Initiation (Master Class Book 1) (2 page)

“That felt real to me.” She rubbed her behind.

“Perhaps I’m mistaken,” he allowed. “But it seemed as if you might have wanted something more. BDSM is not just about impact. There’s a mental and emotional component as well. Trust is involved, and so is getting exactly what you’re looking for. I think you know that.”

She glanced at his contact information before taking his card and stuffing it into her pocket.

After saying good night but not responding to his offer, she left, closing the door behind her with a decisive click.

“Your technique’s a little rusty,” Joe observed.

“How long have you been lurking?” Logan pivoted to glare at his friend.

“Lurking? I prefer to think of it as making sure my guests find their way out safely.”

“He’s being nosy,” Noelle said, joining them. She pressed her fingertips to her husband’s forearm.

Logan didn’t miss the sign of deference and affection toward her Dom. Until this moment, he hadn’t envied the pair their hard-won relationship. Tonight, though, he felt a twinge of regret for the choices he’d made.

“I was hoping Jennifer would talk to you,” Noelle said.

“Maybe if Logan had more tact than your average gorilla, he might have had a chance.”

Noelle frowned at Joe.

“She took my card,” Logan said in his own defense. And maybe, maybe, she’d call.

* * * *

“You should call him,” Noelle said.

“Call who?” Jennifer feigned ignorance.

Noelle snagged a garlic bread stick from a basket and wagged it at Jennifer.

“Who are you talking about?” asked Eden, another member of the infamous Carpe Diem Divas.

To avoid the question, Jennifer reached for the bottle of Chianti. She refilled the wineglasses of the other women gathered around her kitchen table. They’d started meeting two years ago when they’d all been going through relationship challenges. They’d decided to seize life, no matter what it tossed at them. Over a pitcher of margaritas, the Carpe Diem Divas had been formed. Even though Noelle was now happily married to Joe, she still attended. Jennifer couldn’t blame her. Everyone brought something delicious to eat, and the drinks were always plentiful.

Tonight, they were meeting in her somewhat renovated Highlands bungalow for the first time. To save money, she was doing most of the remodeling herself, which meant some things were almost finished and others were nowhere close, including the dining room walls that were still a shocking shade of canary yellow.

“We’re talking about Logan Powell,” Noelle explained to Eden. “He’s a hunky Dom.” She folded her arms triumphantly. “And he’s interested in Jennifer.”

“What?” Eden demanded, turning to face Jennifer. “Details. Now. All of them.”

Hyperaware that she was the focus of everyone’s attention, she took a sip of wine and stalled. “There’s nothing to tell. Really.”

“Okay,” Eden said, apparently undaunted. “Where did you meet him?”

“At a play party at my house,” Noelle replied.

Jennifer scowled. “Do you mind? What if I wanted it to be a secret?”

“No secrets among friends,” Morgan insisted.

Noelle grinned.

“You went to a party?” Eden prompted. “About time.”

About a year ago, she and a few members of the Carpe Diem Divas had gone to see a movie about BDSM. Of course Jennifer had heard about BDSM, but seeing it played out, larger than life, with one of her favorite actors in the leading role as a Dom, she’d been intrigued. She’d watched, unblinkingly, as the man had removed his shirt and flogged his helpless submissive. She’d imagined herself in the heroine’s role, helpless beneath a man’s sensuous lash.

At a bar afterward, she’d pestered Noelle with dozens of questions. But it had taken Jennifer a number of months to gather the courage to accept an invitation to experience it for herself.

“So,” Eden persisted, “did you play with this Logan guy?”

Jennifer shook her head. “No. With someone else.”

“And what did he do to you?”

“He, um”—she ran her finger over the base of the wineglass—“gave me a few swats.”

“A few swats? Is that all?” Eden demanded.

“What did he use?” Ava asked.

“A paddle,” Jennifer replied.

Noelle sat back, sipping her wine, following the conversation as if it were a tennis match.

“Wait a minute.” Morgan scowled. “You have a thing for floggers.”

Definitely, there were no secrets with this group of friends.

