âDamned fool,' Harry muttered. âI suppose you want to visit her, Roz?'
âYes, I must. I'm afraid she may lose the child. It is all Philip's fault.'
âRoz!' Lady Thornton looked at her angrily. âYou should not blame your brother. Whatever has happened it was clearly an accident.'
âI'm not saying Philip pushed her but he should not have made her get up when the doctor said she must rest.'
âYou are too ready to blame your brother.'
Roz bit back a hasty retort. Lady Thornton would not listen to criticism from Roz. Goodness knows what she would think if Roz implied that not only was Julia's accident entirely Philip's fault, he was also a murderer.
Following her mother into the carriage, Roz was silent as they were driven to the hall. Her brother deserved to be punished for his lack of consideration for others but Roz could never do anything that would hurt Julia more than she'd already been hurt.
There was a hush over the house as Roz and the others walked in a few minutes later. The housekeeper came hurrying towards them, her face grave.
âHow is my daughter-in-law?' Lady Thornton asked. âHow did she come to fall down the stairs â the silly girl.'
âShe turned dizzy, ma'am.'
âI shall go up and see her at once.'
âThe doctor is with her, madam.' She hesitated and then looked at Roz. âThe mistress was calling for you, Mrs Rushden. The doctor said you were to go up as soon as you arrived.'
Roz glanced at her mother. âPerhaps you should wait for a while, Mama? The doctor will not wish for two of us at once.'
âVery well.' Lady Thornton looked annoyed. âI should like a cup of tea.'
âYes, my lady. The guests left soon after the accident happened and the master went out as soon as the doctor arrived.'
âPhilip left Julia alone?'
Roz was shocked. Philip was callous but this was beyond anything. Seeing confirmation in the housekeeper's eyes, Roz went hurriedly from the room. Had Philip walked in at that moment she would have struck him.
Approaching Julia's bedchamber she heard the sobbing cries and her heart caught. It sounded as if her worst fears were coming true.
As she entered the bedchamber she saw the doctor and a midwife bending over Julia as she screamed and writhed. Then the midwife drew something away from her and looked down at the child's body. It was very tiny and looked blue. She shook her head and turned away, wrapping the lifeless body in some clean linen.
âNo!' Julia wailed. âMy baby. Give me my baby.'
âShe is dead. It's best you don't see her.'
âPlease, I want to see her.'
âLet her see the child,' Roz said and took the bundle from the midwife. Opening it, she was shocked to see how tiny the child was and yet she was perfect in every way other than her colour. âHere she is, Julia.'
Roz placed the bundle in Julia's arms and sat beside her on the edge of the bed.
âShe is lovely,' Julia sobbed. âI thought there was something wrong with her.'
âShe was born too soon; otherwise she was perfectly normal,' the doctor told her. He had finished his work and turned away to wash his hands. âIn time you may have another child, Lady Julia, but next time perhaps you will take my advice and stay in bed.'
âIt wasn't Julia's idea to get up,' Roz said, defending her. âShe was asked to go down. Philip should have known better.'
âWhere is he?' Julia asked, tears slipping down her cheeks. âHe should be here to see her.' She kissed the child's face. âMy poor little girl.'
âI am so sorry, dearest. You must rest now and Philip will come soon. I should have been here sooner had I known but we were not told until we left church.'
âI'm so glad you were here. I didn't mean to kill my baby, Roz. I just missed my step and turned dizzy.'
âPhilip should never have asked you to get up.' Roz stroked her hair. âPlease don't blame yourself, Julia. It wasn't your fault.'
âI should have stayed in bed, as you told me.' Julia gave the child back to Roz, who returned her to the midwife, who took her out of the room. âShe should have a name. I'll call her Rosemary.'
âYes, she was like a little rosebud,' Roz agreed and held her hand. âTry to rest now, Julia. You need to sleep.'
âI shall give you something to help,' the doctor said. âIn the morning you will feel better.'
