Chasing Imperfection (Chasing Series 2) (36 page)

     With a swift kick of his foot, he closed the door. “Aren’t we going to be late? We have to leave
soon?
” My giggles were high pitched because he was doing a great job driving me crazy, nibbling and biting my earlobe.

     “The jet leave
s when I say we leave. One of
the perks of being the boss.”

    
I closed my eyes as
he
untied my robe and touched my naked body. “God Blake—” I moaned when his hand started to part my fold. I opened my legs a little wider to give him access.
His other hand was teasing my nipple while his lips were still around my ear and neck area, sucking and biting. My hand reached
up
and touched his head.

     “Open your eyes. Wat
ch me touch you. Watch us make
love.”

     Oh, God. This is beyond erotic. This would be a first
with mirrors
.

     I slightly opened my eyes and was staggered how we both looked. I looked….sensual and carnal.

     “I’m sorry cara, but I have to have you now or I’ll go crazy.” He promptly had me bent over the bathroom counter and entered me from behind.
“BLOODY. FUCKING. HELL. Your cunt always feels like fucking
heaven
.” My mind was totally blank from the grueling demands of his hard thrusting. “You’re not giving this cunt to another man! Do you hear me, Sienna?” he snarled with raging anger.

     “Yes, I heard you
,
” I whispered back, a little confused
to his rather sudden change of darkened mood.

    
“YOU’RE. NOT. GOING. TO. FUCK. KYLE.” Each word was emphasized with a fiercely brutal callous thrust.

     “
Answer me!
You’re not fucking Matthews ever again!” Blake hissed
cruelly
.

     “I won’t, Blake. I promise….
I won’t
.”  I wanted to yell back but what came out with moans along w
ith my words. He pulled out,
lifted me off
, opened the door
and
went straight to the bedroom. He captured my lips and demolished
them
ferociously
as he slid my body over his cock. He hastily placed
us on the bed whilst kissing
and fucking me at the same time. He started to pummel me harder and I gripped his ass with my nails, encouraging him. “Blake—yes….like just that!” I panted with sensual excitement. My orgasm was building and he pinned my knees and pressed them on my breasts, impaling me.
“Keep going—FUCK! You’re
so
good!” I sobbed the words out as my orgasm almost peaked.

     “Blaaaaaake!” I screa
med as my orgasm shook my body
and he kept on plunging and ramming his hard cock inside me. He enclosed both of his hands on my neck, his momentum
changed
from rough and fast, to rapidly crazed and primitive. Another orgasm rocked my
already shaken body while we both screamed in unison, as he too reached his climax. His forehead connected with mine as we gathered and heaved for air.

    
Blake’s cock was still twitching and unloading inside me when he looked at me dead-on. “If you have sex with Kyle or
any other
man for that matter
, I will
ruin you
and
rip you
to shreds—and then some.”

     Shocked at his blatant threat
I
couldn’
t utter a sound
. “Think about the consequences before you open your legs again for another man
!
” Why does he keep ranting on about this?

     “I have never cheated on you, Blake. When I had sex with Kyle, we weren’t even together then! You can shove your threats somewhere else!”
My hissed tone made him even
more
furious.

    
“
I don’t want another man touching you!
You were mine
the minute you shoved my cock inside you that night
but
that didn’t matter an inch to you,
did it?
You happily obliged and opened your legs to him and let his dick fuck you senseless!
I can’t accept that!
I can’t bloody fucking forget it!”

     I sat up
,
shaken from his confession. He sat at the edge of the bed. He looked crushed and miserable. “
Blake….
”

     “Did you enjoy it, Sienna?” 

     Oh, no. Don’t do this. Don’t go there.

     “
Blake….
” I pleaded.

     “I want you to be honest.
Did you or did you not
ENJOY HIM FUCKING YOU?”

     Fuck! I don’t want to lose him again. We barely just got back together and now this.
But I can’t lie either….

     “Yes, I did enjoy it.” He violently cursed and bit his knuckle. He was in so much pain
because of me.
I felt wretched
and so awful
about what I’d done.

     “
How many times?
” he said through gritted teeth.

     “What?” I whispered, horrified and appalled. Did he just ask that? WTF!

     “I asked how many
times did you let him fuck you
OR
better yet
, did you fuck him too?”

