Authors: Debbie Macomber
Carrie laughed. “Leave us be,” she replied. “Go on! Shoo!” She wasn't about to let her brothers ruin the most romantic moment of her life.
“Never,” Tom hollered.
“There's something else,” Vaughn said, ignoring her brothers.
“I have a feeling it's going to have to wait,” she said, and ducked just in time to miss a flying snowball. Vaughn, however, wasn't quick enough. Snow exploded across his shoulder and he whirled around to face four large Hendrickson males.
“You shouldn't have done that,” he said mildly.
“You gonna make me sorry?”
“Oh, yeah.” Vaughn's chuckle was full of threat. “Prepare to die, Hendrickson.”
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Three hours later a cold and exhausted Vaughn made his way back to Hassie's. The snowball fight had eventually involved everyone in Carrie's large family, from two-year-old Eli to his grandfather. They'd stopped only long enough to build snow forts before the battle had resumed with peals of laughter and more hilarity than Vaughn could remember in years.
He'd sincerely meant to tell Carrie about his relationship with Natalie, but the opportunity never arose again. It became easy to let it ride once they were caught up in the family fun. Come morning, he was driving back to town to meet with Heath; he'd stop by the pharmacy and tell her then.
It was dark when he returned to Hassie's, and his parents were ready to head home to Grand Forks.
When they got there, he discovered that Natalie had left five messages on his parents' machine. He was stunned to learn that she'd already arived in North Dakota.
The first message, from the Seattle airport, had been soft and coaxing, claiming she needed to speak to him at his earliest convenience. By the final one, her tone had become hard and demanding. The last part of the message, telling him she'd call early the next morning, had sounded more than a little annoyed.
“Trouble?” his father asked, standing next to the phone as the message finished playing.
Vaughn shook his head. “Nothing I can't handle.”
“Good.”
“This has been the most wonderful Christmas,” his mother said as she turned off the lights. They all went to bed, wishing each other good-night and a final Merry Christmas.
The following morning Vaughn woke early. He showered, shaved and dressed for his meeting with Heath. Sooner or later, he'd have to talk to Natalie, but he wanted as much information as he could gather before the inevitable confrontation. He gulped down a cup of coffee, eager to be on his way, to begin this new phase of his life. His mother hugged him before he
left. “What do you want me to say if Natalie shows up?”
“No need to tell her anything,” he advised. He'd deal with her when he had to, but not before. The letter she'd mentioned would be in the community post office soon and with that, the campaign would officially start. Vaughn was prepared to do whatever was necessary to keep the retailer out of Buffalo Valley. He had a stake in the town's future now.
He parked near the bank, then hurried inside; to his surprise, Heath's glass-enclosed office looked empty. “I have an appointment with Mr. Quantrill,” Vaughn told the receptionist.
“You're Mr. Kyle?”
Vaughn nodded.
“Mr. Quantrill left a message. He had some last-minute business to attend to and said I should reschedule the appointment. He sent his apologies and asked me to tell you that the Kohn property has sold.”
It wasn't until he was standing outside that Vaughn understood the significance of the message. The Kohn property was the land Value-X wanted. So the battle lines had been drawn. No wonder Quantrill was out of the office. There was no longer any reason for
Vaughn to meet with him; Quantrill and the community had far more important issues to worry about.
Vaughn walked over to the pharmacy, his steps slow. No doubt Hassie and everyone else in town had heard the news. He knew how discouraged they'd be.
When he entered the pharmacy, Carrie was behind the prescription counter. As the bells over the door cheerfully announced his arrival, she glanced up, and from her disheartened expression, it was clear she'd heard. Her eyes seemed dull and lifeless. For a long moment she stared at him, almost as though he was a stranger.
“I guess you know?” he asked, stepping toward her.
“Oh, yes,” she said with such sadness it nearly broke his heart.
“I'll help, Carrie,” he told her. “We can beat Value-X if we stand together.” He tried to sound positive, but truth was, he didn't know if they could.
