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I laughed
quietly, "I didn't think it would be this easy."

"What do you
mean?"

"Holding him. I
thought I was going to resent him but I don't. I mean, it's kind of
cool I could calm him down."

"I'm glad you
like him. And thanks for calming him. I don't know what I'm going
to do without you for a month."

I shrugged so
lightly Christian wouldn't feel it, "You can visit me or I can come
see you."

"The problem is,
I don't ever want to be away from you."

"Absence makes
the heart grow fonder."

He smiled and
shook his head, "Lets put him to bed and I'll take you
home."

I passed Titus
his son and followed him next door where the girl sat on her bed
with a crib directly next to it.

"Sarah watches
him while I'm working. She ran a full daycare before I hired her to
watch Christian."

I nodded and
tossed her a light smile, "I'm Elizabeth."

She shook my
hand, "Sarah. You have no idea how grateful I am that you calmed
him down."

I laughed
lightly, "No problem."

Titus and I left
the pack house and walked back to my apartment. The walk was mostly
quiet which was nice. It was nice not having to fill every last
minute with conversation. We could have if we wanted to but I just
enjoyed being around him.

He walked me
right up to my door but made no move to come inside. I was thankful
he was respecting my space but I wasn't so sure I wanted him to. I
wanted him to be so overwhelmed by me, he couldn't stop himself. I
wanted to be his in every way.

"Today has been
beyond interesting," he said with that signature smirk.

"If that isn't
the understatement of the century," I agreed.

"When can I see
you again," he asked as he moved a blonde lock away from my
face.

"I have class
until 5 tomorrow and I'm at the hospital the rest of the week," I
said.

"As much as I
want to be selfish, I won't order your boss to let you have a day
off," he joked.

I laughed
lightly, "You don't have to leave just yet."

He raised an
eyebrow in false suspicion, "Is that so?"

I shrugged,
feeling a little awkward about my offer. I had never tried to
seduce a man so this was out of my league.

He leaned into my
ear, "I don't know that I could behave myself."

His lips barely
brushed the top of my ear causing shivers to run down my spine. My
hands found their way to his well defined, muscular
chest.

"Who says I want
you to," I whispered.

He tangled his
hand in my hair, pulled me as close as possible by the small of my
back, led my lips to his in a kiss I never knew was possible. He
was fierce and passionate while being gentle and loving all at
once. Our lips moved in perfect sync as his hands kept trying to
pull me impossibly close. Every inch of my body was being crushed
with such a deep desire for this man, I could only push him
further. I had never wanted anyone and Titus made me feel like I
couldn't live without sex.

He pushed my back
against the wall as I wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt him
everywhere but needed more. He gripped the back of my thighs and
wrapped them around his waist, pushing himself between my legs. No
male had ever touched me like this before but the thrill of knowing
it was Titus made me push on.

Too soon, he
pulled away and rested his forehead against mine. I tried to
regulate my breathing but I could feel him between my legs. I knew
he wanted me as badly as I wanted him.

"If I don't stop
now, I won't be able to later," he said, his voice sounded even
sexier with the husky tone of lust coating his words.

"I don't want you
to stop."

He bit his lip
clearly debating whether or not to continue. I needed to figure out
a way to make him go on. I leaned into his neck, lightly kissing my
way down to his collar bone, stopping right at the dip of his neck
to pay closer attention to the sensitive skin. He moaned lightly so
I lightly ran my teeth over the same spot, eliciting a deeper moan
from him.

"Are you sure
this is how you want your first time to be," he managed to
ask.

I pulled back to
look into his eyes. I knew he wouldn't do this unless he could see
how serious I was.

"I'm with you and
that's all I need," I assured him.

He cupped my
cheek and brought me back in for a deep kiss. With his free hand,
he reached behind me and opened the door. I hardly noticed when he
carried me inside and shut the door behind us. I directed him back
to my bedroom, praying I hadn't left it messy. Chances were, it was
spotless but I quickly glanced around when he buried his face in my
neck just to make sure.

He kissed and
nipped my skin, making me moan and move my neck to grant him more
access. He set me down on my bed only breaking contact to remove my
shirt. I kicked off my shoes and socks like I was a pro at this but
I was so worked up I think I could have done just about anything.
His hands gripped my hips firmly, pinning me to the bed. I yanked
his jacket from him but couldn't finish the job with him on top of
me. He went to his knees with that devious smirk and took off his
jacket and shirt. I couldn't believe the male perfection that was
displayed before me. Every contour of his body had been molded to
absolute flawlessness. He had plenty of bulky muscle but it was all
so well defined it was like he was carved from marble.

He hooked his
fingers inside my pants and pulled them down leaving me in only my
underwear.

"Do you trust
me?" He asked seriously.

I nodded, "Of
course I do."

"Good," he said
as he leaned down to kiss me again.

