Charade (6 page)

             
“Him? You’re dating this guy? He’s a loser, Chey.”

             
With that I step away from the princess and head straight for Greg. “You don’t want to piss me off tonight—actually. You do. I’m begging you to fucking piss me off, man. Give me an excuse to kick your ass again.”

             
The look on his face makes this whole charade worth it.

~CHAPTER SEVEN~

Cheyenne

             
Kick his ass again?
Okay, so obviously Colt and Gregory have gotten into it, which as the ex-girlfriend of two years, I should probably know. He never even told me he’d gotten into a fight. Though I guess in the grand scheme of things that went on behind my back, this one is minor compared to the other.

             
Still… I hate fighting.
Hate
it, so I step between them, willing my anxiety to stay locked away. I stumble a little, the alcohol starting to affect me. “Okay, that’s enough of the testosterone fest, boys.” I look at Gregory. “Yes, I’m with him, though I’m not sure that’s your business.” For added effect I grab onto Colt’s arm. Or maybe it’s because I’m suddenly feeling a little woozy.

             
And,
damn,
are his arms firm. Does this boy live in a gym or something?

             
“G—
honey,
maybe we should go.” Red has her cocky smile. The one that says she thinks I’m out here pining for her boyfriend. That he’s being a gentleman by worrying about his poor, little ex-girlfriend.

Gregory’s face is pale. Jaw stiff. He definitely doesn’t like the idea of me being with Colt.

             
Colt doesn’t touch me back. It feels as though someone injected cement into him as tense as he is. The only thing moving is his chest, up and down from heavy breathing. Wow. He’s taking this much more seriously than I thought he would. Or he hates Gregory more than I thought he did.

             
“Gregory…let’s go. They’re not worth it.” Red pulls him back as Colt steps forward.

             
“Are we not worth it or are you too scared?”

             
Gregory gives his cocky grin and I start to feel a little nervous. Gregory has a friend with him and Colt doesn’t. I have no doubt who would win one on one, but the odds aren’t in Colt’s favor.

             
“What do we have here? Why didn’t you tell me we moved the party outside, Colt?” A guy steps up beside us. He’s got nearly as many tattoos as Colt does, but he has dark hair. Short and spikey, and he’s tall. Taller than Colt or Gregory.

             
“Party hasn’t started yet,” Colt replies simply.

             
I’m willing to admit this might be getting out of hand. Starting a brawl is not something I’m into. All I want to do is show Gregory I don’t need him. That I’m better off without him.

             
“Gregory… take me home. I can think of something much better we can do,” Red says. Yep, I’m going to puke. Definitely going to vomit.

             
Gregory eyes Colt and then his friend before shaking his head. “You can have her. She’s not worth all the trouble. I’m not the first one to think so either.” He backs up before looping his arm through Red’s. He used to do that with me. Dizziness hits me again, but I try to fight it down.
I’m not the first one to think so either…

             
He might not have known everything about me, but he knew Mom left me. He was supposed to be safe, but he’s throwing that back at me.

Relax, relax, relax.

             
When Gregory, Red and his friend walk around the corner, Colt jerks away from me, almost making me lose my balance. Somehow I keep the panic at bay, but he’s obviously not doing as well.

             
“Fuck!” Colt yells. His face is red and I’m pretty sure he might explode at any second.

             
“Simmer down,” I tell him though I feel like doing the sam
e
thing. At least I don’t show it like he does.

             
“Hey, baby. I don’t think we’ve met. I’m Adrian,” his friend steps up to me.

             
I roll my eyes, but Colt answers before I can. “Back off, Adrian.”

             
“Sorry, man. Didn’t know she was your girl.”

             
I open my mouth to say I’m not, but then remember I am. Well, that I’m supposed to be. I think.

             
“Sexist, much?” is what I decide on.

             
Adrian grins and Colt steps up to us again. “Not now.” He shakes his head and his blond hair falls in front of his eyes. Colt pushes it back and talks to his friend. “I gotta get the hell out of here. You cool? You leaving? I need to have a talk with the princess.”

             
He’s going to drive me up the freaking wall. I turn to him. “Stop calling me that!” When I try to take a step, my heel catches on the sidewalk and I fly forward. Colt catches me, that stupid tattooed arm holding me tight. I jerk away. 

             
“Fine,” he says. “The drunk princess and I need to have a talk.”

             
Adrian starts to laugh and I’m getting seriously pissed off here. “It’s rude to laugh at people.” To Colt. “Are you always an asshole?”

             
“No. There’s just something about you that brings it out in me.”

             
I cock my brow at him.

             
“You’re right. I lied. I’m always an asshole.”

             
Adrian jumps in. “I hate to break up the foreplay you guys have going on, but I’m out. I’d much rather party at my own house with my own shit. You coming home?” He looks at me. “Alone? Deena texted, but if you want I’ll tell her you’re spoken for now.”

             
I can tell Adrian’s giving Colt a hard time, and Colt isn’t happy about it. Still… “
Who’s Deena?
You said you didn’t have a girlfriend!”

             
Colt rolls his eyes.

That’s it. I’m over this. I don’t need him. I can find someone else. I head toward the front of the house. Colt is right behind me, but I’m trying to ignore him when I realize. “Shit. I don’t have my car. I need to find my…” I’m not really sure I can call Andy my friend yet.

