Captivated by Your Love (The Blue Heart Series Book 2) (12 page)

I had been on the pill before and didn’t like the way it made me feel, plus it had made me gain some weight but I guessed I could give it a try for him. “Yes, I will.”

“Thank you, sweetheart.” He brought his lips to mine and gave me another earth-shattering soul-searing kiss I felt it all the way down my legs until my knees grew weak.

We didn’t sleep a wink that night. We stayed up until dawn. Sometimes we would fuck, other times it was just sex and then one special time he made love to me. It was a night that I would never forget.

“Babe, you about ready to go?” I was at Justice’s house getting ready to go see The Fade, Sebastian and Damien’s band. We had spent a good portion of our day laying around in my bed. We had completely worn ourselves out last night with all of the sex. I was deliciously sore today, if the way my sex was feeling was any indication to go by, but I couldn’t wait to be with him again. He was an amazing lover, very attentive, making sure I had my orgasm first and then dirty talk. I couldn’t get enough of his naughty mouth. He made sex sound so sensual and dirty, whispering words into my ear while his breath slightly teased me. It was the tender kisses on the neck and the way he ate my pussy that was so mind blowing. Oh and his full cock that was thick and long. I had never been with someone so big. He was huge. Sure I had seen pictures of dicks on the internet and knew they came in all shapes and sizes, but I never thought I would be with a guy that was that big. He knew how to work it as well. The way he rounded his hips and the rhythm of his thrusting got me hot and bothered just thinking about it. I felt my panties get a little wet and my nipples start to harden under my t-shirt. I had to fan myself with my hand to try and calm myself down.

I slithered on my dark wash denim jeans and then grabbed my black pointed stiletto heels from my bag. I had to pack some things while I was at my house. The clothing I had with me was more conservative; what I had on now was more fun, going out wear.

“Do I look okay?” I looked down at my black short sleeved skull and crossbones t-shirt that was gleaming with bling. It was a fun shirt but I hoped that I looked dressy enough to go out. Putting it with a pair of slim boot cut jeans and then my heels to dress it up a little; I thought I looked the part but I wasn’t sure. I was never one that was concerned about what other people thought of me. If they didn’t like me then the hell with them but for some reason, tonight, I wanted to seek Justice’s approval.

“You look hot.” He looked me up and down. “Are you going to be able to dance in those shoes though?” He gazed down at my shoes.

“These things?” I lifted my foot to inspect it a bit further. “I only wear them all the time. I’m a pro on the dance floor in heels.” I settled my foot back down on the ebony hardwood floor. “Don’t worry, I got it covered.”

“Well, if you fall I got it covered.” He winked at me. “You ready?”

“No, not quite. I need to grab my jewelry and spritz on some perfume. I can do the rest in the car.” I grabbed my perfume out of my bag and sprayed some on me. I loved the smell of it and hoped that Justice would as well.

He walked up to me. “Damn that smells good, honey.” He motioned to my bags. “By the way, I made some room for you in my closet and in my drawers so you don’t have to live out of a suitcase for ten days.”

“That is so sweet of you. I will unpack my things tomorrow. Just remember when ten days are up I’m going back home.” It was really nice that he had made room for me, but I didn’t want him to get any ideas that I would be staying here for good.

“We’ll see.”

“No, we won’t see. I told you I’m not staying and I’m not. This is just supposed to be ten days of us. Then I go back home.” I went and grabbed my jewelry and purse. “I’m ready.”

“Baby, will you please consider it? We’ve had such an awesome day and have gotten along so well. Don’t you realize how good we can be together?” He bent down and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Yes, I knew how good we could be together. We had gotten along so well. I felt like we were settling into a comfort zone with one another even though things were so fresh and new. I wouldn’t tell him this now, but I did kinda want to move in with him. There were just too many reasons why I shouldn’t. Who moves in with a guy when they have barely started dating? I guess we weren’t the normal couple, nothing about us was typical, but we would just have to see.

We walked out of his room and headed for the back door. “Are we taking your truck or my car?”

“We can take my truck. I’ll go easy on the alcohol and if we both have too much then we can just take a cab. How does that sound?” He was a smart guy, I was sure he knew his limits.

“I would feel more comfortable with us both having a good time and taking a cab.” We walked out to his truck; he opened the door for me and helped me settle into the passenger seat.

