me smile. 

I look at Ben and nod.  He pushes Kate up from his chest for me to put my arm around her.  I hold her up at an angle and we start to move.  She's moaning her approval and asks for harder.  Ben looks at me, I wait for him to make the decision, it doesn't take him long when she begs for harder again.  He nods and we move faster.  I'm hitting her hard from behind and she’s making that fuckin purring noise.  Fuck that's so fuckin good.  Holding my hand against her stomach, in that spot that she loves, she cries out begging again.  "So fuckin sexy Beautiful K."  I start pounding hard, my balls are tight, I'm trying to hold off.  Ben's eyes are bouncing form her to me, he's ready, thank fuck!  I press in on her stomach and he puts a hand between them to roll on her clit.  She's gone; I can feel her squeezing him.  She screams and he swallows it.  Thank fuck.  I don't want the kids hear her scream his name.  He hits her hard two more times and I let go.  I growl out a fuck trying to keep her up when I want to fall on her back.  Fuck.  I slide out trying to catch my breath.  I kiss her back lowering her to his chest.  She's done.  I smile going into the bathroom to clean up and get a towel.  She's still on him when I get back.  I clean her up and wait for Ben to move.  I hear him chuckling as he slides Kate over.  I roll her and wash her up then slide a shirt on her.  She turns and curls up dozing.  I kiss her head and find some bed pants.  Ben walks out of the bathroom and throws his jeans on.  He grabs his clothes and shoes and walks to the door. 

"Can we talk?"  He asks with his hand on the knob.  I follow him out and down to the kitchen.  He gets us glasses of water; I smile at him just doing it without thinking.  "Can you explain before we meet tomorrow?  I don't want to ask stupid ass questions in front of Kate."  His hands go through his hair.  If he keeps it up he's going to be bald by the time he's fifty.

"This is going to be different than the other relationships with two men that we know because we didn't start together.  I imagine it will take some ups and downs because of me and Kate's shared history.  I know Kate loves me, I also know that she has love for you too.  I plan to ask her about it.  I have no doubt she'll be honest but I don't think she's looked at it too closely to realize how deep that runs.  If two men is what she wants I want to give it to her.  I want it to be her decision though, that's why I talked to you first.  If this is not something you're interested in, I need to know.  I won't let her get hurt on a maybe."  He's watching me and listening to every word I'm saying.  "A committed relationship means we are all equal.  No one is more valued than the others and we have to work to keep that happening.  We have to talk and be honest with each other about how we feel, what we want and how we'll handle situations.  I talked to Kevin Baxter about this and he explained about how they added Ben in their relationship after they had been established for more than six years.  It's not as easy as you'd think but it's not impossible and according to Kevin it's well worth the embarrassing moments to live happy." 

"You went to the Baxters and asked them?"  He says shocked again.

I laugh.  "I did.  Kate's happiness is important to me.  I'll do anything to make and keep her happy.  I don't think she would ever ask for this but I know she wants it.  Asking Kevin questions wasn't as embarrassing as I thought it'd be and Tiny was nowhere around so no one was whipping tampons my way." 

He smiles.  "You have no doubts about her love for you?  Knowing she wants another man doesn't hurt your ego at all?"

"Not at all.  She watched me undress with a smile while her tit was in your mouth Ben.  My wife loves me as much today as the day we were married.  I think my love for her has grown.  She doesn't want to lose me as much as I don't want to lose her.  I'm offering to enhance our lives not take anything away from them.  She'll understand that."

"You are fuckin something else Danny.  Steel runs through you.  I'd be a fuckin nervous wreck thinking my wife wanted another man."  He says.  His hands haven't gone into his hair, I take that as a good sign.

"Did you know I always fucked with a partner?  Excluding psycho ex De from this conversation.  Before Rich was born, before I straightened up and got with Kate, I always had a partner.  Kate is the only woman I've been with without one.  For me this isn't giving up something, but gaining that partner.  I love to see your hands on Kate.  You have a gentle touch and soft words that I can never give to her.  You share an understanding with her about her body that I'll never get.  I want Kate to have all of that, everything that I can't give her but you know how to.  It's about a shared relationship with all of us.  Not me and Kate and you and Kate but all of us together."  I watch him carefully. 

I see understanding in his eyes.  "I've run the gamut on sexual experiences but never had a relationship with two partners.  I want to say if Kate agrees my answer is yes.  You need to know I'm going to fuck it up at some point."  He really believes he will.   

