Giving In (3 page)

"Yes it is, I have been curious about it. And when I just came and you slipped into my ass it was incredible. I want to feel more of it."

Ben wan balls, that's what Anna called then.

Look at that man there, sexy as hell and he is in between my legs, kissing my body. Shit how did I get so fortunate?

"Trey lets go to the dirty sex store and buy some stuff. I just remembered the name of the balls that go in my pussy and you can bend me over and smack my ass and it will be a new kind of pleasure."

"Where did you hear that from?"

"From my best friend Anna, and the Fifty Shades books. That is where I read so much about things I never even knew existed. Like flogging, anal fucking, whipping, and the tying down, not to mention the whole dominate and submissive rolls."

"I swear that book has caused more damage to women than they will ever admit. You know I love kissing your body. Tied up right now you have never looked more beautiful to me. You are mine Jennifer, mine."

Damn he is really possessive, why is he so determined to make me his. Can't he just enjoy the moment of what we are doing? That's right he is a man and men are possessive assholes. I learned that with my ex-husband.

God I hope he keeps slipping his finger in my ass. I wonder what my come taste like.

"Trey untie my hands, I want to rub on my pussy. I'm still horny and since you won't fuck me, I can take care of it myself."

"No, I am not going to untie you, but I will flip you over. We are not leaving this room for nothing, so your Ben balls will just have to wait for another time. Since you are curious about me fucking your ass, I am going to get you use to it."

Is he serious, he's gonna do it? I'm scared and excited. At least he is going to untie me for a brief moment maybe I can grab his dick and suck on it again. One hand free, now to just get the other one, and like that I am free, while he is untying my feet I can grab him.

Both feet untied, but he is just sitting there staring at me.

"What is it?"

"The look in your eyes, you just seem, I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't continue. Was I too mean or rough? I'm sorry."

"No you weren't too mean or rough. I know it is my first time doing anything like this, but I have enjoyed it so much. All I want right now is to feel your body under my hands and your cock back in my mouth but this time, I want my pussy juice all over it so I can lick it off."

"I swear woman, I have created a monster. Have you always enjoyed sucking dick?"

"No I haven't, I use to hate it."

Did he really just ask me if I use to like giving head?

Really?

Why is he so worried about my past, he knows what kind of marriage I was in. He knows that we did not have wild freaky tie me to the bed, fuck me in the ass sex. Maybe I should ask him why he is worried about it, but I don't want to sound like a bitch.

Shit, this is why I didn't want to get involved with him or anyone.

But he feels so good against my body.

However, I don't want the relationship. I never should of let it get this far. Maybe I can stop.

God I can't stop when he kisses down my neck like that.

Pull yourself together, your being a loose hoe. No man is needed for pleasure and you know that.

All this man is doing is making my body shake with need and rage. I need him to fulfill this wanting in me, but I'm raged because I need him. I have to get away, put space between us. NOW!

"Trey I can't do this, I know I said I wanted to, but I can't. I don't want to need you. I don't need to need you. I do just fine on my own. Please just stop."

Ha, there I did it. I pulled myself out of his arms and away from his soft sexy lips.

But why is he smiling at me?

He should be mad and yelling. Or at least storming off and slamming doors. Instead he is smiling and coming towards me like he wants to kiss me again and make me beg him to take me. Which isn't a bad idea of him taking me. Stop thinking like that, stand your ground be strong. You don't need him or any man.

Look at me, I am having a conversation in my head like I am two different people. One is my normal level headed self, while the other is like a freaky wanton slut waiting for me to go to sleep she can get out and fuck Trey until he begs her to stop.

"I'm not letting you go Jenny. You are mine and until you can admit that, I'm not leaving."

"Yes you are. And you’re leaving now. I don't need you. I don't want you. I tell you that over and over and yet you can't get that. I am not going to be your possession or any man's. I belong to me, myself that is it. Now get out."

"If that's what you really want. However it is not what you need. I am what you need and you are what I need. I tell you this over and over and yet you won't listen. So I guess it's not just men who don't listen. As for becoming my possession, that is not how I see you. When I tell you that I want you to be mine, I am talking about your heart.

You can give your body to anyone and it not mean a damn thing, but to give someone your heart with your body, that is the world if the person knows what to do with it. Jenny I know what you need and it is me. I am everything you could ask for. I belong to you, I have for a long ass time. I knew from the first time we spoke about your car that I was yours.

You might be a woman, but when you spoke about fixing the brake lines on your car, that turned me on. Never have I met a woman that is willing to get down and dirty in car grease. And the way you are always outside playing with your kids, that, there are no words for that. I know that you can't have anymore, children but to be able to be a part of that in your life and your boys' lives would mean the world to me.

I know that I have not spent much time with them as you would like but I know that we get along. I have been talking to Max, we like a lot of the same stuff. Just give me a chance to show you that we belong to each other."

"I can't Trey, I can't share my life with you or anyone else for that matter. I love my boys way to much to put them through anything like that divorce was again."

