Little Black Book (22 page)

Twenty
-Five

Sebastian

It was official. I was the most stupid motherfucker alive. I should have stayed away from her. I should have stayed off her register and cared for her from afar. It was the least I could do for her. But then I’d seen her and my resolve crumbled.

She
had been standing there, across the street, looking at me with that fucking smile I loved so much. I wanted to go to her. I wanted to take her in my arms, put her in the back seat, and spend the rest of the day in bed with her. But I didn’t. I blew her off, got in the car, and drove away.

I was
in my office for the rest of the day and most of the night, doing everything but handcuffing myself to stay there. I hadn’t seen Vick all day, even though I knew she was downstairs when the club opened for the night. She knew it was best to stay away from me.

It was about midnight when I broke. Grabbing my jacket, I left my office, marched
down the stairs and through the busy club, and went straight to Rosslyn. I’d deal with the consequences later, if there even were any.

After thinking on it all night, I
decided I could be with her. She’d never need to know anything about me and Vick. I could make her happy—give her back the life we’d taken away from her. I would give her anything she wanted.

When I got to condo, she was sleeping sweetly on the couch
, clutching her phone. I sat beside her. Pushing the hair from her face, I watched her sleep for a bit, before taking her to bed. I spent the rest of the night staring out at the New York skyline and making plans.

“Let’s go somewhere,” I said.

She was lying beside me naked, her skin flush with mine.

“Where?”

“Some place tropical. I’m talking white sandy beaches, palm trees, and fruity drinks with umbrellas in them. I want to see you in a two piece with a big floppy hat.”

She considered my offer and became serious. “There’s one problem, though.”

“Oh yeah? And what is that?”

“I don’t
do
floppy,” she said, grabbing my dick.

We broke down laughing and I kissed her nose. “You’re right. Very poor choice of words.
“

“But y
ou definitely had me at white sandy beaches. When do we leave?”

Two days later, we were on a plane leaving New York
. The flight to Barbados wasn’t terrible, at least for me it wasn’t. I’d never seen Rosslyn drink, but she drank like a fish on the plane. She waited until it was time to board to let me know she’d never flown before.

B
y the time we landed, I still didn’t have full circulation in my fingers, and she was slurring and leaning against me. It was adorable to see her so carefree and giggly. Making our way outside, I let her use my body as wall.

A car picked us up at the airport and took us to
our destination. It was a five-star hotel with all the amenities, and we had one of the large suites at the very top.

Th
e elevator ride up to the room was the longest ride in the history of elevator rides. The only thing keeping me from fucking Rosslyn right there, was the elderly couple who smiled politely at us from the other side.

“A
re you two on your honeymoon?” the lady asked.

Rosslyn
smiled drunkenly up at me, waiting to see how I’d respond. A million smart-ass responses came to mind, but instead I smiled down at Rosslyn and pretended just a little while that a happily ever after existed between us.

“Yes,
” I whispered, never taking my eyes off of her. “She’s definitely the one.”

“How sweet,” t
he lady said.

The elevator chimed and the doors opened to let the coup
le off on their floor. Reaching across the elevator, I pushed the button to the top floor rapidly before anyone else could get on. I was definitely not in the mood for anymore company.

“It’s about time,
” Rosslyn chuckled, pushing me against the wall.

She
rubbed against me, moving her lips over mine. I smiled and grabbed her ass, lifting her until she could wrap her legs around my waist.

“Our honeymoon, huh?”
she taunted. “Sebastian Black
married
. That’s kind of funny.”

“Five more minutes
.” I nipped at her chin.

“Five more minutes?”
she asked confused.

“Yes.”
I looked up as the red light lit up for our floor and the doors opened. “Now it’s four, and then you can put that beautiful smart mouth to better use.”

“Sebastian,
” she pushed playfully at my chest and giggled.

I didn’t put her down
when I walked out of the elevator, nor did I bat an eyelash at the couple who nearly jumped out of the way trying to get into the elevator after us.

“Excuse us,” Rosslyn
said as I pushed the key card into the door.

The night was a blur of crazy, out
of control, wild sex. Everything was put to use, our hands, mouths, tongues and every body part possible. We invented new positions and enjoyed old ones. I didn’t give her time to catch her breath, and in return, she didn’t show me any mercy. It was fucking beautiful.

When we were both exhausted and couldn’t keep our eyes open any longer, we fell asleep in the massive king
-sized bed. Before I let my eyes close, I realized sleeping with Rosslyn in my arms was something I never wanted to give up. She could never find out my secret. I just wouldn’t let it happen.

