Life of a Fool (London Brothers Book 2) (27 page)

“Jace…”  Her right arm came up and wrapped around my neck,
pulling me closer to her.  “I hate him.  I’m glad he’s dead,” she sobbed.

“I know, baby.  Me too.  I only wish he was alive to know
what he did…what
he
should have to live with, not you.”

“Oh, Jace.”

“It’s going to be okay.  We will do this together.  We will
heal together.  And when the time is right, when you are ready,
we
will
start our own family.  Me and you.”

She gasped.  “I can still have babies?”

“Yes, I’m sorry.  I should have thought…you’ve been
unconscious.  Yes, sweetheart.  You
and I
can still have a baby.”  I
winked, and she let out a tiny laugh.  Then, my girl looked up to the ceiling
and mouthed, “Thank you, God.”  I couldn’t help it anymore…a single tear roll
down my cheek. 

I stayed in the hospital for four days just to be sure I
didn’t start to bleed again.  I had several ultrasounds to check my healing and
every time, I had to look away from the screen that held an empty womb where my
baby had been just days before.  The first one I had a few hours after my
surgery.  I sobbed openly and held onto Jason like my life depended on it…which
was exactly how I felt.  He kissed my face and whispered his love into my ear
as the doctor worked quickly to check my stitches. 

We were flying home by ourselves.  Craig and the guys left a
few days earlier, and I was happy to have Jason all to myself.  As we sat in
First Class, high above the ocean, I leaned onto Jason’s shoulder, closed my
eyes, and tried to sleep. 

He kissed my forehead and said, “Legs?”

“Yeah?”  I answered without looking at him. 

“I was thinking.  Would you rather live in San Diego or
Denver?”

I leaned up and looked at him.  “What?”

“Well, I was just wondering if you would like a house near
my family or near Craig and Keri.”

I smiled and said, “Baby, I don’t care where we live as long
as I have you.”

“Good girl.  That’s what I hoped you would say.”  He
laughed.

“Oh yeah?  So where do you want to live?”

“I was thinking it would be nice to stay around my family in
San Diego, but I’d like to look at buying a house on the beach…one that you and
I pick out together.”  He lifted my hand and kissed the back of it. 

“I would like that very much.”

“Then it’s done.  We’ll start looking this week.”  He kissed
my lips and used his hand to gently lay my head back onto his shoulder.  “Sleep,
baby.”

“Jace?”

“Yeah?”

“I want you,” I whispered.

“Is that right?”

“Yes.  I need you to touch me.  I feel like you’re afraid.”

He turned in his seat, causing me to lift my head and tilted
my chin to look into my eyes.  “I’m not afraid of anything other than hurting
your beautiful body.  I don’t want to add to your pain, baby.  I want you when
we can enjoy it together.  And just for the record, I have some delicious
things planned for that moment.”  Jason’s lips slammed onto mine and his tongue
pushed its way in, sweeping and devouring my own.  I grabbed the back of his
neck and met every lick, sweep, and suck he delivered.  I loved it.  I felt
whole having my Jace kissing me like that. 

We pulled away from each other, panting.  “Now, does that
tell you how much I want you?  Rest up while you can because when you’re
cleared to make love to me, you’re going to need a lot of energy.  I believe I
owe you a spanking and I have a brand new toy I’d like to try…if you’re up to
it.” 

I smiled and said, “That sounds incredibly kinky and
absolutely wonderful.  I’m ready to start living.  I want all that you have,
all that you want to show me, Jace.  You said it was all for our pleasure, and
that’s exactly what I want.”

“That’s good, Legs. I can’t
wait to get started too.  You have no idea the fun shit I have planned for you.” 
He winked at me, and I felt my body respond.  He turned back in his chair, and
I resumed my sleeping position.

*****

I’d stopped bleeding about a week after we returned to San
Diego, and I was on the tail end of the antibiotics the doctor had given me in
Hawaii.  I was headed to a check-up with my new doctor and hoping for the all
clear to have sex.  Jason had been so sweet, so patient, especially when I
would burst into tears as my grief took over and was accompanied by my
out-of-sync hormones. I felt like I was going crazy.  I would even cry over
Antonio and the loss of the man I once loved and who loved me.  Jason
understood.  As a matter of fact, he was pushing me to talk about the good
things, the good life I had with Antonio.  He knew I needed to grieve him too. 
I had a long way to go, but with Jason by my side, loving me the way he did,
holding me tight and telling me all the things that lay ahead for us, I was
slowly beginning to feel whole again.

