Eve: A Novel (8 page)

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GREAT COMMOTION OF
scuffling feet and voices woke her. Activity swirled around Lilly’s bright room but remained outside her vision. Behind the jabbering hubbub were mechanical clicks and clacks and what sounded like ropes being tightened or twisted. Occasionally she heard the ping of a wire and a shriek of satisfaction or frustration.

John appeared above her and smiled. “Today is a momentous day. We’ve accomplished so much since the day you moved your head on your own—”

“That was only yesterday, wasn’t it?” Her voice sounded strange to her own ears.

“Well, listen to you!” John sounded very pleased. “No more hoarse throat. To answer your question, it was more like three days ago.”

“I’ve been asleep that long?”

“Hovering, if you want to be precise.”

“Hovering?”

“Um, yes, hovering. Definitely hovering.”

“Well, are you going to explain that to me?”

John looked up and thought for a moment before looking back at her. “It is as if we took you to meet death but we wouldn’t let you shake its hand.”

“You mean I was in a coma?”

“Coma!” he exclaimed. “I don’t know that word, but if it explains a procedure in which we intentionally kept you unconscious in order to hasten some specific healing—yes, then, a coma. Does that help?”

She nodded.

John’s eyes brightened. “Do that again.”

“Do what?” she asked.

“You nodded.”

Realizing what she had done, she burst into a grin and did it again. The simple movement sent ripples of cheer through the room.

“We’ve
loosened your head covering and stimulated your muscles,” he explained. “You should have a greater range of motion now as well as control of your extremities.”

“John,” she interrupted, “you make me sound like an experiment. By the way, who is
we
? I can hear them but can’t see them.”

His eyebrows rose. “You can hear them? That’s unusual! Normally their voices are imperceptible to humans. Very strange indeed,” he mumbled, rubbing his short beard with his left hand. “Entirely unanticipated. Well”—he lifted both hands and spun around—“she wants to know who is here. Do we tell her?”

The momentary silence was broken by a high-pitched chime that reminded her of a doorbell. “Okay then.” And he spun back to face her.

“Let’s see. Today we’re joined by a rabble of Healers and Menders, and a number of Fixers, Builders, Designers, and Tinkers.” He pointed around the room as he named each group. “Various Messengers, who move too quickly even for me to see, a Thinker, a Seer, a Cook, and one Weaver. No Scholars. And no Inventors here today, or Singers, and no Managers, thankfully. There is one Timekeeper and one Curmudgeon.” He looked back into her eyes. “And there are always some Invisibles, but you never know who or how many unless they want you to.”

She cleared her throat. “I want to see them.”

“Well, you can’t.” He leaned down and whispered with a grin, “They’re invisible.”

“I wasn’t talking about the Invisibles. I want to see the others, the Menders and Healers who have been tending to me, and why are there Fixers and Builders here?”

John glanced around, apparently thinking through his options. “I don’t think that’s a good idea. When you think Mender or Healer, Lilly, your mind pulls up images of doctors or nurses, and that’s not what we have here.” He paused and nodded at someone she couldn’t see. “The Thinker is in agreement. To see our Menders and Healers could shock you into a relapse.”

“You’re freaking me out a little. My imagination is probably worse than your reality.”

“Uh . . . in this case, I don’t think so. You will have to trust my position on this, please.” He paused, looked again around the room, and turned back to her. “We’re unanimous. Perhaps we’ll change our minds at some point, after your strength has more fully returned.”

This did not sit well with her, but John quickly added, “But I can do something else for you that will help your perspective. We’re ready to move you into the big room and tilt you up so you can see more of this place. Now, when I tell you, I want you to try to move your fingers and toes.”

She tried and nothing happened.

“Wait, not before I tell you. It won’t begin to work until we are ready on our part. We need to connect only a couple of small things and I will let you know when. Okay?”

She nodded, partly because she was afraid that if she began to speak, all she would do was cry. She felt like a prisoner who heard a pardon was on its way but feared it was just rumor or for someone else.

A few minutes later, John said, “All right! Try now.”