24

Blake

     “Since you want all the details, let me rehash it for you.” Sienna’s voice grated with sarcasm and annoyance. “He fucked me twice on the bed, once at night and the next morning. So, that totals t
wo
.”

    
T
wo
time
s! It was one too many.

     I want her. I love her. But I have no idea how to move past this rabid red-flag of jealousy.
My insides churned into acid as I repeated what she just relayed to me. If she did it once, s
he c
ould do it again.

     “Blake. Talk to me.” I turned around and faced the rotten woman. “
Talk to you?
What about? What the bloody fuck do you want from me, Sienna?” Every time I look at her face from here on, all I can see
is
her being pleasured and fucked under Kyle Matthews or as she shagged him and screamed his name while she came.

     “
You
, Blake….I just want you.”
Unbelievable
. How does she do it?

     I couldn’t even fathom touching another woman after that Saturday night. I didn’t want anyone else. After that night, I only got hard thinking about Sienna. To be quite honest, I shagged all other women after she and I broke up in the first place
, and
only
thought
about Sienna. Technically, each time I shagged, I had to think of her to get hard and
needed to
imagine
her
so
I
could fuck
others.

     “
I don’t know what to say or do. I genuinely am at a loss for words.” I truthfully am. How can one be with someone when all is lost?

    
But after being with her last night—I honestly do not know how to let her go. Apart from
hating
her, being with her makes me feel somewhat complete.
While I’m with her
at sporadic times, I feel deliriously happy. What an abominable situation to be in. 

     She wrapped her soft arms around me from behind. Her naked breasts were pressed on my back and my body started to stir again from the feel of
her. Yes, admittedly being with Sienna
rather
gives
me
a
constant erection—even in unfortunate circumstances like
right now
.

     “Let’s keep what we have right now going—whatever this is. After last night, I can’t lose you—not just yet. We have to see this through. I need to be with you, Blake. Not having you in my life almost killed me. I’d rather have this than not have you at all.”

     Empty life and great sex?

     “I wasn’t planning on leaving you. It’s difficult to be with you, Sienna. At most times, it gets severe and trying—but I can’t walk away either. Whether I love
or
hate you
, at the same time
you’re in my blood.
I cannot get rid of it because you imbedded and fastened yourself inside of me.
I’
m not letting you go…
I’
m never letting you go.
”

      “I love you Blake
.
”
S
he kissed the back of my neck.

     
I huffed out a damning sigh. I earnestly contemplated if I should have another round with her on the bed before I head to shower. Chad must be waiting outside, I have to keep going. “I have to dash and shower. We have to leave for the airport soon.”

    
She nodded. “Do you want me to join you? I could shower again.”

    
That would be bloody brilliant, but not. “I’d rather be alone for a bit if you don’t mind.”

     “Okay
.
”

     “I’ll meet you downstairs. Ha
ve Marcus or any of the help
come fetch your things. I don’t want you to do any heavy lifting and end up hurting yourself.” She nervously bit her lip and nodded.

    
Hell
, I have to get out of here before I haul her naked body back on the bed.
I savagely cursed my rogue thoughts and left her bedroom.

    
“This will be your room for awhile.” I indicated the guestroom as
Chad
strode inside.
My guestroom was rather spacious with a large Jacuzzi tub and a steam shower large enough to fit three to four persons.

      He sighed and sat on the
queen-sized
bed. “You know, I’m not going to try and get myself in trouble. You guys don’t have to be so over protective. I’m not a child.” Chad seemed discomfited and quite sad. I strode towards the
wall-to-ceiling windows and stared at the traffic below.

     “We know you aren’t Chad. But you must understand we are only trying to help you.”

     “If you want to help so much, then can you please fix things with Sienna? I don’t get it—you guys are both obnoxious and
nauseating
lately.” He shook his boggled head.

     Chad was Sienna’s confidante and I’m quite sure the lad knew what is going on. The only person I usually confide in was Toby, but recent events had
left
my best man in rotten shambles since he and Lucy broke up.
Toby couldn’t let a day go by without cursing his beloved. What
blasted luck
both of us had fallen in love with such stubborn
women
.

     
“It’s my fault
” I told Chad
.
“
I couldn’t
rein in
my feelings when it comes to Matthews. Could you blame me if all I could see is her
underneath
Kyle?”