Julia moved her head negatively on the pillow. Her fingers closed about Roz's hand. âStay with me, please? I know it's Christmas Day and I've ruined your celebrations, but please â just until I fall asleep.'
âYes, of course,' Roz said. âHarry and Mama are here. Do you want to see Mama?'
âNo. I don't want to see anyone but you, Roz.'
âThen I shall send them home and stay with you for a few days,' Roz told her. âTake the sleeping draught, Julia. I shall sit here with you while you rest.'
âThank you.' Julia smiled and took the small glass offered her, swallowing the liquid obediently. She lay back with a sigh and closed her eyes.
âI should be glad if you would stay with her for a day or so,' the doctor told Roz. âShe is strong and her body will recover but she needs rest and care.'
âI intend to stay. Would you ask my husband to step up when you go down, sir?'
âYes, of course. It is nice to see you looking so well, Mrs Rushden. You mustn't tire yourself. Allow the servants to look after Lady Julia. All she needs from you is friendship and a little kindness.'
âDo not be anxious, sir. I shall not put my child at risk.'
Julia was sleeping when Harry entered. Roz put a finger to her lips and he nodded.
âWill you take Mama home and look after her, please? Julia doesn't want her fussing over her yet.'
âYou are asking me to leave you alone here?'
âThe house is full of servants, Harry. Besides, Philip has gone off somewhere. If he comes back and quarrels with me I shall summon the servants.'
âI'll leave one of the grooms here with orders to protect you,' Harry said. âAs soon as your mother is settled I'll come back.'
âI'm going to stay for a day or so.'
âI'm not sure that is a good idea.'
âJulia needs me.'
âIn that case I'll find Philip and warn him to stay away. If he lays a finger on you I'll kill him.'
âBe careful, Harry. My brother is violent.'
âAll the more reason that I should see him before he gets a chance to see you or Julia.'
âThank you.'
Roz smiled at him and he went out. She found a comfortable chair by the window where she could look out and still watch over Julia.
Tears trickled down her cheeks. It was so sad that Julia should lose the child she had longed for. A miscarriage was always an unhappy occurrence but Julia had wanted her baby so badly.
âDamn you, Philip. If it wasn't for Julia I'd . . .'
What could she do? She was certain that her brother had been the father of Carrie Blake's child â and that he had killed her and taken her body to where it was found â but she had no proof.
âIf there were any justice it would be you suffering not Julia,' she murmured. âI hope either Harry or Tom do thrash you.'
Tom couldn't believe it when he saw Philip Thornton near the hay barn. He had dismounted and tied up his horse and was staring at the spot where Carrie's body had lain. Incensed, Tom strode towards him, red-hot anger working through him.
âWhat do you want?' he demanded. âThis is my land and you're trespassing.'
âDamned upstart,' Philip muttered but his voice was slurred. âWho the hell do you think you're talking to?'
âDo you really want to know?' Tom glared at him. âWell, I'll tell you. I think you are a filthy rotten swine. You gave Carrie her baby and told her to blame it on your father â and then you killed her. You killed her somewhere else and dumped her body here. If I could prove it I should see you hang.'
âBloody farmer,' Philip muttered and swung out with his right fist. âGot above yourself. Deserve to be taught who the master is here.'
Tom dodged the blow easily, holding on to his temper by a thread. âGo home, Thornton. You're too drunk to pick a quarrel with me.'
âI'll teach you . . .' Philip raised his arm and tried to hit him with his riding crop but Tom caught his wrist. âBloody cheap little bitch. She deserved what she got.'
âYou devil.' Tom forgot caution. His fist connected with Philip's chin three times in quick succession. Philip went down under the flurry of blows and Tom kicked him in the ribs twice. âI ought to kill you but you're not worth it. You're scum, Philip Thornton. You weren't fit to lick her boots. Come near me again and I shall kill you.'
Turning away, Tom left him lying on the ground. His knuckles were sore and bleeding and he was breathing hard.
