Heart of the Warrior (12 page)

Ari frowned in confusion. "What do you mean? Why
not?"

"Because…" Sev rolled his body along his again,
lowering himself so his lips hovered over Ari's. "It drives me
crazy." He kissed and rocked against him. "It makes me want to do…
things
to you." Another kiss and body roll. "Fuck, you're sexy as
hell."

Ari thought he might just die right there. The man of his
dreams was undulating over his body like a lava flow, and their cocks glided up
and down against each other, sending increasing signals that he was going to
come any minute if this didn't stop.

Somehow his arms wound around Sev's back and his hands
threaded up under his armpits to grip his shoulders underhanded. His legs shot
around Sev's and he pulled him down, forcing their mouths to crash together. A
chorus of low purrs echoed back and forth between them as their bodies cavorted
against one another and their tongues wrestled, licking long and deep with each
oral embrace.

"I want inside you. I need to fuck you, Sev."
Damn. Either he was growing bolder or the brain/mouth filter thing wasn't
working. Had he really just spoken those words aloud? He cleared his throat and
felt his face heat up. "Uuhh…yeah. I didn't mean…um…"

Sev grinned down at him, obviously humored. "Where's
the lube?"

Ari flushed and grinned back, realizing that while this was
all new to him, Sev wasn't as inexperienced and could handle the man-to-man
dirty talk. "In the drawer." He began to reach over, but Sev stopped
him.

"I'll get it."

"No. That's okay." Ari pushed up on his elbows and
tried to beat Sev to the drawer. Too late.

Sev stilled on top of him, his arm outstretched, his gaze
locked on the contents of the nightstand. One brow lifted and a crooked smile
curved Sev's mouth as Ari collapsed back to the mattress, mortified.

"Mmmm, what do we have here? Toys?"

Oh God, kill me now.
Ari cringed and tried to look
away but ended up rolling his head back to look at one of the dildos Sev had
pulled from the drawer. Yeah,
now
he looked away, grimacing with
embarrassment.

Sev dug around inside the drawer. "There are so
many."

Uh-huh. Ari had a lot of toys. Dildos, vibrators, some big,
some small. He even had a cock sleeve. He liked his toys, but until now, he had
been the only person who knew about them.

"I wonder, Ari," Sev said, "what do you do
with these?" He held up one of the vibrators. It was cylindrical with a
T-shaped handle.

God, why haven't you killed me, yet?
Ari pushed out
from under Sev and rolled to his side, horrified Sev had found his stash.

"Hey, Ari. Come on. I'm only kidding." Sev scooted
up behind him and kissed his shoulder.

Ari groaned and rolled to his stomach, burying his face in
his pillow. He managed a pathetic chuckle of embarrassment, but didn't look up.

"Come on, babe. Look at me."

With a sigh, Ari shook his head and turned to look back at
Sev. He knew he had to be thirty shades of crimson.

Sev smiled warmly at him. "I didn't mean anything by
it," he said of his teasing. He snuggled closer. "I like toys,
too."

Ari groaned and buried his face in the pillow again.
"I'm so embarrassed."

"Why?" Sev stroked his fingers up and down Ari's
back. "There's nothing to be embarrassed about, babe."

He turned back and looked into Sev's gentle, blue eyes. Sev
was propped on one elbow, and his hand on his back felt soothing. Nice.
Sensual.

"I masturbate with them," he said quietly, closing
his eyes in humiliation and looking away.

Sev laughed. "What's wrong with that?" He pressed
closer and Ari felt Sev's erection press against the side of his hip. "I
masturbate with toys, too."

Ari looked back at him. "Really?"

"Fuck, yeah. It makes me hot." Sev's hand dipped
lower and brushed over the upper swell of Ari's ass, setting off a storm of
tingles deep in his groin.

Ari closed his eyes and breathed deeply, enjoying the
sensations.

Sev's hand swooped lower still and pressed more firmly
against Ari's bottom, squeezing one cheek gently. "Do they make you hot,
too?"

Ari's breath quickened. He kept his eyes closed and nodded.

"Yes," he said softly.

"Mmm."

Sev knew just what to say to put Ari at ease. He knew just
what to do. His hand worked even lower and his fingers skimmed up the part in
his bottom, making Ari tremble and tense.

The mattress shifted and Ari felt Sev sit up and move behind
him, and still he kept his eyes closed. What was Sev going to do? Fuck him?

