Doublecrossed (16 page)

“Things will improve in an hour or so after I scrub this disgusting bathroom. Living with a man will cement my decision to be a lesbian. At least we know how to pee inside the toilet.”

“On that disgusting note, I will finish my run, my friend. Don’t inhale toxic fumes when you’re cleaning.”

*

Callie was still trying to adjust to her new living situation when Regan called a few weeks later. “Hi! Guess what I think I’m going to do?”

“Uhm…that’s a tough one. Give me a hint.”

“You don’t need a hint. Just guess!”

“You’ve found a new girlfriend.”

“Oh, yeah, that’s it.” Regan let out a sharp laugh. “I’m still crying over the one I just lost.”

“Well, some people like to jump right back in.”

“Not me. It’s gonna be a good long time before I’m ready to get back out there. But I am doing something that I should have done years ago.”

“Getting a dog?”

“Oh, you’re not even close. I’m thinking of buying a house…or an apartment, to be more precise.”

“You’re kidding! I had no idea you were thinking of that.”

“I wasn’t. But I was looking for apartments and saw that I could buy for not much more than rent per month.”

“What are you thinking of?”

“I saw a place I liked today. A townhouse. I think it’d be just right for me.”

“You’re not going to buy the first place you see, are you?”

“Yeah, I might.” She laughed softly. “I know what I like and my parents know what things should cost. If I can get this place for what my dad says is a steal…I’ll do it.”

“Wow. You don’t screw around!”

“No, I like to make decisions quickly. I’ve always wanted to live by the water, so this place should be fine. This will make me feel like an adult. No girlfriend paying the bills.”

“How many girlfriends have you had?”

“Three serious ones.” She paused for a second. “Hey. It just dawned on me that each one lasted about three years. What am I doing wrong?”

“Nothing from my vantage point. You’d still be in your last one if it wasn’t for my stinking ex.”

“Surely you can think of worse terms for her. And if you can’t—I can.”

*

Just two weeks later, Regan called Callie with good news. “We finally reached an agreement. I’m a homeowner.”

“Awesome! When do you move in?”

“April thirtieth is the closing date, so I guess I get the keys then. I’ve never done this before, but that seems logical, doesn’t it?”

“I’ve never done it either, but I’m getting a lot of pleasure from watching you do it. Thanks for sending me pictures.”

“I went to see it so many times the seller must have thought I was nuts. The last time I took about fifty pictures. My real estate agent was sick of me too.”

“I was surprised you kept going back. I actually thought you’d made up your mind the first time you saw it.”

“I had. But he was being really hard-assed about price. I thought if I kept going back he’d get the message that I really wanted it.”

“Yeah?” Callie said, not catching on. “How does that help lower the price?”

“I wasn’t sure it would. But I wasn’t going to pay more than I thought it was worth. I hoped that my coming back to see it again and again and then barely increasing my offer would show him that I wanted it, but I couldn’t or wouldn’t pay much more.”

“Cool. I never would have thought of that.”

“I dicker over prices every day. I’ve gotten a lot better at it over the years.”

“Should I come help you move or do you still want me to visit over your birthday?”

“Hmm, that would normally be a tough choice, but I don’t have a whole lot to move so I don’t really need help. I’d rather have you come for my birthday. Can you stay for a week?”

“A week! You’ll be sick of me in half that time. No one should ever visit for a week.”

“No, I won’t. Besides, I have lots of plans. We’ll go to P’town for a long weekend, then we’ll hang around here for a few days. It’s like two separate vacations.”

“P’town?”

“Yeah, yeah. Provincetown. You’ve never heard of it?”

“It sounds kinda familiar…”

“It’s at the end of Cape Cod and it’s mostly gay. We’re gonna go for Women’s Weekend. You’ll love it. I guarantee it.”

“Gay…women…how can I argue? I’m not ready to jump into the dating pool yet, but it couldn’t hurt to look.”

“I don’t think I’m even ready to look, but I love being around a big group of women. It’s nice to feel like we’re the majority.”

“We are,” Callie said, chuckling.

“Lesbian women, not women in general. It’s nice to be around hundreds and hundreds of lesbians.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever been around hundreds. Well, I went to a WNBA game once…”

“Very funny. You’re gonna love it. And you can meet my family and see the restaurant. I’ll have to work when we’re here, but you can do some sightseeing during the day. There’s a lot to see around here.”

“I looked Scituate up on the net. There’s a whole lot of history around you. I’m really excited.”

“Your mom teaches history, right?”

“Yeah. American history. She made all of us fans.”

“Is there a…lot of American history in Phoenix?”

“Sure.” Callie waited a second then blew a raspberry. “No! There’s a lot of Native American history, but I’m into Jefferson and Franklin and those guys.”

“Then you’re gonna love New England. We’re lousy with history.”

“I’m counting the days.”

“Me, too. I found a nice B&B for us in P’town. Is that okay?”

“Sure. I’m doing well on finances, so I can pay up to $100 a night. Will that cover it?”

“No problem. This place is tiny but it’s only seventy-five dollars a night.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. You don’t mind sharing a room, right?”

“I’d prefer it. Heck, I’ll sleep on the floor if you can find a third.”

“Two’s enough for me. How about a bed? They say they’ll try to give us twins, but they might only be able to manage a queen.”

“No problem. I’d always rather save a few bucks. Just tell me when to arrive and I’ll make my reservations.”

“Come on Thursday before Memorial Day. We’ll drive to P’town on Friday and come back on Monday afternoon. Then we’ll hang out around here.” She paused for a second. “Stay through the next weekend. Then I’ll be able to take you into Boston and show you around. It’s silly to come here and not see the city.”

