Finding Justice (28 page)

“I guess you got the train after me.”

“I told you I wasn’t going to let you do this alone. Now, I’m
telling you we’ll get through this, through anything. Together.”

She opened her mouth to respond but any words of protest or
acceptance dissolved on her tongue when he turned his gaze from her and focused
his attention fully on her mum. He eased Julia back from his arms, his hands
sliding gently down her arms to clasp her hands. He raised them to his lips and
met her eyes.

“A lot has happened in seven years, huh?”

Protectiveness rose in Cat on a tidal wave. “Jay, now isn’t the
time—”

“I’m a drug addict, Julia.”

Cat’s breath caught in her throat and her gaze shot to her mum.
Julia’s widened as she stared at him. “Oh, Jay.”

His smile was soft, barely whispering along lips Cat loved with
all her heart. “I know, quite the pair, aren’t we?”

A small whimper or maybe a laugh escaped her mum as she ran her
fingers over his forehead and down the side of his face, letting her hand drop
limply into her lap. “You look so...handsome.”

He smiled. “Four years ago I resembled an extra from a certain
Michael Jackson video.”

Another giggle. Cat’s lips twitched as her heart swelled
painfully inside her chest. Hope and gratitude swept through her not only for
what he said and did but also for his forgiveness, his pursuit of her. The fact
he had traveled all this way without a bag or even a change of clothes to carry
out what he promised he’d do. Be there for her. For her mum.

“Jay, this is madness,” Cat said quietly. “I told you I have to
do this alone.”

He kept looking at her mum. “Can you hear this stubborn
daughter of yours?”

Julia smiled, nodded.

Jay shook his head. “She doesn’t get it, does she?”

Julia shook her head. “No.”

Blowing out a breath and rolling his eyes, Jay turned to look
at Cat. “I love you, Cat Forrester. I’ve always loved you, and whether you marry
me here or in Templeton, I don’t care. You will marry me. Whether it’s this
year, next year or ten years from now. The rest of the plan is up to you, but
now, today, we do what I want.”

Happiness swirled in her abdomen as Cat tried and failed to
drag some of her authority to the surface. Nothing came. It was deeply buried
beneath the torrent of relief and hope rushing through her; she might never feel
the sense of isolation that plagued her for the past seven years ever again.

“You are insane if you think I’m getting married—”

“Catherine.” Her mum’s voice sliced Cat’s words in half. “I am
an alcoholic. I need help, and while I’m getting that help, Jay’s going to love
you like I should have.” She turned to Jay. “Aren’t you?”

He grinned and put a hand to his head in a salute. “Yes,
ma’am.”

Cat’s tentative smile erupted into a grin and she pulled her
mum’s frail body into her arms. “Do you realize what you just said?”

“What?”

“You just said...you just said—”

“I’m an alcoholic.” Her mum pulled back and her eyes shone with
unshed tears. Her lips trembled. “This time it’s for real. I’m tired but not
tired enough to sleep forever.”

“You’re going to do this. You’re going to get better.”

Julia swiped at her tears and gestured for Jay to come closer.
She took his hand. “I can do this. I can do this for you two. When you walked
through that door just now, I was reminded of the life Richard wanted for
Cat.”

Cat swallowed. “What Dad wanted?”

Julia smiled, cupping a hand each to her and Jay’s jaw. “Yes,
my love, he said you two would marry one day, come hell or high water, and he
swore so on his life. I thought when he died...” She stopped, exhaled. “When he
died, I thought I’d never see you together again. Then when I started drinking,
I didn’t care one way or another. Now? Now I can feel him. I can feel your
father. He’s going to help me through this. He brought you and Jay back together
to make me see, make me realize Sarah is dead.... Oh, God, Sarah is dead and she
had her whole life ahead of her.” She shook her head and cast her gaze toward
the ceiling. “He’s had enough. He brought Jay here to show me how I need to get
a grip. My God, I’m scared beyond belief.”

Cat brought her mother’s hand to the bed and squeezed. “Mum,
don’t cry.” Raw emotion and need for her father flowed on a suppressed avalanche
of grief. “You can do this. I know you can.”

Jay took her other hand. “If I can recover, so can you.”

Cat stared at his profile and, even though her love for him
grew like an expanding balloon behind her rib cage, she shook her head. “I want
to be with you, Jay, but I don’t think I’m strong enough to be with you and be
what I need to be for Mum at the same time.”

