Caught (10 page)

Meg laughed softly and set two cups of coffee on the table. “Yeah, Cody and his ties.”

“He left a message for you.”

Her heart tumbled to her toes, then she jumped to her feet. “Where? Give it to me!” She snatched the envelope from Paige's outstretched hands.

She didn't expect him to say something mushy and sweet. Cody wasn't like that. But she didn't expect what she read either.

I'm sorry.

C.

At first, she did not react, only stood there, staring at his note. Then, she sat down, thinking.

During the first week after his parents' murder, there was a fury in Cody's gaze. Rage. Megan had hoped that later, there would be understanding. His brother had murdered them: not Cody. But the day he left with his adopting relatives from Texas and he'd looked at her window from the car, she had seen a horrible emptiness in his eyes. No rage. No understanding. Only a terrifying emptiness.

She had been haunted by that boy, had made thousands of wishes on his behalf. He had left a broken boy, but had returned a mended man. Though only Megan knew the depths of the little cracks he hid inside.

Cody could be Mr. Hollywood to his colleagues. He smiled, and joked around, and ribbed, but the truth was, he didn't allow anyone to get close and the tactic had worked for him.

He was on his own.

But last night, he had not been alone.

Last night, he had let down his carefully constructed walls, and he had let her see how much he needed her. Wanted her. Never, in her wildest dreams, had she imagined a man could make love to her like Cody had.

He had explored every inch, had gobbled up every inch, and his face, his breathing, the tension in his body, the fire in his eyes: she could not believe it didn't mean something to him.

After the sex they had spent hours awake in bed, talking lazily, looking at each other. His eyes had sparkled, there had been a tiny crinkle at the corner of each, a brilliant shine to them as they talked. They'd had a midnight snack and in between morsels he would find an excuse to nibble on her, and Megan had felt like a blushing bride must feel on her wedding night.

No. He could not do this to her. He would not kick her back out to easily resume playing his Iceman role. She refused to let him, to waste another day waiting for him to realize he was “The One.” The
only
one. For her.

She clenched the note in her hand and slammed it down on the table.

“That bastard!”

“Come again?”

“That jerk! That insufferable buffoon!” She stood and marched to their bedroom, grabbing her purse, her shoes, Paige close at her heels.

“What? Where are you going?”

“To find that asshole and tell him exactly what I think!”

Paige grabbed her elbow and squeezed. “Hey, calm down, he's out catching a killer, you know, not having an affair. Zach's with him. He'll be fine!” When Meg remained unconvinced, Paige gave her a sympathetic pat on the back. “But I guess he's no longer officially on vacation.”

An idea flashed in her head. What if Cody ditched Zach because he wanted to face Ivan alone? What if the man she loved finally managed to get himself killed?
Oh, God
.

Struck into motion by her mounting dread, Meg pounced into the master bedroom and rummaged through the drawers. “Does Zach have any extra police radios we could tune into? It might give me an idea of what they're planning before he gets his stupid buffoon ass killed.” Before Paige could protest, Meg yanked one out and turned it on. “Bingo.”

She was going to help them.

Ivan wouldn't kill her. She knew it with every bone in her body, that if Cody got in trouble, not even Zach Rivers stood a chance of manipulating Ivan like Megan did.

Plus she was certain that now, after last night's fireworks, Megan would be the only person on this planet who could truly distinguish between the twins if that devilish Ivan chose to wear a tie.

Cody had once said he'd die for her.

Well, Nordstrom, I'd die for you
.

She'd be the bait, if need be, but she was not standing by idly another day in her life. And if Cody had lied to Zach about the meeting at Marcel's, then Megan was going to make sure Nordstrom was covered.

Face your fears.

Take charge.

Protect him like he's always protected you
 …

“You're not going, Megan Banks!” Paige stopped her at the door, hands on her nonexistent waist, her pretty face scrunched up into a scowl. “There's a
killer
on the loose.”

Megan nodded complacently. “Which is why you are staying here. I've got a man to catch.”

