Falling - On the Banks of Lake Saint Clare (Falling - Book One) (45 page)

“It’s okay, Mom. I don’t hate you.” I managed to say.

“Oh thank God. I will never betray you again. I swear. I love you so much.”

“I love you
,
to
o
. Where are you?
”

“Tonight
?
I am staying at a hotel, but I’
ll be
looking for an apartment tomorrow.”

“So you are leaving Dad?”

“Yes, it is definite this time. There is a lot of ugliness going on and I was not at all happy.”

“Oh? Like what?”

“It’s nothing for you to worry about. So, I am staying here tonight. You are not alone, are you?”

“No, Michael is here. He stayed last night, too.”

“Good, I am so sorry,” she said again.

“Mom, you really could have come here, you know. You didn’t have to go to a hotel.”

“Alex, right now I really need to be away. I am really serious about it getting ugly. Promise me one thing, if he calls or you see him anywhere close to that house, you call the police. I am pretty sure he won’t. I went to the police station and got the restraining order back on.”

“For Brad?”

“For Brad
,
Dad, and Rachel. You need to go by as soon as you can an
d
sign them since you will be eighteen. But they will have them waiting.
”

“Ok Mom, this is making me scared.
Why Rachel? Mom, are you
in danger?”

“No Alex,” she said, not sounding too convincing. “
I want to get some sleep and not worry about anything. So if Michael doesn’t mind staying with you tonight, I will come by tomorrow and we talk some more.”

“He doesn’t mind at all. Mom, be careful, please. We will come get you if you need us to.”

“No Honey, I am in another
town
. I am perfectly safe and really wanting to just soak in the tub, watch a little TV
,
and go to sleep.”

“Ok Mom, I love you.”

“I love you, Alex. Goodnight.”

“Well, I guess she left him again. This time I think she is serious. She kept referring to him as ‘him’.”

“Ok,” Michael looked confused. “I hope you aren’t going to get too excited. Your Mom is very unstable lately. But maybe I was a tad hard on her. She has been through a lot lately, too. I need to apologize, don’t I?”

“It would make her happy. I think my niceness is rubbing off on you.
She went and redid the restraining orders and added Rachel. She said things are getting really ugly. I wonder what she means by
that.
”

I watched Michael flip
ping
through the
book
again. “Why did you put a shirt on?” I asked.

He shrugged, “I don’t know. Didn’t think about it. You want it off?”

“Of course,” I smiled, seeing him pull it over his head. “Roll on your stomach; I want to write on your back.”

“Mmm,” he sighed, “That always feels good. Do I get to guess what you write again?”

“Of course,” I kissed his back. “That’s my favorite game with you. You ready?’

“Uh huh.”

I took my hand and rubbed it across his back, “That cracks me up how you need to erase it.”

“Stop teasing me,” I smiled. “Ok here we go…”

“K, that’s I love Michael.”

“Uh huh. You are good at this.”

“I’m smart. And I took 3 years of back writing in school,” he smiled.

“You’re so funny. Ok, what’s this?”

“Michael is hot?”

“Yep, but that’s a no brainer. Ok, how about?”

“You complete me,” he smiled. “That’s a sappy line, but effective.”

“Ok, how about this one?”

“Do you have a condom?”

“You guessed it,” I smiled.

“Really?”

“Uh h
m
m.” I kissed his shoulder and whispered, “I really want to make love to you.”

He rolled over on his back and looked at me so seriously and so content. His eyes were bearing down on mine, as if pulling my heart to him though our eyes. I leaned down and kissed him, feeling a wave of warmth and ecstasy that I would have never guessed was possible. I looked in his eyes as we kissed, feeling his eyes engulf my soul. I had never felt so desirable in my life
,
and knew I would never feel it from anybody else but him.

I felt his heart pounding under my hand as I moved my lips to his neck, kissing him under his ear. I laid my head on his shoulder and ran my finger across his lips. “What are you thinking?” I asked.

“About you, how much I adore you,” he smiled, looking at me. “How great you make me feel, how happy you make me, and how much I am mesmerized by your beauty. You are everything to me. I don’t know how much
more I can fall,
”
he smiled.

He kissed me softly, passionately, lovingly, looking into my eyes, “I love you more than you will ever know.”

I reached over and turned the lamp off, making the room just a glow from the TV that I had forgotten was on. The music on the stereo was soft and soothing.

He rolled on his side and I felt his hand moved under my shirt, lifting it up over my head and tossing it on the floor. He ran his fingertip around my nipple
,
and he watched it grow harder under his touch. With each movement of his finger, I could feel the sensation throughout my body. He placed his mouth on the other breast and gently rubbed his teeth across the nipple. Each time he moved his mouth was an unbelievable flow of energy running down my legs and to the tips of my toes. My heart was pounding so hard, I could feel the pounding in
between my legs
. I never wanted him to stop, never move his mouth from the wonderful spot he had found. I wanted it to last forever. His hand moved down to my panties and pushed one side over my right hip, then over the left hip, pushing them down my legs and over my toes. He tossed them on the floor beside my shirt. He ran his finger up my leg right inside my thigh. His hand resting on the inside of my upper thigh inches away from knowing how unbelievably excited he was making me. I squirmed wanting so badly to feel him inside me, wanting him to know how much I loved him, by giving myself to him and only him.