He opened his mouth to respond, but Julia got there first. “Not
strong enough?” She dropped back against her pillows, exhaustion showing in the
deep premature lines on her face. “You’re the strongest woman I know, Catherine.
The strongest and the most wonderful.”

“Hear, hear.” Jay winked.

Never able to resist her mum, or Jay, Cat laughed. “This is
insane.”

“But totally possible.” All three of them turned to the sound
of Chris’s voice at the door.

Melinda stood beside him and Cat’s emotions bubbled over as the
weight of her burden split four ways. It would be all right. They would help her
mum through the hardest months of her life, harder than losing her husband,
harder than losing control in the first months of her addiction. She would get
better.

Chris came forward and Cat stood to embrace him and then
Melinda. Turning, she watched Jay shake Chris’s hand and then kiss Melinda’s
cheek. Cat smiled when Melinda’s cheeks flushed pink. No woman reacted any
differently when Jay came within five feet of her.

Jay slipped his arm around Cat’s waist and she turned to him.
“We need to talk.”

He stared at her, his eyes full of complicated desire, control
and questions. “Uh-huh.”

Her brother and Melinda made Julia comfortable as exhaustion
showed in her face and her eyes grew heavy.

“I’ll be back, Mum.”

Julia’s head was already turned into the pillow, slumber
inching into her body.

Cat gripped Jay’s elbow. “Outside. Now.”

He smiled. “After you.”

The second they stepped out of the room, he slipped his fingers
into hers and led her toward the stairwell. They walked in silence back through
the reception area and outside into the parking lot. It was early evening and
only a few cars were dotted around in the immediate area. They were as alone as
they were ever going to be in a city hospital. He led her to a vacant bench and
they sat.

“So,” he said. “What’s next?”

“What’s next, Garrett?” Cat quirked an eyebrow. “What’s next is
we’d better find a clothes shop and then a bed-and-breakfast if you intend to
stick around awhile.”

“A bed-and-breakfast? But—”

She raised her eyebrows. “But what? Who said anything about you
staying with me? I’m a good girl. I have zero intention of living in sin.”

His eyes shone with amusement as he inched closer, his hand
stealing onto her thigh. Cat cursed the arousal that shot to her center like he
touched her there rather than her leg. “Oh, I see.” He kissed her neck and her
eyes fluttered closed. “Not living with me, just sleeping with me. I can deal
with that.”

He nibbled at the sensitive skin at the curve of her neck and a
sigh whispered from her lips just as her phone vibrated in her pocket. She
snatched the phone from her pocket with a shaking hand.

“Hello?” She cleared her throat. “Hello. Sergeant Forrester
speaking.”

“Forrester, it’s Harris. Are you running?”

Heat singed her cheeks. “Um, no, sir. I’m—”

“Listen, I have good news.”

Cat met Jay’s eyes, her arousal evolving into an excitement of
a different kind. “Bennett?”

“Indeed, Bennett.” Inspector Harris spat out his name. “Glad
you didn’t say
Inspector.
The man’s a parasite who
doesn’t deserve the title. If you can guarantee the statement of your star
witness, I think your actions will be deemed warranted. Especially considering
you were protecting a civilian.”

Cat closed her eyes and raised her hand to fist her hair back
from her face. “Leave it to me, sir. Believe me, Kyle Jordon has a lot to gain
from cooperating.” She snapped her phone shut.

Jay frowned, his eyes searching hers. “What did he say? Was it
about your investigation? Is he still on your side?”

Adrenaline, relief and love that her mum took the first step to
recovery whirled inside of her. If they got Jordon on board in the same
day...

She stood and pulled Jay to his feet, her hands slipping from
his to hold his biceps. “Harris wants Kyle to testify to ensure my name is
cleared.”

“We have to rely on scum like Kyle Jordon to do the right
thing? This is not over, Cat. He might have given us Bennett’s name, but the
chances we’ll get him to stand up in court...”

She grinned. “Oh, ye of little faith. Unless he wants to spend
the rest of his life in prison, he’ll testify. I might even promise him a lower
sentence for all his drug offences...if I feel like it.”

Jay smiled. “And, of course, it can’t be helped if Harris
outranks your decision later on down the line, right?”

She winked and gave a theatrical sigh. “Right. What else can I
do?”

Jay laughed and lifted her off the ground and into his arms. “I
love you, Sergeant Forrester.”

She brought her lips down on his and kissed the man she once
dreamed of spending her life with and now knew she would. Their lips took,
claimed and promised. After a moment, they pulled apart and Cat brushed her hand
over the side of his face. “So, do you think Templeton will welcome a new
inspector in a few months’ time?”

