you take ideas and flesh them out.”
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“So it would be okay with you if we share the studio
space?”
“If it’s okay with you.” Through the windshield, a bright
spark of light arced across the sky, leaving a trail of silver
behind it. “Hey, did you see that?”
“A shooting star. I’ve seen them down here before. Never
anyplace else. It’s like they belong to this little corner of
Texas.”
“That was my first. Jesse, if you want to go to sleep, I’ll
wake you up when we get to town. It’s a straight shot, right?”
“Pretty much.” He stuffed the sketchbook into the top of
his backpack. “Maybe I will go to sleep.” He sighed, closed
his eyes. “You think JC sounds too much like Jesus Christ?
That just gives me more gas for the fire, you know? American
icons, The Marlboro Man, Jesus Christ, and Geronimo, all
rolled into one. But I’d have to make it truthful. Those three
are pretty much legend.”
“You could put some pretty angel wings on your cowboy.
Everybody likes angels.”
Jesse sat up, scrambled for his notebook again.
“I was kidding, right?”
“A cowboy angel, wearing a crown of thorns, eyes raised
to heaven, holding an M27 IAR. How fucking awesome would
that be?”
“You’re nuts.”
“First artist lesson for you, my friend. Don’t think about
what your mother would say. You need to be free of
censorship before you can do any work that isn’t crap, and
your own internal censor is the worst.”
I drove on for a while, listening to his pencil on the
paper. “Thanks. I’ll have to think on that for a bit.”
That got me a sweet smile.
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WE ROLLED into a little West Texas town that looked so
quiet and still I wanted to get out of the truck and take a
picture. There were train tracks going through town, a little
grocery store, and a decent-sized bookshop, and the houses
were small and battered with wide, deep Texas porches. A
tiny ball of tumbleweed rolled down the street, and a yellow
dog that had a bit of golden retriever in him came out from
between a couple of houses, stood watching the truck, his
tail wagging just a bit. I gave Jesse a nudge.
“Where do we go from here?”
“Well, that’s always the big existential question, isn’t it?”
I sighed, stared up at the stars, and thought about
kicking his ass. He blinked awake, yawning and looking
around.
“Okay, sorry. Go down there to Seventh Street and turn
left. We’re at the end of the road.”
The houses got farther apart, and after about a quarter
mile, stopped all together. “Keep going,” Jesse said. “You’ll
see the windmill.”
I pulled into the driveway of an old Texas spread.
Nowhere else in the world, I thought. The house had a metal
roof and rainwater collection tanks under the wide eaves,
and a porch that wrapped around the house. There was a
light on somewhere in the house, kitchen, probably. There
was an old windmill, like the West Texas farmers had used
to pump their well water, and a big metal stock tank sitting
at the base.
“Texas hot tub,” Jesse said, pointing to it.
“Where should I put the truck?”
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“Pull around back. You’ll see where The Original has his
parked. You can just pull in next to him.”
Home thirty seconds already, and I thought Jesse was
getting a bit of a soft Texas drawl back in his voice. I pulled
the truck around back of the house, parked it, and pulled
the backpacks and my duffel bag from behind the seats.
When I got back around the front of the house, the porch
light was on and Jesse was wrapped up in his grandfather’s
arms.
The Original was whip thin, with a leathery face and
neck. He was up and dressed in jeans and a snap-front
shirt, and he came down the porch steps and took my duffel
bag. “Come on in the house, son.” And his voice was a slow
old-Texas drawl. “I bet you’re tired, that long drive.”
“I’m okay. Jesse kept me company.”
“Well, in that case, let me fix you some coffee and eggs,
and we can talk a bit. You have a good trip out here?”
Jesse took the backpacks. “I’ll go put these in our
rooms, Mary.”
“Okay, thanks.”
Mr. Clayton looked at me, his eyes narrowed. “That boy
hasn’t been a pest, has he?”
I shook my head. “No, not at all. We had a bit of
negotiation about names, that’s all. We’re settled, now.”
“You sign your cartoons ‘Maryboy.’ Is that your family
name?”
“Yes, sir.” I pulled up a chair at the kitchen table. It was
a battered pine table, with mismatched chairs. There was a
blue-speckled enamel coffeepot on the stove, just like in my
grandmother’s hogan. There was a newspaper on the table
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and a cup of coffee where Mr. Clayton had been sitting. I felt
a sudden burn of tears in my eyes, it felt so much like home.
He set a mug of coffee next to me. “You take anything in
it?” I shook my head. He walked over to the kitchen door,
called down the hall. “Jesse, get in here and make us some
eggs, son.”
Mr. Clayton sat down next to me at the table, held out
his hand. “How do you do. I’m Jesse Clayton, and I’m
pleased to meet you.”
I shook his hand. “Lorenzo Maryboy, sir, and I
appreciate your hospitality. I’ve been really looking forward
to coming down here. Getting started.”
“Well, that’s fine, then.” He had the same blue eyes as
Jesse, with deep wrinkles near them that made me think he
spent a lot of time smiling and looking into the sun.
Jesse had a small towel to his face. It looked like he’d
splashed some water on his cheeks to wake himself up. He
gave a brisk scrub and slung the towel over his shoulder.
“So, I’m taking orders. Granddad, you want some bacon?
Sunny side up?”
“That sounds good, Jesse.”
