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Christophe did that. Hunted other
djamphir. A chill moved down my back. After all, he was Sergej’s son. They told me Augustine had brought him in, and my mother was the reason he stayed in the Order.
Except Christophe had told me something else.
If I need a reason now, Dru, it will have to be you.
Talk about an uncomfortable thought. The fang marks on my wrist throbbed a little, but I ignored the feeling. I was getting good at ignoring stuff. If there was an Olympics I’d probably qualify. I’d go for the gold.
“After a certain amount of time, every
ephialtes
will question why he is killing his brothers. And what will eventually happen to him once his masters tire of him, no matter how useful he is. Scarabus questioned, and he turned against them. Normally he would have been hunted down by every
ephialtes
and
wampyr
his masters could induce to do such a thing. But Scarabus had an advantage.”
Leon stirred restlessly behind me.
Beaufort finished his last slow turn, and his eyes settled on me. “He had a sister.”
A ripple went through the room. A few of the boys, unable to help themselves, actually glanced at me and away quickly.
Great.
I sank back into the couch, wishing for some of Leon’s wallflower juice.
“Scarabus’s first act of disobedience was taking his infant sister and hiding her. Their human mother died in childbirth, and Scarabus must have told his master that the child had died as well. Such things being common in antiquity. Nothing more is known until fifteen years later, when the sister was on the verge of
blooming
. He could no longer keep her a secret, so he drank her dry.”
My stomach turned over hard. “He
what
?” It burst out of me.
Beaufort actually winced. “He, ahem, killed her. Drank past the point of bonding, past the point of the blood-dark, past the point of crippling. He absorbed his sister. And used the strength in her blood to become something the
wampyr
could not stand against. At least, something the taproot of their species could not stand against. Without that taproot—”
“Whoa. He ate his
sister
?” It was the guy in front of me. I was feeling kind of glad someone else was having the same reaction. Guess chivalry isn’t dead.
Beaufort sighed. It was a Dylan-class sigh, but without the shades of patient aggravation Dylan could have put into it. “Essentially, yes. He absorbed her essence and used the resulting aura-dark to strike at the Vampire King. Who was, incidentally, Scarabus’s master for most of his life.”
“Wait. The aura-dark.” I remembered that term faintly. “What is that?”
Nobody breathed or moved for a long few seconds. I was getting used to that, whenever I asked a really basic question. They took all these things for granted, since most of them had been raised
djamphir
. It kind of made me wonder what I’d be taking for granted if Mom was still alive.
Now
there
was an uncomfortable thought.
Beaufort looked up over my head, and a faint tinge of pink touched his cheeks. “It is what happens when a
djamphir
drinks blood. After a certain point, the, ah, the
nosferat
part of our heritage rises to the surface. We gain more strength, more speed—and less ability to withstand sunlight. It burns us just as it burns them, when we give in to the craving.” His mouth pursed. “We’ll cover more of that later, Milady. With your permission?”
So that was why Christophe had hidden from the sun after biting me. I nodded, pulled my jaw back up. Closed my mouth with a snap. Gee, I was just learning new things all over. I wished I had my hoodie on. Gooseflesh crept up my arms, spread down my back.
“Without the King, the Court scattered and gradually lost their ability to walk during the day. Which brings us back to the point of this lecture. Why do you suppose Scarabus had to hide his sister?”
I just knew I was going to say something snide. “For snacking later?”
There were a couple of gasps, one horrified chuckle, and several snorts. A few of the boys looked down at their notepads or books, one or two of them with bright crimson cheeks.
I never used to wise off in class. Things were just changing all over.
If Beaufort’s mouth could have turned down any further, he would have looked like a commercial for bitter beerface. “No, Milady. Because the thing that allowed the Vampire King—and therefore the rest of the
wampyr
—to walk during the day was regular ritual infusions of
svetocha
blood. Which is, incidentally, what makes
svetocha
such high-priority targets for both us
and
them.” The grimace eased up into a mirthless grin, one that showed his white, white teeth as the
aspect
ran through him again. The fangs look different when they’re exposed and lengthening. Thicker, with a distinctive curve. “
Svetocha
have become increasingly rare ever since, for reasons we’re still working to understand.” He finally turned away from me, his eyes roving the class. “Over the course of four centuries after the killing of the King, the Court scattered. Human populations were also on the move, and a pale copy of the original Court settled in Greece, since Egypt and, by extension, the Hittite empire proved . . . unwholesome. Unfortunately, though, Scarabus and his followers could only train so many
djamphir
; casualties were high, and the
wampyr
had the upper hand until fairly recently, when the Treaty with the wulfen was made.” He glanced at the clock over the door. “I think that’s enough lecture for today. Open your books to page 285, please, and—”
I dug for my book, but the roaring in my ears drowned out most of what he said next. The marks on my wrist had mostly healed by now. They were just two innocent little bruised-looking divots, right where the radial pulse beat. Marks from Christophe’s teeth.
I didn’t take. I only
borrowed
. Remember that.
He could have killed me. I remembered the ripping, tearing,
awful
sensation as something more than blood was pulled out of me. And that was only three long, hellish gulps. And after that he’d called up fog to shield us and hunted the vampires chasing us and—
“Milady?” Beauforte’s voice. “Be so kind as to read us the first passage on page 285.”
“Yeah.” I flipped two more pages. “Sure. All right. Two eighty-five.”
My eyes wandered and I had something caught in my throat. But I got through three paragraphs on something about the patterns of vampire migration during the Peloponnesian War and wasn’t called on for the rest of the class. I made it through by just putting my head down and staring at the pages, my eyes blurring. I’d catch hell for it on quizzes next week, but Jesus. Remembering someone sucking your blood—and soul—out of you isn’t comfortable.
