Manage Me (Toven's Circus #1) (10 page)

Careful with her wrapped tightly around me, I step over the bike seat, resting her perfect little ass on the gas tank. I free my cock, placing the head at her entrance, and stop.

“Fuck, I don’t have a condom with me.” I say dropping my forehead to hers. I took it out in hope to deter something like this from happening.

“I’m on the pill but,” she pauses.

“Hey, I am clean. I got tested last week and always wrap up.” I say acting offended but I’m not, I’m under no delusions of my man-whoreness.

“Do you promise?” She asks. Her eyes big and trusting staring me down but I don’t even have to think about it.

“I promise. I’ll never lie or hurt you, Nell.” I swear to her.

“Okay, I trust you.” She say, and her trust means the world to me but I’ll reflect on that later.

Striking forward fast with a grunt, filling her completely causing her to cry out.  Then wait a few second to move so she can get used to my size. Slowly I start rocking my hips. Her pussy about strangles the cum right out of me but I’m not entirely convinced that’s from her being so tight. Nell lounges back on the handle bars, arching her back, baring her full tits, and giving me the breath taking view of my cock sliding in and out of her tight pink pussy. It’s probably horribly uncomfortable but she’s enjoying my cock too much to care.

“Jaden, I need you to fuck me,” Nell breaths with a clinched jaw.

“I am fucking you, Beauty.” I run my tongue the valley of her breast before sliding over to bite her nipple.

“Jaden, I want you deeper, harder. Punish that bad pussy.” Releasing her nipple, I grin up at her, as I truly enjoy being wrong. Nell isn’t fucking innocent, she’s a dirty girl, and I fucking love it.  I build quickly to hard thrusts, shoving my cock in to the base. Nell is pistoning her hips to meet me slam for slam.

“This pussy has been torturing the fuck out of me for days.” I say grinding in to her. “I’m going to pound into this cunt until it’s molded to my cock, so my cock is the only one to satisfy its needs.”

“Yes, Jaden, fuck me deep!” Nell moans, her voice echoing through the woods. She is so vocal and her grinding against me is going to send me over the edge too soon. I slow down but stay deep. Pushing all the way in and grinding my hips, rubbing my head around her softs inner walls, knocking on her g-spot, then pulling slowly back out.

“Do you like teasing me, Beauty? Making me ache for you until I can’t focus on anything but fucking this pussy?” I ask and she releases moan. “Well I am inside you now Beauty, is it everything you wanted?”

“Yes, more! I want more, Jaden, I need all of you!” She pants. Her pussy is so juicy, so while I’m still thrashing into her I gather some of her cum on my thumb a ruthlessly start rubbing her clit.

“Cum with me, Beauty,” I grind out. Her whole body tightens and she cries out, becoming even louder, while I send her flying into oblivion. The tingles in my lower back start before explode forward and I jump in after her, because from now on, where she goes I go.

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"Holy fuck, my ears are ringing." I say in wonderment. "And I may have blacked out a little at one point.” I focus in on Nell's face. Her eyes are closed, her face is totally relaxed, except for a soft smile. Her eyes flutter open and I feel like someone kicked me in the chest.

I gently reach out gathering her face up in both of my large hands and whisper, "You're so beautiful and remarkable and that was fucking incredible." I say grinning, then lowering my lips to kiss her softly. Pulling back, I extract my quickly re-stiffening cock from her body, I climb off the bike and allow Nell to slide down to her feet.

And then a sight more fucking amazing than anything I’ve ever witnessed happens. My cum from inside her beautiful pussy starts to trickle out onto the seat on my bike. Instantly my cock is rock hard and I am moving forward to take her again.

The sound of squeaky breaks causes us to both freeze.

"Shit, shit, shit, someone's coming!" Nell jumps off the bike and scrabbled into her jeans, as a car door slams from up on the road. I’m dazed and can’t move.

"Hey, is someone back there?" A deep voices calls.

"Shit! Jaden move your ass!" Squeaks Nell as she rights herself as best as she can. Snapping me out of my caveman sex haze, I pull up my jeans, throw on my missing boot, and t-shirt.

"Here" I shove her helmet to her, smash my own on, and start the bike. I grab her hand helping her climb on and she wraps her arms around me. Spinning the bike, I gun the engine to race out of the brush. The ranger stumbles back losing his footing, crashing onto the overgrowth as we race past heading towards the parks exit.

Chapter 15

Nell

I just fucked Jaden James, in the woods, on a motorcycle.

And while my achy vagina does a fast little jig in celebration. Guilt sets in and my brain is mentally punching itself. I know what my horniness reasoned in the moment but how could I fuck him! I feel like I should be tripping out that we didn’t use a condom but I trust him. For all his whorish ways, he wasn’t a heartless ass that would want to put me at risk like that. But my heart was another matter. Nothing more can happen between us because it was definitely at risk, and while yes, it was fun, fuck, it was a lot of fun, I don’t trust him with my heart.

While we drive back to the Rose Garden where the bus is parked, I try to figure out what I am going to say to Jaden. We have three months trapped together on that bus. I need to prove that I can handle this, to make it through this tour, so my dad will realize that I am ready for this industry. But sleeping with the talent fuck that is the worst possible thing I could have done and I did it in less than a week.

