Anything He Desires (6 page)

He breathed a sigh of relief. If she’d told him she never wanted to see him again, he didn’t know if he could have honoured her decision. She was his and though he didn’t deserve her, he wanted her. There was so much he needed to tell her about his needs and desires but those could wait for another day.

Tonight he wanted to enjoy her the way he’d always wanted. He would have to be gentle with her for this night, but tomorrow she would get a lesson in what his desires really were. He just hoped they wouldn’t scare her away.

*

             
Kristen was having a million thoughts. This had been the best and worst experience of her life. Logan had just given her more pleasure than she had experienced in a lifetime and then in the next instance he had told her she couldn’t keep it forever. She was only there until he didn’t want her anymore.

             
She would push those thoughts away for now. He was hers for the night and she intended to enjoy every bit of him. She would squeeze a lifetime of memories out of the time she had with him and it would have to be enough.

             
She wanted more but she wasn’t sure how to ask for it. She decided a bath in the Jacuzzi tub may be nice and then they could get cleaned up for round two. He must have read her mind because he asked if she wanted to take a bath.

             
At her nod Logan got up and ran the taps. He even put in some bath salts that smelled really good. The scent of lavender rose in the air with a hint of jasmine.

He carried her gently to the tub and lowered her in. The water felt heavenly. It was a little warm but that would allow her to linger. She was already a little sore and it made her body feel good. He joined her in the tub and she was still amazed at the sight of him. She wondered if she would ever get tired of looking at him.

He took some body wash and a sponge and started to clean her tenderly. She enjoyed his touch and she let him wash her all over. She just laid back and drank the sensations in. She never knew there could be so much pleasure in someone’s touch. When she was rinsed, he started to get her out of the tub.

“No. It’s my turn,” she said with a twinkle in her eye.

             
He was a little surprised at her boldness. He laid back and .she trailed the sudsy sponge up and down his body, taking her time. She could tell by his breathing and the look in his eyes that he was thoroughly enjoying her bathing him.

When she got to his penis, it was fully erect. She washed it gently and then she pulled him up. She wanted to taste him in her mouth the way he had tasted her. She bent forward and licked his cock. When that received a positive reaction, she went further. She took the head of it in her mouth and sucked a little. He allowed her to explore. She started sucking more and more of his cock.

*

Watching her kneeling in the tub naked and sucking him with her beautiful mouth was too much for Logan. He came in her mouth. She swallowed and then licked the remainder from her lips.

He couldn’t believe she was so adventurous; his little virgin was a virgin no more and he couldn’t wait to see what she was going to do next.

Chapter Five

She’s mine

             
Kristen woke up in Logan’s bed but he wasn’t t there. She suspected he hadn’t slept with her. She found a note on his pillow saying he had to go out early but she could make herself at home and his housekeeper would make her breakfast.

She tried not to let it bother her that he had left her and hadn’t even slept in the bed with her. At least, she realized her place in his world. She got up, found her clothing and put them on.

She managed to make her way to the kitchen he had shown her last night. It was very modern and had a pristine feeling to it.  She was greeted by an older woman whom she assumed was the housekeeper.

“Good morning, miss. Would you like breakfast?” she asked.

“Sure. Thank you. My name’s Kristen, by the way,” she said with a smile to ease the tension she felt.

“I’m Sara. Mr. Logan had informed me of your presence. What would you like? We have a little bit of everything.”

“A bagel would be fine, thank you.”

Sara left Kristen alone to eat. As she finished she remembered she had ridden over with Logan. She went to find Sara because Kristen was sure Logan had an answer for that as well. He took care of the women he discarded anyway.

“Did Logan say how I was supposed to get home?” she asked.

“Yes, the car is waiting with a driver downstairs. He’ll take you anywhere you need to go,” Sara said with a smile.

Kristen wanted to explain to her that she wasn’t like the other women but it sounded ridiculous even to her own ears.

“Thank you,” Kristen said and made her way downstairs.

The driver opened the door for her and he already had the directions from last night. She kept the privacy screen up because she wanted to be alone with her thoughts. When they arrived at her place, she went upstairs and got into the shower. Kimberly wasn’t up yet and she would want all the details when she woke up. Kristen wanted to get out of there before she had to explain something she didn’t understand to her friend.

             
Kristen managed to get out of the house without waking Kimberly. She drove to work and Shanna was already there, busy.  Kristen just went into her office and buried herself in her job.

             
Logan came in around eleven as if nothing had happened. Kristen was in a meeting with a neighborhood man who had been very helpful with the kids. He was a reformed former gang member and he wanted the same for the youth in his community.

When Logan walked in, Kristen had to work hard to concentrate on what Carlos was saying. Carlos was handsome and impressive in his own right, but next to Logan, everyone paled. Carlos brought her out of her haze.

“Kristen, would you like to have dinner with me sometime? We could talk a little more about the project and we can get to know one another a little better.”

Kristen started to say, “No,” and let him down easy but when she saw Logan shake his head and glare at her, she became angry.

How dare he march in and eavesdrop on her conversation, make it clear  she was just sex to him and then act like he can tell her who she can have dinner with as if he owned her?

“Yes. I would love to have dinner with you,” she said with a smile more for Logan than Carlos.

“Would tomorrow night be okay?” Carlos asked.