“After everyone finds out about Bennett, I expect they’ll be
ecstatic about someone new taking the helm.”

“Good. How about a female inspector?”

“I’m sure they’d love it. Why? Do you know... Are you kidding
me?” Jay’s face broke into a smile that damn near melted Cat’s heart to
mush.

She grinned. “I’m going after Bennett’s job.” She leaned
forward and pressed a lingering kiss to his lips. “I want you to fight it all
with me. Every problem that comes in the future, every setback and upset. I want
us to grab this. I want it to work for us...and Sarah. When Mum comes out of
rehab, I’m moving to the Cove and she’s coming with me.”

“Seriously?”

“Seriously.”

He spun her around and Cat laughed as her entire life fell into
place.

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CHAPTER ONE

M
ARY
P
AIGE
G
ENTRY
stepped into an icy
puddle of water as she exited the taxi with not only one high-heeled shoe, but
both of them.

“Darn, darn, darn!” she said, trying to turn back to the driver
without stepping into the cold water again. The cabbie raised bushy eyebrows and
she tossed him a glare. “I assume you didn’t see that puddle when you pulled
up?”

He shrugged.

“Yeah, right,” Mary Paige muttered, blowing out a breath that
ruffled her bangs. “Just wait for me, okay?”

She didn’t hang around for his response because, after the day
she’d had, something had to go in her favor. She slammed the door and leaped to
the curb, managing to clear the puddle she’d previously waded through. Having
the cab wait for her would cost a small fortune, but she was way late to her
uncle’s infamous Christmas kickoff bash, thanks to her boss, Ivan the
Terrible.

The frigid water seeped into the toes of her shoes as she
walked toward the iron-barred glass door of the convenience store anchoring a
corner in Fat City. Stupid, stupid! If she hadn’t let vanity rule, she’d be
plodding around in her cute fleur-de-lis rubber boots with warm tootsies. But
because the strappy high-heel, pseudo–Mary Janes had called her name that
morning, she would risk frostbite for the remainder of the evening.

Flashing neon signs hung garishly on the front of the store,
bright cousins to the various cigarette ads, and from somewhere to her left,
music bled onto the street. The door to the convenience store swooshed open, and
she moved aside to avoid a woman who burst out, clutching a paper bag containing
a fifth of something potent. Her elbow caught Mary Paige’s arm, but the woman
didn’t even acknowledge the offense. She merely growled something about skinny
blonde bitches and waddled down the block.

“Really?” Mary Paige called after her, even as part of her
relished the backhanded compliment since she’d spent the past two months doing
Zumba and eating foam chips in an effort to fit into a size eight again. As she
reached for the closing door handle, she heard a low moan to her right. Her hand
paused in midair, hovering above the cold metal.

Pulling her jacket closer to her chin and nuzzling into the
cashmere scarf her ex-boyfriend had given her last Christmas, Mary Paige peered
into the darkness beyond the blinking lights lining the eaves. At first, she saw
nothing in the shadows, but then spied movement.

She stepped toward the noise, her feet squishing in her wet
shoes, her teeth starting to chatter. The light plink of sleet on her shoulders
made her wonder if she was somewhere other than New Orleans. They rarely saw
anything frozen—except daiquiris—so it had been quite the sensation when they’d
gotten a blast of winter the day after Thanksgiving.

Newspapers stirred and she made out the form of an elderly man
wrapped in a thin blanket, moving among discarded boxes and newspapers quickly
becoming sodden with the sleet.

“Sir? You need some help?”

The man stopped his rustling and flipped her the finger.

“Guess that answers that question.”

She turned around, ignoring the tug at her heart. Why didn’t he
go to a shelter, anyway? Too cold out for someone to be sitting around with
nothing more than a thin blanket. She glanced to the corner and found the cab
still waiting. Good. A man who listened. An early Christmas miracle.

She entered the warmth of the store, blew on her hands and
scanned the cramped aisle. Nope, none of it would do. Bottled water, sanitary
products and condoms. The necessities of life, sure, but nothing that would help
her tonight.

The second aisle proved as fruitless. Nothing but potato chips,
cartons of cookies and packages of those powdery little doughnuts. Mary Paige’s
stomach betrayed her with a growl as she eyed the pink snowballs. She shook her
head and rounded the end cap, where she scanned the new offerings, methodically
sweeping her gaze along the aisle, mentally discarding everything until…
Bingo!