“I don’t want you to get tired of me. I’m being serious. You probably like having some time to yourself.”

“No, I’m not like that. I like being around people. Actually…even though I’m looking forward to it…I’m kinda worried about living alone.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. It’s good for me to try it, but I don’t think I’m gonna like it. After a month of being alone, I know I’ll love having you around, and since I’ll have a fast internet connection, you can’t claim you have to be home to work.”

“I’d love to stay for a while. But only if you’re one hundred percent positive you won’t get tired of me.”

“One hundred percent. I’m absolutely positive I won’t want you to leave even if you stay a month. Now, go make that reservation and start your list of things you want to see.”

“Will do. Congratulations, Regan. I can’t wait to see you and your new house.

*

Callie had two months to plan her trip, but as the day approached, she still felt like she hadn’t done nearly enough research.

On the day she left she spent the morning packing up the last of her things while her father watched, teasing her unrelentingly. “I thought you were going on a vacation for pleasure, not for research. Are you writing a travel guide?”

“You never know.” She smirked at him while she found a place for the binder she’d made of the “must see” places she’d discovered. “You know I like to be prepared.”

“I’m surprised you’ve never been to Boston. Actually, I’m surprised your mother never took you there.”

Callie glanced at him, always puzzled by his inability to understand how little money the family had after he left. A week-long trip to Boston for the four of them with hotels and meals would have cost more than her mother made in a month; it was a trip they would have never considered. But her father had a blind spot about money, seeming to think he was the one who suffered the most financially from the divorce. Once in a while she had the guilty pleasure of fantasizing about telling him about the things they did without—about never having what the other kids had, about how jealous she’d been when her friends went to Disneyland, about her mother’s having to tutor the rich kids all summer just to make ends meet. But she never would have told him those things. He wouldn’t have understood, and it was too late to fix it now.

She banished the dismal thoughts, “We all love history. Mom was great at making it come alive for us. I’ve read so many books on the colonists and New England that I feel like I’ve been there. I just hope I don’t have my expectations set too high.”

He played with the big orange tag on her bag, asking casually, “What do you expect from Regan?”

“What do you mean?” She blinked, puzzled.

“You know…” He looked at her and tilted his head back and forth. “Are you dating?”

“Me and Regan?” She shook her head dismissively. “She’s my pal. I’d be a wreck if it hadn’t be for her. We’ve really been able to boost each other up when we’ve needed it.”

“And that’s all?”

“Yeah.” She stopped and looked him in the eye. “Why do you ask?”

“I just wondered. It’s been a while since you broke up with Marina and I assumed you were…moving on.”

“I’m not ready. I’m sure of that. Besides, I’ve never even thought of Regan in that way, and I’ve never gotten any indication that she’s into me, either. We’re friends…like Terri and I are.”

“I don’t know why you’d want to just be friends if you could have more. I still don’t think I understand this whole lesbian thing.” His expression was so befuddled that she had to laugh.

“I’m not sure I understand it either, Dad, but I’m sure I’ll learn the tricks eventually.”

“I thought maybe you’d give men another try.”

“I guess that could happen.” She sat on her suitcase so she could zip it closed. “I’m not that concerned with the sex of who I date. At this point I only care about how honest they are. That’s more important to me than genitals.”

“I prefer genitals.” His single dimple showed when he flashed his youthful smile.

Callie’s plane landed more or less on time, and as soon as they allowed it she called Regan. “I’m here!” Her voice with filled with excitement and was half an octave higher than usual.

“Good deal. It’ll take about a half hour to get your luggage, so I’ll swing by the pickup area at eight thirty. If you’re not there, I’ll keep circling, okay?”

“Great. See you soon. I’m excited!” She switched off and said more quietly to the man in front of her who had turned to glare at her. “Sorry. I’m excited.”

*

Callie walked outside just as Regan drove by the first time. A remarkably small, bright red car pulled up and Regan called out, “It doesn’t look like it, but I promise everything will fit.” She put it into park and jumped out, running around to the curb to hug Callie. They embraced quickly, then Regan started trying to get the big bag into the small car. “I had to do this every time Angela went anywhere for more than a few days. I got pretty good at it.” When it was snugly secured in the tiny trunk, she ran around and jumped in, turning to smile relievedly. “It’s great to see you.”

“Same here.” Callie reached over and grasped Regan’s arm, squeezing it tightly. “I’ve been looking forward to this like you wouldn’t believe.”

“Cool. Very cool.” Regan checked her mirrors and started off. “Sorry about the tiny car, but I got it when I moved to Cambridge. Parking was unreal there and the less you had the better it was.”

“I like your car. It suits you. But I’m not sure where those long legs are.”

“Check and see how much further back my seat is. Yours is at the normal person position.”

Callie put her hands in the air and shook them. “I’m jittery. I hardly slept a wink last night, but I feel like I’ve had ten cups of coffee.”

“Then let’s not make plans for the morning. We’ll leave for P’town whenever. You’ll probably want to sleep in.”

“No, I’m fine. I can keep up. I don’t need a lot of sleep if I’m doing something fun.”

“Then I hope you don’t need much sleep this week,” Regan said, flashing a warm smile.

*

They left the house the next morning at ten a.m., after stopping at a diner in town for a breakfast of coffee and cheese omelets, which Callie pronounced one of the best she’d ever had. They’d only traveled a few miles when Callie said, “I’ve decided. This is much nicer than the Bahamas.”

“It is nice, isn’t it? I haven’t traveled much, but I can’t imagine too many places better than New England. We’ve got everything. Skiing, fishing, hiking, great bike trails. Small towns, big cities.” She took in a breath of the clean, moist air. “But in my humble opinion you can’t beat the Irish Riviera.”