“Sure.”

             
Carlos looked disbelieving and thrilled. As soon as he walked out, Logan stormed into Kristen’s office and closed the door. The look on his face should have scared Kristen but it didn‘t. Her defiant look seemed to fuel his anger.

“You are not going out with him,” Logan ordered.

“Yes, I’m. You don’t own me and you have made it pretty clear you don’t want a relationship so I can date whomever I please. I can have sex with whomever I please,” she added, her anger bubbling to the surface.

He grabbed her and yanked her to him. His fingers bit into her flesh and she tried to pull away.

“I do own you. You’re mine.” He kissed her hard, bruising her lips in the process. She tried to get away at first but she found herself responding to him. His touch just erased everything.  He started to rub between her legs and she knew she should stop him but his hand felt so good. She moaned into his mouth. He pulled away abruptly and smiled at her.

“I own you and you can deny it all you want but we both know it is the truth.”

             
He turned to leave. Kristen stood there and watched him go, feeling humiliated and alone. He did own her body, there was no denying that. But she would never admit it to him and she would go out with Carlos tomorrow to show him he couldn’t tell her what to do.

             
She worked hard all day and avoided Logan. Shanna communicated between the two of them and kept them from killing each other. She didn’t mention the tension and just worked and helped wherever she was needed. The open house was soon and they had a lot more work to do. There were some kids who had already signed up for some of the programs and more came in and out throughout the day to get information and sign up for the various classes and activities. Kristen tried to talk to every one of them on an individual basis to make them feel welcome.

*

             
Even though Logan was infuriated with Kristen he admired the way she was with the youth who came to the center. Many of them were rough around the edges but she handled them with honesty and respect.

This made him only like her more.

He had handled the entire situation badly but he didn’t know how to fix things. He had never been jealous before and it was a foreign emotion to him. . He knew he should apologize to her for this morning, but he was bristling what had happened later. Logically, he knew she could date anyone she wanted. But he couldn’t stand the thought of her with anyone else. He should just let her go but he couldn’t. Carlos was a nice person but he wasn’t for Kristen.

*

             
Kristen had to admit she was a bit flattered he wanted her all to himself. But she was still angry at his highhandedness and she felt rotten for using Carlos.  She would have to let him down easy when she went out with him, but she would keep that information from Logan. Let him think what he wanted. It was truly none of his business.

             
By the end of the day their nerves were on edge and Shanna was giving them looks.

“I’ll see you both tomorrow,” Shanna said and Logan and Kristen mumbled their goodbyes. “I’m leaving so I guess the two of you might actually have to talk.” She walked out the door with a cheery wave.

             
Logan looked at Kristen and she looked at him. They both let out a big sigh.

Kristen grudgingly extended the olive branch. “We can’t let our differences affect the center. It is too important to everyone.”

“I agree. Maybe we should just concentrate on work and the other will work itself out.”

Kristen smiled at him and was happy for the truce. Her smile died though when he bent down and whispered in her ear.

“That does not change the fact that you are mine and you will not be going out with Carlos tomorrow.”

Kristen didn’t argue with him. She gathered her stuff. She turned to him before she left and smiled sweetly.

“I’ll go out with Carlos and what we do is none of your business. I have decided I like sex. I’ll have it with whomever I please.”

*

             
Logan was livid at what she had said but he didn’t go after her. He was too angry and even though it made no sense to him. He needed to sort it out in his mind before he dealt with her.

The only thing he knew with absolute certainly is that she wouldn’t be having sex with Carlos. If she wanted sex she could come to him and he would educate her in all of its arts.

He finished what he was doing and locked up for the night. It was going to be a long night alone. For the second time since meeting Kristen, he truly wanted someone to be with him. Not just anyone but Kristen.

Going over and seducing her passed through his mind but he thought better of it. He needed to give her some space and he needed to think of a plan to make this work.

*

             
Kristen’s heart was racing as she walked out the door. She couldn’t believe she had told him she would have sex with anyone she wanted. She had half-expected him to follow her and was a little disappointed he didn’t.

She went home and had dinner with Kimberly.

“What happened last night? I know you texted me that you wouldn’t be home. Where did you stay?” she asked with a curious glint in her eye.

“I had a date with Logan and I spent the night.”Kristen really hoped Kimberly would leave it at that but she wasn’t so lucky.

“Did you?”

“Yes.”

“Wow. I was beginning to think it would never happen, and then you go out with banners flying. With Logan Anderson. And yet look at you. You don’t look smug and happy like you should. Are you ok?”

“I think so. I don’t know if I’ll see him again. He’s really not the commitment type.”  Kimberly pursed her lips. Kristen could tell that her friend didn’t like that Logan had taken her and then discarded her.

“Don’t be angry, Kim. I knew what I was getting into and he didn’t make me any promises. He was honest and it was my decision.”

“If he hurts you, I’ll slice him open and chop up his guts.” And then Kimberly changed the subject, for which Kristen was grateful.

The thing she couldn’t tell her friend was that he had already hurt her and there was little either of them could do about the situation.

Kristen would work with him and get along with him for the sake of the center but she had to purge him from her mind.

She dressed the next morning for her date with Carlos straight after work. She wore her sexiest outfit and denied the fact that she was wearing it for Logan.