             
“Come with me. I’m driving you back.”

             
“I’m pretty sure you just ordered me to do something. You’ll get a whole lot further if you ask.”

             
Colt shakes his head. He’s got a dimple I notice. It makes him look young… sweet. Too bad I know the truth. But he is a contradiction, this guy—all tattoos, clothes that says he doesn’t give a shit and bad mouth with the boy-next-door face.

             
“If you want a ride, you need to come with me. If you want to talk about this stupid game you want to play with your ex, you need to come with me. If you don’t, I’m gone. It’s been a bad day, Princess.”

             
Bad day. Yeah, I can understand that. Not like I plan on sharing that with him though. Another wave of dizziness hits me. “Fine, I’ll go, but it’s because I need a ride back to my dorm. Not that I want to go anywhere with you.”

             
“Huh. That’s funny. Seems to me you want in my pants—” I cut him a dirty look, but he continues, “Or at least you want people to think you do.”

             
“No, I want them to think I’m already there. Actually, I want them to think you’re in mine, because there’s nowhere else you’d rather be. Don’t think you’ll actually get a peek at the goods, because it’s not happening. Now…which way to your car?”

             
I’m all talk. Inside I’m shrinking, hearing Gregory’s words, but if anyone knows how to play the game, it’s me.

***

             
It’s never a good idea to drink on an empty stomach. Add in the excitement of a near fight with your ex, only to have your fake boyfriend save the day, and then the quite bumpy ride in his car and your stomach will be done for.

             
Nausea spreads throughout me. Colt’s silent beside me. It’s so crazy. I’ve never gotten why girls go for those closed off, angry, bad boys. Not that I’m going for him, but I’ve tied myself to him and he’s
not
my kind of guy. I’ve seen what happens when women let men like Colt into their lives and it doesn’t end well. Good thing I hate him.

             
Colt hits a hole in the road, head on. I swear it makes something shoot up my stomach and almost come out of my mouth. “Are you doing that on purpose?”

             
“No,” is all he says.

             
I’d already given him directions to my dorm, so he pulls up out front and parks. “How’s this going to work, Princess?”

             
“I can tell you right now it’s not going to work if you don’t stop calling me that. My name is Cheyenne. Use it. Gregory would know I’d hate a name like that.”
He ruined my shot at the fairytale. At pretending the girl who lived with Mom wasn’t me.

             
Colt groans. “Let’s just get this figured out. I need to know what you expect and how much I’m going to get for it.”

             
I offer him a few hundred dollars
, which he agrees to.
I’m surprised he didn’t ask for more.
We decide how often he needs to be seen with me and the kind of things I expect him to do (public displays of affection only, and some flowers and stuff).

             
“We don’t want this relationship to go on too long, because I’ll probably go crazy. I’m thinking three weeks and I get to dump you.” I smirk at him.

             
“You care what people think too much. I couldn’t give a shit who dumps who, and two weeks, tops.”

             
“Fine,” I grit out. I’m starting to wonder if this is going to be worth it. “And it’s not that I care what people think it’s that…”

             
“That what? Can’t handle having a smudge on your reputation? Used to be on top of the world in high school and now you realize none of that matters? Can’t handle not having a perfect life? Think you’re too good—”

             
His words are suddenly too much. I don’t know if it’s how upside down my life feels, the alcohol or what, but I can’t keep my mouth shut. “You don’t know anything about me so stop pretending you do! I’m not perfect and I never have been! I was the typical little girl with the absentee mom who would rather party than take care of me. Then she dropped me off at my aunt and uncle’s one day and never came back. Think what you want about me, but know right now that everything hasn’t been perfect for me. It’s all a big lie!”

             
My chest starts to tighten. It’s hard to breathe. My head pounds and the dizziness hits again except it’s more than drunk-spins. My fingers do their fisting thing that I can’t stop. Holy shit. I can’t have a panic attack in front of him. Can’t be that weak. Not after what I just verbally vomited at him.
Why did I say that?

             
I push out of the car and slam the door behind me. I hear another door slam, but it’s almost like an echo.
Please don’t let him follow me. Please don’t let anyone else come out.

             
Why can’t I get it together?

             
“Cheyenne,” he calls after me, but I keep walking. I’m heading toward the street, no clue where I’m going, but I have to get out of here before I lose it.

             
“Cheyenne. Slow down.”

             
“Leave me alone,” I manage to say, but keep going. I won’t let him see me like this.

             
“Fine, I’ll say this while we’re walking then… So what? So what if your mom left you?”

             
This makes me freeze in my tracks. Suddenly, I don’t care if I can breathe anymore. I whip around to face him. “So what? You really are a prick!” I put my hands against his chest and shove. Hard. “I changed my mind. I’m not doing this with you.”

             
I hear him mumble a “fuck”, but I don’t care. I’m done playing this game with him. I get two steps away when he speaks again. “My mom’s dying. I see it every fucking day. I watch her wither away more and more knowing pretty soon she’ll be gone.”

             
I want to move…to keep walking away, but I can’t. It’s like he’s stripped. All the anger and cockiness is gone from his voice replaced by pain.

             
I can’t make myself turn around to face him, but I still say, “And you deal with it by being an asshole. I deal my way. One isn’t better than the other.”