She and Morgan had recently gone shopping for a bachelorette party that Morgan was hosting. They’d ended up at an adult bookstore. And, encouraging each other, they’d slipped through the curtain that hid the shop’s dungeon area. Maybe because of the movie, she hadn’t been able to get the idea of floggers out of her mind. Fortified by the mojito she’d had at dinner, she’d allowed the sales guy to show her the expensive leather pieces. Morgan had encouraged her to buy one. Before the end of the night, she was the owner of a flogger—still unused—that had cost her half a paycheck.

“Back to the story.” Eden leaned forward. “What kind of paddle was it? A wooden one like in the movie?”

“It was leather.”

“How did it feel?” Ava asked.

Jennifer wrinkled her nose.

“You didn’t like it?” Eden demanded.

“It was a bit disappointing. I was dressed, so…” She shrugged. “I didn’t really feel much.”

“That’s why you should call Logan,” Noelle said triumphantly, joining the conversation. “He’d give you a paddling you’ll never forget. Better yet, a flogging.”

Jennifer squirmed and a flush crept up her cheeks.

“You have been thinking about him.” Noelle narrowed her eyes.

All week.
Jennifer had remembered the way Logan had held her coat and the way he’d skimmed his strong hands across her shoulders. He’d ignited her nerve endings along with her imagination. But there had been something about him, his implacable tone and the way he’d looked at her. He’d regarded her intently, and his jade-colored eyes had unnerved her. It was as though he’d seen beyond the surface and wanted more. “He’s not my type.” She hoped to convince herself along with her friend.

“Why not?” Noelle demanded.

“He looks…” She paused then settled for, “Too dangerous.” Too masculine. Too broad. Too big. Too handsome. Too focused.

“His scar’s sexy,” Noelle said.

It was.

“Scar?” Eden looked between the two of them. “What kind of scar?”

“A jagged one. It runs from the corner of his eye up into his hairline,” Noelle replied for her. “When I asked him about it one time, he changed the subject. And Joe told me to leave it alone. I know Logan is a detective of some sort, but I don’t think it’s for a police department. It could be his own company.” She shrugged. “All Joe will tell me about Logan’s past is that the two of them were in the Middle East a number of years ago. They were there as civilian contractors. I think maybe they’d both served tours of duty in Iraq or Afghanistan when they were in the service, so going back made sense to them.” She shrugged. “I don’t know if that’s where the scar happened, but that’s my guess.”

Ava shivered dramatically. “Logan sounds yummy.”

“He is.” Jennifer had noticed him the moment he’d entered the basement, and her core temperature had shot up. And that sexy scar had continually drawn her attention, despite her intention not to stare.

When she’d gone home after the party, she’d masturbated. But instead of remembering the paddling, she’d imagined that Logan had been standing behind her. Rather than swatting her through the skirt, she’d fantasized that he’d bared her skin and given her hard, deliberate smacks.

But now… The image of him wielding a flogger was all but etched in her mind.

“Why don’t you call him? You should.” Eden asked, “Do you have his number?”

Her blood went sluggish. “Because I’m a coward.”

“No, you’re not,” Ava countered. “You did go to the party after all.”

Jennifer appreciated her friend’s loyalty.

“Come on. Here’s your chance to live a little,” Noelle said.

Until recently, Jennifer had always done the right thing. In school, she’d worked hard so she could get into the college her parents had selected for her. She’d graduated near the top of her class, become a CPA, and joined her father’s firm, exactly as expected. Even so, she was still figuring out what
she
wanted.

“He’s trustworthy,” Noelle went on. “Joe considers him a friend. He doesn’t say that about many people. Very few, in fact. And…” She reached for her glass and trailed off mysteriously.

Jennifer didn’t want to be intrigued. But damn it, she leaned forward with interest.

Noelle glanced around, heightening the tension. “I’ve spoken to a couple of the subs he’s played with…”

“Quit teasing and tell us,” Eden begged.

“They say he’s an exceptional Dom. Unrelenting, demanding, but patient.”

Ava and Morgan fanned themselves. Jennifer was suddenly tempted to do the same.

“As good as the guy in the movie?” Morgan leaned forward.

“Better,” Noelle said.

“No way,” Ava protested.