“Mary, you want an omelet? Some French toast?”
I shook my head. “I’ll just have what your granddad’s
having.”
“Very well.”
Mr. Clayton studied me. “So, do you prefer Maryboy?
That’s your name as an artist, your Marine Corps name.
What do your people call you?”
“Lorenzo.”
“Well, that would be fine with me.”
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“I thought zo-zo sounded cute. No capitals.”
We both turned to Jesse at the stove. “No,” I said, and
he sighed and went back to cracking eggs into a bowl. “You
and I have already had our discussion regarding names.”
“Names are important,” Mr. Clayton said, studying my
face. His eyebrows were raised, his eyes amused. “Names are
identity, and it’s not a bad idea to have a way to keep your
work identity separate from you as a person. You don’t want
to get sucked down the rabbit hole, and that can happen to
artists. Suddenly people are calling you zo-zo and you’re
answering.”
Bacon was frying in an iron skillet, and between the
smell of the coffee under my nose and the bacon, I felt like
swooning. “In my family, my grandmother decided what we
were to be called and no one thought to argue with her.
Same with the USMC. I’m not used to having all these
choices.”
“Well, how about this. You boys look exhausted, and it
looks to me like those bruises and cuts on your face are
hurting. So let’s eat some eggs, and then you take some
aspirin and go on to sleep. Everything else can wait until
later.”
I was so grateful I was ready to weep. “Yes, sir.”
“Not you,” the old man said to his grandson. “You and I
need to have a little talk.”
Jesse gave him a big-eyed look, scooped some eggs onto
a plate. “Yes, sir.”
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Chapter Three
I WOKE with bright sunshine coming through the bedroom
window. The walls were beaded board, painted the color of
eggnog, and the iron bed I was sleeping on was covered by a
light patchwork quilt. There was a small dresser and a tiny
closet, nothing else. The room immediately appealed to my
frugal Navajo-USMC soul.
I made up the bed, pulled on some running shorts and a
T-shirt, and carried my shoes and socks down the hall. I sat
down at the kitchen table to put them on, drank a big glass
of water, then let myself out of the house. Mr. Clayton was
sitting on the porch in a rocker, a big book of cartoons open
on his lap. He looked up when I sat down to put on my
shoes. “Morning, son.”
“Good morning, sir. Anyplace in town I shouldn’t run?”
“I don’t believe so. If any dogs come running out the
back of the house to bark at you, they’re probably just
saying hello. You’ll know otherwise when you feel their teeth
sink into your ass.”
“Understood.”
I made a perimeter sweep and was able to circle the
entire town in fifteen minutes. It lived up to what it looked
like in the middle of the night: a quiet, dusty town bisected
by a railroad track, with porches on the houses and the
occasional adobe, friendly dogs. A couple of people passed
me, all driving pickups, and they each raised their fingers
from the steering wheel in a friendly salute. I moved out onto
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the highway going out of town, and when I’d run another
thirty minutes and was starting to feel the parch in my
throat, turned back around and headed back to 7th Street.
I’d gone about a mile when I noticed my pickup truck
heading my way, going real slow. Jesse was behind the
wheel. He handed me a bottle of water out the window, made
a three-point turn in the road, and went past me, going back
to his granddad’s house.
That boy was a piece of work. He made me smile,
thinking about his smart mouth.
That’s the big existential
question.
Was he just saving that up for when somebody
asked him,
where do we go from here?
Or did it come to him
that quick? What had he said up in that bar? He didn’t like
the hostility he was feeling? I had an idea for a cartoon: one
of my devil dogs, surrounded on all sides by an enemy squad
with their weapons raised, saying,
I don’t like the hostility I’m
feeling here!
When I got back to the house, I ducked into a
quick shower, grabbed an oatmeal cookie from the plate on
the kitchen table, and joined Jesse and Mr. Clayton on the
front porch. The quiet was peaceful, too peaceful, and Jesse
had to fill up the silence with chatter. “Hey, did you see that
hot dog cart downtown? Umami Dogs? That’s my cousin’s
food cart. I talked to her this morning. She says she wants to
bring street-food culture to Marathon.”
“Something’s wrong with that girl,” Mr. Clayton said
from behind the paper. He had a pair of reading glasses
perched on his nose. “She tried to give me a hot dog made
out of tuna fish.”
“That must have been the Wasabi Dog. Sadie said that
was the best, but no one in Marathon would try it.”
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“If the tuna fish dog is the best she’s got, then mumami
isn’t long for the streets of Marathon.”
“Umami, Granddad. The fifth taste.”
“Whatever. Okay, boys. We need to have a frank
discussion about what we’re going to do. My agreement with
Staff Sergeant Maryboy, a gentleman’s agreement, was that
he could use the studio out back to set up a workspace for
his cartooning. I would give him a place to stay, some bacon
and eggs, and studio space, and I’d pass on whatever little
bit I have learned over the years as a cartoonist. Jesse, you
know you’re always welcome here, son, but you weren’t
expected. What is it you need?”
“I need a tall studio space. High ceilings and good light.
I want to start a new series of paintings, and I wanted to
spend some time down here with you.”
“I think Jesse has priority in this situation,” I said. The
Original was too honorable to back out of his deal with me,
but naturally Jesse had first call on his resources, his time,
his heart. “He’s your grandson, for one thing, and for