The following week, I met with Dr. Warren for almost an
hour.  He was an older man who quickly informed me that he had four grown
daughters of his own and understood all too well what I was going through.  I
loved him from the very beginning.  By the time we were done, I was cleared for
sex, my cast removal was right on schedule for the following week, and I was
set with a birth control shot that lasted for a few years.  I was a happy
girl. 

Jason was waiting for me in the waiting room when I walked
out with a big smile on my face.  I desperately wanted to feel like myself…my
old self. 

“Everything go okay?”  He waggled his eyebrows at me. 

“Yes, it did.  Let’s go home.”  We were still staying at
Jason’s house while looking for a new home to start our life.  He drove like
crazy from the doctor’s office, back to our home.  “Hey, slow down.  We want to
get back safely.”

“I know.  I just really need you.  Like now!”  I laughed,
then reached over and rubbed my hands across his cock.  He was hard and pushed
tight against his jeans.  “Baby, please don’t do that.  I’m about to come all
over myself.”

“Shh…no talking.”  I unbuttoned his pants and slid my hand
down beneath the waistband of his boxer briefs.  Grabbing his hard cock, I
pulled it free and started stroking it as he tried to concentrate on driving. 

“Dammit!  Stop!  Please, Legs.  I can’t.  Feels too good.” 
I just smiled.  “Baby, I have plans.  Please stop.”  His sweet, lustful voice
made me stop my pursuit when I saw that we were pulling into the driveway.  “Oh,
thank God.”

He parked his truck in the garage and hobbled to my side,
yanked me out, and slammed my body against the side of the truck.  “That’s two
now.”  Jason’s mouth covered mine, and his tongue pushed passed my lips
apparently in search of my tonsils.  He kissed me with such ferocity I wasn’t
sure we would make it out of the garage.  But as soon as the thought crossed my
mind, he scooped me into his arms and carried me inside and straight to our
bedroom. 

“Two what?”  I breathed out.

His devilish eye looked at me and said, “Two spankings.  I
owe you one from weeks ago.”

“Oh.”  Delicious tingles ran down my body all the way to my
core.

Still holding me in his arms, Jason kissed my neck and
whispered, “You and I are about to reacquaint ourselves in the best way
possible.” 

I laughed and said, “Bring it on.” 

He put me down on my feet and I stood before him, letting
him undress every part of my body.  His hands skimmed the sides of my ribs and
the edge of my breasts as his mouth continued to nuzzle and kiss my neck.  “I
need you, baby.”

“Me too.”  I reached for his jeans, unfastened them, and pushed
them over his hips.  “Jace…”

“I know.”  When we were both completely naked, he picked me
back up and walked me to the bed.  “I love you, Lori Ann.  You are finally all
mine.”

“Yes, Jason.  I belong to you.”  He lay me on the bed and
stood, looking over my body. 

“I said I owe you a few spankings, but first I have a little
something special planned.”  He reached for something in the bedside table
drawer before turning on some music and crawling on the bed, carefully lying on
my body. 
Crazy Love
by Van Morris started to play, making me smile.

“Oh yeah?”  I raised one eyebrow, curious about his plans.

“Yes.  I believe I promised you an oil rub not so long ago.” 
I frowned, remembering his exact promise right before Antonio stole me away.  “Hey,
no unhappy thoughts.  Okay?”  He leaned down and sucked my left nipple into his
mouth.  I arched off the bed and grabbed his hair.  He suddenly pulled back and
stared at me, lost for a moment.

“What is it?”  He asked.  “Did I hurt you?”

“No.  They are just very sensitive, that’s all.”  I felt the
tears threaten, but I held back.

“I’m sorry.”  He kissed my lips so sweet and tenderly.  “Want
me to leave them alone?”

“No.  It feels good, just extra sensitive.”  I pulled his
head back and looked into his eyes, then said, “I love you.  Please don’t stop.” 
I pushed his head back onto me. 

After a few minutes, he said, “Turn over and lay on your
stomach.”  I did as I was told and felt a warm stream drip across my back.  “Relax.” 
His hands smoothed the most luxurious smelling oil across my shoulders, back,
ribs, and down my ass.  The slow motion of his continuous movements lulled me
into a deep, relaxing half-sleep.  It wasn’t until I felt more of the liquid
drip between my cheeks and down my inner thighs that I started to really pay
attention to what Jason was doing.  His fingers dipped low and brushed my folds
and my clit, causing me to moan.  “Feels good, huh?”

