In Blood and Worth Loving 2: Lost Without You (24 page)

“There’s no need to be, Jay.”

“Why not?”

“Because I no longer have any interest in reuniting with him.”

“Why not?”

“Because I want to be with you, Jayvyn Minninnewah Redwolfe. Only you.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes. Oh, yes. I’m very sure. I think part of me knew it the night we met, but I sensed a darkness in you and I was afraid.”

“And now?”

“And now, as one of your corny songs says, I can almost taste how much I want you.”

“That sounds like a lot of wanting, sweet.”

“Trust me. It is.”

“So can you forgive me?”

“I’ve told myself that I shouldn’t but I want to be with you so I have to. More, I want to. Despite everything, I want you and I want to be with you.”

“I’d almost given up hope of hearing you say that, sweet.”

“I mean it, Jay.”

He bent his head, pressing his forehead against hers. “I’m sorry. I couldn’t help myself, but I’ve regained control. I’ll make it up to you, sweet. I promise.”

“Hold me.”

He released her face, slipping his arms around her. “You know that I utterly adore you. Don’t you?” She lifted her face from his shoulder to look up at him. “Yes,” she admitted. “I do.”

“What are you prepared to do about it?”

She stroked her fingers through his hair. “Embrace it and you.” She stroked her fingers through his hair. “Embrace it and you.” He touched her neck.

A thrill of desire shook her.

“I need you.”

Without giving herself time to think, she tilted her head. “I’m yours, heart, body, and soul. So take me.” He slowly slid his hands down her body to cup her ass. He held and kissed her for several minutes, getting her aroused before he released her. Slipping behind her, he held her, pressing his cool lips against the side of her neck.

Keeping her eyes closed, she moistened her lips. “Take it,” she whispered. “Take my blood. Taste it and me and you’ll know how completely I want to belong only to you.”

He raked his lips against her neck. “Are you sure? I need it and I want it, but I can wait a little longer if you need me to.”

Feeling the tension in the body pressed against hers, made her appreciate his offer even more. “You don’t have to wait a second longer because what I want is to give you what you need…everything that you need. I don’t care if you need or want rough sex, my ass, or my blood. They’re all yours, Jay. All of them. So take my blood and anything else I have that you want or need.”

His teeth pierced the skin of her neck.

She felt an incredible rush so powerful, her pussy flooded. How had she ever feared this when along with his ingesting her blood came an incredible feeling of belonging exclusively to him? Leaning back against him, she gripped the hand at her waist, pushing it down her body and into her pajama bottoms.

His big palm slipped down her belly.

As she felt fingers probing her pussy and his thumb rubbing her clit, she moaned and came.

Keeping his teeth buried in her neck, he used his free hand to fumble between their bodies.

She heard his zipper sliding down. Moments later, she gasped when he pressed his cock head against her entrance.

He then continued to ingest her blood without pushing into her.

Finally, she realized he was giving her the opportunity to have a measure of control over their lovemaking.

She eased her hips back. When she felt the big head just inside of her slit, she trembled with a combination of lust and love. Moaning softly, she steadily drove her hips backwards until she totally impaled herself on his big, hard cock.

Hot damn! It hurt a little, but it was the sweetest pain she’d ever felt.

Although he shuddered behind her, he held his cock still.

She loved feeling his length pulsing inside her. Soon, as he drank her blood, he’d shoot jet after jet of cum deep into her pussy.

Trembling with desire at the thought, she pressed her hands against the big hand he held between her thighs.

Show me how much you want me. Take your cock, sweet. Fuck me.

Cayenne felt rather than heard the erotic words. She slowly ground her ass against his groin. A jolt of heat and pleasure shoot along her body. Pinching her nipples with her free hand, she ground her ass against him again. “Give me my cock, Jay. Please. My pussy aches for you. I need to feel it thrusting in and out of me.”
Take it, sweet. It’s all yours now so take it.

She eased her hips forward until only the luscious head of his big shaft remained inside her. Then she propelled her hips and ass back at him until his entire length was buried deep inside her again.

He rubbed his thumb against her clit.

She shuddered and eased off his length again.

To encourage her to take him back inside, he fingered her pussy and brushed his thumb against her clit.

