Blessing in Disguise (3 page)

“Here, now you add to it.” She slid the letter across the table and carefully handed him the pen and ink. “And don’t spill any of that on the tablecloth. It doesn’t come out.”

Hjelmer folded back the tablecloth as she had, then added a few more lines, signed it, and blew on it to dry the ink before folding the paper and inserting it in the envelope. What he didn’t want his mother seeing was his description of how tired she looked. If Augusta had any sense of family responsibility, she’d be on the next boat.

“But I didn’t tell her all the news.” Bridget reached for the envelope.

“You can write more another time.” Hjelmer stuck the envelope in his pocket and pushed back his chair. “I’d better be going. Told Penny I’d be here only a few minutes.”

“Ja, she doesn’t let on, but she misses you terribly when you are gone.”
And she wants a baby badly, but she won’t get one with you traipsing all over the country and never at home here to tend to business
.

He stood, then leaned forward to peer at her intently. “What is wrong with your face?”

Without volition, her hand flew up to cover her jaw. “Nothing.”

“Mor.”

“Ja, so I have the toothache.” She glared at him. “It will go away.”

“You want I should pull it?”

“Hjelmer Bjorklund, you go on home to your wife.” She didn’t add
who wants you
, but she thought it.

When he went out the front door, she took her fan and returned to the rocking chair on the back porch, mosquitoes or no mosquitoes. Rocking in the dusk, she watched the evening star appear on the western horizon. The sourdough was set for pancakes in the morning, Sam’s boy, Lemuel, had brought up water for the garden, and all the rooms were full. What more could she ask for?

“Screens on this porch, that’s what.” She smacked another mosquito and, wiping the blood off her arm with the corner of a bit of muslin, went back into the hot kitchen. If it didn’t rain soon, the gardens would be a waste in spite of all the watering.

“Uff da. So much to think about.” She fetched a whole clove from her spice shelf and pressed it on the offending tooth.

Chapter 2

Valdres, Norway
July 25, 1889

Augusta Bjorklund read the letter from her mother for about the tenth time. Even so, the plea for help hadn’t modified any. But the instructions from her youngest brother made her eyebrows draw a line straight across her forehead, a trait she had inherited from their father, Gustaf, dead now these five years.

If Far hadn’t died, Mor would still be here in Norway, where she belongs, not over there
. Augusta never had understood this craze to leave for Amerika, when they had a perfectly good country here.

“So why did Elmer have to go and emigrate? And why have I heard nothing from him since he left? Not one word!” She folded the thin sheet of paper and tucked it in her apron pocket.

“Talking to yourself?” Soren, wife of Johann, the eldest Bjorklund son and thus inheritor of the family land, brought a basket of vegetables in from the garden and set it on the oak wash bench.

“Yes, and it’s no wonder.” Augusta drew the letter from her pocket and handed it to her sister-in-law. “Read this and tell me what you think.” Since Augusta hadn’t been home for many months, she felt almost like a guest in her brother’s house, even though she’d been born and raised here. She wetted her fingertips and smoothed a strand of hair the color of overwintered honey back into the netted bun at the base of her head and resettled the comb that usually held the shorter strands in place. Today nothing felt in place.

“Let me wash my hands first, or I’ll get it all dirty.” Soren held her hands in the air and turned to the washbasin, pouring water from the pitcher and scrubbing. That done, she dried them on a towel from the towel rack, another of the household furnishings Gustaf had crafted through the years. The tables, chairs, trunks, and other furnishings attested to his skill with wood and lathe.

While Soren read, Augusta glanced around the room. If she went to Amerika, she would have nothing, for there was no money to ship household things. Suddenly all the things she’d taken for granted looked achingly familiar and dear. So many years since she’d lived in this house, so many years she’d wanted a home of her own, complete with husband and children, the good Lord willing. Instead she took care of other people’s homes and other people’s children.

“It sounds like your mor needs you.”

“But what about Elmer? Two years we’ve been engaged. Six months since he emigrated, and not one word have I heard from him. How will he ever find me in that flat land they call Dakota?” She shook her head. “No. I must stay here until I hear from him.”

