Faye's Spirit (21 page)

“Sweet Jesus,” Garth said.

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When he shifted down and angled his cock to her back passage it felt huge. Her body instinctively clamped, but Jai lubed his fingers and inserted one.

“Oh my god!”

He stroked his finger in and out, making her relax.

It felt so strange, but ludicrously good.

Then he replaced his finger with his cock, applying pressure. She wondered if she could ever manage it, but at the same time she wanted to impale herself on it.

“Ease down when you’re ready,” Jai whispered against her ear.

She pressed back, wanting to feel like she had with his finger in there while Garth filled her sex.

“Oh yes, that’s it, nice and slow.”

She stifled a moan, the girth of his cock seemed like too much, then he rode up a way inside her.

“Fuck!” She panted for breath. “So full!” A moment later she found her rhythm, taking in a good length of him—and an intake of breath—on each of his moves.

“That’s it,” Jai whispered, panting. “Oh yes, you’re so good at this.”

She could tell he held back, letting her find her way with it, and she also sensed how hard that was for him.

Garth obviously felt it too because he groaned and looked as if he could barely hold back. “Jesus, Jai, I can feel you too.”

“It’s nice that I can surprise you after all these years,” Jai muttered.

She felt Garth’s hands on her again, urgent, and he began to thrust deeper again as if the incredible fullness and the push and shove down there had taken him over as much as it had her. She wanted this so badly, she wanted to be filled and used by both of them, to be taken in every way.

Two lovers, she was having her two lovers both at once, better than all her fantasies put together. Already she was blossoming into orgasm. Her pelvis was awash with heat, her body shuddering.

Jai rubbed his hand over her breasts, his fingers hard against her peaked nipples.

Faye felt feverish, weak and agitated all at the same time. She was so thoroughly pinioned.

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Her body went limp, able only to ride each wave of sensation. She began to come, very quickly, her body lifted up by her two lovers, her sex clenching and spasming.

Garth grunted, his body gleaming with sweat and taut with effort, his hips rolling. Jai panted at her back, his cock rock hard, at its most swollen as it finally shot its load.

Garth cursed loudly, then his cock began to jerk—once, twice, three times. He leaned over her, panting, and when she caught her breath again, she pulled him close, dizzy with pleasure.

“Satisfied, Madame?” Jai asked.

“Supremely.”

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Epilogue

It had been a long time since all three Evans sisters were able to gather together for coffee and toasted panini at Luigi’s coffee house. Holly and Faye had kept up the tradition of meeting there once a fortnight while Monica was touring with her job, but it was good to be back again, all three of them at their favourite table by the window overlooking the busy pavements outside.

Faye savoured the moment. The reunion with her sisters after such an eventful year for them all meant a lot to her, and she stored away every precious moment for her memory bank. It was a gorgeous day, which made it even better. Although still cold, the sky was clear and the sun shone. The busy London street seemed to be filled with energy, the fast moving crowd of passers-by outside the window made vital by the breath of spring in the air. Inside, the smell of fresh coffee and good food surrounded them, as did the sound of happy chatter and laughter.

Faye took the opportunity to broach a question she’d been wondering about. “Do you think we’ve all been drawn to having two men in our lives because there are three of us, because we’re used to having the support of two others and giving it to others?”

Holly sat back in her chair, her expression startled. “You might have something there.

I’d not thought of that. What do you think, Monica?”

Monica nodded. “That’s a very clever deduction, Sherlock.”

Faye grinned. “So we’ve got an excuse for ignoring the norms now?”

“Do we need an excuse?” Monica looked quietly confident, as well she might, having had the longest to get used to being in a threesome.

“Well, no,” Faye replied, “not as long as everyone is happy with the situation.”

Holly tapped Faye on the forearm with one finger. “And are you and Garth and Jai happy with your situation now?”

“We’re taking it one day at a time, but yes, we’re happy.” Even as she said it, her chest swelled with the emotion that triggered whenever she thought about her guys. They were working so hard for the relationship, as was she, and when it was good it was great. They www.total-e-bound.com

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still had teething troubles, but she was getting them to communicate without arguing, which seemed like a necessary shift, no matter how much they insisted it worked for them to be hounding each other.

“That’s all anyone can do,” Holly said, “and if you’re all aiming for the same goal, it’s got to be good. And the ghost, Maud?”

“Maud has gone. The one question that kept her lingering here was answered, and she was finally able to break free of her corporeal life.” Faye smiled to herself. “I’ll miss her.”

“I hope I don’t have a lingering question, when I kick the bucket,” Monica reflected.

“What are you worried about?” Holly asked. “If you do linger Faye will be here to sort you out.”

Faye laughed. “That’s exactly what Jai said when Garth brought up the same issue.”

Monica smiled. “You’re forbidden to kick the bucket before any of us.”

“I feel so needed and useful.” Faye grinned. “I’ll do my best to outlive you all.”

Stirring her coffee, she turned the conversation back on Monica. “So, tell us about the wedding plans, that’s what we’re here for.”

“Well, Cumbernauld’s will host the reception and everyone there wants to be involved, so that’s pretty much out of my hands and taken care of. I need to think about our dresses next.” She glanced at her younger sisters expectantly, a half smile hovering.

“No meringue frocks, please,” Faye begged.

“You know me better than that.” Monica looked as if she was enjoying their hesitation. “I meant to tell you, Aunt Josie actually said I should wear our grandmother’s ivory silk wedding gown, can you believe it?” Monica shook her head.

Holly lifted her hands from her coffee cup and gestured broadly. “Cripes. They never get it, do they? Can you imagine the day you’d have, managing the memories that could come off that old family heirloom?”