Hanging innocently at the end of the aisle was the most
repugnant pair of Christmas socks she’d ever seen. They were bright green with
sparkly silver-tinsel trees around the ankles, adorned with bright cherry-red
pom-poms. The tops had garish silver lace that matched the flashy trees and
small jingly bells. They were hideous and absolutely perfect for the
white-elephant gift required for Uncle Fred’s crazy pre-Christmas party. Mary
Paige snatched them as if they were the Holy Grail. Finally, something had gone
right.

She hurried toward the register, hating that she’d already
taken too much time in this little stop, hating that the homeless curmudgeon
outside the door weighed on her conscience. Yeah, he was a miserable old goat,
but it
was
the beginning of the Christmas season,
and it
was
colder than normal outside.

Perhaps she should get him a little something to warm him
up?

A coffee bar sat to her right, featuring a self-service,
instant cappuccino machine. Not the best, but certainly good enough. Mary Paige
glanced at the register. Only one person in line. Surely five more minutes
wouldn’t hurt. She spun toward the bar, snatched a medium-size cup, centered it
beneath the spout and pushed the button. It filled quickly. She plopped a lid on
and grabbed two sugar packs along with a stir stick.

Darn.
Two more people had joined
the queue behind the woman paying.

She got in line, shifting back and forth on her frozen feet
trying to restore the circulation and wondering why she even bothered with an
old bum outside a convenience store in the middle of Metairie. He’d probably
hurl the cup at her and ruin her only decent jacket. Par for the course
considering the day she’d had. A run in her stockings, a nervous stomach that
had sent her to the bathroom twice, a coffee stain on her pristine white blouse
and a tongue-lashing from Ivan the Terrible when the towering pile of receipts
on her desk didn’t add up for their biggest client. She really wanted to go home
and curl up in her ratty chenille robe with a glass of wine. Instead, fierce
love for Uncle Fred sent her scurrying across the city in a cab she couldn’t
afford, wearing shoes now frozen stiff.

Mary Paige finally reached the register, where the cashier
snatched the socks from her, scanned them and dropped them into a plastic
sack.

“Ten thirty-seven,” the cashier said, not even bothering to
make eye contact with her.

Mary Paige rooted in her purse for her wallet. Ugh. She’d left
it in her desk after doing some online Christmas shopping. But, luckily she
always kept some cash in the side pocket along with her ATM card. Her fingers
crisscrossed in a desperate search. No cash.

No way.

Thankfully a second swipe netted her the ATM card. She glanced
at the cashier, who glared knowingly in return.

“Uh, do y’all have an ATM?”

The cashier pointed to a machine sitting below a glowing sign
as a man behind her in line growled, “Jeez, get your cash before you get in
line, lady.”

Something inside Mary Paige snapped. “Listen, buddy. I have had
a hell of a day and my ex-boyfriend stole all my cash. Give me an effing break
here!”

The man stepped back, throwing up his hands before giving her a
smart-ass gesture toward the ATM.

“Thanks.”

She prayed as she entered her PIN that her account wasn’t
overdrawn. Things had been so hectic lately she couldn’t remember the last time
she balanced her bank statement.
Please, please let the
stupid machine spit out the money.

The machine whirred and coughed out the amount she’d
requested—thirty bucks.

Whew.
Hibernia Bank had just earned
itself a place on her Christmas-card list.

Mary Paige popped back in line as the rude construction worker
rolled his eyes and blew garlicky breath on her neck with theatrical
exaggeration. Mary Paige shrugged at the cashier. “Happens to the best of us,
right?”

The cashier held out a palm and gave no response, making Mary
Paige feel like even more of an idiot. She placed a ten-dollar bill in the
outstretched hand of the cashier along with three dimes and a nickel, the sum of
all the change she could scrape up from the bottom of her purse. The cashier
cleared her throat and looked pointedly at the money.

“Oh, sorry.” Mary Paige scooped two pennies from the
take-a-penny, leave-a-penny container on the counter. “There you go.”

She grabbed the coffee and the plastic bag, swerved around Big
and Beefy, desperately wanting to give him the finger—much as the old bum had
given her earlier—and stalked out the door.

“Ow.” Hot coffee splashed on her fingers through the open
drinking spout. “Double darn it.”

She shook the liquid from her fingers and caught sight of the
cab out of the corner of her eye. Thank God he’d waited, and thank God the ATM
had delivered the money she needed to pay for the cab. Shoving the bag with the
socks under her arm, she held up a finger indicating she would be a minute
longer, then headed around the corner to the old man.

