Let Me Love You (11 page)

        
I make it to my bedroom and try to close the door but James gets to my room just as I’m closing it. He catches the door, walks into my room and closes it behind him. I start walking backwards but James catches me by my waist. I place my hand on his forearms and reach up to kiss him, soft at first but James deepens our kiss. My hands travel up to his head; I love running my fingers through his hair. His hand slides up to cup my ass and he pulls me closer to him. I can feel his erection pushing into my stomach, and I lift the hem of his wet clingy t-shirt. I can’t full lift it over his head, as I’m a short-ass, so he does it for me. He drops it on the floor and kisses me again, our tongues playing with each other, tasting. I moan and James peels my soaking wet top up over my breasts, shoulders and my head and it joins his t-shirt on the floor. His hands rest on my hips, his thumbs stroking my bare skin. I feel for his button and zipper without breaking our kiss. I slip my hand down his jeans and boxers at the same time and find he is hot and hard and ready for me.

I grip
his cock and run my hand up and down him. A small moan breaks from James’s throat and I inhale his pleasure, which sends my body racing even more. I push his jeans and boxers down to the floor and James steps out of them. I give him a sweet smile and kneel before him, looking up at him through my lashes with his cock in one hand. “Oh, how I have missed your mouth baby, I have been waiting for you to lick me with that delicious tongue of yours.” I lick the whole length of his shaft; I had forgotten how big he is. Oh, he tastes so good. I flick my tongue over the head where a bead of pre-cum has formed. I take him slowly into my mouth, until I have him all inside me and I can feel him at the back of my throat. I suck slowly at first, but then begin to pick up speed.  He thrusts his hips so that he is fucking my mouth, “Oh God baby … so good. I don’t want to come in your mouth Tally … Stop baby!” I pull back and stand to face him again. He kisses me, his tongue invading my mouth.

He starts to trail kisses down
my neck, down to my breasts, his hands expertly unclipping my bra, where it joins our clothes on the floor. James is completely naked but I’m still wearing my shorts and panties. James drags his teeth along my earlobe and trails kisses down my collar bone to the base of my neck. A shiver runs through my body. “If you keep shivering at my every touch, I’m not going to last Tally.” He cups my breast and pulls at my nipple. I arch my back while he takes my other nipple in his hot wet mouth. His tongue, running circles around my nipple, is making my body hotter, He continues down my stomach, kissing, licking and sucking as he goes. I place my hands on his shoulders, his skin hot under my fingers. He reaches my hip bone and nips it with his teeth and I cry out with both pleasure and pain. James looks up at me through his lashes and smiles his sexy smile, “You like that?” I look down at him and nod with a smile spread across my face.

He un
buttons my shorts and leisurely pulls my zipper down. He hooks both thumbs into my shorts and panties and slides them down my thighs, to my ankles, “Step out baby.” I do as he says, still holding his shoulders to balance myself. I have come this far and I’m feeling an overwhelming surge of pride in myself. I can do this, I won’t let that scumbag win anymore. James kisses the inside of my thighs, left first, then right and I can feel my knees getting ready to buckle.

“James …” H
e stops kissing me and his blue eyes look at me.

“Are you ok
ay? Do you want me to stop? It’s okay if you do baby, I don’t want to push.” I smile and I can know that I’m falling for him. Hard. My head and my hearts know this. I place my hands either side of James’s face.

“James I’m fine, I’m more than fine. Can we mov
e to my bed? I don’t think my legs will support me when I come” He smiles and my James is back.

He stands and lifts me and within a few seconds I’m lying on my bed with James resting between my legs. ”Open up for m
e baby, I need to taste my favorite flavor” He kisses my thighs slowly and seductively until he reaches my sex. His hot tongue finds my clit, and he slowly runs his tongue up and down, round and round making my body bow off the bed; I fist my hands in his hair and hold him tight to me. I can hear him moan slightly and I know that he is enjoying me. “You smell like pineapple baby. Fucking delicious.” I am all sensation. The joyful sounds from the street have faded from my hearing. It’s just James and me in our own little world. My room could be anywhere in the world and I wouldn’t know it as long as James Wilde was making love to me. I feel two fingers slide into me and the sensation doubles. I can feel my body starting to tremble. James picks up the speed of his fingers sliding into me and I know that I will come pretty soon. With James’ fingers and tongue assault my clit, my body trembles even more and when James just grazes my clit with his teeth it’s enough to send my body into a delicious spiral of sensation.