"Ben we'll be in this together.  We work at understanding and helping each other with what we need.  It's not going to always be both of us.  We'll each need our own time with Kate at the same time we need to make time to enjoy all of us together growing the relationship that we have.  We fit really well; you walk in and take care of what me or Kate are missing.  You don't think about it, you just do it.  I think that can work in our favor in an intimate setting too.  Kevin kept saying we need to be equal and we need to pay attention to what the others need.  I knew Kate needed to be with you and instead of bothering me I felt the need to give that to her.  At some point this won't be new and you'll feel the same way.  Right now, when you look at her you're happy when I touch her or kiss her.  Tonight you were upset that she was watching me undress, when I told her to close her eyes you lost your apprehension and worked to make her happy.  That's what we're trying to accomplish, making Kate happy.  Sometimes apart but mostly together."  I stop and wait for him to take it all in.

He's watching me and considering all I've said.  He stands and pulls his shirt on.  "You've presented it in a way that it can be a beautiful relationship, one that I want.  I've never considered it; it will take me time to get my head around it.  One thing you didn't address is where I would sleep."

"With us.  Our bed is big enough to be comfortable for all of us.  Kate's pretty small."  I smile at him.  "You don't have to leave tonight.  Stay and see if the bed works for you.  If Kate says yes and you hate the bed we'll get another one.  It's just a fuckin bed.  Making Kate happy is what we're working toward, stuff is just stuff."  I watch him. 

He nods a little dumbfounded.  "You want me to stay?  What about the kids?"

"Stay in bed until they leave for school.  I'm up early.  It will give you and Kate some time in the morning."  He just looks at me.  "It will give you a chance to try out the bed."  I laugh. 

He smiles shaking his head.  "Fuckin Danny.  You knew I would say yes, you know Kate will say yes.  You hide how fuckin smart you are and it always catches me by surprise."

"You're wrong Ben I don't hide it, have never hidden it.  People just don't pay attention, it's like the shooting.  It is what it is."  I smile.  "Come on, I have some pants you can use."

He follows me back up.

Ben

I hear movement and open my eyes.  Holy fuck it's still dark.  Danny kisses Kate's head and tells her I'm still here.  I wait for her to start screaming.  She tells him she loves him and rolls onto my chest.  Fuck.  Danny watches for a minute then turns toward the bathroom.  When he turns the light on I see his smile and his eye without the patch.  Fuck I see why he never takes the patch off.  Kate burrows into me as he closes the door.  "I think he knows us better than we do.  I'm just going to go with it and sleep for the next two hours.  You might as well get comfortable and go back to sleep."  Her voice is hoarse and my dick jumps to attention.  I blow out a breath and put my arm on her back.  I watched Danny put the t shirt on her last night; I know there's nothing under it.  Fuck, I close my eyes and count backwards. 

Kate

I roll and stretch opening my eyes.  Ben is watching me.  "Good morning."  I can still hear the sleep in my voice. 

"Morning.  I find I'm at a loss here.  I'm not quite sure what to do.  The kids don't leave for another forty-eight minutes."  He looks a little unsure of himself. 

I crack up.  "Forty-eight huh.  You've been counting down the minutes until you can leave?"  That feels shitty and I lose the smile.

He rolls to his side to look at me.  "Fuck, I don't want you to think I'm running away but I don't know what the fuck I’m supposed to do here."  He put his hand on my stomach while he's talking. 

I take his hand and move it up.  "We could find something to do for forty eight minutes." 

He moans.  "I'm not sure if Danny will kill me in my sleep but I really don't want to find out."  He says so serious I laugh again. 

"I'm pretty sure he's knows exactly what's going to happen.  If he didn't want it to, you wouldn't be here in my bed.  Danny is too damn smart and loves me too much to make a mistake like that."  I push him back and climb on top of him. 

"Fuck Kate."  He moans as I grind into his morning woody.

"Do you want me to stop?"  I ask knowing he won't say yes.

He puts his hands on my face and kisses me sending sparks shooting through my body.  "Don't stop but I need a condom."  I reach over and open the drawer pulling one out.  I rip the package with my teeth and sit up.  He flips me over and pulls his pj's off then my shirt.  I hold the open condom package to him; he puts it on the bed and moves down to my nipples.  "I love your jewels, the pink suits you."  I moan as he feathers his tongue on the bar.  "You're so fuckin Beautiful Kate, I love knowing I can please you."  He runs his hand to my pussy while moving my bar making me crazy.  He doesn't stop until I come.  Fuck!  He swallows my cries.  Moaning as he kisses me.  Kneeling he rolls the condom on then pulls me up putting my legs behind him.  I like this position and I love that he's so gentle.  It's turning me on knowing Danny left us here just for this.  I love him so much for knowing what I need all the time.  Ben slides in slow, we moan the whole way.  Fuck it's nice. "Fuck you're taking all of me."  He rolls his hips and pushes me from the hips down on him.

"Fuck that feels good."  I moan kissing his neck.  He moans and kisses me while he does it again.  I let him move however he wants because it feels so freakin good. 

