Deceitfully Yours (10 page)

He
’s turned it off and refused me my orgasm. I look down to the ground, building my strength. I know I can handle this, but he does it over and over again. For what seems like an eternity, he keeps me within millimeters of ecstasy. My body is so overheated, I’m covered in sweat. My wrists ache from pulling against the cuffs, and my pussy is throbbing with need. He turns on the monster inside me, and I give up the battle.

“Please
, Sir…please…anything you want…”

He walks over and lifts my chin until I’m looking into his eyes. He doesn’t ask for anything
, but I give him what he’s quietly waiting for.

“Every single cell in this body is yours. I relinquish
control to you. You. Own. Me.”

He wipes
the sweat covered hair off my face, and he smiles like he’s proud of me.

“Please
, stop punishing me, Sir,” I beg in a small voice.

“This
is a lesson, sweetheart. Once you realize you’re mine, everything you want will be yours.” He releases the straps and pulls the rabbit out. I flinch as it glides against my sensitive tissues. “What do you want?” he asks.

“
I want you to fuck me,” I answer immediately. He reaches for his belt, and my heart pounds with anticipation. He pulls his pants and underwear down in one motion. His thick cock bounces out and points up at me.

He lifts me by the waist
, and I automatically wrap my legs around him. We’re both looking down and watching our bodies merge as he slowly lowers me onto his hard shaft. My pussy stretches to accommodate him. With one sharp thrust, he buries himself deep inside of me. Our eyes meet right before he takes on a punishing rhythm.

He cups my ass
, and twists the plug. He slams his cock into me, and my body seizes, twitching uncontrollably as unparalleled pleasure surges through me. He pulls the plug completely out, and my breath catches in my throat. My head hangs back, and I lose all ability to function as my climax explodes in me.

I hear him grunt in the distance. One final hard thrust pounds against my
G-spot. My voice comes alive, and I wail as another orgasm races to the surface, taking me higher than before. My overstimulated senses drown me, and I shatter, not only physically but mentally. Tears begin to pour from my eyes, and sobs wrack my body.

Jude

Shit, I went too far.

I quickly unbuckle her wrists and wrap my arms around her. My cock is still throbbing in her tight channel as her wet face rests on my shoulder. She clings to me with her arms and legs, tremors running through her body. Her tortured gasps echo in my chest.

“
I’m so sorry, baby. Why didn’t you safeword? You know I would never hurt you.”

She picks up her head and looks at me with vulnerable, glassy eyes.
“You didn’t hurt me.”

“Then what’s going on? Talk to me.”

She shifts her body, and my cock stirs inside her. She shivers, her lips part and her eyes droop. Fuck, she’s sexy. That open expression of lust on her face makes me want to fuck her all over again.

“
The problem is I don’t know what’s going on. I didn’t expect this, but I feel horrible for hurting you. I swear that man wasn’t—”

“Shh…that’s over and forgiven.”

“I really hated that you were mad at me. You didn’t call, and I…” She presses her breasts against my chest and kisses my neck. “I just want to be with you.”

I moan softly as
she moves her tongue under my chin. “Let’s get you cleaned up.” I lift her off my cock, and she whines as I disconnect us. If I let her sit there for a minute longer, I would’ve fucked her against the wall before we even made it up the stairs.

I scoop her up into my arms a
nd carry her down the hall, past the room she usually stays in. She looks up at me puzzled. “Where are we going?”

“
I’m taking you to my room.”

She buries her face back into my neck
, but not before a smile blossom on her face.

I
lay her down on my bed while I fill the tub. By the time I get back, she’s snuggled into the white sheets like she belongs there. She opens her eyes as I lift her. She gazes at me with an unguarded look I’ve never seen from her before.

I place her in the warm water
, and she smiles at me as I begin to rub bodywash onto her skin. “I can do this,” she says shyly as I circle her breast.

“Let me take care of you.”

“Shouldn’t I be the one taking care of you, Sir?”

“There’s nothing like taking care of your sub after she’s pleased you. Being a
Dom isn’t all about giving orders. Sometimes I need to show you how much I appreciate you.” She has absolutely no idea that a sub holds all the power in this kind of relationship. Before she walked into my life, I didn’t realize how much of myself I was compromising to be in a vanilla relationship. This woman may be everything I’ve been looking for, and that makes her really powerful.