”Oh G
od...James...So good”  My body bows off the bed again, I have a fist full of sheet, all the while James continues finger fucking me and slows the pressure on my clit until I can’t take anymore. “STOP!” I scream. I’m panting, trying to slow my breathing. James slides up my body. Wow, that was amazing; by Christ does he know what he is doing! “I couldn’t take anymore, that was intense … Wild even.” I smile at him and bite my lip.

“Apt description
,” James smiles and covers my body with his and kisses me deeply again. “So, you liked that?” I smile and nod. “Are you okay, baby? Do you think you’re ready for us to take the next step?”

I kno
w I’m ready, this is a huge leap for me but I need to take it. My life can’t be put on hold any longer. James’s touches will erase Dean’s. “James, I want to take this step with you, fuck me please.” He shakes his head with a little chuckle.

“No baby
, I don’t want to fuck you. I want to make love to you for the first time, but believe me baby, it most certainly won’t be the last.” He kisses me and our tongues dance in each of our mouths. I hand him a condom from my bedside table. James rolls the condom on and places himself between my legs. He holds his weight on his elbow, looking down on me. “If you want to stop at any time just tell me, okay?” I nod, my breathing slightly ragged and I’m unsure whether it’s from fear or lust. James slowly sinks into me and I close my eyes, taking him one inch at a time. He sinks fully into me but he stops. I still have my eyes closed and I feel James’ soft lips on mine. “Tally, look at me baby.” I open my eyes to look at the biggest bluest eyes I have ever seen and they are looking deep into my soul. “You okay?  I’m going to move.”

I smile
. “I’m okay, take me slowly at first.” He bends to kiss me and with his lips soothing mine, He starts to move, our eyes locked. We are fully connected and I realize that James Wilde wants me, all of me. The good and the bad.

This is where I want to be.

James moves slowly in and out of my wetness, and it feels so good to be here with him right at this moment. “Fuck baby you feel so good, so tight. Perfect fit for me. Say my name, Tally.” I give him a sweet smile, and I know that I’m safe with him. James won’t hurt me, he loves me. Fuck. James Wilde loves me. I touch James’ face and he smiles at me, while sticking to his slow leisurely pace. It feels amazing to have him fill me, to have him make me want him more than any man ever has before.

“Faster James … faster please
,” I beg, the slow pace is killing me. He doesn’t have to be told twice. James picks up the pace of his thrusts. He is making love to me like it’s our last night together. James groans and shifts his body so he can apply pressure on my clit.

“I want us to come together baby
.” My breathing is staggered at the same time as that delicious sensation builds inside me yet again. James picks up speed and I let go.

“I’m coming James! Oh G
od. James. Fuuuuck” My body tenses around his cock inside me and it set his orgasm off. It feels like our orgasms go on forever until James stills, eyes locked, ragged breathing and falls to my side.

“Wow baby
, that was epic. I have never come so hard in my life.” He turns to face me like he has just found out something special. “It’s you, you do this to me.” I smile at him and we both lay there trying to steady our breathing. James is lying next to me with his head on my shoulder and his arm draped over my stomach. He is running his fingers around my navel which tickles and I giggle. I run my fingers through his damp hair and he kisses my neck. This is nice. James has made me forget why I was so scared in the first place. He has lifted my spirits and I feel lighter in myself. I fight to hold the tears back but I start to cry and I try to wipe the tears away before James sees. I fail miserably and James twists his body to look at me. We are now eye to eye, “Oh no baby don’t cry. Please. What’s wrong?” I stroke his cheek and trail my thumb across his bottom lip; these lips are mine.