“That's not the news I'm talking about,” she said, moving out from behind the counter. “I wonder if you've ever heard the old saying,
Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.”
Vaughn frowned, not understanding. “What are you talking about?”
“You mentioned the name Natalie Nichols yesterday.”
“Yes, she works for Value-X. Sheâ”
“I met her this morning.”
“Natalie's here?” Foolishly he'd assumed she'd spent the night in Grand Forks.
“She stayed at the 3 of a Kind last night. She's been trying to reach youâand here you are, right under her nose.”
“I don't know what she told you, butâ”
“She told me she was your fiancée.”
It was all starting to make sense to Vaughn, a sick kind of sense. Natalie's declaration certainly explained that “shame me twice” stuff. “She spoke to your mother this morning,” Carrie went on. “Your mother said if you weren't over at the bank to check here with Hassie. Only it was me she found.”
“I can explain,” he began.
“I'm sure you can, but frankly I'm not interested in listening.” With that, she returned to the pharmaceutical counter and resumed her work as if he was no longer there.
Vaughn waited uncertainly for a moment, but she didn't look anywhere except at her task, at the pills she was counting out.
It was too late for explanations. Too late to regain her trust. Too late for him.
V
aughn didn't think anything could happen to make this day any worse, but he was wrong.
As soon as he pulled into the driveway at his parents' home, he saw the unfamiliar car. Even before he'd climbed out of his own vehicle, he knew who'd come to visit.
Natalie.
Sure enough, the instant he walked into the house, his father cast him a sympathetic glance.
“You're back,” his mother said, her voice strained and unnaturally high.
“Hello, Vaughn,” Natalie said from the living room. She held a cup of coffee balanced on her knee. She looked out of placeâand decidedly irritated.
He nodded in her direction.
“I think we'll leave the two of you to talk,” his mother announced, and exited the room with the speed of someone who's relieved to escape. His father was directly behind her.
With a silent groan, Vaughn turned toward Natalie.
“You didn't answer my phone messages.” She set aside her coffee, glaring at him. “When I couldn't find you, I drove straight to Buffalo Valley, where I spent the night at some hole-in-the-wall. Merry Christmas, Natalie,” she said bitterly.
She didn't appear to expect a comment, so he sat down across from her and waited. When she didn't immediately continue, he figured he'd better take his stand.
“I'm finished with Value-X.” Nothing she could say or offer him would influence his decision. “You aren't going to change my mind.”
“I'll say you're finished. I'll be fortunate to have a job myself after this.”
Vaughn doubted that. Natalie was the type who'd always land on her feet. Yes, she'd recommended Vaughn to the company, but they couldn't hold that against her.
“You intend to go through with thisâ¦this craziness, don't you?”
No use hedging. “Yes, I do. I've resigned, and since I hadn't officially started work yet, I didn't bother to give any notice.”
She sighed and stared down at her coffee. “I wonder if I ever knew you.”
Vaughn said nothing. He'd let her say what she wanted, denounce him, threaten him, whatever. She had cause; he wasn't exactly blameless in all this.
“You think I don't know what this is about?” she challenged. She stood, crossing her arms. “It all has to do with you and me.”
Vaughn didn't know a kind way to tell her there
wasn't
any “you and me.” There'd probably never been a “you and me.” Not with Natalie. Looking at her, Vaughn wondered how he could ever have believed he was in love with her. The very traits that had once attracted him now repulsed him. Her ambition blinded her to everything that was unique and special about Buffalo Valley.
“Say something!” she shrilled.
“I'm sorry.”
“That's a good start.” Her stance relaxed somewhat.
“It doesn't change anything, though.” He wasn't
being purposely cruel, only frank. “I'm going to do everything I can to keep Value-X out of Buffalo Valley.”
“You're mad at me,” she insisted. “All this craziness about moving to some backwoods town is a form of punishment. You're trying to make me regret what I said. Vaughn, you simply don't understand how important Value-X is to me and to our future.”
“Natalieâ”
She ignored him and started pacing. “We've always been good together, Vaughn, you know that.”
