Love & Loss (40 page)

‘Mia,’ he groaned.

‘What? I love sausage.’

‘Damn it woman, you’ve got me hard already.’

‘I’m insulted, I kissed you earlier and you didn’t get hard from that?’ I teased.

‘No, because I was worried about you. You seem fine now all of a sudden.’

‘I am, so fine and if you think those chocolaty squares are sweet, you need a reminder taste of what’s between my legs,’ I nodded as I leaned back and grabbed another sausage. ‘I’m very wet,’ I whispered before I slowly sucked on it.

‘Fuck it. If I can’t find somewhere private, I’m having you on that pinball machine regardless of who’s watching,’ he growled as he tilted his pelvis to run his erection firmly against me.

‘O
big
boy,’ I groaned as I felt my eyes half close. The look in his eyes was pure male carnality and I knew he wasn’t in a gentle love making mode, this was going to be another quick rough fuck and I was more than ready for that. ‘My shorts are very damp.’

‘How drunk are you?’ he asked as he strode towards my old bedroom.

‘Not drunk enough for you not to take advantage of me soldier boy, this could be your last sex before you’re deployed.’

‘Excellent,’ he smiled as he opened my bedroom door and quickly backed out when we caught someone already at it in there.

‘
Ewwww
in my bed?’ I groaned as he chuckled.

‘Old bed. In fact as our bedroom’s locked why don’t we just head in there?’

‘What happened to spontaneity and christening every surface?’ I gasped.

‘Fine, we’ll go do it on the roof and watch the fireworks,’ he smiled as he stepped onto the landing.

‘No,’ I said quickly and he looked at me puzzled. Milo’s bizarre behaviour out there was just too fresh in my mind. ‘If others know about it they’ll be coming out to see them and it’s midnight in …. five minutes,’ I said as I checked my watch.

‘I could be done in five.’

‘Not selling yourself here,’ I laughed. ‘I want it long and hard. Now.’ I chomped my teeth together, then pouted my lips as I looked at him through my lashes.

‘God I love you,’ he sighed as he quickened his pace and ignored all the people crowded in our apartment who were screaming along to the music. He muscled his way through and headed for our bathroom just as someone was about to go in. ‘Out, now,’ he bellowed.

‘But I need …’

‘Find another loo,’ he growled as he narrowed his eyes and I gasped and moved to start kissing his neck. He was so hot in control. Whoever it was beat a hasty retreat and Gabe carried me in, locking the door behind him. He lifted me off him and started unbuttoning his combats. ‘Shorts and t-shirt off,’ he barked.

‘T-shirt off, combats on,’ I ordered back as I pulled my t-shirt over my head and he hissed as he looked at my pink nipples hanging over the edge of my bra.

‘Faster,’ he snarled as he ripped his top off and I whimpered as I shimmied my shorts down and looked at his slim hips and that delicious v. ‘Hmmm, crotchless knickers excellent.’

‘Gabe, hurry up, I need you,’ I uttered as I kicked my shorts out of the way. The throbbing between my thighs was intense as I watched him pull himself free and start stroking himself slowly. ‘Gabe?’

‘You want this?’ he asked as he walked towards me. I nodded and licked my lips as I watched his hand moving up and down. ‘Why?’

‘Because it’s you, because I need you. You turn me on so much and you fill me so well Gabe, I need you inside me.’

‘So it’s my cock you want, not just cock.’

‘Yours, always yours, it’s beautiful,’ I whispered breathlessly as I took in the length and girth of it, with that perfect slight curve that hit my g-spot every time he was on top.

‘I’m going to come so hard baby, seeing glimpses of you all night across the room, teasing me with your full bottom in those tight shorts, all I’ve thought about is fucking you.’

‘So stop talking and do it,’ I begged as I stepped towards him and reached out to touch it.

‘No. Turn around and press yourself up against the door, chest first.’ I went to walk to the glass door to the dressing room and he tutted. ‘Other door baby.’

‘But Gabe, that’s the door to the main room where everyone is.’

‘Yes it is,’ he nodded with a smile.

‘It’s glass.’

‘Opaque.’

‘They’ll still see the shape of my body even if they don’t know it’s me.’

‘So? I thought you wanted a hard rough fuck, this is how I want it. Get over there, now.’

‘Ok,’ I gulped and nodded, even more turned on. He added to it as he whacked one of my bottom cheeks as I walked past. I took a deep breath and palmed the glass. I felt his breath on the back of my neck as he nudged me closer, closer still until my breasts were squashed against it and my stomach sucked in to feel the cool chill of it against my skin.