He heard the click of the cap on the lube pop open, then
Sev's slickened fingers dipped between his cheeks once more, causing him to
moan. The anticipation was killing him. What was Sev planning?

The sudden, soft whirring of the vibrator told Ari he was
about to get a touch of the familiar. And sure enough, as Sev's weight shifted
over him again, he felt the tip of the vibrator brush lightly down the center
line of his ass.

A jolt of fire shot straight to his cock and his hands
fisted the blanket as his toes curled.

"See. Toys are fun, aren't they?" Sev rubbed the
vibrator more forcefully against him, pushing it deeper until it nestled
against him in just the right place. If Sev gave a gentle nudge, the vibrator
would breach him.

Ari trembled. "Y-Yes."

Sev chuckled and bent down to kiss the back of Ari's neck.
"Come on. Get up for me, babe."

Get up? Ari wasn't even sure he could breathe at the moment.
And Sev wanted him to push himself up off the mattress? Okay, he would give it
his best shot.

On shaky arms and legs, as his chest began pumping hard for
air from the sheer arousal coursing through his veins, he pushed away from the
mattress. Severin's arm slipped around his waist and pulled him up to his knees
as his other hand pushed the vibrator in.

"Oh! Fuck!" Ari's eyes popped open and his head
fell back against Sev's shoulder.

Sure, he had used his toys on himself before, but this was
the first time a male had done the honors for him. The heat level was
significantly higher under the circumstances.

The two of them struggled to find a balance, and Sev had to
do his best to hold Ari up as he gasped for air and squirmed.

"You're so damned sexy. So responsive," Sev said,
nipping his neck. "Is this better now?" His voice held an edge of
humor alongside his growl of arousal.

Ari nodded, but was too blissed out to speak. He was in
Sev's arms. Sev – the man of his dreams. And he had a vibrator tantalizing him
up his back side. And Sev's hand was letting go of the vibrator now that it was
secured and reaching for his –

"Oh God!" Ari cried out and reached back with both
hands to grab Sev and hold on as Sev stroked his cock.

Damn, Sev felt good, large and strong, holding him. Ari
looked down at the thick arm secured around his torso. Then he glanced lower at
Sev's large hand wrapped around his cock, stroking his shaft, palming the head
every sixth or seventh pull. The moment was surreal. It was as if he was
watching as an observer, and this couldn't possibly be happening to him. But it
was.

To prove it, he began to thrust his hips forward and back in
time with the tempo of Sev's hand, fucking his fist, intensifying the contact
between them as he continued to watch. Sev's chin brushed over his shoulder as
he pushed forward and joined Ari in watching the action down below.

"Fuck, Ari." Sev's voice sounded like he was about
to lose control of himself.

Ari turned and their eyes met briefly before he pulled on
the back of Sev's head to urge their mouths to join. So good. So goddamn good.
Feeling Sev's mouth on his, Sev's hand fisting his cock, and the vibrator
whirring away and stimulating him from the inside was about the closest thing
to sexual heaven he had ever experienced. And he didn't want it to stop.

"Didn't you say you wanted to be inside me?" Sev
spoke against his mouth then licked his lips before continuing. "Didn't
you say you wanted to fuck me?" His breath washed over Ari's mouth. Only
now did Ari realize Sev's hips were thrusting gently against Ari's lower back
in rhythm with his hand.

"Yes." Ari had said that. He had wanted it. Still
wanted it.

"Then do it. Fuck me." Sev turned him around and
laid him back on the bed, climbing up and straddling him.

"What are you doing?" Did men fuck like this? Ari
slid his hands up Sev's thighs.

Sev reached for the lube and poured it over Ari's cock then
capped it and tossed it aside as he positioned himself while working the lube
up and down with his palm.

"I like being on top." Sev's hand stilled and he
lifted up on his knees.

"How—?"

Ari's eyes shot wide as Sev lowered himself, slowly taking
Ari's cock inside him.

Oh, fuck!

"Oh God, oh God." Ari had never felt anything like
this. Sev was so tight around him. So damn tight.

"Good?"

Ari nodded like a damn fool bobble-head doll. "Hell
yes."

He must have looked like a gaping idiot, too, his head
lifted and his eyes wide as he gasped repeatedly, watching every inch of his
hard-on disappear inside Sev. He didn’t even know sex was possible this way
between two men, but he wasn’t complaining.