"As good as that feels I need to move Kate."  I nod watching his face.  He's as big as Danny but he's got a soft regal look to him, his hair is lighter and longer and his face is almost pretty.  I'm happy just to look at him until he starts moving; I close my eyes and moan.  He's hitting just right and rolling his hips every time he pulls me down and pumps into me.  It doesn't take me long to get there.  He's watching me close, when I feel the shiver down my back he lays me down and pounds into me. Holy crap!  His mouth is on mine before I can scream.  I'm freakin dazed before I hear him.  "So fuckin Beautiful Kate.  Thank you."  He kisses my face and eyes. 

I hold his face.  "I don't really know what's happening but I don't want it to end when you walk out that door."  I'm breathing heavy but I don't want him leaving without knowing what's in my head.

He kisses my lips.  "I'll be back tonight so we can talk.  Danny doesn't want it to end and neither do I.  I've never done this before so I need Danny to help me through." 

I kiss his lips again and nod.  "Until tonight then."  He gets up and goes into the bathroom.  I pull Danny's shirt back on and flop down on the bed.  Holy crap!  Danny doesn't want it to end either.  I smile because my husband is the freakin best husband in the world.

Danny

I have a fuckin smile on my face all day remembering the kiss and smile Kate had for me this morning.  I love that big fuckin smile on my Beautiful K.  She text me twice letting me know she's out of the yard then when she got back in.  I've got the electrician to meet at one of the new buildings and I need to look at a building Ben wants to buy.  Two hours and I'm home.  Fuck, I'm counting the minutes now.  I laugh at myself. 

I wonder when Ben will show.  He wasn't sure what to do this morning; he was surprised to see Tiny.  I gave him a travel cup of coffee and he left throwing chin.  Tiny didn't say a fuckin word so neither did I. 

Ben

"Who is she?"  I shake my head and look at Steve.  Fuck he knows too fuckin much already.  I don't know how to answer that.  He watches me.

What the fuck, I might as well just be honest.  "Kate."  He doesn't look surprised and doesn't say a word.  He sits down and waits me out.  "Fuck, how did you know?"

"Fuckin smile you been wearin all day clued me in.  Starin off into space while I'm standin at the door sealed it.  Could only be a woman."  He smiles.

"No fuckin lectures.  My fuckin head is already spinning; I don't need shit over this.

He fuckin laughs.  "Wasn't sayin shit.  Good to see you smilin Brother."  I throw him chin.  "Danny ok with this?" 

I blow out a breath.  "He gets up at fuckin five thirty and leaves me in their bed until Patches picks up the kids at eight.  Kate says he's too fuckin smart and loves her to much to make a mistake like that so it can't be a mistake."  Who the fuck does shit like that?

He thinks about that for a minute.  "She's right.  You know he plays chess at tournament level?"  I shake my head no.  He's so fuckin smart but I had no clue he was that smart.  "Lives his life six moves ahead of everyone around him.  Thought he was a lot like you."

"I don't play chess."  What the fuck is Kate going to see in me that he doesn't already have?

"Maybe he'll teach you."  He laughs.

"What the fuck can I offer that he doesn't?"  I'm so fuckin out of my depth right now.

"Tracy fucked with your head.  Did they ask for anythin?"  He's serious now.

"No just that I go back tonight to talk.  Danny talked to Kevin Baxter and explained it to me last night but he wants to talk to Kate with me there."

"Everyone knows how you feel about Kate, clears as day.  She loves him the same.  Only a matter of time til she starts seein how she feels about you too.  He's too fuckin smart and loves her too much to let her get hurt.  You and him are close, been gettin closer since the first time.  Must have seen the difference in how Kate was with you and figured the best end result."

"Who the fuck else was with them and how the fuck do you know this shit?"  Fuck!  This is the second time in twenty four fuckin hours I've heard a hint about other people.

"You bein pissed tells me you're ready for this."  He fuckin smiles.

"Who the fuck are we talking about Brother?" 

He fuckin smiles bigger.  "Not my story."

"You fuckin know and won't tell me?  I'm your fuckin Brother.  What the fuck?" 

"Fuck Ben.  Take your fuckin hand out of your hair for you rip it right the fuck out."  He gets up and closes the door.  "Paul at PD.  Saw his truck there one time; it was after her first time with you, never repeated.  Could've been playin fuckin chess.  Wasn't really paying attention before that so I don't know anymore."  He laughs.  Fuckin Steve.

"Fuck.  I don't need to know this, what the fuck is wrong with me?"  I put my head in my hands.  "I fuckin hate that I don't know what the fuck to do here.  I'm not usually the one playing catch up.  I had no fuckin clue he was so fuckin smart.  He sees fuckin everything and he's only got one fuckin eye!" 

