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CHAPTER 43
EVA
 
 
 
 
E
va stood outside the building, unable to walk inside. Yvonne waited patiently beside her, not rushing or admonishing her. Just waiting.
“I don't know if I can do this today,” Eva said. “It's like finding out that the bogeyman is real and then going to have coffee with him.”
“You don't have to do it today, if you don't want to. I'd be happy to ride out here with you another time.”
“No, I've got to do it now, before I lose my nerve,” Eva said, although she didn't have much nerve at all.
“Okay, sweetie. I'm here with you.”
Eva clutched Yvonne's arm and practically dragged her into the hospice where her uncle Parnell was living out his final days. As soon as they entered the building, a smell of decay accosted Eva's nose. Life was fleeting in this place.
They checked in at the front desk. “I'm here to see Parnell Jacobs,” Eva told the desk attendant.
“That's wonderful. You're his first visitor.”
“I am?” Eva asked.
“You are. Even though he has a daughter and a son listed here, you're the only one who has shown up.”
The desk attendant gave Eva and Yvonne two ragged paper visitors' passes. They were so worn out that they needed replacement, but the two ladies took them, anyway.
“He's in room two-sixteen,” the attendant said.
Once they found the room, Eva stood in front of the door for a second, almost changing her mind. Having Yvonne there helped so much, but not quite enough to make her feel at ease. It was a monster she was confronting and demanding an apology of. A monster who'd stolen her innocence.
God, can you help me through this one?
Eva's short and sweet prayers were coming more frequently now, but was she prayed up enough for this? Yvonne was not going any farther. It was just Eva's turn now.
She gently pushed open the door, holding her breath the entire time. Her exhale rushed out as she saw her uncle lying on the bed. He couldn't have been more than eighty-five pounds, and he was attached to an oxygen tank. His face was barely recognizable, save for the thick glasses he always wore.
“Baby girl,” Parnell croaked.
Eva cringed. “Don't call me that. I'm a grown woman.”
Parnell pats the seat next to his bed. “Sit down right here.”
“No. Uncle Parnell, I just wanted to say that you stole my innocence and everything else from me.”
Uncle Parnell looks away from my intense glare. “I did. I'm so sorry about that, baby girl.”
“That's it? That's all you have to say for yourself?”
“I was wrong, Eva. Everyone knew it. Your grandmother Susie, your cousins. They all wanted me to die, but you left the scene and made my presence more tolerable for everyone else.”
Uncle Parnell's eyes rolled into the top of his head, and his entire body quaked.
“Do you need a nurse?” Eva asked.
Her uncle couldn't answer. He was having a seizure.
The nurses and doctors swarmed around her and pushed her out of the way. They worked on him for a few moments and got him stabilized, but the hopeless looks on their faces told Eva that it wouldn't last long.
Yvonne poked her head in from the hallway. “Are you okay?”
“Yes. I think I'm done here. Can we go to the cemetery now?”
Eva left the unconscious uncle Parnell and left the facility with Yvonne. She didn't know what she expected from her uncle. But an apology had to be far down on the list.
It was a silent drive to the cemetery where Grandma Susie was buried. Eva clutched the big white Bible to her chest, and tears spilled down onto and over the binding. She had never been to the grave site. Wasn't invited to the funeral and had never taken the time to visit it herself.
After Yvonne parked, Eva got out of the car with the Bible and a bouquet of flowers. First, she spread the flowers all over the gravestone. Then she set the Bible down in front of the stone.
“Grandma Susie, I know you can't hear me, but I just want you to know that I did pay for my sins in life. But Uncle Parnell touching me wasn't my sin. It was his. I'm leaving your Bible here with you. I have one, and I've highlighted only words of life.”
Eva could barely say the speech she'd prepared through her sobs. Yvonne got out of the car, put her arms around Eva, and squeezed.
“You must think I'm crazy, Yvonne, to be standing out here talking to a gravestone.”
Yvonne shook her head. “No, ma'am, I do not.”
“Whether you think that or not, could you not tell the other ladies? I want them to be my friends, and they won't if they think I'm crazy.”
“They wouldn't think this was crazy, too.”
“No, Yvonne! Swear you won't say anything!”
Yvonne smiled at Eva and hugged her again. “Don't you worry about your secret. Go ahead and talk to God, your grandmother, and everyone else you need to address. And, honey, I won't tell a soul.”
And Eva believed her.
Eva stood silently in front of her grandmother's grave, now finished with her declaration. It was so quiet that she could hear her own breathing. She counted the inhales and exhales without thinking.
Her counting was different this time, though. The last time she'd numbered her breaths, it was with the thought that she was getting closer to taking her last. Now her inhales drew strength and her exhales carried power.
God breathed new life into Eva. And she became a living soul.
A READING GROUP GUIDE
DON'T TELL A SOUL
 