“That’s fine, sweetheart, then we can take a cab. Not a problem.” He was being so sweet and accommodating. He climbed into the driver’s seat and I scooted over to him and placed my hand over his forehead. “Are you feeling okay tonight?” I grinned at him. I was being funny. With this sweet behavior I didn’t know what to think, so my only conclusion was that he had a high fever and was delusional. I silently chuckled to myself.

He looked at me with a shit-eating grin. “I’m fine actually, never been better.” He leaned over and gave me a peck on the lips. Now this was what I was talking about.

“You’re not being nice so that you can get me to live with you are you?” I had to ask.

“Nah, I just like you. You bring out the good in me, the man that I want to be for you.” That was so sweet of him to say. He brought out two sides of me, my feisty side and a sweet side as well. We went through extremes but when it was good it was really good.

“Music or no music?” he asked me.

“Let’s just talk, plus it isn’t a far drive.” I wanted to continue to get to know him better. Especially if I was going to consider moving in with him.

“So what do you want to talk about?” he asked me, and raised an eyebrow to indicate his inquiry.

“We haven’t really talked about your job. Do you like it, Mr. Badass cop?” I had to chuckle to myself. I was dating the popo. I would have never dreamt in a million years that I would be dating a cop. Back in the day I was even wilder than I am now. I used to smoke pot, eat mushrooms and I’ve even on occasion done cocaine and ecstasy. Ecstasy was my favorite. The sex I had while taking it was off the charts hot, but not compared to last night. That was the experience of a lifetime. I still couldn’t believe how giving Justice was to me. With Jensen I was lucky if he let me have an orgasm. I still think back and wonder what the hell I ever saw in him. I was so glad with my current situation.

“I actually love my job. I hope to make detective soon; that is where my real passion lies. Keep the streets and the people safe are of the utmost importance to me.” He was such a good caring guy. I totally got it. I liked to take care of people as well, just in a different way.

“How about you? Do you like being a nurse?” he asked me as we turned a corner. I could see the Vegas lights ahead and knew we were growing nearer to our location. It was actually a bar I had never been to, called V.I.P. I guess we were going to get the royal treatment tonight if the name was anything to go by.

“As you know, I love kids. Love them. Yes, my job is very rewarding but also hard at the same time. It breaks my heart when they are so sick and can barely lift their heads off the pillow. But we get through it and I’m there to help them get better.” I can’t tell you how many times I went home in tears when there were sick kids that I couldn’t help get better. Their parents looked to you for answers you couldn’t give them and promises that you just couldn’t make.

“Your job sounds difficult but rewarding. I admire what you do.” We were now at the strip, waiting to cross over to the other side of town. Justice lived in a great neighborhood, close to my house.

“Well thank you, Justice.” I beamed a smile towards him.

“No problem, sweetheart.”

We were silent for a little while. I kinda got lost in my thoughts about all that had happened. I still hadn’t told Justice that I was taking antidepressants and that I was seeing a therapist. I needed to make an appointment with one here, soon. There were still so many things going through in my mind that I needed to work out.

We pulled up to V.I.P. and Justice parked his truck. “Wait here, don’t get out just yet.”

That was weird. So I sat and waited while he came around to the other side, opened the door and helped me out. It was really so very sweet of him and melted my heart. “Who said chivalry was dead?”

He just looked down at me and smiled. “I’m treating you the way you deserve to be treated.”

I got up on my tip toes and placed a kiss on his cheek. “Thank you for that, honey, it means a lot to me. I can’t ever recall being treated so well by the opposite sex.” I had never had a boyfriend do that for me. It was really sweet and so very Justice. His parents obviously raised him right.

“You need to get used to it because that is how I plan to treat you every time.” He took my hand in his and it dwarfed mine, it was so big. I guess what they say about guys with big hands and big feet were true. I looked down at his feet. Yup, totally true.

We walked up to the door and like the true gentleman he he opened it for me. I heard the sound of easy conversations and music playing in the background but the band hadn’t gone on stage yet, thank goodness. I was excited to see them, it had been awhile.

