hard feelings, as Tim Steglich said years later, "In the end it didn't amount to much." 5
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After J. W. and Don left Hank for the last time, Tim and Chuck went in and easily calmed Hank down. After about twenty minutes, Chuck managed to get Hank to admit that he had sexual contact with Colleen. Tim then prepared another statement that Hank signed at 12:05 A.M. Chuck also managed to get Hank to agree to take the officers on a trip to the murder site. At first, Hank claimed not to know where the murder took place. Very quickly, Chuck talked him out of that lie.
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Hank rode in Tim's car with Tim and Chuck. Mike and Bill followed in Bigfoot, Parnell drove his own truck, and J. W. and Don completed the convoy to the abandoned road connecting Cedar Creek Road with Highway 317. The road looked even more remote in the dark, stillness of night. They all knew that just up the road, only a few hundred yards away, slept J. A. and Addie McDuff. On the way, Hank seemed indifferent to the content of his statements. But when he got out of the car, he began to cry. At last, Hank Worley began to appreciate and come to grips with what he had done.
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Every lawman at the scene later described a profound sense of sadness followed by outrage. J. W. was a member of APD's Assault Unit; this was his first in-depth murder investigation. He asked himself, "What have I gotten myself in to?" Mike McNamara's eyes watered as he walked off in a futile attempt to find the remains of a young woman he never knew. "We were raised to be very respectful of women. A woman is to be revered," Mike remembered more than six years later; his lips still trembled and his eyes still showed his pain. Bill Johnston and Parnell McNamara stood silently; their sad eyes staring into the darkness. They tried mightily to keep up their faces of stone, but their hearts broke when Hank said, "Her screams were so loud they hurt my ears. And finally, she could not scream any more." Her cries made no difference; Bill could not get that out of his mind.
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Chuck thought of the screams, the long ordeal, and the torture. "This was not some doper shooting another doper. How could somebody be this weak? I found myself getting madder and madder at [Hank]," Chuck remembered. 6
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The Boys from Waco left the scene in a state of anxiety. Had McDuff done this to anyone else? Was he doing it to someone at that moment? Who would be next to scream? Was there another Hank Worley out there?
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