Maybe it isn’t a big deal. Jaden is used to a different girl every night.  I will just pretend nothing happened and I am sure he will have a new girl after the show. Pushing aside the stab of jealousy, I make myself feel good about the plan and try to enjoy the last part of our time together as we drive along the river and though the busy streets of the city.

We pull up to the guard behind the arena, show him our ID’s so he’ll open the gate. Pulling up to the bus, Jaden shuts off the bike off, pulls off his helmet, and climbs off. He is grinning when he turns to help me off.

“Hmm…What’s that look for.” I say giving him a suspicious but playful look.

“You are way too comfortable on the back of a bike to have never rode before. And I really like seeing you on the back of MY bike.” He bites his bottom lip with a sexy smirk and slinks towards me. The butterflies in my stomach go fucking crazy and my center clinches. My mental pep talk from the ride back completely obliterated by one sexy smirk. He reaches for me, dragging me into his chest by my belt loop, and slips his hands into my back pockets, effective rubbing his hardness against my lower stomach. My hands move by their own free will to his hard chest. I feel lost in his eyes as his lips inch closer.

“I never said I haven’t rode before.” I breathe against his lips, and he chuckles.

As his lips brush mine, the door to the bus swishes open causing up to both jump away from each other. A white blonde squeeing blur flies past me on the left, launching itself at Jaden. He catches it, about the same time I realize it’s a small blonde woman-child. She clings to Jaden, devouring his mouth, his hands rest on her barely concealed jean skirted ass.

I stand there too stunned to be pissed, for was seems like hours, but only mere seconds before Jaden pushes her back and sets her on her feet.

“Emily, what the fuck are you doing here?” He seems as stunned as I am, but doesn’t look away from the petite pixie.

“Aww Baby, I missed you! I moved my schedule around so I could come spend a few weeks with you.”

She speaks and I realize this is Emily Snow, diva pop princess and my Dad’s biggest client. But why the fuck is she here and wait. Baby? Did she just call Jaden Baby? How did I miss that they were dating? And oh my God, I just fucked him on his motorcycle.

I contemplate getting their attention but decided to sneak away instead. Turning, I quickly make my way towards the arena, pulling open the first door I come to and step inside, but as the door closes, I have to look, meeting Jaden’s eyes. He looks pissed but doesn’t looks away as the door closes. Tears tickle my eyes. I didn’t know he was seeing anyone, I didn’t know he was seeing fucking Emily Snow, I don’t really know anything about him. Feeling ashamed and a little defeated, my shoulders slump and I allow my forehead to thump against the cold metal door. There are tears leaking down my face, for reasons I am not ready to acknowledge, but I guess I won’t need to worry now. Staying away from him will be a lot easier with his girlfriend on the bus with us.

Seriously, I knew better, whether Jayden was seeing someone or not, I knew he was bad news. Not only bad news for me but for my career. How will it look if people find out I fucked the lead singer of the first band that I went on tour with? I wasn’t going to gain respect from other musicians by screwing around on the first cock that comes my way. So it won’t happen again. Luckily no one knows anything and it only happened once, but never again. Him dating Emily Snow was another matter! Holy shit, my dad would fire me just for looking at her wrong.

What the hell was RockGod Jaden James doing with PopPrincess Emily Snow? Sure, she was pretty and had a nice rake. Rumor was they were fake but he did seem to like fake Barbie Bitches. However, from the few times I’ve seen her in the studio, she seemed like a walking nightmare. A total Mariah Carey like diva bitch, who looks down her nose at everyone. Jaden seemed, well cocky, but mostly a nice guy. Hell, I hardly know him.

I thump my head against the door again and just as I make contact, the surface disappears. I have just enough time to let out a slight scream, when strong arms wrap around me and my face goes crashing into a solid chest. A deep laugh vibrates my cheek and I am swallowed up in his sandalwood scent, as the heavy metal door slams shut leaving us outside.

“Hey Beauty, you don’t need to throw yourself at me.” Ryker laughs, hugging me tight. I laugh, too, because the guy just never stops. I run my hands up his tight chest causing him to suck in a breath.

“Oh but Ryker, how can I keep my hands off you?” I tease before stepping back.

“Hey, where are you going? We have lots of time and I can give you a show you will never forget.” He tries dragging me back but switches to grab my sides making me shriek. I bat at his hands and dodge away from him, laughing.

“I like your shirt.” I say pointing. He looks down at it with a proud grin. I’ve notice over the last few days Ryker loves funny t-shirts. He wears a different one every day, todays says, “I call it a “Beard”, Ladies call it a saddle”.

“Thanks, wanna ride?”

“No, thanks, I had one already today.” I say with a big grin, when he looks at me with surprise I have to laugh. “Jaden took me for a ride on his bike up to the Gorge.”

“Just up to the Gorge?” He pokes and I fight it, oh I fight the blush but it envelops my whole face. Fuck, why can’t I just be like those cool kids that don’t suffer from guilt blushing?

“HA! The Beast strikes again!” He shouts and I jump to cover his mouth.

“Shhhhhh!!! Someone will hear you, Asshole! You can’t tell anyone, Ryker. It’s not going to happen again,” I whisper shout at him. “Don’t you have some exciting plans while we are in your hometown?” I try distracting him with a change of topic, lucky for me it works, causing Ryker to frown.

“Nah, I am more at home on the bus and with the guys than I am here in Portland. And I won’t tell anyone, I promise,” He says seriously. “If it helps any, he really likes you. He hasn’t liked anyone in a long time.”