"You like that?" Sev pushed his palms against
Ari's chest as he took the last of his cock and moaned approvingly.

"Fuck." Ari could barely keep himself still. He
bent his legs and grabbed Sev's thighs in a death grip. "Oh, fuck."
He wasn't going to last long. He was too torqued – too turned on. And Sev felt
incredible.

"Mmm, you like it?" Sev lifted and lowered again,
then again.

All Ari could do was give a hurried nod and labor for
breath. This was his fantasy come to life. Looking up to see Sev's hard,
muscular body poised over his was better than amazing. Just the visual feast
alone was enough to bring him off, but to have Sev stimulating his cock, too?
No, he definitely wouldn't last more than another few seconds.

"So do I," Sev said.

Sev did all the work, bobbing up and down, their gazes
locked together and Sev’s erection sticking straight out from his body.

"Sev! Oh God, Sev! I can’t—"

Between the vibrator, the view, and the tightness of Sev’s
ass around his cock, along with the fact that this was the most turned on he
had ever been, Ari couldn’t stop himself. They had been at it less than a
minute when he shot his load. His body shuddered and jerked as he cried out in
stunned climax, his eyes open wide as he jacked up off the bed. His fingers
curled in a death grip on Sev's hips. The force of his orgasm was so strong,
the vibrator popped out of his ass.

"Fuck, but you’re sexy when you come, Ari. I can feel
everything."

Sev had stopped working up and down on him, but Ari's cock
continued to pulse and twitch while Sev pumped his own erection in his fist.
Ari’s chest worked for air as he watched the swollen head of Sev’s cock
disappear and reappear in his hand. Shit, but he felt like the room was
spinning. He was still coming. He had never come so hard. His unfocused gaze
swam down again to watch Sev pump himself, his mouth hanging open as he gasped
for air, his eyes hungry to see Sev come if he could just get them to focus.

"Yes, yes." Sev’s hand momentarily stilled then
resumed with light, rapid strokes as streams of semen spilled over Ari’s
stomach. His ass clenched on Ari’s cock. "Aaughh."

So, this is what real sex felt and looked like.

Ari stared in awe at the magnificent male tensing and
relaxing through each orgasmic wave. Everything about this scene was right.
Severin, him, the two of them together, coming on and inside each other. Having
sex with Sev hadn’t been work like it always was with women. It didn't leave
him unsatisfied, angry, miserable, or any of the other morbid or frustrated
emotions having sex with women always left him feeling. It didn’t leave him
wanting to get dressed immediately so he could bolt. For the first time, he
wanted to hold someone after sex. And not just hold him, but sleep beside him,
wake up next to him, and make him breakfast.

Sev reached down, picked up the vibrator, and turned it off.
"What are you thinking about, babe?"

Ari glanced up to see Sev grinning down at him, his face and
neck flushed and radiant as his large, sweat-covered chest pumped hard as he
caught his breath.

"Huh?" Ari said, still stunned stupid, but in a
good way.

"You’ve got this look on your face. Kind of a goofy,
happy look." Sev rubbed his palms up Ari's stomach and over his chest,
smearing his release over his skin.

Ari ran his hands up Sev’s legs as he sighed contentedly.
His body still tingled with arousal, and he could still feel the effects of his
orgasm. "Maybe it’s because I
am
happy."

Sev lifted off his spent cock and laid down next to him,
facing him. Ari got the feeling that the smile on Sev's face matched his own as
he rolled onto his side to face him. He didn't even care that Sev's release
still coated his stomach as he pushed in close so they could hold each other.

"That was your first, huh?" Sev said, stroking his
fingers down his back.

He nodded, and his hold tightened.

Sev kissed his cheek. "How was it?"

Ari didn't think he could put into words how incredible the
entire experience had been.

"Perfect. It was perfect, Sev." Ari rested his
forehead against Sev's and gazed into his crystal blue eyes. "Sex with
women was never this satisfying."

"Well, when you're gay, it shouldn't be."

Was Ari gay? Really? Was he even still asking himself that
question? Because it was pretty clear he was, in fact, gay. Women were never
meant to be on his menu.

"I love your body. I love watching you." Ari tried
to burrow in closer and rubbed his hand over Sev's chest. "You feel
amazing against me."