Authors: Alison Goodman
“All I'm saying is she's got the markings of a lost one,” the innkeeper said. “I've seen a lot of them on their way to and from the Moon Lady Waters, and some of them never come right. He'd be better to return her to her parents and move on to one who can produce a living son.”
I clutched the handrail, his harsh words bringing a sudden, desperate idea.
“Keep your voice down, man,” Haddo said, lowering his own. I strained to hear his next words. “⦠to the Moon Lady Waters as fast as possible. It worked for my wife.”
“I meant no disrespect,” the innkeeper said hurriedly. “Your wife was one of the blessed. Maybe this girl will be, too. Go straight through, it takes you into the yard. The merchant is in the far stable.”
If ever there was a time for skillful pretense, this was it. I yanked a few of my braids loose and, with a mute prayer to the gods, pushed myself forward, bundling my tucked skirt even higher above my ankles.
“Is that you, husband?” I called, running down the stairs. “I have seen him, husband. I have seen our son!”
As I rounded the tight landing, I saw the startled, upturned faces of Haddo and the innkeeper. I smiled and directed my quavering words at the lieutenant. “He is in our room, husband. You must come now.”
I took the last of the stairs and grabbed Haddo by the arm, trying to tug him up the first step. The man was immovable. “He is crying, poor little man, and wants his father.”
A silent, horrified exchange crossed between Haddo and the innkeeper;
She is mad
, it said.
What do we do?
I tugged at him again. Men were always quick to believe in the madness of women.
Haddo peeled my hand off his arm. “Madam, I am not your husband. I am Lieutenant Haddo. Do you remember me?”
“Of course I remember you, husband.” I smiled into his pity. “What a strange thing to ask. Come now, before our boy returns to his sleep.”
“I'll get her upstairs, sir,” the innkeeper said. “You go get her husband.”
They had to be kept from the stable yard. I pictured the wretched ravings of the bereft mother at the salt farm. “Look, he runs out to play,” I said, hoping they could not hear the desperation in my voice. “Come back, son.” Praying that both men would follow, I pushed past Haddo, batting my way through the door flags into the main courtyard.
“Wait, son. Wait for Mother.” I aimed my words at a trio of soldiers walking close by. They turned, eyeing me with surprise.
“It is too dark to play outside,” I added loudly, focusing on the young man in the center. “Come inside.”
I felt his attention sharpen. “All right, let's go inside and play.”
On either side, his companions sniggered, their approval sending him across the few lengths that separated us.
“What do you charge, girl?” He caught my wrist and jerked me against his body. One hand found my waist, the other brushed across my breast. I froze, his touch bringing another stark memory from the salt farm: the grabbing hands of the whipmaster, and Dolana kicking him away.
“Let her go.”
It was Haddo. The clipped command sent the soldier into a tense salute. Suddenly free of his restraint, I stumbled. Haddo's iron grip caught my arm and held me up from the cobbled paving.
“Sorry, sir,” the soldier said. His friends edged back into the shadows. “I thought she was one of the localâ”
“Use your eyes, Laon, not your prick. She's wearing a mourning robe.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Practice your observation skills on guard duty.
Now!”
The soldier saluted again and was gone. Haddo, his grip still tight around my arm, peered into my face.
“Madam? Are you all right?”
There was no doubt he could see the sanity in my eyes; I could not keep conjuring madness under such scrutiny.
“Lieutenant Haddo,” I said, frowning. “What am I doing outside? Why do you hold me?”
He let go of my arm. “You were”âhe pausedâ
”indisposed
. But I see that you have now come back to yourself.”
I studied the ground, avoiding his keen eyes. “I do not remember.”
“It is sometimes like that,” he said, and awkwardly patted my shoulder. “My wife thought she could feel the breath of our boy on her cheek. It will get better.”
“Where is she?” It was Dela's voice, coming from the lodging house.
The innkeeper's bulk pushed the door flags apart. “This way, in the courtyard,” he said, leading Dela through the doorway. “You should not have left her without her maid. I can't have madwomen running around my inn.”