“Oh…shit! That feels good,” she moaned.

If you ever actually start fucking me, it will feel even better, sweet.

She shot her hips backward.

He pushed his forward.

Oh, hell, yeah! When she slid off and then back onto his cock several times, he moved his hand from her pussy to grip her hip. “Oh, God, Jay. Please. Please. Fuck me!”

He shuddered behind her and then abruptly he started thrusting hard into her.

She bit her lip as shivers of pain sliced through her. Instead of giving her pause or dampening her ardor, the She bit her lip as shivers of pain sliced through her. Instead of giving her pause or dampening her ardor, the traces of pain, heightened her passion and pleasure. Surrendering herself completely to him, she tossed her head back.

“Oh, Jay. Jay…give it to me. Give me every inch of your cock. Brand my pussy as yours alone.” Rocking her hips, she eagerly moved with him, tightening herself around him as he fucked her with long, slow strokes.

“Oh, God, Jay. Your cock feels so good inside my pussy,” she moaned, reaching back to dig her fingers in his clenching ass. “Fuck me harder and deeper.”

I don’t want to hurt you.

“Fuck me hard and deep,” she insisted.

He sliding his big hands over her hips, he pounded her pussy.

Waves of pain and pleasure washed over her, submerging her in a sultry, sensual world inhibited only by the two of them. Each wonderful thrust of his big cock back into her ratcheted up her level of desire and her eagerness to fully please him. When the pain started to overpower the pleasure, she gritted her teeth and continued to fuck him back.

Determined to ensure he never felt the need to turn to anyone else to fulfill any of his needs, she sank her teeth into her bottom lip and rode his cock hard, tightening her vaginal muscles around him until he held her hips still, and exploded inside her, filling her pussy with his cum.

Only then did she moan and come all over his ejaculating cock.

Then, overcome with the experience they’d just shared, she slumped against him, feeling replete. “Oh, Jay, that was the absolutely most incredible fuck I’ve ever had. I want more.” He withdrew his incisors, kissed her neck, and lifted her into his arms. “Do you?”

“Oh, hell, yes.”

“Later, sweet. I doubt you’re ready for another round and I have no desire to hurt you again.” He brushed his mouth against hers.

She tasted her blood on his lips. Nice.

“Right now I just want to hold you, sweet.” He walked across the room.

She sighed and rubbed her cheek against his body. “You are so sweet. Small wonder I love you,” she whispered.

He stopped. “You do?”

“Yes,” she whispered. “Oh, yes, I do.” She lifted her head to smile up at him. “Does that please you?”

“Oh, hell yeah, sweet.”

“Good.” She slipped her arm around his neck. “Now that you’re all mine, I intend to keep you happy and well fucked.”

He grinned, revealing his incisors, covered with her blood. “I like the sound of that.”

“You’re going to love the feel of it too,” she promised, yawned, and fell asleep in his arms.

* * *

Lying on his back with the sleeping Cayenne sprawled on top of him, Jayvyn felt a similar presence outside the house and stiffened. Damn. Not now. Easing her onto her back, he slipped out of the bed, pulled on his jeans and shirt, stepped into his shoes, and quietly left the house.

Moving quickly, he flashed into the surrounding woods.

A tall, supermodel beautiful woman with brown skin and eyes, and long, dark hair that cascaded over her bare slender shoulders stood in the moonlight. When he approached, she smiled and rushed at him.

He gripped her shoulders and held her away before she could fling herself into his arms. “We need to talk, Eliza.”

She tossed her head, sending her hair around her shoulders. “What the fuck is going on with you, Jayvyn? First, you start cavorting with human whores, then you threaten Toni and refuse to answer my calls? If you think I’m going to stand by while that whore takes you from me, think again!” He released her and stepped back with his gaze narrowed. “You don’t have any say in the matter, Eliza. You took your ass off to fuck your way across Africa once too often. It’s over between us.”

“What? If you think—”

He held up a hand. “Let’s cut to the chase. We’re not in blood with each other. We never have been. We’ve both always been free to sever our relationship at any time. Consider it severed and leave it alone. Take it gracefully.

both always been free to sever our relationship at any time. Consider it severed and leave it alone. Take it gracefully.