Soren handed the letter back. “I think you should talk with Johann about this.”

The tone of her voice snapped Augusta out of her reverie. “You know something you haven’t told me?”

“You must ask Johann.” Soren turned back to the dry sink and dipped water from the bucket into her pan to begin scrubbing the vegetables.

Heading out, Augusta closed the screen door without letting it bang. The spring needed fixing again. When Far was alive, things like that had never gone without repair. He always fixed things before they broke. But then Far had sons and daughters to help him work the land, while Johann had none. And though the parcel of land wasn’t large enough to support two families, there was too much work for one man. A great-nephew helped Johann in the fields sometimes, but last she heard, he’d been talking of emigrating too.

She kicked a pebble ahead of her as she strolled down the road to the fields. So strange to have time of her own. She drew in a deep breath of brisk mountain air, that, too, far different from the city where she’d been working. If it hadn’t been for Elmer Willardson, she could have gone to Amerika with the Larsgaards, the family she’d labored for these last two years.

Elmer, where are you?

If she’d been living at home, she’d be up in the high mountain summer pastures now with the cattle, sheep, and goats like all the other unmarried young women. They’d be caring for the stock, making cheese, and dreaming of the day a strong Viking lad would woo and win their tender hearts.
But young I’m not. Not any longer
.

While Augusta knew she wasn’t ugly, she didn’t look at her long neck and straight nose as part of beauty either. Nor the full lips that so often got her in trouble for saying more than she should. But she knew how to work hard—all the Bjorklund sons and daughters did. She’d been known as the bossy one, and Katja, dear Katy, as they called her in Amerika, had had the gift of laughter. If she went to that Dakota country, she’d have to admit that Katy really did no longer live on this earth. Living on this side of the ocean, it was easier to pretend that Katy was still alive and making all the family over there laugh as she had here at home.

Augusta would be thirty-one tomorrow and well on her way to spinsterhood.

“Where in heaven’s name is Elmer?” For two long years he’d been stealing kisses and promising they’d be married soon. But the cat twining about her ankles said nothing more than a mew, which changed to a rumbling purr when she leaned over to scratch its back. When Augusta straightened, she heard the crinkle of paper from her pocket. Taking all her resolve in hand, she strode down the hill to where she could see her brother with the team. She should have brought a jug of cool water. Now, that he might have appreciated.

She waited at the fence until he stopped the team in front of her.

“What is it? Have you come to help?” Johann set the brake on the mower and climbed off, checking the doubletree and hooks before he made his way to where she was petting the necks of the horses she used to drive before she had headed to the city for work.

“No, not really. I came out because I need an answer, and from the look on Soren’s face, I have a feeling you know more than you are telling.”

“Now, if that isn’t clear as mud.” He lifted his hat and wiped his forehead with the half-rolled-back sleeve of his loose-fitting white shirt.

“Did you bring water?” At her headshake, he asked, “Coffee, then?

” Again she shook her head and handed him her letter. She pulled and fed the horses bits of clover while she waited for him to read it.

“So Mor needs you. And you have no job right now, so this is a good time for you to go.”

“Johann, I have not heard from Elmer since he emigrated six months ago. I promised him I’d come as soon as he sent for me.”

Johann looked at the ground as if memorizing every blade of grass.

“Soren says you know something.”

He shook his head. “No, she didn’t.”

“Actually she said to ask you. And that’s what I am doing. What do you know about Elmer that you haven’t told me?”

“Gussie.” He wiped the back of his neck with a handkerchief pulled from a trouser pocket.

“Don’t ‘Gussie’ me. I haven’t gone by that name for years, and you know it. Now . . .” She crossed her arms over her chest.
It must be something awful if he won’t say. Maybe Elmer is dead, and I didn’t even know it
.

“It’s only hearsay, and you know I don’t listen to hearsay.”

“Johann!”