As she approached the alley, she was swamped by a feeling of
déjà vu. How many other times had she done this kind of thing? Ten? Twenty?
More? As much as she would like to be a hard-ass career gal, she knew her heart
was of the Stay Puft variety. Not even rudeness would deter her from doing what
was right.

“Yoo-hoo? Mister? I have a little something here to warm you.”
She stood in front of a Dumpster bookended by two large cardboard boxes. Flaps
hung over, providing little shelter, and the man seemed to be curled into a pile
of wet newspapers. A broken cyclone fence stretched behind him, leading the way
to an abandoned bakery showcasing yawning windows.
Dismal
wasn’t the word for the small corner of the world this man
occupied in the frozen rain. “Sir?”

He said nothing.

“I’ve brought you some coffee.”

The papers moved. “What the hell ya want?”

“Just thought you might like something to warm you.”

“Coffee?” The papers shifted as the man unfurled like a gray
troll from beneath a bridge, his grizzled face parting sodden sales flyers,
pinning her with sleepy blue eyes. “Coffee, did you say?”

Mary Paige thrust the cup toward the man.

His eyes swept Mary Paige from head to foot, causing a flash of
alarm within her, but then he looked away before extending a thin arm toward the
steaming cup. As he leaned forward, the papers parted, revealing a body woefully
unprepared for the frigid weather. His pants were thin and patched, his flannel
shirt threadbare in a few spots, but most frightening of all were his bare
feet.

Aw, heck, no. Not bare feet. Anything but
bare feet.

The plastic bag holding the socks grew heavier.

Pretend like you didn’t see his bare feet,
Mary Paige. Just hand him the coffee and go.

But she knew she would not. Could not.

Triple darn.

No time to get another pair. Plus, the only other socks inside
were a pair of plain blue ones. There had been only one pair of perfectly
horrendous Christmas socks, and she knew they hadn’t been intended for anyone at
Uncle Fred’s house. Not Aunt Betty with her giant mole, or Cousin Trav with his
ugly comb-over, or Mr. Dan the eccentric butcher, who showed up to Uncle Fred’s
party every year uninvited. Nope, these Christmas socks were for the bum who had
flipped her the finger.

She sighed and bent down, meeting his gnarled fingers with the
cup. “You don’t have any socks. It’s awfully cold out here for bare feet.”

The man took slurping sips of the scalding liquid as if it were
nothing more than lukewarm tea. “Yes, socks t’would help, I imagine.”

“Yes, well, I happen to have a pair right here. How about we
put these on so you don’t freeze your toes off? And then, I can take you to a
shelter where you can get some hot food and a warm place to sleep.”

The man peered at her over the rim, his disarming blue eyes
measuring her. She ripped her gaze from his and dug the ugly socks from the
plastic bag, eyeing his dirty but, oddly enough, well-manicured toes. She tore
the tag from the socks and bent toward the man, uncertain as to whether she
should actually lift his foot. “Should I help you put these on?”

The old man clasped her hands, stilling them as she picked at
the sticker stubbornly gunking up a sparkly silver tree.

“You ever read
A Christmas
Carol?
”

“I beg your pardon, sir?”

“You know…old Ebenezer Scrooge?”

“Oh, yeah, of course.” She nodded and the blunt ends of her bob
swung into her eyes. She tucked the wayward strands behind her chilled ears.
“The socks. Let’s get them on you.”

“Yes,” he said staring at the gaudy socks in her hand. “What I
meant was the Spirit of Christmas.”

“What?” Mary Paige said biting her lip and scrunching each sock
so she could jab them onto his almost-blue feet. “You mean the ghosts, like the
ghosts of Christmas past?”

“They were all part of the Spirit of Christmas, right?” His
voice was low, intense and raspy…and also quite refined. Odd for a street
person. She slid the first sock on his right foot.

“Mmm-hmm.” She shifted her weight so she wouldn’t fall on her
butt onto the slick concrete. She wasn’t the most graceful of gals.

“Well, you’re the Spirit of Christmas,” he said, jabbing a
finger at her.

“Maybe so,” she said, hoping to pacify the old man, as she put
the other sock on his deathly cold foot. She prayed she had hand sanitizer in
her purse. No telling where the man’s feet had been even if he had trimmed his
toenails.

“There. Nice and toasty. Let’s get you out of this weather.”
She prepared to rise, but the man clasped her wrist. She pulled away but he held
firm.