 
 
 
Tiffany L. Warren
 
 
About This Guide
 
The questions that follow are included to enhance your
group's reading of this book.
Discussion Questions
1.
Pam has made great strides with her writing and now has a book deal. What do you think about Troy's lack of support? Does it justify Pam's later actions? Should a woman pursue a career that might take her away from fulfilling her family's needs? Is this part of being a Proverbs 31 woman?
2.
Yvonne's romance comes at a time when she has finally gotten used to and comfortable with her single life. Are her feelings about Luke surprising? Discuss the complexities of dating after being married for many years.
3.
If you were in Taylor's shoes, how would you handle Luke's sudden reappearance? Do you believe in Luke's transformation? Do you agree or disagree with Spencer and Taylor's decision regarding Luke's visitation with Joshua? Should Taylor have followed Spencer's lead from the beginning?
4.
Eva's journey is not typical. She has her altar-call experience after deciding to change her life. How should the church deal with new members who are not quite finished with their past? Base your discussion on (John 4:4–29).
5.
Were you surprised by Logan? Did you like him as much as Pam did? Where did Pam go wrong? Where should she have drawn the line? Was the friendship doomed from the start?
6.
What do you think is next for Pam and Troy? Do you think he's really going to drop Aria? Should Pam walk away if he doesn't?
7.
Are Rhoda and Rochelle ever gonna get delivered from their gossiping spirit?
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CHAPTER 1
S
ydney was never one for sports.
It wasn't that she was a couch potato. She just wasn't one of those women who met the crack of dawn with a pair of Nikes and a bottle of Gatorade.
However as she stood at the center of the Carlu's Round Room, surveying the best of the NBA that Toronto had to offer, she had to admit that professional sports did have its attractions.
“Sydney, whatever you do, don't pinch me.”
Sydney grinned and folded her arms as she considered her younger sister.
“Why?”
Lissandra bit her lip. “Because I do not want to wake up from this dream.”
Sydney turned toward where Lissandra was staring, just in time to catch the burst of testosterone that walked through the main doors. Brawn, beauty and brazen arrogance wrapped in suits. Who said a girl couldn't enjoy basketball?
Sydney's eyebrows shot up. “Is that . . .?”
“Yes, girl. And our HD TV does him absolutely no justice,” Lissandra said, as her eyes devoured the newest group of NBA stars to steal the spotlight. “I love this game.”
Sydney laughed. “I don't think it's the game you love.”
“You laugh now,” Lissandra said, pulling her compact out of her purse. “But when that hot little dress I had to force you to wear gets you a date for next weekend you'll thank me.”
Sydney tugged discreetly at the hem of the dangerously short boat necked silver dress that fit her five foot nine frame almost perfectly. It was a bit more risqué than what Sydney would normally wear but seemed almost prudish compared to what the other women in the room were sporting. At least it wasn't too clingy. And the cut of the dress exposed her long elegant neck which she had been told was one of her best features.
“I'm here to work, not pick up men,” Sydney said.
“No, we're here to deliver a spectacular cake,” Lissandra said, checking her lipstick in the tiny mirror discreetly. “And since that cake is sitting over there, our work is done. It's playtime.”
“Focus Lissa,” Sydney said, touching Lissandra's upper arm. “Don't forget this is an amazing opportunity to make the kind of contacts that will put us on the A-list. Once we do that, more events like this might be in our future.”
“Okay fine,” Lissandra said with a sigh, dropping her compact back into her purse. “I'll talk to some people and give out a few business cards. But if a player tries to buy me a drink, you best believe I'm gonna take it.”
Sydney grinned. “I wouldn't expect otherwise.”
“Good,” Lissandra said with a naughty grin. “'Cause I see some potential business over there that has my name on him.”
Sydney sighed. Why did she even bother?
“Be good,” Sydney said as she lost her sister to a six foot tall brother with dimples across the room.
“I will,” she threw behind her. But since she didn't even bother to look back, Sydney didn't hope for much.
Sydney eventually lost sight of her sister as the crowd thickened. She turned her attention back to their ticket into the exclusive Toronto Raptors NBA Season opener event.