‘Spread those legs for me,’ he murmured as I felt his body moulding to mine and I complied immediately and clenched as I felt my arousal slowly seeping out of me. He grabbed my hands and held them above my head, using his palms to flatten them on the door as his fingers spread mine then tightened around them. He slowly ploughed the tip of his erection through me, parting my folds and coating himself in my juices.

‘O God,’ I groaned as I lay my cheek against the glass and took a few short sharp breaths, wondering if anyone outside was looking at my silhouette. I felt myself flood at the thought of it.

‘You’re so turned on right now aren’t you? Thinking someone’s standing out there looking at those tits pressed up against the glass, stroking themselves through their trousers at the thought of what we’re doing in here.’

‘Yes,’ I sighed and tilted my head to let his run his tongue up my neck.

‘Sweet, like caramel,’ he groaned as he did it again. I could hear the noise from the lounge getting louder, the excitement building and realised the music had stopped and someone had put on the live countdown from London embankment. ‘I’m going to be inside you at midnight baby and the noise out there may just drown out your screams.’

‘Don’t make me wait,’ I begged. ‘You’re teasing me.’

‘See how wet it makes you, you’re so desperate, not knowing when I’ll fill your sweet cunt with this hot thick shaft of mine. Hmmmm, see how you’re writing your hips, trying to quench that throbbing little clit of yours. Would you like me to suck it? Take it in my teeth and bite down while my tongue works it over?’

‘Yes, yes,’ I whined. My skin was burning up, every nerve in my body was tuned into the building tension inside me, I was almost sure I could come just from his teasing alone I was that wound up.

‘How about a finger up that tight little backside of yours,’ he mumbled between sucks on my neck.

‘Yes,’ I nodded as I panted. ‘I’m going to hyperventilate soon Gabe,
please,
’ I cried in a high pitched strangled voice as the tip of his dick rubbed over my clit and my head flopped back onto his shoulder.

‘O baby, you’re so willing to please,’ he sighed, ‘but I’m not letting go of those hands so you’ll have to settle for this cock instead,’ he whispered in my ear as he suddenly thrust upwards, plundering my tight back passage as I screamed with shock and pleasure. ‘Again, let me hear you Mia,’ he groaned as he rammed into me harder.

‘Gabe,’ I cried, vaguely aware of the chanting just beyond the door, the countdown had begun, to New Year as well as a seriously intense orgasm. He thrust in time to their shouts ensuring my cries were muffled. I felt like I’d been scalped from the tingling radiating through my head and my body tensed up as his shaft stimulated me, along with the knowledge of everyone standing right outside that door.

‘Fuck, you’re seeping all over my balls, that’s so hot,’ he groaned. ‘Come for me baby, grip my cock tighter, let me feel how much you need me.’

‘I do … I do … I
do
,’ I screamed as there was a cheer from outside and the sound of exploding fireworks, none rivalled the ones going on in my body as I came so hard I slammed into the door and the glass shuddered as I heard Gabe roar my name. He pulled me back off the door, backed onto the glass shower screen and slowly slid down, holding me on his lap, his cock still firmly wedged in my backside as I trembled.

‘Dirty girl,’ he groaned as he licked the perspiration of my damp neck.

‘Says man with cock up my bottom,’ I sighed as I leaned back into him. ‘I feel all hot in there, has your condom ripped?’

‘Not wearing one,’ he chuckled. ‘I wanted to feel myself coming inside you properly, a new thing for a new year.’

‘Pervert.’

‘Complaining baby?’

‘Never, sometimes I just need to be fucked leaving all our emotions at the door,’ I giggled as he cupped my breasts and tugged on my nipples. He hooked his ankles over mine and dragged them out, parting my legs and ran one hand down to slide over my wet pussy.

‘Damn baby. You’re like a geyser you’re that wet.’

‘
Hmmmm,
’ I groaned as his fingers slipped around my quivering opening and swollen clit.

‘I’m going to sit you up on that sink in a minute and suck you dry. Just like I did on our first date.’

‘So it’s happy new year to me is it?’ I giggled and then hissed as I tensed again with pleasure.

‘After the last few months baby, I’m going to make sure it’s a
very
happy new year. I love you Mia,’ he whispered as he kissed my temple. I twisted my head to let him kiss me properly, tender thrusts of his tongue into my mouth as he repeated the motion with two fingers inside me. I sagged against him as a second orgasm hit me and ignored the rattling of the bathroom door as someone tried to get it. I didn’t care what was going on out there, all I cared about was losing myself with my man and starting our new year together in our new home.

