Authors: Lolita Lopez
“Every mark I carry on my body is a reminder of the hel
I’ve survived. These tel the story of my history as a
soldier.” He touched his left side, the bare side. “But
here? This is where I’l tel the story of us. Someday
soon, your mark wil be right here.”
soon, your mark wil be right here.”
Menace touched the space just above his heart. The
implication hit her hard. He would wear her mark on his
heart because she meant more to him than anything in this
world.
“When we have children, their marks wil join yours. I
wil carry you on me forever because you are mine.
That
is what you mean to me.” Menace caressed her cheek.
“Do you understand now?”
“Yes.” The depth of his devotion both terrified and
warmed her. No one had ever spoken to her in this way.
If any man in creation had the audacity to be everything
he promised, it was probably Menace.
He stroked her jaw and smiled sadly. “I know you
don’t believe me. Not completely, at least.” He kissed
her tenderly. “That’s al right, sweetheart. I know what
I’m up against and I’m wiling to take on the chalenge of
convincing you.”
Naya didn’t know what to say to that. Menace
reached for the orange he’d peeled and popped off one
segment of juicy fruit. He teased it across her lips. “Eat
your dessert so I can have mine.”
His sexy, playful meaning didn’t escape her. She
happily alowed him to slip the citrusy flesh between her
happily alowed him to slip the citrusy flesh between her
teeth. She munched on the delicious orange and felt the
first tendrils of anticipation unfold in her core. Only one
thought circled round and round in her head.
I could get
used to this.
Menace enjoyed watching Naya sleep. Her relaxed
face showed the slightest hint of a smile. Considering the
way he’d ravished her after she’d finished that orange, he
wasn’t surprised. Hel, he’d had a smile on his face when
he’d finaly drifted off with her secure in his arms.
He studied her ful lips and dark hair. The first soft
rays of faux sunlight spiled out of the recessed lights
above the bed. His people had long since mastered the
art of long-term space living by fooling the body with
specialy filtered UV lights set on timers that mimicked a
daily solar cycle. By eating a specialized diet high in
vitamins and exercising regularly, the Harcos lived in
space for years without suffering negative side effects.
Menace wondered how wel Naya would take to her
new lifestyle. Halie had struggled with living in ful-time
orbit. Vicious sent her to see her sister in the colonies
whenever possible so she could have a few days with her
feet on solid ground. If Naya needed that, he’d find a
way to make it work. There were years of vacation days
banked in his account waiting to be used.
banked in his account waiting to be used.
He trailed his fingertip along her colarbone to the very
tip of her throat and then lower to the valey between her
breasts. Their discussion from last night stil troubled him.
That she had a criminal past as a juvenile delinquent was
the least of his worries. The women of Calyx were faced
with ugly choices. To survive, Naya had made the
choices she felt necessary. He would never hold those
against her.
No, what troubled him most was the way the people
who should have protected her had treated her so
abominably. A mother who ran out on her and a brother
who left her behind to struggle for survival? It was an
absolute disgrace.
He now understood what he faced in earning her trust.
It wasn’t going to be easy, but then none of the things in
life worth having ever were. Naya was worth it. He had
to make her see that she was truly a person who
deserved happiness and love and security. If it took his
last breath, he’d show her that.
Remembering a promise he’d made about giving her
time before they took a step toward parenthood,
Menace carefuly slipped out of bed. To his amusement,
Menace carefuly slipped out of bed. To his amusement,
she reached for him in her sleep. He patted her seeking
hand until she settled back down. Smiling, he headed into
the bathroom and went through his usual morning routine.
Before returning to bed, he opened up the med kit in one
of the cabinets and found the thermometer.
He slid back in bed and activated the thermometer.
Before she’d gone to sleep, Naya had explained that her
temperature had to be taken at roughly the same time
every morning and after at least four hours of sleep.
Considering the routine he kept, she would likely wake
near this time every day.
Menace pressed the flat, circular tip of the
thermometer to her temple. A split second later, Naya’s
eyes flew open in sheer terror. She grabbed his wrist
hard enough to leave bruises. “Get that off of me!”
The thermometer beeped and he carefuly tugged it
away from her head. “Easy, Naya. It’s just a
thermometer.”
Wild-eyed, she smacked at his hand and sat up. “The
hel it is!” She rubbed the spot where he had taken her
temp. “What did you do to me? Did you inject me with
some kind of drug?”
Her misunderstanding would have been humorous if
Her misunderstanding would have been humorous if
she wasn’t so clearly gripped by paranoia. “Look,” he
said and thrust the thermometer into her hands. “It’s just
a temperature-taking device. You hold it to the forehead
or temple and it takes a temperature in three seconds.”
She took the device with trembling fingers and studied
it. Her fingertip traced the flat probe and then the digital
display. She swalowed hard as color crept into her
cheeks. Obviously embarrassed, she refused to meet his
gaze. “I’m sorry.”
“Hey,” he said softly and tipped her chin. “It’s al right.
I should have woken you first. I can’t imagine how
scared I would have been if some woman I’d only
known for a day was jamming something strange against
my head while I was in a dead sleep.”
“I guess.”
“Let’s start this day over, okay?” Menace leaned
forward and captured her lips. “Good morning,
sweetheart.”
