Found by Love (28 page)

"Well maybe you should be. He does have a lot to offer after all. He's VERY good looking and has a great job and a beautiful house that's ON THE BEACH! He's great with Grayson and loves him as much as we do and could probably fill in a lot of the blanks that I missed out on since he's known him his whole life." Ha! That wiped that cocky self-assured look off of his face the way I knew it would!

"Cru!!! I don't know what you're up to but I don't like it one BIT!"

He rose up and walked over to me and I backed away but as long as his legs are I didn't have a chance at getting away from him. He roughly picked me up and threw me on the bed and held me down and got on top of me and grabbed my wrist and put them above my head. I'm immediately turned on and he could tell because I didn't see anger in his face anymore but pure animal lust.

"Tell me you want me and ONLY ME!" He growled the words into my ear. I try not to buck against him but my body is trying to betray me in the way he makes me feel when he's near me.

"No! Let go of me!" He nipped at my bottom lip with his teeth and I could taste the whiskey on his breath and I wanted to shove my tongue down his throat and drink him in but I still didn't give in.

"I get it. You're picking a fight with me because you're wanting make up sex. So... You need to answer one question my little psycho...." Psycho? God I love it when he talks dirty to me. He's rubbing his hand inside my shirt massaging my breast and grazing his teeth along my neck knowing that I'm going to give in any minute. I growled back at him.

"Don't you dare call me a psycho! Get off of me!" I started bucking against him and I could feel his arousal between my legs and that was when I let go of my resolve and wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him closer to me and whimpered against his mouth as he laughed.

"You don't fool me Cruella. You better remember that no one knows you better than I do. NO ONE! So... Are you going to answer my question?" I looked up at him in defeat and nodded my head and tried to kiss him but he backed away from me. "Oh no. Not yet. We are playing my way tonight and my way only." Oh my god I can't stand it! Enough already! My body is already about to jump out of its skin.

"Come on Nerd Boy! I had a rough night. Just give me what I want! Now dammit! Just ask the damn question already!"

I know I sounded like a whiney little baby but I'm so ready for whatever he's willing to give. He attacked my mouth and kissed me hard and shoved his tongue roughly into my mouth possessively and I returned the favor reveling in the taste and feeling that was going on in my body. He broke away right when it was getting good.

"I'll baby you tomorrow but right now I'm going to teach you a lesson on not trying to make me jealous again. You're MINE CRU! MINE!" I love it when he growls at me. "Forget about the question. No soft and easy for you even if you want it because you're getting it rough and dirty tonight!" Oh yes! Yes yes, yes!

He picked me up like I weighed nothing and flipped me over to my stomach and raised my ass into the air. I looked over my shoulder at him and when we locked eyes I knew I was in for a long night. I didn't care because this is exactly what I needed and WANTED. He tore my thong off and entered me so roughly I about came right then. He moved his arm across my chest and pulled me closer to him and bit me on the shoulder causing me so much pleasure and pain. I leaned my head back against him and moaned out his name. He kissed me hard to drown out my moans as my body started vibrating as I started to climax.

"Who do you belong to Cru?" He moaned out his demand. "Say it!" I reached my hand behind his neck and pulled him closer to me as I reveled in his hot breath against my neck while my orgasm intensified.

"YOU! I belong to YOU!" I fell slack against his body unable to move from the mental beating he just gave me. He leaned back pulling me onto his lap breathing just as hard as me.

"That's right honey and if you think we're done you have another thing coming."

He flipped me back over and I'm on my back again completely in a daze wondering what he's planning next. He crawled up on top of me and looked me in the eye with so much heat in his eyes I was ready to go again.

"Since I'm such a nice guy I'll go ahead and give you soft and easy as well sweetheart." He gently kissed my lips and started kneading my breasts which had me opening my legs, begging him with my eyes to enter me again.

"Yes Nerd Boy!" He shook his head and grinned and lowered his body down my own while licking and biting me all the way down between my legs.

"Not yet baby. Not yet. I'm going to worship you tonight and you're never going to suggest any other man again to me to me again and you're never going to forget tonight Cru." I looked down into his eyes and saw nothing but love and lust in his eyes as he whispered against my core. "I can promise you that!" My eyes rolled into the back of my head from not only his words but the promise and branding he was not only making on my body but my heart as well.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

An hour later I'm curled up in Caleb's arms and running my fingers around his tattoo while he runs his fingers through my hair. I leaned up and kissed the lock on his tattoo and looked up into his beautiful eyes.

"I love you Nerd Boy but if you think I'm getting "Nerd Boy” put anywhere on my body you have another thing coming."

"Well now that's not fair at all because I have a few more tattoo ideas with your name on them. I guess it's true what they say. Once you get one you can't quit thinking about the next one." I've never had a tattoo and have never had the desire to get one. The idea of marking my body in any way terrified me because of my fear of needles.

"Well. You go ahead and mark your body up all you want but there's no way I'm letting a needle near me. You know what a big baby I am." He chuckled and pulled me closer and whispered in my ear.

"Yes baby I do. You don't have to mark your body to prove anything to me. I know you love me." He sweetly kissed me on my temple and his lips lingered. "I am ready to make an honest woman out of you though. When do you want to get married? Have you told anyone yet?"

"Mattie is the only one that knows. Unless you told someone." I felt his body flinch at the mention of Mattie and I realize that he's the reason I had made him so mad. "Listen Caleb. I know I was trying to pick a fight with you but all of the qualities I described about Mattie are true but that doesn't mean I'm interested in him." He let out a big sigh.