“Have we, Natalie?” he asked, hoping she was capable of admitting the truth.
“I can't let you do this,” she said, clenching her fists.
He shook his head. “It's done.”
“But you're destroying your career!”
“I don't want to work for a company like Value-X. Not now and not in the future.”
“What are you going to do, then?”
“I don't know,” he told her, and it was true. He'd fight the big retailer for as long as his money held out, but after thatâ¦he didn't have any answers.
“I can help you,” she said. “You're this rough-and-ready Airborne Ranger, trying to be a hero. But you've got to face reality. No one goes against Value-X and walks away a winner. This will cost you more than you can afford to lose.”
He ignored her threat. “Thanks but no thanks,” he muttered.
She looked crestfallen.
Vaughn had a few questions of his own. “Why did you tell Carrie we're engaged?”
“Because we are!” she cried. “Did we or did we not discuss marriage?”
He didn't respond. She already had her answer.
“Oh, I get it,” Natalie raged, her eyes spitting fire. “You found yourself a little side dish while you were away visiting Mom and Dad. You forgot all about me. Is
that
it?”
“We aren't engaged and we aren't getting married.” She couldn't seriously believe he intended to continue this relationship when it was obviously a dead end for both of them.
“But we
did
discuss marriage on more than one occasion, and I never said I
wouldn't
marry you. We both understood we'd get married someday.”
“I didn't see it that way. Yes, we talked about marriage, but there was no commitmentâand very little interest on your part.”
“Now you're lying, too.”
He bristled, but bit his tongue before he said something he'd regret.
“Wellâ¦it's sort of a lie.” Natalie lowered her head. “I made a mistake, but not once did I say anything about breaking off our relationship.”
“It's over.” He didn't know how much plainer he could be.
“I know.” She sighed. “Well, if you insist on this lunacy, you're on your own.”
He nodded.
“We could've been very good together,” she whispered.
“I'm sorry.”
“I know, and you'll be a whole lot sorrier once Value-X is through with this town.” She rallied then, jerking her head up, chin tilted. “If you want to freeze your butt off in this horrible place, then go right ahead.” She reached for her coat and yanked it toward her.
The sound of several car doors closing distracted Vaughn. He glanced out the window to see all four of Carrie's brothers standing in the driveway. He could only surmise that they'd come en masse to finish him off.
“Who's here?” Natalie asked.
“The firing squad,” Vaughn answered.
“Terrific. Can I fire the first shot?”
Vaughn didn't respond to her sarcasm. He headed toward the front door, opening it for the four men who marched, single file, into the house. Soon Carrie's brothers stood in the middle of the room, looking from Vaughn to Natalie and then back.
“What happened?” Chuck demanded. “You left town without saying a word.”
“I didn't meet with Heath,” Vaughn started to explain, but wasn't given the opportunity before another question was hurled at him.
“Aren't you going to introduce us to your sister?”
“I'm Natalie Nichols.” She introduced herself, stepping forward and offering each of the Hendrickson brothers her hand. “And I'm not Vaughn's sister.”
“Then who are you?” Ken asked, frowning.
“His fiancée. Or I was,” she said, “until recently, but now Vaughn's met someone else. He just told me that he no longer wishes to marry me.” She appeared to be making a brave effort to hold her chin high and keep her lower lip from trembling. He'd never realized what a good actress Natalie was.
Vaughn resisted rolling his eyes. He remained
silent, preferring not to get drawn into a theatrical scene in which
he
was identified as the villain.
“Someone will need to give me directions back to my hotel.” She pulled a tissue from her pocket and dabbed at her eyes, being careful not to smear her mascara.
“I can get you there.” Ken stepped forward. “I'll be happy to help.”
Tom's gaze narrowed on Vaughn. “Did she have something to do with the fact that you didn't see Heath?”
Vaughn shook his head, surprised the Hendrickson brothers hadn't already heard. “The land sold.”
“What the hell?”
All four brothers started speaking at once. As luck would have it, Vaughn's parents chose that precise moment to reappear.
