Giving In (4 page)

"Oh god yes. More. Please. More. Shit Trey, harder, fuck me harder."

"Scream my name, Jenny. Who's pussy is this Jenny?"

"It's my pussy, I own my pussy."

"Wrong answer again, for that I will smack your ass until you tell me who's pussy this is."

"It's my pussy. Harder, faster. Oh shit, yes.

Damn never in my life would I of known fucking her would be like this. And look here what rolls next to my leg, the butt plug. I want it to be in her ass right now.

"Jenny, I'm going to slide a finger in you, are you ready."

No answer, she is to lost to me now. Slowly I will slide it in. God her ass is tight, just like I knew it would be. Now another finger. Listen to her scream for more, I guess it's time to make her come all over my dick. I need her to suck my cock and make me come or else I will hurt her.

"Right there Trey, harder, fuck my ass and pussy harder."

"Like this baby. Fuck you like this?"

"God, yes. I'm coming, don't stopppppppp. Shit Treyyyyy."

"Let me untie you. I want you to suck my dick again."

"Hurry up, I want to feel your come slide down my throat again."

"Be careful moving. The butt plug is in you. I'm going to eat your pussy again too. You taste so damn sweet."

"How did you get it in me. I don't remember the pain."

"Baby you were screaming for me to fuck your ass harder, that's when I was pushing it in."

"Keep fingering me, you fingers feel good inside of me. But before I suck your dick, I need a little more of my pussy juice."

"God lay back and finger your pussy for me again. Make yourself come this time. I can wait."

Look at that, so wet, went from being a pretty pink, to a seductive red from the slamming. Wish her hand wasn't in the way so that I can smack her cunt again. I want to see her lips turn red too.

"Shit Trey I'm coming again. Oh my god, it feels so much fucking better with that in. Fuck me again Trey, with it in."

"No. Come kiss me, than suck my dick again. There is still so much I want to do with you."

"As you wish."

Chapter 3

Jennifer

This thing feels funny in me now. How could I not notice he was putting it in me? Never have I been fucked like that. I don't know how much more I can take. He said all I have to do is say stop and he will. But I don't want him to stop. He felt so good in me. Even now, his fingers feel incredible. I'm excited because I get to suck his dick again.

God it was such a turn on to have him watch me play with myself. My ex never enjoyed that. He would tell me that it was disgusting for a woman to touch herself like that in front of her husband. Well fuck him. Here is a man that knows what my body needs and my mind. Everything he has done so far is acceptable for a man and woman to do.

"I love sucking your dick. The way it feels in my mouth. A silky kinda hard steel."

"I like you rubbing your juice on me. Suck him now please. I need to come."

Mmmm, just like before, besides with me on him. Never did I think it was possible to be bent over him like this and feel no shame or embarrassment that I even wanted to do it. Sliding up and down on him is making the butt plug move inside me and makes me want to come.

"Should I feel like I am going to come with just this in my ass. It feels good rubbing in me and I want to scream in pleasure and come again."

"Then do it, just enjoy everything and don't stop sucking my dick. Right there. I like when you run your tongue around the tip. I'm gonna come. Swallow me baby. Shit!"

Damn, he taste so good. I am not going to survive this. I am going to end up yelling that I love him not matter how hard I try not to. I don't want to hurt him in the end and I don't want him to hurt me. I know he is just after the sex no matter how many times he says different. No man like him wants a single mother of three boys to be his future.

"You really do enjoy sucking me off, don't you?"

"Yes why?"

"Crawl up to me. Because you looked like you were in heaven sucking on it."

"I was and I was thinking too. My mind goes a hundred miles a minute when you are around and everything that we have done tonight and talked about doing has it going a thousand miles in mere seconds."

"What's on your mind baby girl?"

"Err, don't call me baby girl. Especially not after what we have done and what is still currently in my ass. And you are on my mind, why do you want me?

"Because you make me smile, you make me laugh even after a long stressful day. My first thought in the morning is you and you are the last thought I have before I fall asleep. I dream of you every night. I have known for awhile that I am in love with you and I can see in your eyes that you at least care enough about me to let me in your bed tonight."

"I do care about you and that's why I never wanted anything with you. I don't want to hurt you. I never want to marry again or be in any kind of serious relationship. When can I take this out of me?"

"I know you love me, I can see it your eyes, hear it your voice, feel it in your body. It's all there but it's the actual words that I want to hear you speak. And I will take it out after I eat you again. I need to have your sweet pussy juice on my tongue. You are beautiful Jenny just how you are. I would never ask you to change a thing about you. Now, on your back and let me enjoy my small piece of heaven."

Shit with words like that and a tongue that works wonders how am I not going to fall in love with him and not want a future? Shit he feels so good, and god I love when he slides his finger in me. I know that I love him, I've known since before I even got divorced, since before we even split up. He was and still is always there for me making me smile, and making me laugh. Like I do for him. I look forward to his morning text and texting him at night.

