Authors: Marion Lennox
âI want to, Tess,' he told her. âSo let me.'
He clicked his fingers. Strop heaved one end up after the other and lumbered to his side, and they left.
Which was just as well. If he'd stayed in that room for one minute longer, with that look on her faceâhalf scared, half forlorn and as courageous as hellâhe would have gathered her in his arms and hugged her.
And where was the professional detachment in that?
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âI should have refused his offer of help,' Tess told Bill Fetson two minutes later. The hospital's charge nurse had come to check on her and had found her pacing in front of the window. âMike was up half the night with me and Doris, and didn't he say he had a baby to deliver after he brought me in? What's he doing, offering to spend hours tonight searching for someone he's sure is dead?'
âHe cares about your grandfather.'
âI guessâ¦'
Her voice sounded totally confused, Bill thought, as though there was something about Mike she didn't understand in the least. Well, maybe that was understandable. Mike was a fabulous-looking doctor, with a smile that could turn any girl's head, a dog that was just plain crazy and a presence that played havoc with Bill's nursing staff.
But this girl was different. Bill watched the emotion playing over her face and strange ideas started forming in the back of his mind. Well, well, wellâ¦
âWould you like a tour of the hospital?' he asked mildlyâinnocently. He was busy, but something told him it might be important to get to know this girlâ¦
Tess showered and dressed, then explored the little hospital. It had fifteen beds, eight of them nursing beds and seven acute. It was a tiny bush nursing hospital, efficient, scrupulously clean and obviously beautifully run. It was almost new, and the man who
introduced himself as Charge Nurse showed Tess around with pleasure.
âIt's all thanks to Dr Mike,' Bill Fetson said with obvious pride, as he showed Tess though a tiny operating theatre with facilities that her made blink. These facilities would be more in place in a big city teaching hospital. âMike fought the politicians every legal wayâand a few illegal too, I'll betâto get this place, and he practically bullied the community into fundraising. Now we have this hospital, though, well, there's no way we're losing it. The valley's never had a medical service like this.'
âHow long's he been here?' Tess asked.
âThree years, but in a sense he's been here much longer. Mike's a valley kid and he started fighting for this before he even finished his medical training.'
âAndâ¦' There were so many things she didn't understand here. âHe's always had Strop?'
Bill grinned. âStrop was an accident. Mike drives an Aston Martinâthe sleekest car in the valley. The salesman brought it up here for a test drive and drove it too fast, putting it through its paces. Strop was lumbering across a road on a blind bend and the salesman couldn't stop. Mike felt dreadful, and then the woman who owned him said he was a stupid dog anyway and seeing Mike had hit him then Mike could put him down. As you know, the Aston Martin only has two seats. The salesman drove to the vet's with Mike carrying Strop, and by the time they reached the vet's there was no way he was being put down. So in one afternoon Mike got the sleekest car and the dopiest dog in Christendom.'
âYou're kidding.'
âNo way. And, believe it or not, he is a great dog.' Bill's grin deepened. âThe patients love him and all the valley knows now that if Mike pays a house call then so does Strop.' He paused, and his smile faded. âBut what about you? I gather you're practically a valley girl yourself. I'm not local myself, but Mike says you're Henry Westcott's granddaughter. And he also says you're a doctorâ¦'
His eyes asked all sorts of questions, but he didn't voice them. Not yet.
Finally, his tour at an end, Bill showed her into a gleaming little kitchen, introduced her to Mrs Thompson, the hospital cook, and left her to be fed. A meal was no trouble, Tess was assured. No trouble at all.
She certainly needed it. Tess ate Mrs Thompson's meat pie with potato chips and lashings of salad. She washed everything down with two huge tumblers of milk and she hardly felt the meal touch sides. Thinking back, she couldn't remember when she'd last had a meal. Maybe she'd fiddled with something on the plane, but how long ago was that? Too long, her stomach said.
Replete for the moment, Tess tentatively broached the idea of she and Mike taking food out to the farm with them. With the size of this hospital, a sole doctor must be run off his legs, and she was starting to feel really guilty about dragging him away.
