BBW ROMANCE: BWWM Romance: A Cowboy’s Southern Comfort (Military Cowboy Pregnancy Romance) (Interracial Army Contemporary Fantasy Romance Short Stories) (44 page)

“What do you mean?  What happened?” Tatsuya asked.

This kid was young.  He didn’t know if telling the young man about his problems would be okay, but he seemed to be the only one who would listen.

“My wife and I…things have been bad.  She doesn’t care about me anymore, and although she is pretty, her personality has been nothing but distant as of late.  I’ve tried to make everything work out between us, and I’ve stayed with her because we have two kids, but I can’t do this anymore.  I’m going utterly insane thinking about how I’ve been treated, and I can’t take it anymore.  I don’t feel the love, and it hurts,” he told the other man.

Tatsuya placed his hand on Alvin’s lap, looking at the man.

“I understand.  I’m always here for you if you want to talk,” he said.

“Thank you Tatsuya.  There is something else I’ve been feeling too.  I don’t know why, but when I see you around me, I get nervous.  I feel something akin to butterflies in my stomach.  I don’t know, I’ve never found men attractive until now, but there is just something about you that’s making me feel like this.  I don’t get it, but I feel a connection with you,” Alvin admitted.  This was it.  Would Tatsuya run away from him due to the influx of his gay thoughts?

However Tatsuya remained.  He looked at Alvin with a smile, moving closer.

“Well it’s good that I like men as well, or else this would be really weird,” he said.

Alvin blushed, but he nodded.  “I don’t know what I’m feeling,” he said.

“Well don’t worry, because I’ll show you a thing or two right now, and I’ll prove to you that what you’re feeling isn’t bad.  It’s normal, and if you’ve ever wanted to be with a man, I can show you what it’s like,” he said.

Alvin nodded, a bit unsure of what to say, but he took the chance.  Soon, Tatsuya placed his lips against Alvin’s kissing him passionately.  Alvin knew that he was already going down a dark road, but there was nothing to stop him now.  Tatsuya was filling a void that laid within him, and he knew that no matter what happened next, he wouldn’t stop whatever was going on between them at this exact moment. 

***

They stayed like that in his office for a while, the night sky flooding in as they kissed each other passionately.  Luckily, nobody else was around, so they didn’t have to worry about people barging in.  Soon, Alvin was pushed down by Tatsuya, which shocked him because he always thought that he would be on top.  But it seemed like this man was versed in how to do this, and soon Tatsuya pushed his tongue into Alvin’s mouth.  Alvin started to let the younger man’s tongue collide with his, and in a way, this was better than anything Sandra did when they were still having sex.

Soon, Tatsuya started to move down his chin, licking and touching the stubble and then moving down his neck, sucking a little bit on the Adam’s apple.  It was a strange sensation, but Tatsuya seemed to know what he was doing, so he let the younger man take the reins.  Tatsuya made quick work of his suit jacket and pulled Alvin’s shirt open, revealing his bulky chest.  He let his hands trace over the area, looking at Alvin with a blush.

“You’re in great shape, way better than I expected,” he said.

Alvin took that as a compliment, and soon he noticed that Tatsuya was moving his lips right up against the tip of his nipple.  It was erect due to the sudden change in the temperature, but also because it seemed to be aroused as well.  Tatsuya started to tease the edges of it before he pushed his tongue around the ring of it, moving about before pushing it right up against the bud, lightly flicking his tongue and teasing the tip of it while he sucked on it.  He then moved his other and to the other erect bud, and soon he started to tease Alvin’s nipples in a magical way.  Alvin started to hiss, feeling a sense of pleasure that he had never felt before.  It was so different, a lot better than when he was with Sandra.  Soon, Tatsuya moved away and brushed his hand against Alvin’s pants, touching him there.

“Fuck,” Alvin breathed out, his hips bucking against the small strokes.  Tatsuya smiled, pulling his pants and boxers off immediately to reveal Alvin’s aching member. It was throbbing, and soon Alvin was groaning louder than he had ever done so with a woman.  That made Tatsuya smile, and soon his tongue was against the tip of his aching cock, pushing against it before sucking on the head.