“James I never thought I would get to this point in my life again, but you helped me here and I will always be grateful to you for that. I enjoyed every second of it and yes I would do it again but only with you
. This means to much so much, it’s indescribable” He gives me a sexy grin.

“Well I’m glad that it was with me and yes I will be the only guy to make love to you
from today onwards. You are mine Natalia Slone and I’m yours … always” I kiss him and the tingling feeling sweeps through my body again but I hold it back just for now. 

James has
helped me overcome the biggest fear of my life and I owe him to try. It still lingers with me as to why James Wilde, Hollywood’s newest TV superstar, wants me but that is for another day to question. We fall asleep holding each other like we have done it a thousand times before; it feels effortless and natural to be here with him. Not sure how long we sleep for but I wake to find that we have moved while sleeping. I am now facing James’ back with my arm draped over his waist, and James has his arms draped backwards over my hip. I kiss the space between his shoulder blades, his skin hot and slightly salty from sweating after our amazing love making. I place his arm over his body and slowly climb out of bed. I need to pee. I stand in my bathroom looking at my reflection in the mirror. I would say I looked the same but I don’t. My cheeks are flushed and my hair looks like I have been dragged through the bushes, but I’m holding my head high. I’m not moping anymore; there’s happiness in my face that hasn’t been there is such a long time. It’s all thanks to one Mr James Wilde. I’m wearing James’s white t-shirt, which is now dry from the earlier street water fight and a pair of my boy shorts.

I walk back into my room an
d watch James sleep in my bed. God he looks like an Angel when he sleeps. My Angel. I stand there just looking at him when I see my phone lights up, letting me know I have a text. I quietly walk towards my bedside table and pick up my phone. The text is from Cassidy.

Cassidy: You didn’t call
me back, bitch!!!

Me: Sorry, Wilde popped around ;)

Cassidy: Did you fuck him?? TELL ME NOW!

Me: Yes, details later. He is lying in my bed sleeping. Love you

Cassidy: Whore. But I love you. Send me a pic NOW!!!!

I giggle quietly and s
nap a picture of James sleeping. He is lying on his stomach now but he is facing me. The sparkle from the fair lights are giving a small amount of glow on his body and face. Just enough to show off his beautiful body, the sheet sitting nicely on the bottom of his back. I hit send and it takes Cass seconds to reply.

Cassidy: You lucky bitch, WOW
! Tally you have yourself a freaking sex god. Whoop, Go Tally ;)

Me: Hahaha night doll. I’m going back to bed. Love you. X

Cassidy: Night. Love you

She is such a nut but I love her with all my heart.

         I make my way down to the kitchen. It’s dark outside now and Scarlett is sitting at the dining table on her laptop. I blush even without her looking at me. “Hey Scar, what are you up to?” I startle my sister with my sudden question.

“Oh G
od, Pup, you scared the shit out of me!” She looks me up and down, smirks at me and I know that she knows what’s happened. “I’ve had an email from the artist I want to perform at my party.” I clap my hands together like a five year old having a lollipop.

“What
did they say, are they going to show up?” She smiles and I already know the answer.

“
Yep! The fee has been agreed to, so I’m one happy Scarlett. Just like you are one happy Pup.” I hug her and try to read her email but she closes her laptop. I sit down and wait for the sisterly questions. Shit. “So Pup, you okay?” I frown.

“Yeah!
Why would you think I’m not?” She looks me up and down, waving her hand at my clothes, or lack thereof. “Oh! Umm yeah, James is upstairs sleeping in my bed.” I look shyly down at the hem of James’ t-shirt. Scarlett lifts my chin up so that I’m looking at her.

“Tell me
, Pup” I shrug.

“We had sex.
Well, he made love to me.” Scarlett takes hold of my hands in hers and goes into Big Sister mode.

“Are you ok
ay? How did it go? Okay, you don’t need to go into full detail, but I want to know Talls.” I blush again and smile at the memories.