He gently moved my legs apart
,
r
unning
his fingers slowly up and down the inside of my thigh as if teasing me, not entering me, but making me yearn for him to decide when he would satisfy my craving. His fingers started moving again as his lips met mine. My breathing was so heavy and my heart beat was as strong as I ever felt it before
,
as I felt his fingers glide inside me.

I moaned
feeling him move them inside
me deeper in and slowly out, knowing this would be the movement his body would make when we made love.

“You turn me on so much,” he said, kissing my neck. “I want you so bad. I want to be inside you more than anything.”

I reached down and ran my hand across his jeans, feeling just how extremely aroused he was. I unbuttoned his jeans and pushed the zipper down. He pushed his jeans off and kicked them in with the pile of my clothes. I ran my hand across his chest feeling his heart was pounding harder and faster than before. My hand moved down across his firm rock hard stomach to his massively erect penis. I felt it jump under my hand. I wrapped my hand around it, “What do I do?” I asked, never thinking that it was something I would ever want to do,
but the thought was getting me
even more arroused. He placed his hand over mine and started guiding me on how to pleasure him. With every movement, I could feel warm liquid pouring from the tip. “Mmm,” he moaned
,
taking his hand away
,
letting me do it myself. “You’re a natural,” he sighed, his breathing getting stronger. Each time I stroked him I’d feel it harden more and his leg muscles tighten. I watched his stomach tighten and relax and tighten again. His breathing was heavier and stronger.

“Stop or I’m going to cum,” he said, his stomach muscles tightening again.

I wanted to watch, I wanted to know his body. I wanted to know everything about it. I sat up and watched as this huge hard object in my hand throbbed in my fingers, seeing more liquid dripping from it.

I stroked it faster, wanting him to know that I wasn’t going to stop. I was getting wetter and wetter seeing his body react so strongly from just that one body part. It was like it controlled his entire body. I could see the muscles in his legs stiffen and he moaned. His entire body tightened and his body jerked as I watched this amazingly powerful orgasm happen with just my hand, hearing him moan
and jerk
with every release.

I watched as his chest moved up and down still at a fast pace but was slowing down gradually His leg muscles and body relaxed a
nd his breathing started to beco
me more regular. I climbed over him and grabbed a towel from the bathroom and handed it to him.” I get why guys always talk about having a sock by the bedside now,” I smiled, kissing him.

“Oh man, you’ve done that before,” he smiled.

I laughed. “Gosh, that was such a turn on. I could really get into doing that. I really want a penis now,” I said, lying beside him moving as close to him as I could.

“You can borrow mine anytime you want,” he said, kissing my forehead.

“It’s really big. I am beginning to think
Linda
was right. You might ruin me for every other guy. I guess I will be stuck with just you
.
”

He laughed.

“So, how big are you fully hard?”

“I don’t know,” he shrugged.

“All guys know. They always measure it.”

“I don’t know where you heard that from,” he laughed.

“It’s a known fact. You have and just don’t want to admit it.”

“I don’t think I would have any reason to lie about my penis size.”

“You are probably right. But aren’t you curious? I mean for nothing more than bragging rights. I would have measured mine if I had one.”

“I will leave that on my lists of things to do. Just for you,” he said, rolling on his side and kissing my cheek. “I love your body,” he said, circling my nipple with his fingertip again. “Absolutely perfect.” He placed his hand on my stomach, and started kissing my neck moving his lips down to my breast
,
putting his mouth on my nipple,
and
gently sucking and biting it enough to send the charge through my body again. He ran his hand down my stomach and in-between my legs, moving his fingers inside me, “You are so wet,”
h
e said
,
in his soft sexy voice, making my heart race faster. His fingers glided inside me slowly moving in and out. His mouth was still on my breast, making me wonder what part of my body he was making feel better.

I spread my legs wider, feeling his fingers go in deeper than before, his thumb working small circles around the spot I had used dozens of times at night, while thinking about him. The feeling was so intense that it made my toes curl. “That feels so wonderful,” I moaned. I never in my life imagined that my body was capable of feeling such ecstasy. His thumb kept moving at a perfect pace and I knew that I was so close to reaching his goal of satisfying me. I wanted it to last forever, never wanting the intensity to stop. I put my hand on his arm and felt the muscles moving under my hand, amazed that he could be so talented and make me feel so great so fast. I closed my eyes and felt an overwhelming warmth and tingle start rushing throughout my body. I could feel the warmth coursing through
out my entire
body, continuously flowing from my spine to my toes, making my body jerk
uncontrollably like his had
. I gasped for air and my heart started beating irregularly. “Oh gosh,” I said, grabbing his hand, needing him stop moving. It was way too intense for him to continue. “Oh Michael,” I moaned, wondering if my body would ever stop trembling. I squeezed his hand tighter, feeling my body start to relax and my toes finally uncurl. My heart was pounding harder than I have ever felt it before. “Oh, my gosh,” I sighed. “That is so underrated.”

“How so?” he smiled.

“Well I have read that it is the most unbelievable feeling any woman could experience
,” I said, trying to catch my breath,
“
i
t’s that times a million. If you being inside me feels
any
better than that, we will never be able to stop.”

“Which leads us to our grown-up talk. What do you want to do about that?” He asked, taking my hand and kissing it.

“I want to do you day and night,” I smiled.

“Good answer, but not the one I needed.”

“I think I will go to the doctor and get the shot.”

“You sure?”
H
e rolled on his back and looked at the ceiling then back over to me, “I can wait, if you want.”