*   *   *

Ivan was a no-show at Marcel's Bistro.

At 12:39
P.M.
, as Cody sat at a small, round window table, he received a message from the waiter, informing him there was someone on the phone for him. Surveying his surroundings for about the hundredth time, Cody walked to the bar, lifted the phone, “Yeah?”

“Think he smelled a trap?” It was Zach.

Cody glowered, not for the first time, wondering if he should've informed his team of the meeting or have faced Ivan today—solo. “I don't know, man, but he obviously thought you stank.”

Cody's heart stopped when he spotted her through the window. Across the street, she was hard to miss. A bright spot of color in a sea of cement and buildings. God, she looked lovely in a pair of jeans and a yellow shirt, with her blond curls flapping behind her as she gazed up at the glaring red sign above the window that read
MARCEL'S BISTRO
.

His hands started itching with the need to go out there and just …
hug her
. Then, he noticed the man creeping up beside her. He'd been leaning against the lamppost, covered head to toe in a black gabardine coat. Yeah, a damned gabardine, in this stinking hot weather. Alarm bells clanged inside his head, and his instincts kicked into overdrive.

“Two o'clock,” Cody barked. “Megan's here. Dammit. Fuck! Goddammit!”

He slammed the phone back on its cradle and pushed past the waiter and shouldered through a party of eight that was just coming in through the revolving doors.

“Excuse me!
Move
.” When no one seemed to think he was serious, he pulled out his badge and roared, “GET OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY!”

He charged outside, his heart thundering, his gun drawn, his thighs burning as he kicked them into the hardest run he'd ever taken in his life.

She was gone.

Zach Rivers stood there in their stead, his eyes shielded by a pair of aviators, but Cody didn't need to see his gaze. The grimness of his stance, his mouth, said it all.

He took her. He took her. That murdering motherfucker took her.

“I'm sorry, man, he was armed,” Zach grumbled. “I couldn't stop him without risking her getting hurt.”

For a wild second, Cody refused to believe what he was witnessing. Hearing. Zach fucking Rivers, a reckless motherfucker, just standing there while his murdering sonofadevil killer of a brother took Megan into the underworld.

“What the fuck are you doing standing here!” Cody exploded. He spun around and scanned his surroundings, wildly searching for a direction, a clue to where they'd gone.

“He wants you,” Zach's words made him stop. “Just you. No monkey business. No wires. No cops. He asked you to meet him at the Tonto National Forest, and if you do, he'll let her go and no harm will come to either of you.”

“Like hell I buy that!”

“Your call, man, just tell me what you want.”

And Cody had one second, one second, to decide. He would have liked to have an army follow him. He would have liked to drop a missile right over that sick gorrilla's head. But he had Megan, and Cody wouldn't risk a hair on her body.

His entire body, his entire system, was having a short circuit. He couldn't think right, couldn't focus. Every cell in his body burned with the need to kill Ivan Nordstrom. And get Megan back to safety, somewhere far away from Ivan. Far away from Cody.

“Just stay the hell put,” he snarled. “If I'm not back with her in half an hour—you know what to do.”

“Don't piss him off, Cody,” Zach warned.

Cody charged to his car and yanked open the door with a glare. “You should've said that to
him
.”

As he drove full speed in the direction of the national forest, he told himself he was focused. Focused on one and only thing: Ivan. And getting both Ivan and himself out of Megan's life forever. He was not thinking of what Ivan could be doing to her now—no, he couldn't function if he considered the possibilities.

He was not thinking of how well her body fit to his last night. Or how hard they'd moaned.

Or the fact that he was completely, indisputably in love with her.

Yeah, this morning his mood had been perfectly morose. Even the guys at the station had wondered why he wasn't joking today, or ribbing someone, or acting like all was well.

Because it wasn't well.

It hadn't been well for fifteen years.

And it would not be well until his brother was out of their lives. Until Cody no longer posed a threat to Megan—a danger.