The cake.
Sydney stood back and admired her work again, loving the way the chandelier from above and the tiny lights around the edges of the table and underneath it, lit up her creation. The marzipan gave the cream coloured square base of the cake a smooth flawless finish, and the gold trim caught the light beautifully. The golden replica of an NBA championship trophy which sat atop the base was however the highlight.
She had to admit it was a sculpted work of art, and one of the best jobs she had done in years. It was also one of the most difficult. It had taken two days just to bake and decorate the thing. That didn't include the several concept meetings, the special ordered baking moulds and multiple samples made to ensure that cake tasted just as good as it looked. For the past month and a half, this cake job had consumed her life. But it was well worth it. Not only for the weight it put in her pocket, but also the weight it was likely to add to her client list. Because once everyone at the event saw her creation, she was sure she would finally make it onto the city's pastry chef A-list, and Decadent would be the go-to spot for wedding and special event cakes.
She stood around the cake for a while, sucking up the oohs and aahs of passersby, before heading to the bathroom to check that she hadn't sweated out her curls carrying up the cake from downstairs. She took in her dark chin length locks, which had been curled up for the night, her slightly rounded face and plump pinked lips and was satisfied. She turned to the side to get a better view of her size six frame and smiled. Even though she had protested when Lissandra presented the dress, she knew she looked good. Normally she hated any kind of shimmer, but the slight sparkle from the dress was just enough to put Sydney in the party mood it inspired. Okay, so Lissandra may have been right. She was there for business, but that didn't mean she couldn't have some fun too.
By the time she reapplied her lipstick and headed back the room was full.
She tried to mingle and did end up chatting with a few guests, but her mother instincts were in full mode and it wasn't long before she found her way back to the cake.
She was about to check for anything amiss when she felt gentle fingers on the back of her bare neck. She swung around on reflex.
“What do you think you're doing?” she said slapping away the hand that had violated her personal space.
“Figuring out if I'm awake or dreaming.”
Sydney's eyes slid all the way up the immaculately toned body of the 6 foot 3 man standing in front of her to his strong jaw, full smirking lips, and coffee brown eyes. Her jaw dropped. And not just because of how ridiculously handsome he was.
“Dub?”
“Nini.”
She cringed. “Wow. That's a name I never thought I would hear again.”
“And that's a half tattoo I never thought I'd see again.”
Sydney slapped her hand on the back of her neck self consciously. She had almost forgotten the thing was there. It would take the one person who had witnessed her chicken out on getting it finished to remind her about it.
Hayden Windsor. Now wasn't this a blast from the past sure to get her into some present trouble.
She tossed a hand on her hip and pursed her lips. “I thought Toronto was too small for you?”
“It is.”
“Then what are you doing here?”
“Right now?” His eyes flitted across her frame in answer.
“Stop that,” Sydney said, her cheeks heating up as she caught his perusal.
“Stop what?” he asked with a laugh.
“You know what,” she said. She shook her head. “You are still the same.”
He shrugged in an attempt at innocence that only served to draw Sydney's eyes to the muscles shifting under his slim fit jacket.
“I can't help it. I haven't seen you in almost 15 years. What, you gonna beat me up like you did when you were seven?”
“Maybe.”
“Bully.”
“Jerk.”
“How about we continue this argument over dinner?” he asked.
“They just served appetizers.”
The corner of his lips drew up in a scandalous grin. “Come on, you know you're still hungry.”
He was right. That finger food didn't do anything for her –especially since working on the cake had kept her from eating all day. But she wasn't about to tell him that.
Sydney smirked. “Even if I was, I don't date guys who make over $150,000 a year.”
He raised a thick eyebrow. “That's a new one.”
“Yes well,” she said. “It really is for your own good. This way you won't have to wonder if I was with you for your money.”