After recovering from our lengthy session in the bathroom, Gabe left me to clean myself up and get ready for bed. I’d just finished brushing my teeth when I jumped out of my skin as he flung the door open with a look of fury on his face.

‘What the fuck’s this?’ he hissed as he brandished my phone at me.

‘What?’ I uttered looking at him shocked. ‘It’s my mobile.’

‘Who the fucking hell is Sam?’ he barked.

‘You’ve been snooping on my phone?’ I spun around to glare at him.

‘O you don’t get to play the hurt party here Mia, who the fuck is Sam and why’s he ringing you at three in the bloody morning?’

‘Give me that,’ I snapped and snatched it out of his hand as I tried to work out how the hell I was going to handle this. Me and my stupid bloody ideas, I should have known this was going to come back to bite me in the arse.

‘Start talking Mia and fast. I’m about to blow a bloody fuse here.’

‘Nothing’s going on with him Gabe.’

‘Who the fuck is he?’

‘The lead singer of that American boy band Nevada 6,’ I whispered and cringed as he shoved both sets of hands through his hair before sticking them on his hips.

‘That fucker that was trying it on with you in New York?’

‘Yes, but I promise nothing’s happened. We’ve just been chatting on the phone.’

‘Why?’ he snapped.

‘I was just messing about with Lexi and found his card and she dared me to ring him. It was just a bit of fun that’s all, because he’s famous, please don’t make this out to be something that it’s not,’ I pleaded.

‘Don’t try and make out like I’m being bloody unreasonable this time Mia. If you’re ringing a guy that make a play for you and flirting with him, fun or not, I’m
not
bloody happy. How would you feel if it was the other way around? If I was flirting with another woman?’

‘I’d be really upset,’ I whispered as I hung my head.

‘Then why the fuck are you doing it and encouraging him?’

‘He’s Lexi’s idol and I thought that I could set up a meeting for her by playing along and pretending I was interested in him.’ I heard myself saying the actual words and realised just how monumentally stupid I was.

‘Jesus fucking Christ Mia,’ Gabe yelled. ‘You’ve made a bloody
date
with him?’

‘Yes,’ I cringed as I heard him snarl and saw his fists clench. ‘Just for Lexi to come with me to meet him. Gabe I promise I wouldn’t do anything, I don’t like him like him that way. I love you.’

‘I don’t bloody
believe
this. You made a date with another guy behind my back?’

‘No! Well, sort of I guess, but not with that intention. Let’s say the only way you could meet your female swimming idol was to pretend to be interested in her, just so you could tick that meeting off your bucket list, you wouldn’t do it?’ I asked and watched him frown. ‘He’s on Lexi’s bucket list Gabe. I don’t fancy him, he fancies me so I saw an opportunity to exploit that and to arrange a meeting where I could take Lexi with me. Nothing was ever going to happen with him, I love you.’

‘You weren’t going to be alone with him?’

‘No,’ I said firmly as I watched him blow out a deep breath, but his hands were still on his hips.

‘You realise how dangerous this is Mia? Toying with a guy in lust with no intention of seeing it through?’

‘Well if you’re going to use logic on me of course it sounds stupid,’ I sighed. ‘We were going to meet him in a public place, next time he was in the UK, where we’d both have been safe. It’s not like we arranged to hop on his private plane for him to whisk us off for a night of inescapable debauchery.’

‘Don’t joke Mia, I’m still not happy about this.’

‘I know I’m sorry Gabe. I should have discussed it with you first, but I
promise
I have no intention of anything happening with Sam. I love you.’

‘Nothing’s going to happen with him because I won’t allow you to bloody meet him.’ Gabe scowled.

‘
Gabe,’
I protested. ‘Imagine if Lexi had met Gabriel Macht and had a chance to let me meet him, it’s no different. In fact it is, I find Gabriel hot, I don’t Sam.’

‘We need to end this discussion now Mia. I’m tired and tense about the whole bloody thing and don’t want to lose my cool. No more conversations with the guy unless I’m listening in on speakerphone. Understood?’

‘Understood,’ I sighed.

‘This conversation isn’t over,’ he advised as he turned and headed back to the bedroom. I turned my phone off and went to join him, noticing he was way over on his side of the bed. I decided not to antagonise him and curled up on my side, figuring when he’d cooled down he’d come to me, he always did.