“You could do worse,” Noelle finished, leveling a look at Jennifer.

“You can’t let What’s-His-Face fuck up your whole life,” Eden added unhelpfully.

“Brett,” Jennifer supplied. “His name was—is—Brett.” Not that Eden had forgotten.

“I think you should let this Logan guy flog you,” Ava said.

“Master Logan,” Noelle corrected.

Jennifer met her friend’s gaze.

“Well, if he were swinging a flogger at my naked body, I’d call him Master Logan,” Noelle clarified.

Jennifer tried to shove that image from her mind. But it wouldn’t budge.

After they’d shared a few giggles, the conversation moved on, thankfully away from her and a fictional scene with Logan.

Ava mentioned the new guy who’d been hired at her firm. She said he dressed in suits and seemed aloof. But she’d seen him last weekend while running in Washington Park. Since it had been unseasonably warm, he’d been in shorts and a short-sleeved shirt, and she’d noticed he had a tattoo. It seemed that Mr. Professional had an intriguing side.

“Did you talk to him?” Eden asked. “Maybe trip him?”

Ava shook her head and finished her wine.

“You should go for it,” Noelle encouraged. “Ask him to coffee or something. What can it hurt?”

Though she tried to participate in the conversation and nodded at what she hoped were appropriate intervals, Jennifer was otherwise occupied with the tantalizing fantasy that Logan might demand she call him Master…

Even after her guests had left, the thought remained. More than ever, she wished she had been brave enough to take Logan up on his offer at Noelle’s party.

She retrieved his business card from her coat pocket where it had rested, undisturbed, for a week.

It didn’t reveal much. His name. Office number. An email address from a service that half the country seemed to use.

There was no occupation listed, no company name, no cell phone number.

She traced his name, and a dragon seemed to roar to life in her stomach. It wasn’t butterflies, but something fire-breathing, threatening to consume her.

As much as she wanted to have the courage to dial his number, she didn’t.

She dropped the card back into the pocket. Then she told herself that she’d run into him again in the future. If he offered to scene again, she’d accept his offer. She wouldn’t be a coward twice. After all, Noelle had said he was a good Dom. And that made him a safe choice.

A chill skated up her spine and caused a cold feeling to seep into her head.

There was no way Logan Powell—Master Logan—was safe, no matter what she told herself.

But that realization didn’t stop her from walking into her closet and taking her flogger from its hook.

She traced one of the strands. The leather was firm and thick.

For a frightening, dizzying second, she pictured the handle in Logan’s hand as he took a purposeful step toward her.

Chapter Two

Where the hell is everyone?

Logan checked his very expensive, very precise watch. Three minutes after seven. Noelle Montrose’s surprise birthday party was scheduled to begin in less than fifteen minutes, and he was still the only one here. He was starting to get pissed off.

Only for Joe and Noelle would Logan have left work early, driven up to unlock the house and put a bottle of champagne on ice.

The doorbell shattered the silence.

Finally.

Jarred from his annoyance and glad someone else was here, he answered the summons.

When he saw Jennifer Berklee standing on the stoop, hand raised to press the bell a second time, he had an instant attitude change. If Joe had mentioned that Jennifer had been invited, Logan wouldn’t have bitched at all.

“Logan.” Her voice was rushed, her eyes wide.

Until this moment, he hadn’t allowed himself to realize how disappointed he’d been that she hadn’t taken him up on his offer last month, and, more, that she hadn’t called him.

So the fact that it bothered him was an irritation.

She remained outside, mouth slightly parted, her breaths coming in quick little bursts.

Perhaps she’d thought about him as much as he’d thought about her.

“Come in.” He opened the door a bit farther and she entered the foyer, stamping a few snowflakes from her black ankle boots.
Damn.
They were just as hot, if not hotter, than the ones she’d worn the last time he’d seen her.

He reached above her to close out the howling, unfriendly wind.

For a moment, their gazes collided, but she shook her head.

“Is everyone else hiding?” She dragged a trembling hand through her short hair and restored order to the weather-tossed locks.

“I’m afraid it’s just you and me so far.”

She scowled. “I thought I was going to be late. Did I get the time wrong?”