"I know you're not Cru but the way you were talking about him took me back to never feeling like I was good enough for you." That's the complete opposite of how I've felt about him. I rose up to look him straight in the eye but he looked away.

"Baby, look at me. Please look at me."

I waited and when he turned and looked at me I saw little tears formed in his eyes which broke my heart. I've been so cruel to him for so long he is still dealing with his insecurities that I never realized until now that he's been fighting.

"You've got it all wrong! Backwards as a matter of fact because I was the one that was never good enough for you Caleb. If I have to I will spend the rest of my life proving to you that you're who I should have already spent these last ten years with. I've been so terrified this past year because I never in a million years thought that you'd ever give me a chance after I was so cruel to you when we were in school. I feel like I've won the lottery because you love me unconditionally with all of my faults and I feel it Caleb. I mean I FEEL it to the depths of my soul." I reached over and ran my fingers over the outline of his tattoo that I realize is the biggest declaration of love anyone could prove to me. "If I have to I'll brand your name onto my body if that's what it'll take to prove my love and devotion to you."

"You don't have to do that Claud. You just admitted how terrified you are of needles and I don't want to cause you any pain because of my little insecurity issue. I'm sorry I got mad and Mattie is cool now. He just feels that I threaten his relationship with Grayson and feels that I'm 'in the way' and how perfect it would be if both YOU and HE raised Grayson together and ended up having a happily ever after family. I told him and I hope I wasn't out of line that the three of us can raise him but that I WILL BE his father and nothing will change his status of being 'Uncle Mattie'."

"So that's all you two talked about for hours and came home drunk as skunks?" I knew they had to have talked about more than that. I saw him tense up and could tell that he needed to tell me more.

"I guess I need to tell you the biggest part of our conversation and before you overreact just know this. Mattie and I are taking precautions." Precautions? The hair on my arms stood straight up.

"Tell me Caleb! Why do you need to take precautions? Please tell me it has nothing to do with Roger and Meredith?" He leaned over and turned the lamp on and I saw the shock and awareness in his eyes.

"How did you know that Claud? Mattie said he didn't mention it to you and said he wanted to talk to me about it first. Ya know. Man to man protecting his family."

"Let's just say I had a nightmare and I'll tell you about it after you tell me what's going on."

"Um... Okay. Well... I don't know where to start. Okay. Here's the deal. Roger and Meredith are both out on bond. As soon as they got out of jail they sold everything they had and skipped town. No one knows where they are Cru. Their lawyer wasn't supposed to give any information out but he gave Mattie a call to warn him."

"Oh my God! Warn him about what?"

"Calm down. We've got it under control and I'm glad that we are leaving in the morning for Oregon because we will all be safer there." Safer? Oh my God! "It seems that Roger and Meredith told their attorney that they would get Grayson back no matter what they had to do and made a comment of "taking care of you and I" if they had to. Evidently Roger has a few friends from back in his drug addiction days that are some pretty bad characters." Any chance of me sleeping at all just went out the window!!! Jane was right! Grayson is in danger and if I could I would rather leave right this minute instead of waiting for our flight.

"Jane came to me in a dream." The shocked look on his face was priceless. "Yes. I finally saw my first ghost and I'm not gonna lie. It freaked me out but she warned me that they were up to something and to keep Grayson in Oregon. Oh my God Caleb! What are we going to do? I'll hire security guards to follow him around if I have to and we can't let him out of our sight for a minute." He pulled me down into his arms.

"Shhhh baby. It'll be alright. Mattie has agreed that the safest place for Grayson right now is with us in Oregon. We just have to figure out a way to convince Grayson of that but Mattie is going to talk to him and I think he knows exactly what to say. I think we should stay at Cash and Olivia's until this blows over. We'd be more protected there I think." Yes! Their house is like a fortress with its own security guard and we can handle the commute to work every day.

"That's a great idea but have you mentioned it to them yet? That's a lot of people in one house but it would be great to be with my best friend every day and the kids."

"Are you kidding me? Cash has enough room in that castle for 10 families! Wait! I thought I was promoted to being your best friend? Maybe we should reconsider. You and Olivia together every day... Hmmm. I don't know. I might get jealous of not having you all to myself." I elbowed him in the side which made him lurch forward.

"Oh shut it Nerd Boy! You're my soul mate! There's a difference in the relationship."

"Haha... Okay and please don't do that again! You have a bony elbow! That hurt Cru! I think you need to kiss my side." If I didn't need a distraction I think I would have ignored his comment but nothing gets me out of my own thoughts like he does. I lowered my head and lightly kissed his side and licked my way up to his nipple and twirled my tongue around it giving him goose bumps and causing him to moan through his teeth.

"Oh no.. You keep that up and there's going to be a round 4." I looked up at him while still licking him and ran my tongue down to his navel causing him to jump.

"Get ready Baby because here comes round 4." I went down lower and touched the tip of him with my tongue and swallowed him whole and went to work. It's my turn to please him and thank him for all that he's doing for his ready-made family.

"Cruella!!" He grabbed my hair and started moving his hips and getting in the same rhythm as my mouth. When I felt how close he was I got up and straddled him and continued to thank him over and over and over again.

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The three of us are almost to my house and I couldn't be any happier and nervous at the same time. Mattie ended up telling Grayson about Roger and Meredith threatening us in order to get Grayson to stay longer than the suggested week stay. I was quite irritated with him because in my eyes he's my baby but he's also just a 10 year old little boy. He went from feeling like a tragic unwanted orphan to feeling like a meal ticket and then I'm sure very confused about me entering his life. To top all of that off he ended up with a broken wrist and two psychos threatening to try whatever means possible to get him back!