“I thought I heard voices,” his mother said as she came into the living room.
Tom motioned with his head toward Natalie. “You'd better have a good explanation,” he muttered. “You'd better not be engaged to her and seeing Carrie.”
“Yeah,” Pete agreed. “This is all some kind of misunderstanding, isn't it? Didn't I tell you I'd make you pay if you hurt my sister?”
“He was never actually engaged,” his mother said, hurrying to defend Vaughn. “What he told us isâ”
That was when his father stepped into the fray. “Barbara, let Vaughn answer for himself, would you?”
This was impossible. Everyone talked at once. Part of the conversation had to do with the land; everyone was clearly upset about that. Then Pete and his mother got involved in a debate about whether Vaughn should be dating Carrie. In the meantime, Ken and Natalie had apparently struck up a friendly conversation. They sat next to each other on the sofa, so close that their knees touched. Vaughn could only guess what she was saying, but frankly, he couldn't care less.
Before everything blew up in his face, Vaughn walked through the kitchen, grabbed his coat and stepped out the back door. He got into his car, which fortunately hadn't been blocked by the other vehicles. Glancing toward the house, he saw everyone gathered in front of the big window in the living room, staring at him. They must have been dumbfounded, because no one seemed to be speaking.
When he reached the end of the long driveway, Vaughn had to make a decision. He could go searching for solitude, a quiet place to recover his dignity. Or he could drive back to Buffalo Valley.
He chose Buffalo Valley. When he'd finished breaking Hassie's heart, he'd do what he could to mend Carrie's.
He'd never meant to hurt Carrie, but that didn't discount the fact that he'd misled her. This wasn't exactly his finest hour.
When they'd first met, he'd found her charming. Later, when he got to know her, he'd been enchanted by her warmth, delighted by her love of family and home. Those were qualities that had come to mean a great deal to him. Carrie was
genuine
, and she was authentic in her relationships. Unlike himâ¦
Vaughn wanted to kick himself for not being honest with her from the start. He didn't have a single excuse. All he could do now was pray that she'd be willing to accept himâand that she'd give him an opportunity to prove himself.
The hour's drive into town passed in a blur, and practically before he knew it he'd pulled off the highway and turned onto what were now familiar roads. Buffalo Valley stretched before him, but he viewed it with new eyes. He recalled his first visit, recalled how stark and bare the town had seemed, almost as if it were devoid of personality. He'd soon recognized how wrong he was.
While the buildings might be outdated and the lampposts antiques, the town itself represented the very heart of the country. The heart of America's heartland. It was where he wanted to be, how he wanted to live.
His mind was clear now. Easing the car into a parking space on Main Street, Vaughn forced himself to consider what he'd say to Hassie. It wasn't a task he relished.
All his talk of opening a feed store had done nothing but build up her hopes. Now he was about to disillusion an old woman who'd invested her whole life in a town that couldn't be saved. Whatever happened, though, he was staying in Buffalo Valley; he'd be part of its struggle and part of its future.
He dared not put this off any longer, and drawing a deep breath, he walked into the pharmacy.
The instant she saw him, Hassie cried out his name. “Vaughn, oh, Vaughn.” Tears streaked her weathered cheeks as she hurried across the store, her arms stretched out toward him.
Apparently someone had already brought her the news. Holding open his own arms as she came to him, he hugged her, the sound of her sobs echoing in his ears.
“I'm so sorry,” Vaughn whispered, wondering what he could say that would comfort her.
“Sorry?” Hassie eased back, gazing at him through watery eyes. “In the name of heaven, why would you be
sorry?
This is what we've hoped for all along.”
Vaughn stared at her, not knowing what to think. “The land sold, Hassie.”
“Yes, I know.” She clapped her hands, eyes sparkling with delight. “This is better than anything I could've imagined.”
“I'mâ¦confused.”
“I know.” She patted his back and led him to the soda fountain. “Sit down,” she ordered. “If there was ever a time for one of my chocolate sodas, this is it.”