“I know.” Monica laughed. “According to Aunt Josie her cousin wore it and ran off with her ex in it.”

Holly shook her head. “It doesn’t bear thinking about.”

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are
you going to wear?” Faye looked at her older sister, wishing for a share of her calm approach to life, her utterly collected manner. It was partly a façade, she knew that. But it went deeper since Owen and Alec had come into her life. There used to be tension www.total-e-bound.com

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in Monica’s posture, and she had always been buttoned-up—both on the outside and the inside.

That had changed. She still kept her hands loosely clasped together, but she was so much more relaxed. Her lovers had allowed her to become more comfortable with her exceptional psychic gift, simply because they understood how it functioned and worked around it. That had enabled her to travel the world safely in their care, and to take her career in new and exciting directions. Faye was so grateful. Of the three of them, Monica needed it the most.

“I’ll pick up something simple and elegant,” Faye reassured them, “with your help, I hope.”

“And who is the best man going to be,” Holly queried, “as if we needed to ask?”

“Yes, Alec will be best man.” Monica gazed off into the distance, smiling to herself.

“Is he happy?” Faye was curious about each and every angle of her more experienced sisters’ relationships, even though she knew hers would be different.

“He is. He says he couldn’t be happier.” Her eyelids lowered. She wiped the corner of her left eye quickly and laughed. “It’s strange but I know it’s true, he really means it.”

“Makes me wish we’d done it that way,” Holly said, “but there wasn’t a natural or obvious way to do what we wanted, so we made our own ceremony.”

Faye stared down into her coffee. When she’d told them about Monica’s wedding, Jai had joked that she’d have to marry Garth if there was going to be a wedding for them, because Garth was the insecure one. It had seemed like a bit of fun at the time. It made sense though. Jai never really made throwaway remarks. It often appeared that he did, but the truth was he was a very good judge of human nature and he had a way of tuning in to people and bringing out their deepest desires. Even though Jai was a free spirit he’d led Garth to great things with his own business, whereas he might not have taken the risk alone.

He’d triggered the ménage à trois affair between the three of them, subtly sensing what each of them needed from it. Even now, when they were all so much more chilled with each other, he knew when to put Garth in charge, and when to spur him on, provoking him to show his best side.

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Faye still worried that it was somehow wrong—that it wouldn’t last, and that she was in it because of her sisters and their joy—but when she stopped worrying about it and just enjoyed, their relationship was everything she could have wished for and more.

“Are you going to share those private thoughts of yours?” Holly asked.

Faye realised she’d been miles away. “Sorry. I was just thinking that if we end up half as happy as you guys, we’d be very happy indeed.”

“I think you had a very good point,” Holly responded, “about a three way relationship working for us. You’ve been our anchor in our troubled times, and you can be their anchor too.”

“I hope so.” She was about to say more about her hopes and doubts, but Gianni, their waiter, sidled in with their plates arranged along one arm.

“Three tempting dishes, for three tempting ladies,” he stated as he placed the plates down. “Holly, Monica, and Faye.”

“Is it any wonder we keep coming here,” Holly said. “Your memory is amazing.”

“With you three ladies it is so hard to forget,” he murmured, oozing charisma. “Sisters too, wonderful.” He took his fingers to his mouth and kissed them.

“Gianni, you’re outrageous.” Monica gave him one of her looks. It was supposed to be chastising, but Faye could see that it came across much more suggestively than it might have done a year ago.

Gianni bowed. “What I would really like to know is…are any of you ladies single?”

He rested his hand on the back of Faye’s chair.

She turned in her seat to look up at him, intrigued.

“I have two brothers,” he added, “if all of you are free.”

Both Faye and Holly looked to their older sister, the one who could keep a straight face.

“Two brothers as well?” Monica took a deep breath and looked for all the world as if she was genuinely contemplating the idea. “Well, that’s very tempting, but I’m afraid none of us are in a position to be tempted.” She exchanged glances with Holly and Faye. “I’m sorry, Gianni, none of us are single.”

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Faye knew what she was thinking.
None of us is even double. We are more than a couple,
we’re something else
—
something stronger, something individual and unique to every one of us. A
committed ménage a trois.

Faye took strength from her older sisters. They gave her faith and hope. Her own relationship may or may not work in the long-term, but each and every one of them was doing their best to make it work.

That was what life was all about, working for what meant the most, and Faye lifted her cup, sipped her coffee and anticipated everything else it had to bring.

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Chapter One

How badly do you want it?

How badly do you want to come?

When those words appeared on her computer screen Lily’s pulse raced erratically, anticipation gathering inside her. In that moment nothing else existed—not her day job or the bills or these cold winter nights—because Lily Howard was having an intense virtual affair with a man she only knew as A.W.

If I were there with you now I would ask you to pull your skirt up for me, and I’d ask you to do it
nice and slow…

Lily exhaled. Her hands automatically went to the hem of her skirt, fingers teasing along the edge of it, ready to pull it up. She savoured the anticipation for a moment, her thoughts entirely in tune with the mystery online lover who had set her libido on fire. Then she shuffled her skirt up her thighs and rocked her hips back and forth as she eased it up.

Stroking her hands over her bare thighs, she sighed aloud, before quickly touching the keyboard again, her right hand moving over the mouse sensuously, as if she could maintain contact with her virtual lover through that action alone.

…and then I’d put my hands between your knees and push your legs apart. You’d like that,
wouldn’t you? I think I know you well enough now, L.

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“Oh yes, you certainly do,” she murmured, spellbound by the connection they had developed. Trembling as she traced her fingertips over the keyboard, she wished it were him that she were touching—wished that she could rest her hand over his as he caressed her body. Slowly, she typed her response.