“She is not mad,” Dela said, reaching into the pouch tied at her waist. “It is just grief and the rigors of the journey. Here, a small sum to ease your inconvenience.” She passed a coin to the innkeeper, then saw me beside Haddo. “Lieutenant, I believe you have also been of assistance to my wife. I thank you, and am sorry for your trouble.” She bowed, the courtesy stiff with anger. I had a feeling it was not part of her act.
Haddo returned the bow. “No trouble, sir. And no harm has come to her, although I suggest you do not leave her alone at this time.”
Dela gripped my arm tightly. “Come, wife. Let me take you back to the comfort of our room.” She pulled me toward the doorway, nodding once to the lieutenant. “Again, my thanks.”
Vida was waiting inside the lodging house foyer, holding the bundle that held my swords and compass.
“Do you think only of yourself?” she hissed, thrusting the bundle into my hands. “You put us all at risk.”
For a moment I closed my eyes, absorbing the familiar jolt of Kinra's angry energy through the cloth. I knew Vida's tongue was sharpened by grief and fear, but the unfair charge still stung. She had not heard Haddo's intentions. Who was she to judge my every action? I clenched my fist, transfixed by an image of driving it into her face. Abruptly I turned and followed Dela upstairs, startled by the violence of my resentment.
At the landing, Dela turned to Vida. “Stay here,” she whispered. “Let me know if anyone comes into the house, front or back.”
Vida gave a sharp nod and pressed herself against the wall. “I know how to follow orders.”
I trailed behind Dela and braced myself as she slid the screen door closed behind us. Dressed as a man, her sharp features and spare frame lent her a stern handsomeness that had hardened into fury.
Two strides and she was upon me. “That was beyond foolhardy,” she said against my ear, each word like a slap. “I thought you had some sense. And yet you put yourselfâyou put us allâ in danger!”
I hugged Kinra's swords, my own fury rising. “Haddo was going to the stables in search of you. I had to do something. Or would you rather I sit by and let him findâ” Caution made me stop, my abrupt silence also checking Dela. Our voices had become too intense.
She took a deep breath, then whispered, “In search of me? Why?”
“He wants to offer us an escort to the next village.”
Dela shook her head. “That's bad news.”
I nodded. “At least our friend has gone, hasn't he?”
“Yes.”
“And he is all right?”
“He has not been âall right' since the village.” Her low voice was harsh. She pressed her palms against her eyes. “Forgive me, I am tired. He is well enough. And on his way.” With an effort, she rallied her authority. “You must promise you will not put yourself in danger again. We cannot afford to lose you.”
“I had to do something.”
“No, Eona, we had it in hand.” Her eyes held mine until I looked away. “At least your feigned madness will be a good excuse to stay here while Haddo and his men move on. If all goes well, we'll know by tomorrow afternoon if our journey has been worthwhile.”
“Master,” Vida called from the passage, “the serving girl is here with your dinner. May she enter?”
Before long, the girl had set out our repast on the low table and left with Vida to show her the way to the kitchens and her own meal. I knelt on the dusty cushion opposite Dela and eyed the meager array of vegetables, rice, and pickles accompanied by a small bowl of tea to wash it down. Good pilgrim fare. It was a silent mealâwith Vida in the kitchens and Solly guarding the cart, we had no lookout and could not risk a real conversation. I sensed that Dela did not want to talk, anyway. Her worry for Ryko was like another guest at the table.
After the serving girl cleared away the remains, Vida returned to the room, yawning, her fatigue so great that it blunted her hostility into clipped sentences and sidelong glances. All of us were tired and irritable with fear, but I was the only one not completely bowed by exhaustion, so I took first watch.
Both Dela and Vida were asleep as soon as they stretched out, fully clothed, on their bedrolls. I unwrapped Kinra's swords and laid them carefully on the floor, ignoring their flare of anger. The compass had been bundled with them. I picked up the leather pouch and slid the heavy gold disc out onto my palm. It was divided into twenty-four concentric rings, the center point housing a huge round ruby and the outermost ring studded with smaller red gems at the cardinal points. The other rings were etched with pictures of the celestial animals and elegant Woman Script. The compass was meant to focus the Mirror Dragon's energy and draw on the earth's ley lines, but until I could use my power and read the ancient characters, it was little more than a beautiful decoration. I returned it to its cover and placed it next to the swords.
