Creed of Redemption (S.I.N. Rock Star Trilogy #2) (19 page)

He lets me go and walks in the opposite direction into the house. I wait a few seconds before I follow his lead, careful not to be obvious. From this view I can admire how fucking hot he is without fear of being caught staring. He wears his jeans well. Nice muscular legs and the perfect ass. His band t-shirt is so simple, yet the package that is not so hidden through the fabric makes you want to trace every line of defined goodness. His body truly is a work of perfection.

While following him up the winding staircase and into one of the bedroom suites, I already know that I will be giving in to my desires. Tomorrow he will go back to being off limits, but tonight I want him. My thoughts are interrupted by the slam of the door and my back being pushed against it.

“So, princess, you purposefully ignored my little warning earlier about seeing you in red.” He raises both of my arms above my head and secures them with one hand. “This fucking dress is so damn sinful—a tease to my cock. I couldn’t even focus on the party. The moment I saw you, I knew you had worn it for me. Admit it.” He runs a finger through the keyhole of my dress.

“Diesel…yes,” I admit.

“Yes what?” he pushes.

“Yes sir,” I correct. He growls and the mood in the room changes.

“That is not what I meant, Lourdes,” he says. That fucking delicious rasp of his is back. I know the tone well. I recognize what it means. His alter ego—the Dom—has been turned on. It’s a shame that he suppresses this side of himself, but I’m seeing it now. He let’s go of my hands, seemingly unsure of how to proceed. He runs a hand through his hair. I’ve never done this before so I don’t know what the hell I’m doing or if it’s even a real thing, but I have to try. If this is the only night I will allow myself to have him, I want all of him. I want the side that he hides from everybody else.

I slowly take off my heels and put them to the side. Next I undress until only my panties are left. He watches me with rapt attention—waiting to see what I will do next. His heart is beating wildly against my chest and my nerves are threatening to unleash the alcohol I drank. Still I push forward. Tonight I give him all of me in exchange for all of him. Careful not to look him in the eyes, I drop to my knees and then sit back on my heels. I bow my head and hope that he accepts my submission.

“Holy fuck me,” he swears. “Lourdes, what are you doing?” he asks in disbelief. His rasp of authority is overshadowed with concern. The high pitch of his voice right now is not right. With my eyes closed and head still bowed, I can’t see his reaction, but I can sense him slipping away from giving me what I want. I allow my mind to wander to the first time he shared his real self with me. I distinctly remember the tone of his voice, the strength of his touch, and how special he made me feel that he was sharing a side of himself with me that he didn’t show other people.

“Lourdes?” He addresses me again, but I remain mute. I allow myself to slip further and further into that memory. “God damn, Lourdes, answer me.” A euphoric feeling moves through my body, and I feel like I’m floating. Then I hear it. He’s back.

“Lourdes! Look at me now!”

I lift my head until my eyes find his. Light filters through the curtains from the moon, but I don’t miss the intensity in his stare.

“Yes, sir,” I finally say.

He levels his gaze on me. “Remember you asked for this,” he warns. “You better be fucking ready,” he growls.

“Sir. Yes sir,” I repeat. I hear the ominous sound of the door locking. He walks away from me to turn on a lamp by the bed. There is already whiskey there so he had to have been in here prior. I watch as he pours himself a drink and takes a few hefty swallows before pulling his shirt over his head. I’m still half naked, on my knees in the center of the room. I won’t move from this spot until he tells me to though. My eyes narrow as he removes his shoes and socks. Jeans and bare fucking feet again. Sweet Jesus.

“Get over here.” Those three words are music to my ears. “Stop,” he commands when I’m a little more than an arm’s length away from him. “Move your arms and let me see your beautiful fucking tits.”

“I…” The words die on my lips. His eyebrows arch in question. He doesn’t want to hear my excuses or deal with my insecurities. I was much bolder when all the lights were off. I hadn’t even realized that I had subconsciously crossed my arms to hide my breasts. I slowly lower my arms and hear him inhale a sharp breath. I stare at the floor as a feelings of vulnerability cross over me.

“Look at me, Lourdes,” he commands. I look at him and watch as he sits on the bed and leans back against the headboard. “You wanted to play, so play we shall. You’ve awakened my demons, so tonight I’ll let you get reacquainted with them,” he promises.

“Yes, sir,” I say simply. I don’t trust myself to say much more than that. I’m excited and nervous at the same time. If this is our last time together like this, I don’t want him holding anything back.

“This is your last chance to grab that fucking dick tease you call a dress and run as far as you can Lourdes,” he warns a little to calmly. “You’re about to unleash something you better be ready for because I have no plans of letting you leave this room without a thorough look at the shit I’m into.” The ache that intensifies between my legs answers for me. I want it all. I want him to show me.

“I’m not running, sir,” I insist. “Show me.” His wicked smile ensures me that I’ve sealed my fate. He pulls a remote of some kind from the nightstand next to the bed. With the push of a few buttons, The Weekend’s
Wicked Games
filters through the speakers around the room. A few notes and lyrics pass with us just staring at each other.

“Strip for me,” he commands. I begin to take off my panties, but he stops me. “No. Strip for me as in perform for me. Show me how much you want my cock.” I swallow the lump in my throat. If this is my test, I don’t plan to fail.