Happiness filtered across her beautiful face. “Good
morning, Menace.”
“Smile for me,” he murmured and brushed his
knuckles across her cheek.
knuckles across her cheek.
“What?” She laughed nervously but couldn’t squash
the bemused smile that tugged at the corners of her
mouth. “Why?”
He kissed her forehead. “Because I like to see you
smile.”
Before she could ask him why he liked that so much,
he claimed her mouth in a kiss that grew increasingly
passionate. Mornings had always been the time that he
was the most easily aroused. Having Naya’s soft, warm
body in his arms made it impossible for him to think of
anything else but possessing her again.
He pressed her onto her back and threw a leg over
her hips. Pinning her smaler body beneath his, Menace
pushed up onto his knees and planted his hands on either
side of her face. She gazed up at him with such
apprehension on her face. He nuzzled her neck and
nipped her sensitive skin. “Relax, Naya.”
“It’s hard sometimes,” she admitted, slightly
breathless. “I know you won’t hurt me, but you’re just so
damn big. I’ve spent my whole life keeping away from
big, scary men.”
He couldn’t blame her for experiencing an ingrained
response. Not wanting her to be uncomfortable, he lifted
response. Not wanting her to be uncomfortable, he lifted
off her and started to move to the side. To his surprise,
she wound her legs around his waist and shook her head.
“Stay on me.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.” She bit her lower lip and then admitted, “I like
the way it feels.”
Now they were getting somewhere. “But it makes you
feel conflicted?”
She nodded. “I feel like I shouldn’t want to be
powerless to you. I feel like I should be the one in
complete control.”
Menace caressed her naked breast and brushed his
thumb over her nipple. The dusky-brown peak tightened
under his touch. “You respond so wonderfuly to being
submissive to me, Naya.”
“I know.” She didn’t sound happy about it.
He kissed the side of her neck and nibbled her
earlobe. Coaxing pleasured sighs from her lips made his
dick throb. Her hands roamed his sides, setting his skin
alight. “I gave you a safeword, remember?”
Her hands went stil on his ribs. “Blue?”
“Yes.” He gazed down at her. “You have the power
“Yes.” He gazed down at her. “You have the power
to make everything stop, Naya. Even if I have you cuffed
to my bed and your feet suspended in midair, you’re the
one in control.”
Interest flashed in her eyes. “Could we do that?”
He tilted his head. “You want me to cuff you to my
bed?”
She gulped hard. “Yes.”
“You’re sure?” He was ready to pounce on her
request but didn’t want to regret it later if she wasn’t
absolutely certain.
“You said I’m in control, right? If it’s too much, I can
use the safeword you gave me.”
He nodded. “It won’t get to that point, Naya. The first
moment I detect any true fear from you, I’l cut you
loose.”
A sweet smile brightened her face. “I know you wil.”
She hadn’t said the word
trust
, but they were getting
there. She trusted him not to hurt her. She trusted him to
behave honorably and abide by the rules. Knowing her
history, it was a huge step forward in their relationship.
Menace kissed her deeply. “Wait here. I need to get
some things.”
some things.”
“Um, may I use the restroom first?”
“Sorry,” he apologized quickly. “I shouldn’t have
jumped on you the second you woke up, but you’re just
too tempting.”
She laughed. “Wel with an apology like that, a girl can
forgive her big, sexy sky warrior for making her do the
potty dance.”
Menace frowned at her while she bounced off the bed
and scurried to the bathroom. “The what?”
She touched the frame and opened the door. Glancing
over her shoulder, she presented such a stunningly erotic
picture. Her bare bottom and smiling face were the things
of fantasies. “You haven’t spent much time around
toddlers.”
He shook his head. “Children aren’t very common
aboard the
Valiant
yet. We’ve only just started an
elementary school program for five- and six-year-olds. I
understand it’s a class of seven.”
“Wel, someday when you have a handful of rotten
little Menaces running around this place driving you
insane with their yeling and wild antics, you’l understand
the term.”
She disappeared into the bathroom and left him
thinking about the very real possibility of such a thing
happening in the not too distant future. An image of a
young child with the same honey-brown skin and dark
hair as Naya but his pale eyes appeared before him. The
idea of someday walking into a noisy home to be greeted
by the sounds of his wife and children filed him with the
most desperate sense of longing.
For so long, he’d fought to preserve the Harcos way
of life from those insurrectionists who wanted to ruin
everything that was good and right and true about their
society. He’d gone into battle ready to die to defend the
lives of the men who stood on either side of him.
Grabbing Naya had given him a chance to build
something even greater to protect and defend—a family,
his
very own family.
Emboldened by his desire to cultivate a lasting, trusting
relationship with the young woman he’d caught in the
forest, Menace climbed off the bed and made his way to
the playroom attached to their bedroom. He quickly
chose the items he needed for the sensual torment he had
in mind.
When he returned, he found Naya kneeling in the
When he returned, he found Naya kneeling in the
center of the bed. The ends of her hair looked damp.
Had she showered that quickly? Anxiety and excitement
radiated from her in waves. She chewed her lower lip
and picked at the sheets. Teling her to relax wasn’t going
to help. The sooner he had her bound and completely at