My waist pouch was next, quickly untied and laid beside the compass. Then I struggled out of my over-robe, glad to be free of it, and sat in my thin shift, listening to the faint sounds of the soldiers singing and laughing across the courtyard.
As my watch hours passed, I examined my decision to stop Haddo from entering the stable yard. Dela had called it foolhardy. Admittedly, there had been some risk, but the threat of discovery had been real. I could not have sat by while Ryko was in dangerâit was not in my nature. There was a saying that the strength of a man's steel was only known under the hammer of circumstance. If anyone had asked me a few hours ago, I would have said that nearly five years of boyhood had hammered me into constant fear and excessive caution. But now I realized it had done the opposite. It had shaped me into someone who stepped forward and reached for what she wanted. It was too late for me to tuck my hands behind my back and wait like a good woman.
Finally, at the toll of a distant midnight bell, I leaned over and shook Dela awake. She sat up immediately, groping for her knife.
“Your watch,” I whispered. “Nothing to report.”
She flashed a tired smile. “Didn't I just lie down two minutes ago?”
“Four.” I returned her smile, glad that sleep had softened her anger and worry.
I settled back on my bed as Dela headed for the night bowl. Slowly, my focus drifted, dipping in and out of sleep, over and over again, as the inn eased into silence around us.
It was the unmistakable clash of blade against blade that brought me up on to my knees, still half asleep. The room was gray with predawn light. I struggled to my feet, listening for the direction of the threat.
Below, in the courtyard.
The sound of footsteps running along the corridor swept away my confusion. Vida was already crouched with a knife in her hand. Dela rolled off her pallet, tense and ready. I fumbled for my swords, their ancient energy burning into me.
The screen snapped open.
We all froze, gaping at the figure in the doorway.
Ryko.
The faint light from the window caught a thick wet shine across his face and chest. Blood. A lot of it.
CHAPTER FOUR
THE BIG MAN
staggered into the room, his chest heaving in ragged gasps. He dropped his sword and doubled over.
Dela ran forward. “You're hurt.”
“No.” Ryko caught Dela's outstretched hand and held her at arm's length. “It doesn't matter.” He took a shuddering breath. “The Pearl Emperor is below.”
“Here?” Vida was aghast. “Why?”
Ryko's face was stark in the moonlight. “When I found His Majesty, I told him Sethon killed his mother and brother. He went mad. Some kind of blood rage. He killed two of his own guardâand then he came down here, looking for Sethon's men. He's cutting down everyone in sight. Everyone.”
“If he is killed, everything is lost,” Vida said.
I stared down at the moonstone and jade hilts in my hands.
Their pale glow blurred into a vision of the Imperial Pearl sewn into the base of Kygo's throat. I shook my head, trying to clear the image from my mind. It shifted, but a soft hum settled into the base of my skull.
“We must stop him,” Vida said. “Disarm him. Get him out of here.”
“Disarm him?” Ryko said. “We cannot raise a weapon against the emperor.” He wiped blood out of his eyes “Dela, get Lady Eona to safety. Go, while the fighting is confined to the courtyard.”
“I'm not going anywhere,” I said. “We have to stop the emperor.” The hum was louder now.
“We can't stop him,” Ryko said. “We can't touch him.”
I tightened my grip on Kinra's swords. “I can.”
I had already hit the Pearl Emperor once. It was less than a week since I had rammed the heel of my hand into Kygo's throat to stop him from strangling me. He had thought I was Lord Eon, his powerful ally. When I had confessed I was just a girl, his rage had been terrifying.
I turned to Vida. “Find Solly and get us some horses.”
“From where?” she protested.
“I don't know. Just do it!”
I headed for the door, but Dela blocked my way.
“Let me pass,” I said.
“No. You must not endanger yourself. Not again.”
“Get out of my way, Dela.” I tried to move around her, but she matched my step.
“If you die, Lady Dragoneye,” she said, “the emperor has no chance of reclaiming his throne.”