It was early in the evening when Harry entered Julia's bedchamber again. Roz was drinking a cup of tea the housekeeper had brought up for her.
âHow is she?'
âShe woke for a moment or two and then went back to sleep. She knew I was here and smiled.'
âYou promise not to tire yourself?'
âI shall do nothing to endanger my health. I don't want to lose our child, Harry.'
âYour mother is staying with me until you come home and then she will stay with Julia.'
âThat rather depends on Philip. Have you seen him?'
âNo. I had a ride round the estate but there was no sign of him. He may have taken himself off to Wisbech to stay with his friends.'
âI hope you are right. I don't want him to come back and upset Julia.'
âIt is a pity she married him. Your brother is rotten to the core.'
âYes, he is. I pray that he stays away for a few days to give Julia a chance to recover.'
Harry gave her an odd look. âI'll second that. Anyway, I've told my groom to sit outside your room all night and wake the household if he tries to get to you or Julia.'
âI'm sure we shall be safe enough.'
âI'm pretty certain he's in Wisbech with his friends. You needn't lose sleep over it, Roz.'
She stood up and went to kiss him. âI'm sorry I haven't been with you today. Your present is in my room on the dressing table.'
âWe'll celebrate when you feel Julia is well enough to leave.'
âYou're so good to me.'
Harry moved away from her, looking slightly uncomfortable. âI'll see you tomorrow, Roz. Please get some rest yourself.'
âJulia's maid is going to take my place so that I can sleep later. I'm being well looked after.'
âYes, I am sure you are. This was your home. I'll get back to your mother before she starts to fret . . .' At the door he turned back to look at her. âDo not worry, Roz, I am sure this will all turn out well in the end.'
âI wish I could think it. Julia wanted that baby, and even if she could have another . . .' She shook her head. âDamn Philip. I hate him, Harry. I wish he would die.'
âDo you really mean that?'
âI'm not asking you to kill him â but I should be happy if he had an accident and broke his neck.'
âWell, the way he's been drinking recently . . .' Harry smiled wryly. âNo one would mind too much â except your mother. She seems to think he is everything he ought to be.'
âOnly because she doesn't like to face the truth. In her heart she knows what he is.'
âYes, I dare say she does.' He inclined his head and went out.
Roz looked at the bed. Julia was still sleeping. She was the one person who might miss Philip, because she loved him despite all he had done to her.
âWhat is wrong with your hand?'
âNothing,' Tom said and frowned as he glanced at the knuckles. âI grazed my hand when I was mending something.'
âLet me look,' she insisted and grabbed his hand as he would have turned away. âGrazed it? It looks as if you've been in a fight.'
âLook at my face, Ma. Do I look as if I've been fighting?'
âNo . . .' Ellen shook her head. âDick used to come home with bruises all over him â but that hand looks more like a fight than a graze.'
âWell, it isn't and if it were it's finished. Stop fussing, Ma. Where is Mary Jane?'
âShe went out earlier. I thought she must've gone to visit her mother.' Ellen looked at the mantle clock. âIt's getting late, Tom. Do you think perhaps you should go and look for her?'
âDamn,' Tom said and plunged his hand into a bowl of cold water. âDon't tell me she's started running off the way Carrie did, Ma?'
âNot as often but she has been out for a couple of hours or so once or twice recently.'
âYou should've told me. I'll have a word with her â leaving you with all the work to do on Christmas Day.'
âShe helped me prepare the food earlier then said she was . . .' Ellen broke off as the kitchen door opened and Mary Jane walked in. Her hair was windblown and her cheeks were red from the cold but her eyes were bright. âWe were just starting to worry, lass.'
âSorry I'm late, Ma.' Mary Jane went to the sink to wash her hands. âIs dinner ready yet? I'm starving. I've not eaten since breakfast.'
âDid your mother not give you anything?'
âOh, I had a piece of cake. But I wanted to wait for your dinner because you're a better cook than Ma.'