********

A soft breast fills my left hand, nipple budding against my palm. My right hand rests on her navel, right above the thin thatch of hair that covers her pussy. I bury my nose into her long disheveled hair and inhale her, and she pushes her soft butt back into my hardening cock I could definitely get used to waking this way.

I
rub her tight, pink nipple with my thumb, and she arches into my touch. Her movement causes her ass to push against my already-swollen cock. I roll her onto her back and hover over her naked body. She slowly opens her eyes. They’re brighter than usual or maybe it’s just the morning sun making them glow. Her blonde hair lies in ribbons against my pillow. If this is what it’s like to have an angel in my bed, I’m going to hell for all the dirty things I’m going to do to her.

“Good morning,” I whisper in her ear. I can feel
goose bumps form under my finger as I run my hand down her side. I trail kisses over her neck and navel until I’ve reached the soft flesh between her thighs.

Her pussy is soft pink and fully ripened to be fucked without my touch, but I can’t resist. I spread her outer lips open and glide my tongue along her moistened labia. Tasting her is like tasting
something heavenly. I can become dependent on her richly sweet flavor.

Her moans sound
like soft whispers as she writhes on the sheets. If I had my ropes up here, I’d tie her to the bed and make her come till the bed is soaked and she has no voice left to scream.

I
slide my finger up and down her wet opening. Then I lick her, making circles while carefully avoiding her clit. I plunge my finger into her drenched channel just as my tongue strokes her clit. Her back arches off the bed, and her moans turn into high-pitched cries. She clenches the sheets; her pussy clenches my finger. If she comes without asking I’m going to enjoy spanking her ass before I fuck her.

I pull my mouth off to scold her when the doorbell rings. Her legs tense
, and she looks down at me aghast. “Ask me for it,” I say. The doorbell continues to chime in an annoying succession.

“But…the door?”

“You have thirty seconds before your window of opportunity shuts.”

She quickly says, “Can I come please
, Sir?”

I suck her clit into my mouth and ram my finger against her
G-spot. Her body trembles, and she’s climbing quickly. I release my suction hold on her clit and roll my tongue softly over it. She lifts her hips, making circles against my mouth. She’s chasing her orgasm, and she’s about to catch it. Her clit is swollen and throbbing. When I lift the little hood over it and caress the sensitive nub, she explodes. She clasps my hair with her fingers, and she howls her release.

Her pussy contracts and firmly grips my finger as her orgasm hits her in waves. I drink up the juices dripping from her and kiss her soft thigh.

My persistent visitor is now pounding on the door. I lay my head on her thigh and try to calm my throbbing erection. After the show she just gave, if I don’t bury my dick in her soon I may have permanent damage.

I jump off the bed as the banging gets louder
, grab a pair of boxer briefs on my way out of the room, and hop into them.
Somebody better be fucking dead.

I pull the door open angrily and scream, “Who the fuck died
, Jay?”

Jay’s eyes widen
, and he holds up his hand in surrender when he realizes how angry I am. “I’m sorry, Jude, but when you didn’t show up for our usual game, we got worried. Jax would’ve killed me if I left without seeing you.”

“Well
, now you see me.” I try to slam the door shut in his face, but he pushes against it and breezes past me. I watch as he walks into the kitchen and pulls out my orange juice. I’ve never been this annoyed by Jay, but I’m ready to toss his ass out the door.

“Make yourself at home,” I say
. My sarcasm-laced words have no effect. I enter the kitchen, cross my arms over my chest, and glare at him. He picks up an apple and bites into it.

“Dude,” he says in between bites. “You should
really put more clothes on. I don’t want to see you in your tight underwear when you have that tent.”

I automatically look down at my
unyielding erection. “If you would get the fuck out of here, I would be able to get rid of the tent.”

“What?” H
e looks at me with wide eyes. “All that screaming I heard wasn’t you taking care of it? Is she even still alive?”

“I was just getting started.”

“You got to let me watch,” he says excitedly.

“Hell no.”

“Jax is a Dom, and he lets me watch.”

“Jax is different. He gets off on voyeurism and sharing
. I don’t.”

“Some best friend you are.” He jumps onto the counter and leans back.

“I’m your only friend.”

Jay and Jax are twins. They come as a pair
, so when I was ten I made a set of best friends. No one has my back like the two of them. Their fair hair and blue eyes make me look like the dark brooding one of the group. In reality, Jax is the toughest. He often comes across as cold, but he’s just a fierce protector. Jay is easygoing and a bit gullible. Jax and I watch over him like he’s an adolescent; most of the time he behaves like one.