Her fingers on both hands moved, as well as her toes on both feet. A muted hurrah seemed to rise in the room. She imagined small high-fives along with whispers of glee and celebration. Lilly even thought she heard the pop of a cork and smelled the fragrance of strawberries. She laughed.

They moved her bed out of the room without a sound. She glided as if on water. As the scene shifted, she saw that what she had thought was a ceiling above her bed was in fact a huge canopy. Behind it was a complex array of miniature ladders and bridges, like the latticework of catwalks high inside an arena. They passed under a massive rock archway and then into a large space, open and wide.

A breeze, the first she could remember in this world, swept across her covered body and played with her face. Scents of sea wind and brine teased her nose. Her ears filled with the crashing of distant surf and haunting cries of gulls and terns. The relaxing effect reminded her of John’s visitor.

“John?”

“I’m here.” His voice came from her left.

“Who were you talking to the other night?”

“I’ve spoken to many people while you’ve slept.”

“The one who sang.”

With the bed positioned at a precisely chosen spot, again John’s face appeared above hers.

“I suspect you heard me talking to Han-el,” he said. At the mention of the name, Lilly felt warmth pass through her, energy that stirred her fatigued muscles and bones.

“Han-el? ”

He ignored her question.

“Now, we’re going to slowly tilt you upward. Your bed, with the touch of a few buttons, can transition into a wheeled chair. We won’t do that today, but when you get stronger.”

John disappeared from sight.

“Why does he sing instead of talk?”

“Han-el’s language is more ancient and advanced than ours.” He reappeared on the opposite side of the bed. “Hopefully when we elevate you, your head won’t roll off your shoulders.”

She furrowed her eyebrows, concerned.

“That was a joke, Lilly.” John chuckled. “I couldn’t resist, you looking so serious. There is absolutely no possibility that your head will fall off your shoulders.”

“Not funny.” She tried to feign anger but couldn’t help the grin. “Why couldn’t I understand what Han-el was singing?”

John vanished again. “All right, here we go, like I told you, this will be very tedious, something in the range of one degree every fifteen minutes. The goal for today is thirty degrees. So, seven hours. Ready?”

“Bring it on!” she said. And nothing happened.

At least it seemed that way.

“John?”

“Over here, just monitoring your progress. All’s well.”

“What language was Han-el speaking?”

“The same as yours and mine.”

“No, he wasn’t. I would have understood.”

“Didn’t you?”

Lilly almost objected, but then she considered this. Though she couldn’t repeat the words of Han-el’s song, some part of her
had
known the meaning of it, deep down. He had spoken peace over her. Rest. And to John: answers to questions.

Or maybe John was just fishing to see how much she had overheard.

“You’re up a degree,” John announced. “Well done.”

“What’s a Witness?” she asked.

“Aren’t you full of questions today!” John chuckled.

“I hear you’re the answer man.”

She heard footsteps and soon saw John alongside her bed. “I don’t have all the answers, but a few perhaps. A Witness is someone appointed to a divine purpose—observing God at work, and then reporting what she has seen.” He coughed and averted his eyes. “She or he.”

Though Lilly intensely wanted to understand what John and Eve meant when they referred to her as a Witness, his apparent discomfort stopped her.
She needs to be told soon, but . . . she is so broken.
The conversation now veered uncomfortably close to Lilly’s dreams, to the possibility that her mind was as broken as her body. And also in that moment she realized John’s opinion of her was important, something that made her feel uncomfortably vulnerable.

“Is Han-el a Witness?”

John’s lips parted in surprise. “Han-el? Oh no. No, Han-el is a dear friend who has seen me through many wonderful seasons. Painful ones too.” He rested his hand at the base of his throat, then paused. “Ah. They tell me you’re up another degree now.”

He continued to encourage her, reporting every fifteen minutes the arrival of the next degree, and slowly she could feel the changes. Lilly’s world was incrementally tilting upward. At
a point between degrees six and seven, her body objected. The room reeled and then began spinning as nausea rolled over her like a sneaker wave.

“Stop!” John yelled. “Let her adjust.”

She focused her mind on Han-el and his song. Like a magnet, the lingering of Han-el’s lullaby pulled her back into the vivid scenes she had already witnessed.