“All right, but don’t say I didn’t warn you. Swen Odegaard wrote to his mor that Elmer took up with a woman on the boat going over and they were married soon as they set foot in Amerika. I always told you he was no good.” Johann kicked a rock under the mower, the clank causing the horses to flick their ears.

“Ah.” If he had punched her in the middle, she would have felt about the same. When she could breathe, she squeaked out, “Elmer? Are . . . are you sure?”

“Sorry, but that’s what I heard. Didn’t want to tell you in case it wasn’t really so.” Johann gathered his reins and climbed back aboard the mower. “You can come down and start draping the hay over the fences anytime.”

Augusta straightened her back, her Bjorklund blue eyes sparking off bits of fire. She spun on her heel and stalked back up the lane to the house.

“Where are you going?” Soren asked Augusta as she was leaving the house again after having just arrived back from the field, but this time with her hat pinned firmly in place.

“Down to send a telegram. I’ll leave to help Mor as soon as they can get the ticket money to me.” Calling Elmer every name she could think of and some she’d just created, she slung her reticule over her arm and stormed down the hill to the village. Thank God for the telegraph. She wouldn’t have to wait for a letter to get there, and if she could keep herself angry enough, she wouldn’t cry.

Elmer Willardson, that whey-faced womanizer, wasn’t worth crying over. Whatever made her think she was in love with him?
Besides
, she comforted herself with the thought,
there are a lot more men than women in Dakota
. She corrected her thought.
North Dakota
. Mor had said so more than once.

Chapter 3

Northwest of Ipswich, South Dakota
Mid-August

Would she like the ranch well enough to stay?

Thomas Elkanah Moyer, known as Kane to his friends, most of whom were Indian of the Mandan tribe, strode twenty paces east of his rambling log cabin home and turned to stare at the structure built by his father just before he had left for the war. He studied the long low porch fronting the house, the stone steps leading to it, and the stone chimney built right up the middle of the shake roof. While his pa had decried the number of windows, his ma had insisted on having them. Right now he was glad she had. Women seemed to like polishing windows and looking out, besides letting the sunshine in.

Since he was so rarely in the house during daylight hours, it didn’t much matter to him.

Except now. His mail-order bride from Norway was due to arrive in two weeks. If she thought that he, at thirty-five, was getting up there in years, would she like the house? One thing or another had to make her want to stay.

Not that they wouldn’t be married immediately. After all, a real lady didn’t ride off in a buckboard with a man barely known to her without either a chaperon or the benefit of that bit of paper with the proper words said over it. Leastways that’s what he’d surmised from the few newspapers he bought on his thrice-yearly trips to the general store in Ipswich.

Would she mind being so far from everything?

“Can’t help that,” he said softly, shaking his head. “I warned her ’bout the distances out here in that first letter.” She had agreed to come. That in itself was a miracle of sorts.

Unless she was plain-out desperate. Or had some physical deformity she hadn’t told him about.

Those and other thoughts had nagged at him more than once. He knew that a woman needn’t be pretty to bear strong children, but how he hoped she was at least passable. He heard horses whinnying and knew Lone Pine, his half-breed friend and foreman, was bringing in a remuda to be broke and trained so they could be sold to the settlers, who were burrowing into the land like prairie dogs. And twice a year the army supply master came by to see what he had. He’d never had horses left over at the end of the season, or livestock either for that matter.

He should have been out on the roundup with them, but getting his house in order took preference.

Morning Dove, Lone Pine’s Mandan wife and their cook and housekeeper, had been helping him up until the day before, when she took a short break to have her son. It was the first baby to be born on the ranch since Kane’s brother, who hadn’t made it past the age of two. Lone Pine’s first wife died having his baby.

Now Morning Dove stood straight in the doorway, babe in a sling on her back, and beckoned him with one hand.

“What is it?” He stopped his assessing and headed for the door. “Flowers, that’s what’s needed. All women want flowers,” he said as he leaped up the three steps and entered the house, relishing the drop in temperature. The thick, well-chinked log walls did much to keep out the heat of this South Dakota August. One of the hottest, far as he could remember, and driest.