“
Are you coming to dinner Sunday?”

“Maybe
.” He isn’t leaving, so I sit at the island bar.

“Mom will kill you if you don’t show.”

I sigh then run a hand through my hair. I’ve never been sexually frustrated in my life, but right now all I can think of is the sexy blonde woman I left in my bed.

“I forgot I have two mothers.”

“Well, when we took you in, we took your mom so it’s only fair you get a piece of ours.”

“Maybe I’
ll bring Kylie.” That woman is like a brick wall. She’s sure to turn me down if I invite her to dinner. Maybe if I tie her up and ask her when I’m balls-deep in, holding her orgasm as my hostage, she’ll agree to come to Emma’s wedding too.

Kylie

C
overed in sweat and totally sated, I’m lying in the middle of Jude’s huge bed. I’m going to force myself to get up, but I need a few extra minutes to recoup. I don’t think I ever understood sexual gratification before Jude. The phrase has taken on a new meaning. He’s a fierce lover, and I’m even more surprised that I like him that way.

After Jude pulled me out of the tub and carried me to his bed, he rubbed scented oil over my skin.
He took extra care of the slight, red indents the cuffs had made on my wrist. I think he was overcompensating because of my breakdown. I didn’t mean to scare him or make him feel guilty. I was overwhelmed by my own guilt, not just about Erik but about the things Jude doesn’t know I’m keeping from him. All this is weighing heavily on me, and I wish I could find a way to fix this without someone getting hurt.

As I slip out of his bed
, I realize I was so wrapped up in Jude and my growing feelings for him that I didn’t pay any attention to his bedroom. The bed is a gigantic, dark, wooden four-poster. The bed sticks out against the light wood of the wall. My feet sink into the soft carpeting as I pull my clothes back on. The views of the lake from the floor-to-ceiling windows are breathtaking. I realize the windows are actually sliding doors leading out onto a balcony. I’m tempted to step out and enjoy the morning air, but I have a photo shoot and need to leave immediately if I don’t want to be late.

A short hallway leads out into the living area. I find Jude in the kitchen
; my gaze is instantly drawn to him. Every time I see him, something flutters inside me. A dead emotion sparks with one glance from him.

“No wonder you were so pissed at me.”
I almost forgot there was someone else in the room until he spoke up.

“Jay
, this is Kylie,” Jude says. Jay’s smile is welcoming, his blues glowing with humor.

“Hi, Jay
.” I walk over to Jude. He spins around on the stool so I can step between his legs. That hungry look is in his eyes, and the bulge underneath his briefs has not decreased. I wish I could stay and let him take it out on my body, but then I’d be incredibly late.

“I’ll see you later?” I ask. I’m not sure how long my welcome will last
, and I don’t want to presume anything.

The look in his eye changes to surprise. “You’re leaving?”

“I have a photo shoot in a couple of hours.”

“More naked men?” he asks, his hands tightening on my waist.

“No. No naked men.”

“You can’t leave me like this,” he says glancing down at his obvious erection.

I slide my hand over his bare chest and abs, lean in, and kiss him softly on the cheek. “Sorry.”

“When you come back tonight I’m going to fuck you until you safeword.”

I love the image that conjures up in my mind. “I doubt that’s possible, but I’ll be looking forward to it.”

I squeeze that hardened bulge
, and he gives me a warning glare. “Bye.” I turn to leave.

“Nice to meet you, Kylie.”

Shit, I forgot Jay was listening to our conversation.

“Nice to meet you too,” I say, not looking back in fear he’ll
notice the embarrassment written across my face.

“Hope to
see you at dinner.”

“What?” I spin around in time to
watch Jude glare at Jay then turn back toward me.

“We have dinner once a month at
Jax and Jay’s mom’s house.”

“Oh…I can’t make it.”

“You don’t even know when it is.”

“I don’t…think I should.”

“It’s Sunday, and you’re coming with me.” His gaze dares me to challenge him. He’s pulling me further and further into his life, and I need to back up.

“Jude…”

“You’re coming with me, Kylie.” He stares at me, and I glare right back. I hate that moment when I realize he’ll get his way. I shouldn’t enjoy his power trips so much, but I have to admit they turn me on.

“See you Sunday, Jay.”

Jay snickers as I walk toward the door. My defeat is shameless because I respect Jude too much to be ashamed of his dominating ways.