Falling for the Au Pair (5 page)

*****

              I couldn’t believe what had happened.

              Thomas had kissed me, had touched me. And if that wasn’t enough, he had said those things. It seemed our sexual attraction was just the beginning. He was marvelous at every sense of the word. And when he told me he wanted to do better, it really struck me. Sure, I felt hurt and alone when we were over, but the sex had been incredible, even though he hadn’t touched me or kissed me. And now he wanted to do better? What could possibly be better?

              With Thomas, however, I knew I would be amazed. Only with him, the kiss happened after the sex part. Everything was different with him. I didn’t know what to expect.

A beautiful mystery.

So I when I put Rachel to sleep, I didn’t rush it, because I knew he was going to be there waiting for me. And Rachel deserved all the attention she could get, especially since she was my job to take care off. In which, it didn’t feel like a job anymore. I already thought about the Abram’s as my family.

Slowly, I closed Rachel’s door and went to Thomas’ room. When I entered, I found him sitting on his bed with his elbows on his knees, in the dark, simply waiting for me.

“Take your clothes off,” he said, standing up and turning on a lamp. A very smooth light poured into the room. “All of it this time.”

              Swallowing hard, I walked to the window and started to run my hands through all the fabrics while the vision outside assaulted me. Everything was covered in snow. It was magical. With every piece of clothing I dropped on the floor, I could hear Thomas do the same behind me.

I didn’t want to look back over my shoulder for the simple fact of how nervous I was. My trembling hands undid the clasp of my bra and then I was fully naked. I thought my ribs would crack of how hard my heart beat against it. And my breathing, well, it was hard to breathe, especially when my hair was suddenly been pulled back, reveling my neck. I felt something wet in my shoulder, making all the hairs in my body stand up. Thomas had just kissed me there. And not just his lips, his tongue was there too, making me burn with never felt desire.

              “You don’t know how beautiful you are,” he whispered directly into my ear while chills invaded me.

              His palms went for my stomach, wildly making me turn to him. Instantly, his lips were on mine, kissing me passionately. What he hadn’t done in our first night, he was doing it now, and it was almost too consuming. My hands went to his neck while our tongues touched and intertwined together in a never stop lovemaking. My fingers moved and touched his whiskers in his jaw. It felt so good to be kissed by a man, not a boy. He crashed our bodies together, making me feel his thick erection now trapped in my lower stomach. A moan escaped my mouth while a grunt escape his own.

              His lips dropped to my neck while his fingers went running through my hair. His touches were filled with emotion as the palm that rested on the small of my back lowered to my bottom and connected our bodies even more toward one another. With closed eyes, I let myself feel his tongue while kissed on my collarbone while I ran my fingers through the thickness of his arms. He was solid and more robust than I could have ever pictured it in my head. His skin was delicious against my own.

              Then, as if this was all too good to be true, a powerful feeling of gazing at those blue eyes took over my entire being. “Thomas,” I moaned, enveloping his neck with my hands.

              Our gaze found each other, and I saw how his eyes were hungry and lustful. The soft light making his expressions wilder. God, he was hot and big. His body completely overshadowed my own. My thumb grazed his lower lip and a heavy breath escaped me. I couldn’t believe I had kissed those lips. And was about too again.

              This time the kiss was wild, needy and full of longing. I could even feel Thomas’ erection pulsing in my stomach as my pussy begged to be filled by his thickness. Tough desire took over us and seconds later I was being laid on the bed as Thomas hungrily started a path of burning kisses throughout my neck and chest. I moaned deeply with a pleasure so good I never wanted to end. I felt the weight on the mattress change as Thomas’ knees brushed my legs apart and then he was there, between my thighs. The moment his erection touched my already drenched pussy, I arched my back and a loud moan escaped my throat as he grunted among the kisses he still gave me.

              I felt his palm touch my knee, the roughness of hand as it lowered herself to my thigh.