Shit I can't think anymore, I need to come. He sets my body on fire.

"Make me come baby, please make me come. Then fuck me again."

"Scream my name, tell me who you belong to."

"ME! I belong to me TREY, god right there TREY!"

"Mmmm, you taste so sweet, let them juices flow love, let me have it all."

"I can't baby, I'm so sleepy now."

"You need to go clean up. Take a hot shower then we can sleep."

"Take this out of me."

"I will in the shower. Come on let's go. You are going to be sore."

"I'm sore now."

"I will carry you love."

"Why be so sweet to me when I won't give you what you want?"

I don't get it, no matter how many times I tell him, he still stays.

"Because I know that I love you, I don't give up on something that I want."

"But all you want is sex, once you fuck me in the ass you will leave, there is nothing after that to keep you with me."

"That's where you are wrong. Here step into the shower and bend over and relax."

Holy shit, that hurts in such a good way. Should I really be enjoying this kind of pain? I feel dirty and satisfied.

"There all out, turn around let me rub you down and wash you."

"Okay. I just want to go to sleep."

Never have I been so spent from a night of sex. Never have I had a night of sex. It used to be just enough to get the job done. Never anything fun exciting, or mind blowing, having both pleasure and pain that I now crave. I have my freaky wanton slut side of me now that has been released and had her taste of freedom.

Then there still is my sane side saying all this is bad. Who do I listen to? My wanton slut who thinks with our vagina and turned into a hoe. Or my sane side that thinks with her head and is boring and missing so much.

"Lets go to bed. Want me to carry you?"

"No I can walk, but kiss me again."

I love how he kisses me so soft and gentle, nibbling on my lips and caressing my tongue with his. It's like their own private sting dance. And his hands, holy shit his hands, rough against my skin, feels good with every touch. I need to just admit to him I never want him to stop touching me.

He picked me up. I can't believe he just picked me up like I weighed nothing. But he never stopped kissing me. I can't stay awake for any more. I am already hurting.

"I need sleep. Please."

"Yes baby I know. Go to sleep. I will be here when you wake."

"Stay next to me."

"Since you asked. But I was going to stay anyways. All part of my master plan."

"You’re stupid Trey."

He feels so good next to me, holding me in his arms. How am I not going to tell him how I feel about him if he is going to hold me in a way I have never been held before?

Gently running his fingers through my hair, and singing softly. How did he know that I love when a guy sings to me. My ex told me that was a stupid trait to want in a guy. I never thought so.

This man here in my bed has just about every trait I look for in a man, and yet I still refuse his affections. I am trying to make myself believe that all it is sex, when I know it's not.

What am I to do?

Trey

I need for her to admit her feelings about me to me. I can see it in her eyes she has admitted them to herself. Her beautiful smile says it all.

We make each other laugh, smile and just plain happy. I am my true self with her, not the man everyone expects me to be.

"I love you Jenny."

*****

"Good morning beautiful. How did you sleep?"

"Honestly, it was the best sleep in along time."

"Good, lets get breakfast. I'm starving after last night and the past few days."

"I am going to shower first then I will meet you downstairs when I am done. And by the way, I like my eggs scrambled and smothered in cheese. Plus a cup of hot tea."

"I know how you like your eggs and your tea. Go shower but kiss me first and tell me what I want to hear. Who do you belong to?"

"Myself you know that."

Did she really just say that and run? I know she belongs to me but she needs to know it as well. I want her so bad, every part of her. Not just sex, I want her mind, body, heart and soul.

Jennifer

I must say I am proud of myself almost through the week and every tactic he has used to get me to admit that I love him, I have refused.

Fuck me though when he stuck them damn Ben Wan balls in me with the micro vibrator, than ate me, fuck I thought I was going to break and tell him everything.

But I didn't.

My mind was stronger than my pussy this time. But if he does it again or anything like that I won't be able to hold back.

The only thing we have not done is make actual love. It's always some kind of kinky freaky shit that you would only see in a porn. Never thought I could ever bend or move the way the women did in them videos, but we did it. I'm still flexible.

Shower, eat and more sex. I must say, I am no longer sore and weakly enjoying everything we are doing.

"Smells good."

"Thanks I can cook an egg or two."

"Trey?"

"Yea?"

"Do you have to stand in my kitchen cooking with nothing on but your sweat pants?"

"That's how I do it at home? Would you like for me to take them off and cook with nothing on?"

"Mmm as tempting as that sounds, I'm gonna say no. I don't want to see him burnt. But then again that will give me a reason to kiss him."

"I've turned you into a beautiful sex craving monster and I love it."

God, he smells so good. Glad I only put my robe on. Got me sprawled out over the kitchen counter, legs spread licking me. Feasting on me like I am some elegant meal.

"Ride me Jenny."