I felt his hand
behind my back, unhooking my bra to reveal my bare chest to him.
Never having been naked in front of someone besides Adrian was
unnerving but Titus made me feel safe and secure with him. He left
my lips to kiss his way down to my chest, taking each nipple in his
mouth while caressing the other. I never knew my body was capable
of feeling this way but Titus knew exactly what he was doing. I
moaned as I felt his hand abandon my breast to trail down my hips.
His lips trailed down further, leaving kisses down my stomach. I
felt my underwear sliding down my legs before disappearing all
together. I wasn't sure where he was going with this but I wasn't
about to stop him. I felt like I would burst at any moment but I
couldn't. The lower he went, the more curious I became until his
lips found the very top corner of my inner thigh. Something burned
in me, in anticipation and want for him to move to my center. I had
no idea why I wanted his lips between my legs but something about
the thought of it made my heart race. He nipped the sensitive skin
of my upper thigh making me gasp in surprise. His hazel eyes met
mine for a moment before he turned his attention back to my body. I
felt his lips lightly brush my center, making me jolt but his firm
grip on my hips kept me in place. He moved one hand to my inner
thigh, gently running and massaging as he focused on my center
again. His tongue licked, he kissed, and sucked gently causing the
most amazing, tightening sensation in my lower body. I just knew if
he kept going, I was going to explode.

"Titus," I moaned
his name but that only seemed to encourage him.

His hand left my
hip as the other hitched my thigh over his shoulder. He moved his
fingers to my opening, slowly sliding one in.

"Titus!" I
groaned even louder.

The tightening in
my stomach was to the point any little thing could set me over the
edge but I held on. He moved his finger deeper in me before pulling
it half way out to push softly back in. He kept going, kept
building the tension until he added another finger. It felt odd and
amazing to be filled with something.

"Come on, love.
Let go for me," he said seductively.

He pumped his
fingers faster and that was all the incentive I needed. All the
tension suddenly flooded through my body at once making me cry out
his name but he didn't stop for a second. He kept his fingers in me
as he kissed back up my body, settling on my heaving chest for a
moment.

"Are you sure you
want to keep going?" He asked.

I nodded eagerly,
guiding his lips back to my own.

"I want you in
me," I whispered between kisses.

He gripped my
hair as if he was trying to control himself but failing
miserably.

"Please, Titus,"
I moaned.

"You have no idea
how unbelievably sexy that is, do you?"

A breathy laugh
escaped my lips as I trailed my hands down his chest to rest on his
bare hips. I bit my lip, feeling a need to go lower, to feel him
but I wasn't sure if I was supposed to.

"Can I touch
you," I asked innocently.

I could swear he
moaned at my words, "I belong to you, love. Do whatever you
want."

My hand went
lower to feel him in all his glory and what a glory it was. I
couldn't ever imagine him fitting in me but we were meant to be
which meant he would fit eventually. He moaned as he rested his
forehead on mine, hand still tangled in my hair. He seemed to be
gripping my hair tighter and tighter the more I stroked
him.

"Stop," he said
firmly.

I instantly took
my hand away, thinking I had done something wrong. Maybe I had hurt
him and I didn't know it. Maybe that's why he gripped my hair so
firmly.

"Any more and I
wouldn't have lasted much longer," he explained.

I kissed him
again as his fingers moved inside me. The same tension I felt
earlier started to build again in the pit of my stomach.

"Are you ready?"
He whispered.

I nodded as I
gripped his shoulders. I felt him between my legs, I felt myself
stretching painfully as he entered me at such a slow, gentle pace.
I gasped when he pushed the rest of the way as small tears fell
from the corners of my eyes.

"I'm so sorry,
Elizabeth," he whispered and wiped my tears away.

"It's fine, it's
fine," I managed to get out.

He didn't move
except to kiss me deeply. His deep kiss took most of my attention
from the pain of being too full too fast.

I accidentally
rocked my hips making him moan into my mouth, "God, you're so
tight."

I guessed that
was a good thing but I wasn't sure, "I'm sorry... Am I hurting
you?" I asked worriedly.

He laughed at my
concern, "You have no idea how amazing you feel. Do it again," he
prompted.

I moved my hips
again making him moan loudly. I loved having an affect on him!
Knowing I could make him feel the way he made me feel was
empowering. Slowly, he started to move in me and slowly, the pain
started to dissipate.

The faster he
went, the quicker the tension built in me, begging to be released.
A desire in me wanted to be on top of him.

"Titus," I
begged, "Let me be on top of you."

He looked down at
me with that signature, devious, smirk that could only be his. He
rolled us so I was on top. The new angle was deeper and he seemed
to enjoy it even more. I put my hands on his chest and rocked my
hips faster and faster until we were both moaning and his hands
roughly gripped my hips, guiding me along.

"Elizabeth," he
moaned as he forced my hips faster.

I didn't need any
guiding to go faster. I wanted that all on my own but the faster I
went, the louder he moaned until I couldn't take the tension
anymore and it flooded through my body again with more force as I
cried out his name again. He clenched my hips and ground out my
name as I felt him fill me.

I slowly stopped
the movement of my hips as I tried to regain control of my racing
heart and erratic breathing. I rested my forehead on his, listening
to his pounding heart and deep breathing. He flipped me back over
with no warning bringing a surprised gasp to my lips.

"I want to mark
you," he informed me though I could feel his wolf lurking behind
that carefully composed surface.

I nodded as I
wrapped my arms around his neck, "I want you to."

He leaned down
and kissed his intended target, just where my neck dips. I felt his
teeth sink in my neck at a painful rate as I cried and gripped his
back. It was so overwhelmingly painful and pleasurable, I wasn't
sure which one was winning. He held me still though I was writhing
in pain and crying at once. His teeth left the marking only to be
replaced by his lips. I couldn't help the loud moan that fell from
my lips as he worked on the mark he left. I felt him harden inside
me, expanding me as I moved my hips against him again, begging for
another release that he was sure to deliver.

He moved in me
more forcefully than before but I wanted more. I needed him faster,
harder.

"Please, Titus!
Harder," I cried.