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Copyright ©2003 by K. Elliott
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I would like to give thanks to God for giving me the ability and determination to write a novel. Secondly I would like to thank my parents Otis and Margaret for bringing me into the world. I would also like to thank Irene Honeycutt for introducing me to poetry and language and encouraging me to write. Also I would like to thank Sharon Fincher for her help and support and all my friends and family for there are far too many to name but you know who you are. The true ones. I would like thank Nicki Smith for your time and input. LaDonna Meredith for assistance with editing and proofing. Special thanks to Hybrid Design for the layout and design. Antoine Scott of hi-rezgraphix for the hot book cover, Carl Weber and Vicki Stringer for advice about the industry I would also like to acknowledge Terri Woods, Shannon Holmes and Sister Souljah, and other writer’s who paved the way in this new genre dubbed Street Life fiction. My researcher Chris DiGiovanni. Shana Wilson for her insight. My wonderful Editors Chandra Sparks Taylor you are truly a gifted woman and it was a real pleasure working with you. Lastly I would like to thank my cousin James Billy Sims (Rico). I don’t use the word genius lightly because I haven’t had the pleasure to know many people that I would consider a genius, but in you I see true brilliance, true artistry, and thanks for helping make my story the best it can be. I am praying for your return home. I dedicate this book to the memory of my Aunt Annie Adams. RIP to my friend John “Duke” Davis.
M
ONDAY
, J
UNE
2, 2002. The Greyhound bus moved slowly up I-95. Jamal Stewart sat in the back of the bus in a corner by himself occasionally gazing at a little girl who sat across from him with a woman he believed to be her mother. Jamal had just completed a five-year sentence with the Bureau of Prisons in Coleman, Florida, and the little girl across from him was the first child he had actually seen in a long time. He hadn’t done a lot of things in a long time: He hadn’t seen dogs, he hadn’t chewed bubble gum, he hadn’t driven a car, and he hadn’t been with a woman. He smiled at the little girl who was waving at him.
Finally the woman stood and shoved the little girl to the front of the bus while looking at Jamal coldly. His attention shifted to the cars on the interstate. The shapes and sizes of cars had changed, everything looked futuristic. He had not seen or heard from his own mother in five years. He tried not to think about her, but ever since he was told of his release date he found himself thinking about her.
Five years,
he kept saying to himself. He wasn’t bitter about his incarceration, in fact, he was glad it had happened. It gave him a chance to just sit back and reflect on his life and learn a great deal about people. He had lost contact with a lot of his so-called friends, some of whom he hadn’t heard from since the U.S. Marshals had picked him up for drug conspiracy, but everything was fine now since he was finally free. He had entered prison at the ripe age of twenty-three, still a boy. He was twenty-eight now and very much a man, a muscular 230 pounds.
Eight hours later, at the Charlotte, North Carolina terminal, his best friend, Dawg, greeted him as he stepped from the bus. “What’s up, Playboy?” The two men embraced.
Steven Davis had been Jamal’s friend since childhood. A tall, lanky, light-skinned man; his facial features resembled a Doberman, thus earning him the nickname
Dawg
.
They had met during a fight in kindergarten over an Incredible Hulk action figure. Neither had won the fight but mutual respect was gained and they had been best friends ever since. Since Jamal’s mother was on drugs, and he had not heard from his father since he was a child, Dawg was the only person Jamal could count on for money and support during his incarceration.
“I’m finally here,” Jamal said.
“How does freedom feel?” Dawg asked.
“Ain’t no feeling like this, not even getting your first piece of
ass—nothing can compare to having your freedom back.” “I can’t believe how big you’ve gotten,” Dawg said, looking at
his friend from head to toe. A very handsome man, Jamal had a
cocoa complexion, and his hair was in thick black braids. “Yeah, man, I did nothing but pump iron and read books the
whole time I was down.”
“Nigga, you read books? You never got me to send you nothing
except for the
Robb Report
and
Dupont Registry
.”
“Yeah, I needed those magazines to keep me focused on what I
wanted to accomplish out here.” Jamal had spent countless hours
looking at the lavish mansions and luxury cars in the magazines.
One particular house plan, a glass-front mansion, he would stare
at before he went to bed at night. He would have Dawg forward
the plan whenever he transferred to a different prison. It was
customary for the Feds to move an inmate from one place to the
next, depending on sentence length, and while in transit, Jamal’s
house plan would usually get misplaced.
“So what you trying to accomplish?” Dawg asked.
“I just want to live. I guess I’m going to need to get a job first
and then go from there.”
“A job? Come on, man, you haven’t gotten soft, have you?”
Dawg said, staring at his friend oddly. “I mean, a job is not going
to give you the lifestyle that you have been used to and you damn sho ain’t going to be able to afford that damn house that you want
to have built.”