She needn't have worried about the reaction of the cook. Mrs Thompson practically beamed.
âThat's a really good idea,' the middle-aged lady
told her, hauling a picnic basket out of a top cupboard. âDoc Llewellyn hardly stops to eat, and he'll miss dinner entirely if you don't bully him into it. Either that or he'll eat six pieces of toast and three eggs at midnight, which is his usual way. No, dear. I'll pack you a meal fit to feed six of you, including dog food for that misbegotten hound of his, if you promise to see he eats it.'
âHe works too hard?' Tess asked cautiously, and the woman nodded with vigour.
âDrivenâthat's what our Dr Mike is,' she said. âThere's demons driving him, that one. He'll end up in an early grave, mark my words.' Then her look softened. âBut you've more to be worrying over than our Dr Mike. Oh, child, I'm so sorry about your grandfather. I just hopeâ¦' She sniffed vigorously. âI just hope the end was quick!'
âThank you,' Tess said weakly. She didn't know what else to say.
While her picnic was being prepared, she retreated to her bedroom. She needed the privacy. The hospital was abuzz with who she was, and every nurse and patient in the place was burning with the need to know more. Likeâ¦did she have any ideas where her grandpa was?
And there was so little she could tell them.
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Mike collected her an hour later.
He walked into her room and stopped in stunned amazement at the transformation. He'd seen Tessa bloody and exhausted and in pain. He hadn't see her like this.
Tess was certainly a beauty in anyone's book. He'd thought so last night and he'd thought it when he'd seen her asleep in her hospital gown. In fact, he thought it every time he looked at her.
She wasn't a classical beauty, but she was a beauty none the less. She was slim and neat and her legs stretched on for ever. In her figure-hugging jeans, she seemed all legs.
Or all eyes, depending on which end you looked at, he thought. Tessa's face had the pale, creamy complexion of a redhead and she'd come straight from the end of a United States winter. There was a faint spread of faded freckles over her noseâechoes of last summer. Tessa's mouth was rosebud-shaped, her nose pertly snub and her face almost all eyes, the greenness framed by her red-gold hair.
She was thin. Well, maybe not too thin, he thought to himself. She was justâ¦just well packaged. She was thin where it counted and not thin where it counted more! In her figure-hugging jeans and close-cut T-shirt, her figure was revealed to perfection. She had an old windcheater draped around her waist, and the trainers on her feet were nearly as old as the clothes he'd changed into, but the age and the casualness of her clothes didn't detract from her beauty one bit.
It was all he could do not to whistle.
He didn't, though. He paused for one millisecondâand then caught himself, smiled and picked up the picnic basket.
âProvisions, Dr Westcott? Hasn't the hospital fed you?'
âMrs Thompson has personally insisted I eat enough to feed a small army,' she assured him. âBut I wouldn't be the least surprised if I feel the need to eat again quite soon. Even my toes seem hollow.'
He grinned. âNo anorexia, then? Excellent. I like a girl with a healthy appetite.'
âDo you want a cure for anorexia?' she demanded. âI've just invented it. Put a girl on a plane for thirty-six hours with airline food for company and fear in her stomach, and then toss her among pregnant pigs and dislocate her shoulder. Then put her to sleep for fifteen hours andâhey, prestoâyou've a girl with a healthy appetite. Magic, Dr Llewellyn! I think I'll write it up as a new wonder treatment for one of our prestigious medical journals.'
âYou'll make your name as a medical whizkid,' he told her.
âI know,' she agreed, and fluttered her eyelids in assumed modesty.
Whew! Good grief! He smiled at her, and Tess chuckledâand when Tess Westcott smiled, his body started to heat from his trainers up.
âOK, then, Tess,' he told her finally, and only a faint hesitation under his words hinted at what he was feeling. âYou're fed and rested. Are you ready to face the farm?'
Tess nodded. âI'm ready.'
âOK. Strop's waiting in the car. Let's go.'
She set her face, and Mike saw grimness replace the laughter behind her eyes. Hell, she had courage. She knew what could lie ahead of them.
This was some woman!