“Can you rub some of this on me?” Rosslyn asked, holding out
a bottle of sunblock.

“As if you’d have to ask me to rub your body,” I teased.
Taking the bottle, I squeezed a generous amount into my palm and rubbed it on her soft skin.

We were planning on spending a while on the beach
because Rosslyn had never been to one before. And the last thing either of us wanted, was to ruin our mini vacation with a sunburn.

She looked amazing in a green and yellow bikini. Her long, shapely legs stretched out as she laid on her stomach
, with her arms tucked under her face. I ran my fingers across the arch in her back, blending in the sunblock.

“This is heaven,” she sighed, closing her eyes and breathing in deeply.

Leaning over her, I placed a soft kiss on her cheek. “The perfect place for my angel,” I whispered in her ear.

A smile tugged at her plump lips and I had to c
ontrol the urge to kiss her again and again. The heat from the sun, mixed with the heat I was feeling just looking at her, was too much.

“So I’ve been curious about something,” she said,
keeping her eyes closed.

“What?”

“What was the whole deal with the name Jessica? Where did it come from?”

The dreaded question. I didn’t like to revisit my childhood very much, and I hated talking about it
. But for Rosslyn, I’d do it.

“I
didn’t have a typical childhood, and was raised in multiple foster homes. Bad things happened around me, and to me, that I didn’t want to think about. When I wanted to escape, I watched cartoons.”

She opened her eyes and looked over at me.

I hated the look she was giving me—pity. “Please don’t look at me like that. Going through hard times makes you who you are. Anyway, I named all the girls in my book after cartoon characters.”

“The girls were your escape,” she said.

She understood me like no other. It only made my heart swell more for her.

I let my fingers linger over her spine, as I looked away and explained.
“Yes, but I reserved my favorite character, Jessica Rabbit, for the most special woman of all. When you walked into my club that first night, I knew you were my Jessica.”

I could feel her eyes on me, but she didn’t speak
right away.

“Does that
make you my rabbit? Can I call you Roger?”

A grin lifted my cheeks until they hurt. She was definitely the one. No pushing buttons or asking questions that made me uncomfortable. She let me come around in my own way
, on my own time. Plus, she knew all about Roger Rabbit, my favorite cartoon character.

I was met with her sweet smile when I
finally looked her in the face. She really was the most amazing woman. Leaning closer, I kissed her beneath her ear and inhaled her sweet scent, mixed with the coconut scented sunblock. She shivered and it gave me the satisfaction I’d been going after.

“You can call me anything you’d like. I’ll be your
rabbit all night long, baby.”

“
And keep going, and going, and going…”

I laid on top of her and tickled her sides. Laughing, I spoke in her ear.
"Wrong rabbit, you minx.”

She squirmed under me and
I could already feel myself getting hard. Leaning back, I counted to ten. If this kept up, I’d walk around in a permanent state of arousal.

“I’m going for a swim,” I said, standing from
her chair.

“I’ll be
here,” she said with a little wave.

The cold ocean water cooled my burning flesh as I waded out over my head and swam against the waves. Turning around, I looked back at the beach. The white sand and blue umbrellas stretched as far as
the eye could see. It was paradise, and I was happy to be able to share it with the woman who had captured my heart.

Later, we left the beach
to go for some drinks at a tiki bar that wasn’t far from where we’d been. Rosslyn walked with her sandals in hand, wearing a white bathing suit cover draping from her shoulder. Her red hair was disheveled and full of long loose curls from the ocean water drying in her hair. She was more than beautiful.

As promised, I order us two fruity drinks with umbrellas and we sat at the bar.

“What would you like to do next?” I asked, taking a pull from my straw.

“I don’t care. This is paradise. I’m happy just sitting here,” she smiled.

“I like making you happy.”

I was turning into a mushy fucker, but I couldn’t help it. It’s what she did to me.

“Well, you’re very good at it.”

Leaning in, I kissed her. The taste of her strawberry flavored drink rolled across my tongue. She was delicious.

The following day, we moved from our hotel to a beach cottage I rented for the rest of the week. I was seriously considering buying a property while we were there, but I didn’t want to spend any of my time with Rosslyn doing anything business related.

The cottage was all white
, with massive floor to ceiling windows on all four sides. There were views of the beach and palm trees in every direction. I looked through one of the windows after my shower, to see Rosslyn standing on the upper deck looking out at the ocean. Her hair was pulled up in a knot, but stray flyway’s swept across her face.

I watched as she closed her eyes and let the breeze move across her cheeks. She looked content, and I knew in that moment I’d spend the rest of my life making sure she always felt that way. There was no doubt about it, I was in love with her.