              “I can’t breathe.” I felt like I needed to say, to let him know that it was all too good and too much.

              “I got you, baby,” he whispered, kissing the beginning of my jaw.

His free hand touched my chest, his palm traveling among the valley of my breasts and it finally rested on my stomach. His hips started to move softy in circles, his erection touching my clit and providing a friction so intense I knew I wouldn’t last long. I let myself move and let my hands rest on the small of his back, pushing his body tightly against mine. Making a trail of my nails throughout his back, I felt him moan while a drop of pre-cum wetted my stomach.

I sighed in protest when Thomas’ weight left my body, but it was soon replaced by kisses on my breasts. Unprepared, a tiny scream left me when his wet mouth sucked a nipple while he completely wrapped his palm around the other. He teased with his teeth and circled it with his tongue. I was soon left writhing beneath him, sawing my legs together as he played and took what he wanted with his hands and mouth. He knew exactly what to do and how to do it. He was an excellent lover and we hadn’t even finished yet.

When both my nipples were left wet and burning, Thomas went down and kissed my belly button. With his head now between my thighs, he kissed my hip and made a path with his tongue along the inside of my thigh. I knew what was going to happen next, but the assault was so soul crashing that my hands grabbed the sheets tightly while I whimpered and arched my back.

Thomas groaned as if he had just tasted an irresistible kind of drug.

My body was burning; really for explode at any minute. “Oh, God!”

He sucked my clit as his tongue made circles around it. I was so wet and ready I could feel my body tightening. Looking down, I saw Thomas wetting two of his fingers inside his mouth when our gazes connect. His sight was erotic and wonderful. Without taking eye contact, he slid two fingers inside me as he lowered his mouth to my clit. With the thrusting and the sucking, especially our gaze still in motion, I couldn’t control the crushing orgasm that collided over me with an incredible force.

While my body shuddered, Thomas continued to suck, prolonging the pleasure. When the aftershocks subsided a little bit, his touches left me altogether, but I could feel his stare along my body and me.

“I’m ready to cum simply by looking at you,” he said with a rough and lustful voice that penetrated every pour of my sensitive body.

“I can’t move,” I said, still breathless.

When I opened my eyes and saw him with a hand around his cock, grabbing tightly as he moved up and down as his gaze ran all over me, I got ready all over again. Wetting my lips, I made a move to sit, but Thomas was already there, between my thighs, getting ready to penetrate me.

“I know what you were thinking of doing a second ago, but I won’t last much longer.”

God, he looked so haunted. “We have all night.”

“We do,” he said, nodding while rubbing his length along my pussy. “But I need to cum inside you right now.” As if hearing his own words, realizing he had said something he didn’t like, Thomas shook his head. “I didn’t even ask if-”

“I’m on the pill,” I hurried myself to say.

“I don’t have any diseases,” he murmured.

If that wouldn’t have mattered since we already had had unprotected sex. But it was a relief to know. “Me neither.”

“I’ve been thinking about this all day,” he said as he lowered his body to mine, the head of his cock penetrating me slowly as he hurried wet kisses along my neck and jaw.

“About what?”

Without warning, he buried himself inside me and I screamed.

Breathing heavily, he found my ear. “This,” he whispered. “Your body so tight against me while I’m buried deep inside you. And I’m going to make you scream even louder, Audrey.”

Chills ran over me, but I couldn’t even think much about it because he started to pound himself in long, hard, strokes. The pleasure was undeniable. Ripples of sparks began in my pussy and traveled around every nerve ending in my body.

I started with the moans as my hands locked themselves around Thomas’ neck. His hard breathing and grunts invaded my opened mouth while I knew his eyes were set on my face. His hips slowed the pace as he started to make pleasurable circles, touching my clit with his pelvis. Thomas’ hand traveled to the back of my head, setting our mouths together and to a sweet and passionate kiss to begin.

In my entire life, I’ve never felt more loved.