I
tried to not want her. I mean I really fucking tried. Then today at the pool, my dick decided not to listen. Although she has a body made for sin, there’s more to it than that. It’s everything about her—her fucking existence. The more I try to deny my need to have her, the more she consumes my every thought. I couldn’t even accept the advances Melissa was throwing my way because it wouldn’t have been fair to her. I couldn’t lead her on. I was so sure that I would find a piece of ass tonight, to fuck my desire for her from my system, until I laid eyes on her. I couldn’t help myself. She had the only pussy I was interested in tonight so here we are. I didn’t expect her to submit. I didn’t fucking expect her to awaken the part of me that I try so hard to suppress. She’s only gotten a small taste of the fucked-up shit I’m into, but tonight I will not hold back.

I only worry that she doesn’t fully comprehend what she’s awakened, but she will. She will experience all facets of me tonight. Maybe after she runs from the sick shit I enjoy, I can finally move on. First, I will break down her inhibitions. Once those walls come down, I will show her what’s on the other side. I tell her to strip and watch as she struggles with the task. Her natural instinct is to hide herself, yet she wants to please me.

The music is slow and climactic. The lyrics are so fitting for this moment, for this dance I have her giving me. She slowly lowers her panties down her legs and then removes them one leg at a time. Her clean shaven pussy makes my cock jump. She turns her back to me as she lets her hips sway to the music. I suspect not having to look at me gives her the confidence she needs to keep dancing. That’s okay for now since I’m enjoying the view. The round curve of her ass has me wanting to end her little performance right now and just bury my dick deep inside her pussy.

“Turn around,” I tell her after I’ve had enough of just seeing the back of her. I need to look in her eyes because my dick is urging me to move this along. I refill my glass with Jameson, but’s it’s not for me. I take the glass and join her where she stands. “Open.” I rub the glass along the seam of her lips and she opens her mouth for me. Her face frowns on the first sip, but improves with each subsequent sip of the whiskey. Her features relax and her eyelids become hooded. I take the last of it remaining in the glass into my mouth, but then I find her lips and make her open for me again. Our tongues dance as the liquor is transferred from my mouth to hers. It burns so good while I try to consume the taste of her.

“
Hmmm
,” she purrs. Her hooded lids lower even further when I trail kisses from her neck to her pebbled nipples. I think she’s ready. I let my hand travel south until my fingers are slipping through her wetness.

She moves against my fingers, but I remove them. When she comes for the first time tonight, it will be on my dick and not my fingers. I lift her slowly and watch her eyes widen with surprise when she finds herself over my head—her dripping pussy in my direct line of vision. I put her legs over my shoulders and walk her to the nearest wall. When I’m sure she can’t squirm too much, I bury my face between her legs. Her essence smells so damn sweet. I should have at least unzipped my jeans to give my dick room to throb. Too late now. My first tentative lick has her throwing her head back against the wall.

“Hold on, baby.” I twirl my tongue around her clit, teasing it, worshipping it. Lourdes wriggles in my arms, trying to get away from my cunnilingus. I get a tighter grip on her ass and push my face deeper. I suck on her clit with even more determination and watch as her eyes begin to roll back.

“Die…sel,” she mumbles incoherently. The trembling of her legs around my neck confirms that she is oh so close. I’m not ready to let her cum though so I slide my tongue through to her entrance. I slap her ass, enough to sting, but not enough to cause pain. I’m diverting her focus because I don’t want her cumming yet. Soon she will realize my true kink—orgasm denial. I thrust my tongue in and out of her soaking wet pussy until she is riding my face.

“That’s it, baby. Ride my fucking face. Make that sweet pussy take all of my tongue.” She grinds harder and I almost want to let her have the release that she is craving right now…almost. I lift her over my head once more to switch her the opposite direction—her ass lines up with my face as her legs work to get situated behind my neck. She is facing away from me in this position. Her legs instantly wrap around my head and neck when I begin to lower her body down mine. A small gasp of air comes out in a rush from her when I let her drop to the level I need her. I secure my arms around the base of her ass once her face is in the vicinity with my dick. “Undo me, Lourdes.”

She palms my dick through my jeans before she finally frees my cock. It juts to attention, ready to be sucked. My tongue licks a path between her opening and her ass. She tightens up, but I smile because I will be taking her here again tonight. For now though, I have lined us up for a little sixty-nine. She seizes the opportunity to be the first to initiate. Without being told, she grabs my cock and takes me to the back of her throat. Seeing her suck my dick upside down, gives me pause.

“
Hmmm
,” she hums around my dick and the sensation is un-fucking-believable. I thrust my hardened length into her mouth and time it with the thrusts of my tongue inside her pussy. My nose is buried between her ass cheeks as I work to go deeper with every thrust. The smell of her, combined with the slow attention she is giving my cock, has my legs stiffening. I feel myself getting close. She plays with my balls while licking the vein that runs underneath the head of my dick. It jumps with each pass of her tongue. She goes back to sucking me, taking me deeper each time until she has my entire dick in her mouth. Holy shit. I can feel the tingle begin to creep up my balls in this position.

I need her to slow down, it’s getting increasingly hard not to explode in her mouth. I slap her ass once more and she’s startled for a second. A second is all I need. Once her mouth is away from my cock, I flip her once more. This time her legs are around my waist. I allow her to slide down my body until that wet pussy of hers is sitting just above my cock. No priming needed. I slam into her and I have to hold on to her tightly. She arches her back and instantly begins to ride my dick. All shyness forgotten. I don’t move at first. I let her set the rhythm—do what feels good to her. I slowly join the pace she has set for us. The sound of her soaking pussy echoes over the music that is playing as my balls slap her ass.