Jamal thought about the counselors’ warnings, given before his
release. They had told him that his friends would assume that he
would be the same person he was before he left. Jamal knew Dawg
remembered him as a big-time hustler who refused to settle for
second best. Before he was locked up he had become accustomed
to everything—luxury cars and apartments, expensive jewelry and
furs. He knew Dawg was right; he couldn’t afford the mansion
with a regular job. He couldn’t live the lifestyle he was accustomed
to—not working for someone. Jamal was the same person he was
before he left, which was scary. He would do what he had to do to
get the things he wanted, even if it meant dealing drugs again. They got into Dawg’s white BMW and sped off to the mall. Once
they arrived, Dawg handed Jamal a wad of cash. Jamal found
himself looking at some high school girls on occasion, and Dawg
warned him that they were jailbait. Jamal had to keep reminding
himself that he was a grown man now, not the twenty-three-yearold who had left so long ago, though every other girl seemed to be
giving him the eye.
Dawg caught him up on the latest fashions and trends before
taking Jamal to a condo, rented in downtown Charlotte. Dawg had
started renting it a month earlier because he figured Jamal would
need somewhere to live when he was released.
“How do you like it?” Dawg asked.
“Man, I love it,” Jamal said, looking around. The condo was
simply decorated with basic black leather furniture, fine African
art, and shiny hardwood floors. It offered a perfect view of the city. “Come here and look,” Dawg said as he motioned Jamal toward
the living room window. “You can see Ericcson Stadium from
here,” he said.
“How much is this thing running you a month?” Jamal asked. “Twenty-two hundred dollars a month.”
“How in the hell am I gonna afford this?”
“I know you got some money stashed somewhere,” Dawg said,
grinning.
It was true. Jamal did have some money stashed, but it wasn’t a
lot. After he’d caught the drug case, he had to pay lawyers and
bondsmen. He’d also left some money with his mother, but since
he had not seen or heard from her, he assumed she had spent the
money on crack. His then live-in girlfriend also had some money
that belonged to him, but she’d run off with it shortly after he got
sentenced. He was actually down to his last ten thousand dollars.
He was broke as far as he was concerned. “I ain’t got enough
money to afford this place.”
“Well, this means we got to go back to work. You still have your
connection’s numbers out in California?”
“Yeah, but I ain’t gonna call him just yet. I’m going to enjoy
myself a few weeks. You know, get some pussy and get
reacquainted with the city.”
“I hear that. Well, this place is all yours. It’s getting late. I gotta
go scoop this honey I’ve been chilling with. Watch some TV,”
Dawg said, pointing to a forty-two-inch plasma television. The two
men hugged.
A few days later, Jamal had finally gotten used to his freedom. He had finally had sex again, and he felt rejuvenated. After passing the driver’s license test, without even studying the driver’s handbook, he decided to retrieve the money he had stashed before going to prison. It was buried underneath a railroad track on the west side of town, where he figured it would be safe. The money was exactly as he’d left it, in PVC pipes, still in thousand-dollar stacks. He decided he would get himself some transportation but nothing too extravagant. He went to a dealership and test-drove a winter-green Ford Expedition with cream leather seats. He absolutely loved it. The salesman frowned when Jamal told him he didn’t have a job—until Jamal produced a wad of cash as a down payment.
“I believe I can get my sales manager to work something out,” the man said as he dashed into the sales office. Fifteen minutes later he returned with a contract already drawn up. Jamal signed the proper papers, received the keys then drove off the lot.
Dream Nelson’s childhood bedroom led to a huge terrace that provided a splendid view of the neighborhood. Dream sat on the terrace drinking Evian bottled water and skimming through
Honey
magazine. The sun shone brilliantly, thus making Dream’s beautiful skin a shade darker. She was naturally beautiful, smooth dark skin and perfect white teeth. Her hair was so long, most people thought it was a weave.
Oak Crest Park was a beautiful integrated neighborhood full of two-story and split-level houses with perfectly manicured lawns. A friendly neighborhood, it was not uncommon to see children with lemonade stands on the street corners. Oak Crest Park primarily consisted of doctors, attorneys, and educators. Dream’s mother was a high school teacher and her father was a principal who was approaching his thirtieth year as an educator. Dream had chosen to follow in her parents’ footsteps by becoming a history teacher.
After high school, she had initially wanted to be a doctor but decided against it because she didn’t want to be in school for an additional eight years. She simply didn’t have the patience. Besides, she enjoyed her job. It definitely didn’t pay the most money, but she got satisfaction in helping her kids. They loved her because she made learning fun and easy. She was only twenty-four, and she related more with her students than some of the older teachers who often turned up their noses at her when she walked by. Some of them complained that she dressed too provocatively, citing her skirts were too short and her clothing too tight. Someone even suggested to the principal that she didn’t wear underwear, which was a complete lie. She wore thongs, not to turn on teenage boys, but she couldn’t stand the thought of panty lines, besides she was young and sexy, and those hags hated the fact that they didn’t have the body to wear sexy clothes.
Summers always seemed to come and leave so fast, Dream thought, particularly this summer, though there was nothing spectacular about it. She had spent most of it just hanging at her parents’ house and working. She had gotten a job as a geometry tutor for the Sylvan Learning Center. She’d had to brush up on the subject, since she taught history during the school year, but somehow she would manage to fake it enough to get by. This summer marked the first one she didn’t spend with her boyfriend, DeVon, who was incarcerated for vehicular homicide. Though DeVon and Dream didn’t have much in common, they were deeply in love. She didn’t know why she was attracted to the bad-boy types; it seemed that all the thugs and convicts were immediately drawn to her.