He had, what? Like two hundred and twelve homicide cases under his belt? So why did he continue to feel like the foolish teenager who'd been too engrossed in his cock to see what was happening in his own home?

Because that woman makes you a nitwit! Now focus!

He pulled over into an empty parking spot, expecting Ivan to be waiting in the shed by the clearing. In the vast rocky terrain, there was plenty of space to hide a body or two.

Was that what Ivan planned?

Disturbed by the thought, he yanked open the car trunk, armed himself with as many weapons as he could without them being too obvious, then let the trunk slam shut behind him as he made his way through the dirt path.

To the right the clearing led to a lake, which usually allowed for campers to park their RVs, toast marshmallows by a fire, and dip their toes into water. But this afternoon the space was flat and empty, and the lack of noise lent a gloom to the area that Cody found quite the match to his mood. In fact, a morgue was quite the match to his mood.

He spotted Ivan sitting down on a red boulder, dressed like their mother used to dress them to go to Mass: in suits and ties.

Except Ivan was wearing Cody's suit and tie.

So not only was his brother a murderer and a kidnapper, but he was a thief, too. A fact that Cody had noticed the day Ivan had broken into his home, but had not dwelled upon until now.

Yeah, in that silky blue tie that happened to be Megan's favorite, Cody could tell Ivan thought he was the man. Cody planned to knock him down a peg or two.

“Nice tie, asshole.”

Ivan smiled. When he did, he looked regal. Decent. Exactly like the man that stared back at Cody from the mirror. “I hope you don't mind it when I strangle you with it,” the bastard replied.

“Game on.” Cody took a step, flashing him a dangerous smile. “Now where's Megan?”

Ivan signaled to his right, and Cody saw her, arms and legs tied, bundled inside a net and hanging from the branch of a mountain mahogany tree. “You all right, baby?”

She nodded, squeaked, and squirmed inside that net like a little fish.

“You know, I've heard my wooing tactics need a little softening,” Cody grimly told his brother. “I'll bet yours need a one-eighty turn.”

A crimson color spread up Ivan's jaw and neck, turning his face red.

“It's over, Ivan,” Cody said, counting his steps to her—
eighteen … nineteen … twenty …
“ She's not for you, man. And she's not for me. She's too good for both of us, so if she's the reason you escaped, I suggest you do your time and reflect on what you did.”

“You made me do it!”

“Bullshit.” Hearing it, Cody realized that it
was
bullshit. He shook his head. “We were stupid boys, with hormones for brains.”

Ivan spat. “You lie. You took her already, didn't you? She's yours? She fucking loves you, doesn't she? Doesn't she?”

“No,” he began, intending to placate him while he found a way to set Megan loose, but Megan spoke out at the same time.

“Yes, I do. I love him. I've always loved you, Cody. Always.” Her voice broke near the end, and it could've been the last little string that held Cody's sanity together.

A thousand emotions bombarded him at once. He felt hundreds of different sensations. Like when lightning strikes, and you land on a fire pit, and you're trampled by a pack of elephants, and you fall from a parachute, all at once.

“You don't love me, and what in Christ's last day were you doing at Marcel's, Meg?” he demanded because she shouldn't have been there.

She should not love him.

The monster, the monster had marked her little wrist, had bruised her lips …

“You were a bet, did you know that?” Ivan sneered. “Did loverboy here tell you?”

“She leaves, Ivan. Right now. This is between you and me.”

But Ivan was talking to Megan. “He knew I'd kill them if he took you out that day, and he still did it! He's the monster, not I!” Ivan rammed his fist to his chest, shaking his head as he fought back tears. “I'll bet fucking her has been the most exciting thing you've ever done in your life.” He shot the accusation like a missile at Cody and took a few steps forward. “How about I show you how a real man fucks?”

Shaking with fury, Cody spoke through his teeth. “How about you eat my shit.”

“Why don't you eat this, brother?” Covering the space between them in a flash, he pulled out a Glock just like Cody's and rammed the gun into his mouth and pulled the trigger.

Cody shut his eyes as he expected to explode.