And suddenly he wasn't the least sure he was ready to spend any time with her. There was something deep inside that was telling him he should run a mile.
But there was something else that was telling him to stay.
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The farm was dreadful. Even Strop, having made the first half of the trip straddling the gearstick and the second half where he really wanted to beâsitting high on Tessa's lap with his ears flapping out the windowâseemed depressed by the place. His mournful ears flopped lower and his eyes welled with moisture. Good grief, you just had to look at the dog and you'd burst into tears! He lumbered off to sniff in the bracken and Tess was pleased to see him go. She was depressed enough without him.
They made a courtesy call on Doris first. She was too preoccupied with her eight babies to notice human visitors. Jacob had done his job well. Mike had rung him early this morning and asked him to make sure the sow was fed and watered, and there was nothing more she needed. Now she had everything she could want, except maybe a spare set of teats.
After paying their social call on Doris, they tackled the house.
There was nothing here to help themâno clues as to where Henry could be. The place was deserted, but it still held the signs of an occupant who hadn't intended to leave. There was milk curdling in the refrigerator. Someone had taken a heap of sausages from the freezer and left them by the stove to defrost.
That had been four or five days ago and they were starting to stink.
They cleared up in silence and Mike thought he was glad he hadn't let Tess face this alone. It was only bad sausages, but there were so many dreadful thoughts crowding in, and the smell of rotting meat didn't help one bit.
âWhere do we search?' he asked, as they came outside again, and she shook her head.
âI don't know. I can't think. I'm trying to remember. It was ten years ago. I⦠It's like going back in time. I've lost my bearings.'
âLet's eat, then,' he told her gently, watching her distress with concern. It was early for dinner but they needed to get some fresh air into their lungs after the dreary house, and Tess needed time to get her emotions under control before they tackled the walk, even if she remembered where to goâ¦
Afterwardsâafter they'd searchedâthey might not feel like eating at all.
They spread their picnic under a massive gum tree beside the shed. Tess was so depressed she was close to tears. Even Mike's comforting presence, and the way Strop cheered up at the sight of sandwiches, couldn't help this deadening misery.
The sun was sinking lower in the sky and she didn't know where to start, what to do. She was aware that Mike was letting her decide, carefully holding back from what he saw as her domain, and she was grateful that at least she didn't have to concentrate on small talk. It made for a cheerless silence, though.
But it also made for thinking. She was hardly hun
gry after her meal two hours before. She lay on the picnic rug and watched Mike demolish the picnicâand thought back to when she was sixteen years old and she and her Grandpa had roamed this farm together.
And thenâ¦
He was watching her and Mike saw the instant when remembrance hit. The feeling that this place was familiar.
âI remember we walked down by the creek,' she said softly. âI know⦠So that's east. If I can startâ¦' She pushed herself up to stand and gaze out to the distant hills.
âMike, this is probably useless,' she said slowly. âBut⦠I think I might remember the way. It's a long hike.'
âA hike?' He poured coffee from a Thermos and handed her a mug. âThat's fine by me. This picnic idea was great, but we need a hike now to walk it off, and Strop definitely needs exercise. That's four sandwiches you fed him. Do you remember the way entirely?'
âNo.' She shook her head and took a couple of sips of coffee while her eyes still roamed the hills. Her mind was working at a thousand miles an hour, dredging up memories of the past. âI shouldn't ask youâ¦'
âAsk anything. I want to helpâremember?' he told her. âI don't like not knowing your grandfather's fate almost as much as you don't.' He placed his coffee-mug aside and stood up beside her. âI've just been hoping if I shut up long enough you might think of something useful to do.'
âI don't know whether I have.'
âBut?'
She finished her coffee before she replied. Mike didn't push. âThere's all the time in the world,' he told her.
âThat's not true.'
âThis is important, Tess,' he said softly. âThere might be things that need doing, but it's your grandpa's life at stake here. Take all the time you need.'
âI don't understand you,' she said softly. âOf all the doctors I know, you're not likeâ¦' She shook her head, confused, but Mike didn't say more. He knelt and stroked Strop and waitedâand finally remembrance came.