Don’t issue any threats or try to harm her in anyway.”

“And if I decide to do just that?”

He stepped closer and stared into her eyes. “I’ll kill you. Period. I’d prefer not to kill your skinny, whoring ass, but don’t doubt for one damned moment that I will if you threaten her in any way.” Her nostrils flared and she stared at him with her eyes glowing, her incisors bared. “You want some weak, needy human whore who can’t even give you a decent fuck? Fine. Fuck you! You’re not worth my time and you never were—or I wouldn’t have had to find pleasure on so many other cocks!” She started away and then turned back to face him. “Just so you know, you never quite got the job done for me with that small cock of yours!” He arched a brow. “We both know I don’t have a small cock, so if you’re hoping to get a rise out of me with that shit, forget it.”

“Forget you and your little wiener!”

“Even if it were actually small, her opinion of it would be the only one that counted. I don’t give a shit what you think.”

“Fuck you, Jayvyn! When you find she can’t satisfy you, don’t come crawling back thinking I’ll take you back because I won’t!”

“There’s not a chance in hell of that happening. One of the many beauties of dating human women is how much fun it is to teach them the tricks that will ensure we have a long, hot, totally blistering sex life.”

“Fuck you, you stupid bastard!”

He shrugged and watched her flash away before he returned to the house. Satisfied that Eliza had left the area, he slipped back into bed. Curling his body behind Cayenne’s, he cupped his hands over her breasts. Now that Toni and Eliza were out of his way, he could concentrate on ensuring Cayenne never belonged to any other man.

Brushing his lips against the back of her ear, he settled down to hold her until she woke several hours later.

* * *

Cayenne woke to find the sunshine streaming into her bedroom. Stretching slowly, she turned onto her side and found herself looking into Jayvyn’s blue eyes. She smiled. “Hi.” He smiled, brushing his thumb against her lips. “Hungry?”

She nodded. “But not necessarily for food.”

He arched a brow. “For what?”

She reached out a hand to stroke the inside of his thigh. Encountering his semi-erect cock, her pussy pulsed. “I should probably warn you that I like to start my weekend mornings off with a quick, hot fuck…or two.” She shrugged. “Maybe three.”

“You’re making me hard,” he warned.

“That’s the idea, handsome. Are you in any condition to help me start this morning off right?”

“Are you in any shape to take me again, sweet?”

She took his hand and pressed it between her legs. “This is your pussy, Jay. You can have it anytime you want or need it.”

He slipped two fingers inside to finger fuck her. “It’s going to take time before you’re really ready to take me every time I want you, sweet. Now that I know you love me, I can be patient while you build up your endurance.” She closed her thighs on his thrusting fingers. “Oh. I like the idea of belonging to a handsome male with a big, hard cock and a hunger so rampant that I have to build up an endurance to take it. And guess what? I’m ready to take it now.”

He flicked his thumb against her clit. “I’m ready to give it you now.”

“Then let’s fuck, handsome.” She rolled onto her back, pushing the cover off her body with her feet.

He slipped between her thighs with his cock pressed against her entrance.

She licked her lips, linking her legs over the back of his. “I love when you press against my pussy and then pause before pushing inside,” she told him.

“Do you?”

“Oh, yes. Actually, I think I love everything about you, Jay—including the fact that you’re a vampire.”

“Really?”

She nodded, sliding her hands down his back to cup his ass. “You could have any woman you want, but—”

“I have the woman I want,” he said, cutting her off. “You.” Lifting his weight onto his extended arms, he stared down at her.

“What’s wrong?” she asked when he made no effort to push his cock into her.

“You do know that I worship you?”

She trembled and nodded. “I think I do. And you know I love you. Don’t you?”

“I’ve never heard anything sweeter.” He paused. “But I need you to understand that I’m no longer capable of feeling romantic love.”

“Then what do you call what you feel for me?”

“Something far more powerful than romantic love—at least from a vampire’s prospective. I’m fully and deeply in blood with you. Do you know what that means?”

“Not really, but if you say it’s more powerful than love, I’m willing to settle for that—for now.”