This man was a pro at this.  He couldn’t believe how well this young man sucked his aching dick.  It felt so good, his entire body bucking to meet his mouth.  Tatsuya held his hips down so that he didn’t hurt himself, and soon he took in more of Alvin into his mouth.  He sucked on the shaft of his cock softly, starting with small, gentle strokes and then moving faster and faster.  Tatsuya then started to push his mouth all the way down, letting Alvin’s dick sit in the back of his throat.  Alvin moaned, feeling his body ache, and his heart race.  This was heaven.  Tatsuya was better than any woman he had been with.  This was the thing he was looking for, something he enjoyed.

After that, Tatsuya moved away and looked at Alvin with a glance.

“Have you ever fingered yourself?” he asked with a blush.

Alvin couldn’t believe this young man was asking that, but he shook his head.

“Never thought about it,” he admitted.

“Okay, I’ll be gentle with this.  Trust me, I know what I’m doing,” the young man said.  He gave Alvin another kiss before turning to his wallet, pulling out what seemed to be a small bottle of lube and a condom.  Alvin was just amazed at how versed this young man was.  How many men had he been with?  Maybe this young Asian was really a closet freak at his college or something.

“You sure know what you’re doing,” Alvin said.

“I have experience from college.  Trust me, when I was stressed having sex made everything all the more easier,” he told the other man.  He was blushing madly and Alvin thought it was the cutest thing ever.

“Well whatever it takes, I’m ready,” he told Tatsuya.

“Good.  I’ll be gentle,” he said.  Tatsuya then spread Alvin’s legs apart, pushing his digit against the tip of Alvin’s puckered hole.  He gasped, feeling the coldness as it massaged the area.  It was strange, but it felt so good.  Then, Tatsuya pushed his finger in, penetrating Alvin there.  Alvin gasped once again, tightening up, but Tatsuya told him to relax and let him do the work.  Alvin complied, feeling Tatsuya start to push his digit deep into the crevice and stretch him out.

There was a little bit of poking and prodding until Tatsuya found what he was looking for.  He pushed down on the small gland that Alvin knew about, and when he did, Alvin let out a small scream, shocked at how amazing that felt.  Tatsuya smiled, pushing the digit right up against that area and letting Alvin moan out in unexplainable pleasure.  Alvin then felt him push another finger in, feeling the tight stretch of his hole.  He never even knew this type of pleasure was possible, and it was obvious from his weeping cock that this was the most aroused he had ever been.  Tatsuya inserted a final finger, spreading him apart and stretching him until he pushed up against the small gland once more, and soon Alvin cried out, trying to hold back the cum that wanted to exude from his body.  Tatsuya grabbed his dick staving it off.

“Don’t cum yet. The fun part hasn’t began,” he said with a small growl.  That only made Alvin feel hotter as Tatsuya started to move his fingers out, coating his aching cock with lube.  Once it was ready, he spread Alvin apart, pushing his aching member deep into Alvin.

Holy hell it was tight, but Tatsuya took it slow so he only felt a dull pain as it stretched him out.  In a way though, it felt good.  He couldn’t believe that this young man knew just how to make him go insane.  Once he was in, Tatsuya started to move up and down, and soon Alvin was letting out a series of small moans and groans of pleasure, enjoying the way this felt as he started to feel Tatsuya take over his entire body.  Tatsuya moved fast, letting his cock move in and out of him in a flurry of movements.  After a few thrusts, he angled his hips once more, pushing his cock right up against Alvin’s prostate.  When that happened, Alvin felt the whole world become lost in pleasure as he let out a screaming moan, cumming hard against their chests. 

It was the most powerful orgasm he had ever had.  He noticed that Tatsuya was close too, and after a couple of thrusts he finished, the seed being released in the condom but still feeling warm against Alvin’s area.  It felt so good, and Alvin couldn’t believe that this type of pleasure even existed.  After a moment or so, Tatsuya pulled out, and the two of them collapsed against one another.

“Holy shit that was amazing,” Alvin said.