When the hand that rested on the back of my thigh lifted and slid to the small of my back, Thomas began a series of hard thrusts that made me breathless. With the kiss now broke, the moans soon were replaced by small screams. I was holding myself back by biting at my lower lip. I didn’t want to be so scandalous and I didn’t want to wake up Rachel.

Thomas had another agenda, though. “Look at me,” he demanded, never stopping with the long thrusts. Our gazes met. “Don’t hold back. I want to hear you screaming for me.” It was an order difficult not comply, especially when he didn’t even gave me a chance to nod. Thomas got a hold on my body with his hand that was between the small of my back and the mattress and wildly started pump inside me. Setting an angle so pleasurable that did left me screaming for him. “That’s right, baby. Just like that,” he grunted. “Look at how beautiful you are.”

Only with the tone of his voice, I knew he was holding back his climax. He was waiting for me to succumb again, and that was enough to make my heart break for him. I didn’t know where my body began and his ended. We were so intertwined, lost in such an intense lustful embrace, that I knew I was trapped with him for as long as he wanted me in his life. I was his. He felt mine. He was mine. My man. Thomas who was waiting for my orgasm instead of his own. Moving my hips with his, I felt his forehead against mine, and I let it go.

“Oh, fuck!” he was the one that screamed this time.

My walls trapped his pulsing erection as I arched my back while my whole body shook. It was the best orgasm of my life. I literally saw stars. And I wasn’t alone. Thomas’ seed never felt so good and so warm as his body shuddered along with my own.

Our hard breathing mingled with a short and sweet kiss, then his head dropped to the hollow of my neck while he hugged me tightly. It was such a delicate thing – the hug. But it made me emotional, being held like that after our lovemaking. It was as if he wasn’t ready to let me go, the exact opposite of our first night together.

Exhausted, we held each other, and his crushing weight didn’t even bother me. I loved the way he felt. And he didn’t let me go. Not even when he slid to the side of the bed and held me against his thick chest. His lips touched my forehead, kissing me tenderly while his fingers made sweet movements along my back. I searched and held his free hand. The last thing I did was kiss it before the exhausting of a night well spent took me away.

*****

She was fantastic in every sense of the word. Stunning and beautiful and marvelous. I wanted to make sweet love to her all night long. But the lovemaking. Jesus Christ, the lovemaking was something I’ve never felt before. My late wife and I had had great sex, sure, but it was never like this. Never this intense. And the connection…my God, the connection I felt with Audrey was a mystery. A very nice one. Every part of her body fit with my own. Her essence as a woman was making me feel everything in double. It was overwhelming at times and
I couldn’t even breathe
. Those words that was spoken by her in our first night was true in the every syllable of the words.

Laying there with Audrey, in a bed I had never shared with anyone accept with my late wife, it felt right. I didn’t feel guilty because I wasn’t betraying Sarah. I would always have a place for her in my heart, and I knew that she would want me to be happy.

And I was happy.

It felt strange, this emotion. I never thought I would feel this kind of happiness again, and now I did. She felt perfect in my arms. Her skin was warm and smooth, and her breathing as she slept in my chest was peaceful. And just like that, while holding the rarest of diamonds, I feel asleep.

A burning like no other woke me up. It was wet, wonderful and powerful. My cock was hard as steel and it was being stroked by the most delicate of hands. I wasn’t ready to find what I did when I opened my eyes.

I found that impossible woman between my legs with my thick erection on her hands as her wet mouth wrapped around the head. She gave a long suck. “Jesus Christ, Audrey!” I dropped my head back, thousands of sparks flying everywhere.

My hips buckled, moving by itself as wave after wave of extreme pleasure hit every nerve in my body. It was a hell of a way to woke up. Audrey continued to suck, to pump my length with her hands until I couldn’t stand it anymore. Grunting her name, I climaxed inside her mouth. I opened my eyes soon enough to watch her swallowing my semen.