What would it be like to have that happen until you
died
?
I shifted uncomfortably every time I thought about it, and by the time class was over I was so ready to get the hell out of there. So it came as a complete surprise when the silk-button-down boy in front of me turned around and leaned over the back of his couch. “Hey.”
The book went jammed back into my bag. I grabbed my hoodie, shrugged into it. “Yeah?”
So I didn’t sound very welcoming. So what?
“You, um, wanna have some coffee? Sometime?”
What?
I stared at him like he was speaking a foreign language, and the shuffling noise in the room as everyone got ready to go crested. Then I realized what he was asking me, for whatever reason.
Words finally occurred to me. “I guess so.”
Now why did you say that, Dru? Like you’ve got time for a coffee klatch.
But hell, it was the first time someone had said anything to me that they didn’t absolutely
have
to. And yeah, I was the new girl. Always be cautious of the first guy who talks to you

that’s the rule for new girls. I could have recited it in my sleep.
But it had worked out fine last time, with Graves. Or not so fine, considering he’d kissed me once and decided he didn’t want to go further. And this guy looked so hopeful, and his blue eyes were warm and shy.
“I mean, sure,” my mouth replied independently of my brain. “Like when?”
He looked surprised but covered it well. “Um. Huh. Well, when are you free?”
Leon made a stifled noise behind me. I ignored him. “Weekends, mostly. Except this Saturday, I’m, uh, busy. So, um, Sunday? Like around one or so? We can meet in the caf.”
Way to play hard to get, Dru.
He looked like I’d just given him Christmas. “Yeah.” He stuck his hand over the back of the couch. “I’m Zeke.”
I barely pressed his warm fingers. Some guys go for the squeeze to prove they’re manly, but he wasn’t one. The
touch
didn’t leap to show me anything about him, either. “Dru.”
“I know.” He gave me a grin, dropped my hand, grabbed his books, and beat it out the door. I would have been insulted, but the way he was blushing was kind of cute.
“The ice,” Leon said to thin air over my head, “has now officially broken.”
I rolled my eyes, hauled myself to my feet. Said nothing. Sometimes, if you just ignore him when he gets all sarcastic, he shuts up.
Today was not one of those times.
“I suppose you wouldn’t care to come out to coffee with any of
us
.” He was still talking to the air above my head, his arms folded.
Oh, Jesus
. I kept my hand down with an effort. I was playing with Mom’s locket more and more often now. “Nobody ever asks me. I spend every day with you guys. What the hell?”
A single shrug, and he turned on his heel. “You’re going to be late. And you should be ready for that sort of reaction, Milady.”
“Why? What’s so wrong with a cup of coffee? Nobody else bothers to talk to me.”
“I really do believe you are a babe in the woods sometimes.” He took two gliding strides, cocked his head like he expected me to follow. “You’re
svetocha
, Milady. One girl, out of a total of two, in a school full of restless, hungry boys raised and schooled to be Kouroi. And . . .” A quick look around, his fine hair ruffling. The room had emptied. “Wherever you cast your glances, there will be trouble. Some have used that type of trouble to further their own ends.”
Did he mean that I’d already made trouble, or something else? Guess which one my money was laid on.
“You mean Anna,” I said flatly.
He gave me one of those Significant Glances a guy gives when he thinks you’re dumb but you’ve hit on something anyway. “I mean that your time is more precious than you know. Especially if they hold Trials.”
Trials. I’d finally found out what
that
meant, even though Benjamin didn’t want to talk about it. Where they slug it out over who gets to be in a particular group—in this case, one of my bodyguards. I didn’t like the notion. I mean, I can see the benefit of someone who will successfully beat the shit out of someone else as a bodyguard, but . . . it just didn’t seem right.
Besides, someone had tried to kill me in a Schola before. Several times. What’s to say that whoever won the Trials wouldn’t be someone who would try to put me in front of the suckers again? Or even . . .
Once I started going down that mental road, I started wondering about Benjamin and his entire crew. What if one of them had a reason to hate me? I saw them every day. Their rooms were right next to mine.
I ate
lunch
with them, for Christ’s sake.
“I’m not looking to hold Trials.” I hitched my bag up on my shoulder and headed for the door, my empty latte cup crumpling in one fist.
He got there first, swept the heavy door open, and glanced out into the hall. “Very wise of you. Or not.”
“My thoughts exactly.” I pushed past him, out into the hall, and stamped away.
It was going to be one of
those
days.
Of all my classes, Basic Firearm Safety was probably my favorite. Maybe because the first time I’d shown up, the lean dark unsmiling instructor—Babbage—had asked me what I knew about guns. I played a little dumb, asked him what he meant, and he smirked and showed me a table with a range of handguns, four different rifles, an AK-47, and a crossbow. There was ammo set off to the side, and he asked me if I had any idea what to do with any of it.
In front of the class, I checked, loaded, and laid each handgun; clipped the magazine into the AK-47; and was loading the rifles when the teacher coughed and said, “Well, I guess we know who my assistant
this
semester will be.”
Everyone had laughed, and I’d finished loading the rifles too. There was no reason to stop, and it felt good to have my hands performing movements they knew by heart.
I didn’t touch the crossbow, though. It looked like a polycarbon recurve, not a compound. The arrows were weird, with a head I’d never seen before. Even the gang down in Carmel who went out to clean sucker holes—the only time I ever heard of humans taking on suckers and winning—used guns, more guns, and flamethrowers. Nothing even close to a crossbow, for Christ’s sake.

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