“I’m glad you liked it.  Did that help you?” he asked.

In a way, it did.  It showed Alvin that there was a side to him that he never experimented with before.  But then again, there was also the other problem that all of this posed, the problem that seemed to worry him more than anything.  He cheated on Sandra with a guy, liked it, and wanted to do it once more.  He wanted that, and in a way, he could already see the start of their relationship crumbling down. 

***

He got home that night, and immediately Sandra looked at him with a glance.

“You’re home late,” she pointed out.

“Sorry about that.  I had a very busy project with work, and it seemed to be taking a lot longer than I expected,” he told her.

“Okay.  Well, I’m heading out once again.  Apparently my sister got these great tickets to this play, and she invited me along.  I know that you probably are mad about it, but she doesn’t want them to go to waste, and I’m the only one that can go,” she said.

That’s what made Alvin angry.  Even though he was late because he was with Tatsuya, she was already running off the minute he got home.

“You seem to love to run off the second I get home,” he said in an accusatory way.

“Sorry, I just want to see my sister,” she replied.

“Do you even care about our marriage anymore?  You’re always running off, and I’m over here working and picking up the mess.  I don’t know if you care still,” he said.

She looked at him with an affront glance.  “I can’t believe you would say that!  Of course I care!” she replied.

“I guess.  Whatever, just go.  Have fun with your sister.  I’ll stay here.  What about Luke and Jude?” he asked her.

“They’re at their friend’s house.  I guess they would rather hang there than with us,” she said with a spat.

That’s what bothered Alvin.  He would rather be with Tatsuya, a man who cared about him.  He was texting Tatsuya when he got back, saying that he really liked the sex and that he missed him.  When he said that he did, it actually resonated through him, and soon he started to realize that he was in the wrong relationship.

It was weird, because that night he went to bed realizing he was a bisexual man.  It wasn’t every day someone would realize that, but it was certainly something that seemed to be a strong feeling within him.  It didn’t bother him that he liked men a whole lot, and the fact that this first time was with someone so good made him want to have even more.  He wanted to see Tatsuya, and in a way, when he went to bed, he couldn’t wait for the next day.

The work relationship was really a normal one until they were behind closed doors.  Tatsuya would then attack Alvin with kisses and hugs, and the two of them would have mind-blowing sex.  Sometimes they did things during hours, which was rare but a lot of fun because he would have to play it safe.  Most of the time though, they waited for everyone to leave before engaging in all of the wanton fun.  That’s how it went for the next month, and at the end of it, the two of them even went out on their first date outside of work.

It was to a small sushi restaurant that Tatsuya knew about from his college days.  They sat down, and Alvin smiled at him.

“This place looks great,” he said.

“Yeah, it’s a very small place few know about, but it’s very good.  Worth the price,” he told Alvin.

Alvin smiled, hanging around with Tatsuya until late at night.  When he got back, he saw Sandra in the living room watching TV.  She had an annoyed look on her face.

“Where were you?” she asked with suspicion.

“Sorry, I had a business meeting.  We ran late.  It was very important,” he told her.

She nodded, but she didn’t seem to believe him. “This is the third time this week you’ve been home late.  What the hell?” she asked.

“Well, I’m a busy man, and it’s not like you give a shit about it.  You’re off getting out of here at the first chance you get,” he said to her in an accusatory way.

“Whatever.  I have dinner in the other room.  I’m going to bed.  I’m too tired to deal with your shit,” she said.

He nodded, not giving a damn about it.  That just meant that he would get to have more time to talk to Tatsuya about the different things going on.  He needed to talk with him though, because as time went on, he started to realize his true feelings.

It had been two months since the two of them realized their feelings, and when Alvin went home, he felt like a prisoner trapped in his own place.  Sandra didn’t care, and he always felt like she was just with him because that’s what their marriage certificate said.  Luke and Jude seemed to be fine on their own, and Sandra was off doing her own thing.  It didn’t even feel like a marriage anymore.

He sat with Tatsuya in their office talking about little things, when Tatsuya started up an important conversation.