“So how about we pretend like I don't have all that money,” he said, a dangerous glint in his eyes. “We could pretend some other things too – like we weren't just friends all those years ago.”
“I'm not dating you Hayden,” Sydney said, despite the shiver that ran up her spine at his words.
“So you can ask me to marry you, but you won't date me?”
“I was seven years old!”
“And at ten years old, I took that very seriously,” Hayden said, his brow furrowing.
Sydney laughed. “That would explain why you went wailing to your daddy right after.”
He grabbed his rock solid chest. “I'm an emotional kind of guy.”
“Hayden! There you are. I've been looking all over for you!”
Sydney turned to where the voice was coming from and fought her gag reflex. A busty woman with too much blond hair sidled up to Hayden, slipping her arm around his.
“This place is so packed that I can barely find anyone.” The woman suddenly seemed to notice Sydney.
“Sydney!”
“Samantha.”
Samantha gave Sydney a constipated smile. “So good to see you.”
Sydney didn't smile back. “Wish I could say the same.”
Hayden snorted. Samantha dropped the smile, but not his arm.
Sydney glared at the woman in her red feathered dress and wondered how many peacocks had to die to cover her Dolly Parton goods.
“So I guess you two know each other?” Hayden asked, breaking the silence that he seemed to find more amusing than awkward.
“Yes,” Samantha volunteered. “Sydney's little bakery Decadent, beat out Something Sweet for the cake job for this event. She was my main competition.”
“I wouldn't call it a competition,” Sydney said. It was more like a slaughtering.
“How do
you
know each other?” Samantha probed.
Hayden grinned. “Me and Sydney go way back. Right Syd?”
Samantha raised an eyebrow questioningly and Sydney glared at her, daring her to ask another question. Samantha opted to keep her mouth shut.
“So this is where the party is,” Lissandra said joining the small circle. “Hayden? Is that you?”
“The very same,” Hayden said pulling her into a half hug. “Good to see you Lissa.”
“Back at you,” Lissandra said. “Wow, it's been ages. I probably wouldn't recognize you except Sydney used to watch your games all the –oww!”
Lissandra groaned as Sydney's elbow connected with her side.
“Did she?” Hayden asked, turning to Sydney again, a smug look in his eyes.
“Well it was nice to see you all again,” Samantha said, trying to navigate Hayden away from the group.
“Samantha, I can't believe you're here,” Lissandra said with a hint of laughter. “I thought you would be busy cleaning up that business at Something Sweet.”
Sydney bit back a smirk as a blush crept up Samantha's neck to her cheeks. Samantha went silent again.
“What business?” Hayden looked around at the three women, who obviously knew something he didn't.
“Nothing,” Samantha said quickly.
“Just that business with the health inspector,” Lissandra said, enjoying Samantha's discomfort. “Nothing major. I'm sure the week that you were closed was enough to get that sorted out.”
Hayden raised an eyebrow. “The health inspector shut you down?”
“We were closed temporarily,” Samantha corrected. “Just so that we could take care of a little issue. It wasn't that serious.”
“Is that what the exterminator said?” Lissandra asked.
Sydney coughed loudly and Samantha's face went from red to purple.
“You know,” Samantha said, anger in her eyes. “It's interesting. We have never had a problem at that location before now. It's funny how all of a sudden we needed to call an exterminator around the same time they were deciding who would get the job for tonight's event.”
“Yes, life is full of coincidences,” Sydney said dryly. “Like that little mixup we had with the Art Gallery of Ontario event last month. But what can you do? The clients go where they feel confident.”
“Guess that worked out for you this time around,” Samantha said glaring at Sydney and Lissandra.
“Guess so,” Lissandra said smugly.
Sydney could feel Hayden eyeing her suspiciously, but she didn't dare look at him.
“Well, this was fun,” Sydney said in a tone that said the exact opposite. “But I see some people I need to talk to.”
Sydney excused herself from the group and made her way to the opposite side of the room toward the mayor's wife. She had only met the woman once, but Sydney had heard they had an anniversary coming up soon. It was time to get reacquainted, and get away from the one man who could make her forget what she really came here for.

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