Sydney didn’t know if she was going to be able to make it tonight or not because she wasn’t sure if she had a sitter for Lucy. Plus, I don’t think she wanted to leave her. She was attached to that baby something fierce. She had said that Destiny and some girls from the salon were going to be here. I was excited to see Shaina and catch up on some girl time.

Destiny and I still hadn’t gotten our nails and toes done yet. I had to cancel on her because Justice wouldn’t let me out of bed. I didn’t put up much of a fight because I was really enjoying being in his arms and spending time alone with him. We had really needed time with just us. If I thought back on all of the time we had spent together, we were with other people. So this gave us some quality one on one time together which I was grateful for.

“Bee!” I heard my name being called and looked towards the dance floor to see Shaina and Destiny waving me over to their table. Looked like they had a large group tonight.

Justice and I walked hand in hand to the table. Shaina got up from her seat and came rushing towards me. “Oh my God, girl, it is so good to see you!” She wrapped her arms around me and gave me a huge hug. I patted her with my free hand because apparently Justice didn’t want to let go. Men.

“So good to see you as well. I’m super excited to be here tonight.” We started walking toward the table.

“We need to get you a cocktail. What are you drinking tonight?” she asked me. “Justice what do you want?”

She went and sat down, making room for us to join next to her and then motioned for the server to come to our table.

The server looked at me like she had just bitten into something sour. I didn’t understand why she had such an unpleasant look on her face. I had never seen her before. Then she looked at Justice and winked. “Crown and water, right?” I looked between the two of them trying to figure out why she knew what he wanted to drink. It was really odd. Maybe he had been here before. No, that couldn’t be right, this place was new. Hmmm.

“Yeah,” was Justice’s reply. He didn’t show emotion or say anything other than yeah. I was going to order and then get to the bottom of why this girl was a flirting with him and knew what he drank.

“I’ll have a Vanilla Vodka and Diet Coke, please.” I gave her a porcelain smile. She walked away, her ass swinging from side to side like she was trying to be noticed. It was really disgusting if you asked me.

I turned to Justice. I needed answers. “Why did she wink at you and know what the hell you want to drink?”

“Um,” he replied.

“Justice, you are never lost for words, what the hell is the um about? Tell me why she knew what you wanted to drink.” Shaina and Destiny were both paying attention to our conversation and I wished I could have gotten some privacy because I had a feeling this was going to end in one of our fights. And here I thought things were going so well.

“We fucked.” He looked down and then back up to me and then scratched his beard. I could tell he was anticipating my reply. I was suddenly jealous. I didn’t want to think about another girl fucking my boyfriend. I closed my eyes and tried to absorb his words and all I saw was the two of them in a fit of passion. She wasn’t even pretty; she looked really skanky if you asked me.

“Well, that is putting it bluntly.” I needed to get more answers. I couldn’t control the frown that was on my face. “So was this multiple times or just once?” He better say just once.

“It was more than once.” He tried grabbing my hand and I pulled it away. ”Damn, babe, don’t pull away from me. You asked and I’m trying to be honest with you because relationships are built from honesty.” He tried taking my hand again and this time I let him because I could appreciate his honesty even if I didn’t like what he was telling me. “We don’t need to talk about the women I’ve been with. You’re all I want, only you. From the moment I met you it has always been only you.” That was really sweet of him to say. Here I was parading around with Jensen in front of him and didn’t even consider his feelings. Not that I realized he had them.

“You mean you haven’t been with anyone else since you met me?” That is what he made it sound like. I had to know.

“I do have needs, I’m highly sexual. But no, I haven’t been with anyone else. I have only wanted to make you mine. You belong right here.” He took the hand he was holding and placed it over his heart. I could feel the thump-thump of his heart, the blood coursing through it. My resolve melted with each erratic beat.

“Awe that is so sweet, Justice, you are such an awesome big brother.” Shit I forgot we had an audience. Destiny had been all ears, which I guess didn’t entirely bother me. I wanted him to be proud to be with me; however, it was moments like these thatdeserved to be one on one. Especially when he said such sweet things.

“Well you know what my life has been like, Justice. I’ve always had feelings for you, I just didn’t have the courage to get away from that asshole. But I’m happy to be here with you now.” I paused and took a deep breath. “Although I appreciate your honesty about the waitress, I won’t ask any more details. Just know that maybe—“ Could I tell him what I was really feeling? Would he get a big head over my emotions?