"Brother.  Calm the fuck down.  Danny don't play fuckin games, ain't out to hurt you.  You know how fuckin smart he is.  Fuckin guy's dyslexic, becomes a fuckin architect.  Stupid fucks can't do that shit.  What the fuck’s really goin on?"  

I look at him.  "I've never done this.  He's fuckin smart, funny, he's respected by every fuckin one and Kate loves him.  Kate's the only woman he hasn't had a partner with.  I'm so fuckin out of my league here.  I couldn't even keep Tracy happy.  She wanted nothing out of life; how the fuck do I compete with Danny for Kate who's fuckin driven and smart herself?"

"Who the fuck said your competin?  Listen to yourself Brother.  Tracy fucked with your head, your carryin it over to Kate.  Danny never competes against anyone, ever.  Didn't even know the fuckin guy could shoot for five fuckin years.  Not the kinda guy to throw shit in your face Brother.  Up at five thirty cause he runs or practices every mornin.  Never even heard him talk about it.  Seen him practicing when I run.  He's a fuckin master, only one knows is Rich.  He ain't competin with you.  You are.  Ain't about him Ben, this is you.  What the fuck is the real reason?"

"Fuck, he's dominant."  I look away.

He fuckin laughs.  "So's Jamie, Rich and Bull.  Kevin, Driscoll and Patches ain't fuckin subs but they don't have a problem with it.  What's yours?"  He's still smiling.

"Fuck you Brother.  He's my Officer.  It feels fuckin awkward looking at him for the next fuckin move.  It hit me last night.  He was waiting for me to decide what I wanted to do."  Fuck I don't want to talk about this but my Brother is wise and I need the fuckin help.

"Lettin you take the lead fuckin his wife left you feelin inferior?"  He watches me.

"Fuck yeah.  It's so much fuckin easier to do what he says, she's his fuckin wife.  All of a sudden I'm the lead and I tell him where to be?  Who the fuck does that?"

"Someone lookin for longer than a night.  Sounds like he's doin everythin to make you part of their lives.  You want this; Kate wants this and Danny's showin you he's more than willin to make the room for you.  Got advice, shared it with you, gave you time with Kate alone, is waitin to talk to her until you’re together.  What the fuck more you want him to do?"

"You're right.  Fuck I need my fuckin head examined." 

"Need to let what Tracy did go.  Her not bein happy without fuckin drug wars and Brothers dyin is her fuckin problem.  Don't know how she made it yours.  Brother you're the best thing happened to this club, let it fuckin go.  Look at what you've done.  No one else could've done it."  I can see he feels this.

"Thanks Brother.  I need to fuckin relax."  I smile.  I need to get the fuck over myself.

"Thought you did that last night and this mornin?  Pretty sure your night is lookin up too."  He laughs.

"Fuck off."  I smile at him.  "Did you come in here to play Dear Abby or did you have a fuckin reason?" 

He laughs, I love that he's happy.  "Don’t know no Dear Abby.  Just wonderin if you'd tell me why you never moved your truck last night.  Fuckin Tiny can’t be the only one knowin shit.  He don’t fuckin share." 

I fuckin laugh.  "Stop watching my fuckin street you nosey bastard."  He leaves laughing.  He knew all fuckin day and didn't say a word.  Fuckin Steve.   

Danny

Walking in the house I see Kate at the table on her laptop.  She looks up and smiles.  I walk to her bending to kiss the lips I missed all day. 

When I pull away she smiles.  "I never get a peck on the cheek.  I love that you kiss me like it should matter." 

"It matters to me; I figure it matters to you too.  If it didn't I wouldn't be doing my job right.  How was your day Beautiful K?"  I peck her cheek making her laugh.

"It was a busy one.  We had three move-ins today.  I have one open then I have to start doubling up again.  I'm hoping court helps two make it home this week.  Devan is with Jess.  She's keeping him overnight."  She says distracted, she's typing so I let her finish.  I put a glass of wine in front of her and sit with my beer. 

Ben walks in, Kate looks up and smiles at him.  "Jessie left with Patches."  She tells us. 

"I stopped by to see him before coming over."

He's a good father.  I smile up at him.  He gets a beer and sits with us.  "Busy day?"  I ask.

"It was hectic but not too busy.  I had trouble focusing today."  He says with a smile. 

"How long do you have left baby?"  I ask her.

"About twenty minutes."  She looks back at her screen.

"We'll be on the patio.  A Prospect is dropping dinner; yell if he gets here before you're done.  I'll handle it."  We stand.  She nods not really paying attention.  I just smile walking out the door.

"She left early to get here before the kids left.  She wasn't finished though."  I tell him. 

"I don't normally see her bringing work home."  He says looking back.