“Hmm…” was all I could come up with.  Between his hands and
the soft music, I was completely lost in the moment.

I felt him shift on the bed before he leaned down and
whispered, “Next time, we do this blindfolded.  For now, I want you to watch,
know it’s me.”

“Oh, God, yes!”  His hands continued their path down my legs
to my feet where he took a few minutes to massage the arch of each foot before
moving back up to my thighs.  I was shaking with anticipation of the feel of
him between my legs.

“Stop shaking.  I know what you need.  Just wait a little
longer.”  Jason’s voice was stern, but so sexy and loving.  I took a deep
breath and tried to calm my body.  “That’s it.”  He slipped a finger into my
pussy, and I let out a groan of appreciation.  “So ready for me, baby.”

“Yes, Jace.  Please.  Take me.  Now.”

“Hang on.”  He pulled out, then put two fingers back into me
and stroked a few more times before removing his fingers.  “Turn over on your
back for me.”  I carefully flipped my body and he moved to the side, then
climbed back on top, straddling me. 

I smiled at his beautiful face.  “I love the music.”

“Well, I might have been little excited about the
possibility of
this
after today’s appointment.”  He tried to look shy,
but I laughed as he shrugged his shoulders.  “All the best, but none of that
Bon Jovi crap.”

“Hey!  Leave Jon out of this.”  Jason grinned, then leaned
down and kissed me with a hunger I’d never get used to. 

No more talking… 

His hands went to my breasts, rubbing and pinching my
nipples.  I tried to gasp, but his mouth swallowed all sounds.  When he leaned
back, I frowned.  “I want you.”

“I’m not done with my massage yet.  Now, leave your eyes
open, watch me.”  He squirted more oil into his hands and brushed them softly
across my breasts.  The feeling was too soft and made me crazy with need.  I
watched as his hands worked their way around my chest and stomach.  When he
dripped more oil right above my folds and smiled as he watched it slowly drip
down toward my clit, I nearly attacked him. 

“Jace…I can’t…” 

He suddenly threw the bottle of oil across the room, pumped
his cock with his oily hands and slammed into me as his mouth covered mine.  I
tried to scream his name, but couldn’t with his tongue sweeping and consuming
me.  He wasn’t moving his cock, so I started to wiggle my hips, and he released
my mouth and said, “Stop.  Oh God, I’m sorry.  I didn’t mean to attack you like
that, baby.  I just couldn’t stand it anymore.”

“No, Jason.  I needed it.  Please.  I’m okay.  Please,
baby.  Fuck me!  Hard.” 

“Shit!”  His cock twitched inside me and he began to slowly
drive in and out of my pussy.  “Not fucking, Legs,” he growled.  “Never fucking
with you.  Never.”

“Okay.”  I pulled his head down to mine and kissed him.  “I
love you.”

“I love you, too.”  He leaned down, licking and teasing my
nipple with his tongue as I watched our bodies making love.  “I love watching
us.”

“Me too.”  He looked down where his cock was steadily
rocking in and out of my body and said, “Someday,
this
is going to give
us the family we want, and I can’t wait.”

Tears choked out any response I could’ve had.  They weren’t
sad tears, though.  They were full of hope and love and gratefulness.  And
Jason saw it too as I smiled and nodded “yes.”  He responded with a low groan
and picked up his pace, driving harder and longer into me.  I arched my back,
closed my eyes, and let the orgasm that was building in my legs take over my
body.  “So beautiful.  Yes, Legs.  Come for me.  Come now.” 

“Oh…God…”  I screamed at the height of my climax and Jason
cursed, then grabbed me around the waist and lifted me straight up, jamming his
cock deeper into me.  He bit down on my shoulder and slapped my ass as he came,
causing my orgasm to go a little longer.

Jason kissed and licked his bite mark, apologizing for it. “No,
I loved it.  Made my body tingle.”

“And how about Spanking Number One?  You okay?”

“Yes.”  I kissed his lips.  “And that was amazing.  You are
amazing, and I love you.”

“Well, thank you.”  Jason kissed my nose.  “But that was
only the beginning.  We have so many things to do…to try together.”