The better part of an hour passed before she signaled that her stomach had settled enough for the next elevation. As time and tilt progressed, Lilly realized she was being raised in front of a massive window looking out at a cobalt sky. It was clear for the most part, with an occasional high cloud blowing by, but it reminded her immediately of the places in her dreams.

“John, do you believe in God?” she asked.

There was a thoughtful pause before he spoke. “No,” he said.

“I don’t either.”

He touched her arm. She hadn’t realized he was right next to her. “Lilly, words like
God
and
believe
are often meaningless. I don’t
believe
in God. I
know
God! Once you know someone, believing is no longer a concern.”

Lilly didn’t understand. “Is Han-el God?”

John’s belly laugh silenced all other sounds in the room. “No, little one. You seem very impressed by my friend, as we all should be. Han-el is one of God’s ministering servants.” He leaned over and whispered, “Han-el is an Angel.”

A horizon appeared at the bottom of her peripheral vision.
Again she experienced disequilibrium and vertigo, and again they stopped the process to wait for her adjustment.

“If you need to vomit, just vomit,” offered John. “It might make you feel better.”

“I’d rather die.”

“It’s not like you haven’t vomited before.” He backed out of view.

“I hate puking!”

“Puking? Hah!” he announced to the room. “Puking. There’s a new one.” He rolled it off his tongue as if he were a linguist trying to capture a new sound. “
Pyoo-king
. What a great word. All right then, there will be no
pyoo-king
on my watch, is that understood?” He leaned back into her view. “Was I using the word correctly?”

“Yes.” She laughed in spite of her lingering nausea.

The horizon where the ocean kissed the sky was fully in view when John announced that the day had been an unqualified success and it was now time to rest. Within minutes all the noise of activity dissipated, replaced by a refreshing quiet.

John left her for a brief time, returning with a bowl of broth that smelled wonderful. Lilly’s stomach growled.

“Soon we’ll have visitors,” John said, sitting next to her. “I’ve put them off as long as possible, but they’re increasingly insistent.”

“Why are they coming to see you?” Lilly asked.

“Not me. It’s you they want to meet. When you’re able to sit upright, I’ll allow it. Letty says it has something to do with an ancient prophecy. We’ll learn more when the time comes. But for now”—John spooned some soup out of the bowl—“as a reward for all your hard work, I am going to feed you. The Cooks and Healers
concocted this just for you. Other than medicinal and herbal liquids, it’s the first thing of substance you’ve eaten. Eating and drinking are keys to your healing.”

He raised a spoon to her mouth. “Here. Try it. I already know it’s quite tasty.” He winked.

It was warm and savory and delightful, and she could feel its fingers of comfort spreading inside, awakening natural abilities that had lain dormant. At first she choked and sputtered. But she grinned as he wiped bits of broth off his face and again raised the spoon to her lips.

They did this, carefully, slowly, and methodically for a few minutes, then he leaned back.

“I know you want more, but that’s enough for now. Don’t want you puking all over, do we?”

“Not if I have anything to say about it.” She took a deep breath, feeling her lungs rise and fall, enjoying the scents of the sea and flowers as the day began to slowly melt into the horizon. Apart from the fact that she was still mostly immobile, she felt better than she had ever remembered. In her waking hours, anyway.

“If I knew God, I’d hope he was like you,” she said. John set the bowl aside and stared at her, his eyes welling up. “John, does the God you know have a name?”

She wondered if a name might open a door between her dreams and this reality: Adonai? Elohim? Eternal Man?

John blinked several times. “God has many names. Each is a window into facets of God’s character and nature, none sufficient
but each helpful. Some are too deep for words, and by that I mean they cannot be formed in sounds. Others are easily identified. Easily spoken.”

“You said you think God let you find me because He loves you?”

“I do. On any given day any person might become a Finder; it is one of the truly wonderful risks of life. When you have lived as long as I, you discover that you can never truly walk away from a find. You can try, but it will seek you out until you care for it, or him, or her. The only thing that changes you more than becoming a Finder is when you yourself are found.”