Now walk away, lock yourself in your bathroom.

Don't look back. You don't need to see his perfect tanned, well built, muscular body. His soft kissable lips. Thick black hair you enjoyed running your fingers through. Or his hard as steel, soft as velvet cock.

Damn you, you looked back and now you are dripping between your legs.

Why must he stand there, looking like a fucking Asian god that always gets his way. His eyes so dark with raw desire, his dick standing straight up yelling,

"yea, I know you want to suck me again. Then let me slide into your tight pussy."

Why am I being so hard headed and stubborn. I know what I feel and how I feel, and yet I continue to deny us both.

Just shut the bathroom door, get into a cool shower and relax. He will be gone by the time I get out.

Trey

Fuck, she just won't give in.

She is the most infuriating, intoxicating, indescribable woman I have ever laid eyes on. I tell her how I feel and she still walks away from me. How am ever going to make her see that I want her forever?

Damn, should I leave or should I walk into the bathroom, pin her to the wall and make her see how much I want her. Yup that sounds like the better plan. No hesitating, no talking nothing. Just full force of me in her.

Saying it like that made it sound bad. God not what I meant, I will make sure she wants it first.

Now to just be quiet and sneak into the bathroom. Damn, glad I'm not talking out loud to anyone they would think I am some kind of stalker trying to rape her. Just shut up Trey and go after her.

Fuck me she is beautiful. Is she crying? Shit I made her cry. She is standing here with her back to the door, facing the wall crying. I can't let her cry over me.

"Turn around Jenny."

"Can't you just go away? I can't take it anymore."

"Then admit you are mine."

"No. I will never be yours. No matter how you phrase it. It all means the same damn thi...."

I knew kissing her would shut her up. Now to just get her to wrap her legs arou.... Okay that will work. Apparently she don't need any convincing.

"Trey, please fuck me. Don't tease me anymore."

"No I won't fuck you, not like this. I want you to love me, to admit that you love me."

"But Trey, please I'm not asking you to make love to me, I'm asking you for a real hard fuck, one that will leave me sore tomorrow and then for you to leave me alone forever."

Holy blue fucking hell, did she really just say that to me? To fuck her and leave her. Damn she really is damaged from that asshole. What woman would want to be treated that way? I want to love her forever and she just wants a real hard fucking. Okay if that is what she wants than that is what she will get. I'll fuck her so hard she will only want me for the rest of her life.

"You sure that is what you want, for me to fuck you and then you leave you fore ever?"

"Yes."

She doesn't look to sure. Let me see if I can get her to compromise with me.

"I will fuck you right here and right now."

Look at her eyes light up, I'm gonna pick her up and slide into her to make her mind blur with sensation.

"Goddamn you are tight, and so wet. Shit. I will fuck you now like you want, if you give me the rest of the week to keep fucking you anyway I want, and then after that, shit baby you feel so good. After that I will leave you alone forever if that is what you truly want."

Damn, I think I am torturing myself more than I am her. I have to kiss her body, and those nipples so perky and needing to be bitten.

"Fine, just please fuck me Trey, I have wanted you for far to long to keep denying you and now that you are in me, I don't want you to pull out until I come all over your dick several times."

"Deal, and Jenny, by the end of this week you will admit that you love me."

I can't believe it, well yes I can. She admitted she needs me, even if she is saying it is to just fuck. God to finally feel myself slamming into her wet warm pussy that just welcomed me is unbelievable and indescribable.

"Fuck me hard Trey, please."

"If that is the case than I need you on a bed, I want to slam into your cunt so hard you scream my name so loud they will be able to hear you in Tokyo."

"Whatever, just kiss me again. And don't put me down, or pull out."

"As you wish, this is your fucking however you want it to a certain point."

Shit, she is so intense. I love the way she kisses me, sucking on my tongue and bitting my lip. Turns me on even more. I'm gonna have to fuck her against the wall, from behind, have her ride me. There is so much I want to do with her and a week is no where near long enough or soon enough. I want to feel her tight virgin ass squeezing my cock as I come in it.

"You still want me to fuck you in the ass while I fuck your pussy with your vibrator?"

"Mmm hmm. You fill me up Trey, stretching me. I never knew I could be filled like this or stretched this far and it feel so good. Don't ever stop fucking me."

"I know you told me not to pull out, but I have to lay you face down on the bed. Put the pillows under your stomach so your ass is up in the air. Spread your knees, and lay your arms out so that you are up on your elbows. I want to fuck you from behind and watch your ass turn red every time I smack it. Good just like that."

Shit look at her, being all submissive and sexy. I want her tied back up.

"Baby I'm gonna tie you back up. I don't want you moving while I'm fucking you.

"Make me come first."

"Okay, if that is what you want."

"I want us both to have the pleasure. Not just me."

"Just be patient, stop talking and we both can enjoy everything together. We are the same Jenny. We need the same things from sex, love and life. And now that you are all tied up. I will fuck you so hard you can't walk tomorrow. Isn't that how you wanted it. For me to SLAM, my cock into you."