Anything He Desires (4 page)

“You are so beautiful.” He ran his tongue over her breasts, nibbling on the deep pink of her nipple, licking them, torturing her and making her come to him. If he wanted her willing and ready for him, he was succeeding.

             
Kristen allowed herself the pleasure of enjoying his touch; she rolled her head back and moaned softly. She was oblivious to the rest of the world.

Oblivious until she heard the front door open and someone say, "Hello”.

Logan heard it as well. He immediately stopped and handed her the shirt and bra he had removed.

Kristen raced to the bathroom to put it back on and gain some control over her racing and malfunctioning bodily systems.

She couldn’t believe she had allowed things to get that out of control.

She could hear Logan talking to Shanna. Right. Shanna would be her assistant. How embarrassing.

When Kristen had put her clothing back on and splashed water on her face, she decided it was time to come out. She couldn’t hide in the bathroom forever. She was very grateful she’d chosen an office with a bathroom, or she would have been caught with her clothes off. Well, she
had
been caught with some of her clothes off, but at least she’d had somewhere to run. The thought mortified her and she resolved she would control herself better around Logan. They had to work together and a relationship would just complicate things. With this, she made her way out to the waiting area where Logan was properly charming Shanna. She smiled at the way he could relax everyone in the room and yet make them completely flustered. He was an oxymoron.

“Hello, Shanna. I’m so happy you came in. We’ll need you as soon as possible to get everything going and to cover things when I have to go out.” And to keep me and Logan clothed, Kristen thought to herself. She hoped she wasn’t as red as she felt.

“I can start tomorrow,” Shanna said with a huge grin. “Logan has already told me my salary and I’m quite motivated to get started. Not to mention that this job will actually help people in this community.” Kristen adored Shanna just then for acting as if she hadn’t walked in on something extraordinary.

They all talked about the finer details of the job and then Shanna said she had to get home, she had kept them long enough.

“I’ll leave with you,” Kristen said, grabbing the opportunity. She couldn’t trust herself to be alone with Logan even for a minute. But Logan knew her game and beat her at it.

“Good night, Shanna. I’ll see you tomorrow. Kristen there are a couple of things I want to clear with you before you leave,” he said with a knowing smile.

Shanna left speedily, giggling, and Kristen was left alone with him.

“I’ll allow you to run tonight but don’t think you’re off the hook.” He bent his head and kissed her.

She responded almost automatically, and then he pulled away from the kiss and caught her lip in his mouth. When he bit down, she tried to tug away. He allowed her after a minute.

“You can’t avoid this forever, Kristen. Why do you fight the inevitable?”

             
Kristen didn’t trust herself to make a coherent reply so she just left without a word. He could lock up himself. She had to get away from him. He was too much for her. Wanting him, even after he bit her lip, was absolutely insane, and yet she wanted to go back in there and rip his clothing off.

How could she feel this way about a man she had known for only little while?

She wanted to talk to Kimberly about it, about him, but she knew Kimberly wouldn’t like the biting.

Kristen just wanted to get home and crawl into bed. Tomorrow would be a long day at work and knowing he would be there made her both excited and very nervous. How would she be able to think and function around that man?

Yet she didn’t have a choice. As the saying so accurately went, she had made her bed, and now she had to lie in it.

*

Logan was concerned about his reaction to her. Normally, he took what he wanted and walked away. He could also control his urges much better than most during the very short courtship. He had a lifetime of experience at control and prison had only emphasized that.

He’d had no control at all earlier. He could still smell Kristen in his hands. He needed someone right now. To appease him. He called an old standby who had pleasured him in the past. She would give him what he wanted, and then he could better control himself around Kristen. He didn’t want to frighten her away.

             
He locked up and made his way home. He tried to ready himself and look forward to the night of pleasure but he couldn’t work up any enthusiasm.

This made him even more frustrated and determined to follow through with his evening of pleasure. When he arrived home, Mimi was there and dressed provocatively. Her neckline was cut so low he could see most of her breasts. Her skirt could hardly even be called that. He knew from the past that she didn’t wear panties so he could have easy access. He went to her and kissed her. His body didn’t respond as he wanted.

But Mimi worked her magic and after he closed his eyes and thought of Kristen, his body began to function like always. Mimi was pleased and continued her assault on him.

He allowed her to take his cock into her mouth and suck. He wrapped his hand in her hair and pulled roughly. She was accustomed to his rough treatment and she liked it. She moaned on his cock. He closed his eyes and pushed her head up and down on his cock imagining it was Kristen sucking him, imagining she was going to swallow his cum. Right before he started to cum he pushed her head all the way down on him choking her with his cock and made her swallow all his cum. When she started to pull away he pushed her down.

“Swallow all of it, bitch.” She complied and when he was finished, he pulled her off. When she came at him again wanting her own pleasure he knew he was done with her. He couldn’t make himself have sex with her. He wanted Kristen and being with Mimi wasn’t going to help.

“I’m sorry. I had a long day. Maybe we can take it further next time.” He soothed her with the suggestion she could come back but in his heart, he knew it wouldn’t happen.

He felt disgusted he had even taken things this far with her. Mimi was beautiful and he had kept her tested so she was safe. But he knew he would have to cut her loose. She was no longer of use to him. He would now make sure she found someone in their circle who was a good match for her. She had given him pleasure and she never questioned his freaky nature and the fact he wanted to be in control to the point of causing a little pain. He made up for that pain with intense pleasure. He made himself feel better through knowing that the women he dealt with knew what they were getting and they accepted it willingly.

             
He enjoyed being dominant in a relationship. He had to be in control at all times and he even liked to take it a little too far. He should have been bothered by it all but it was who he was and those in his life accepted him. He wasn’t sure if it was the money or the sex but he always had options.

He would have to explain all this to Kristen before they continued but he wasn’t sure where he should start.

It was only fair to her to have a choice and understand what he wanted and needed in the bedroom. After he talked to her, it would be her choice to walk away.

He was surprised it bothered him so much that she may turn him down. In the past, he had always been with women who wanted the same things he wanted. He had never brought an outsider in because there had always been ample choices with the females wanted the same thing.

             
He drifted into a fitful sleep thinking of Kristen and all the things he wanted to do to and with her.

When Logan got up in the morning, it was still dark out. He wanted to do something for Kristen. He cared for her and he only hoped they could work out an agreement satisfactory for them both.

He went online and ordered flowers to be delivered to Kristen’s home. He wanted her to know what she was in for before she even arrived at work. Then she would have time to think about things before they talked.

*

             
Kristen woke up to someone banging on her door. She couldn’t think of anyone who’d visit her so early in the morning. Must be for Kimberly. Since Kimberly wasn’t an early riser, Kristen got up and opened the door.

All she could see were flowers.

Every sort of flower and color combination imaginable, roses, daises, daffodils and other flowers she couldn’t name. They were artfully arranged in the biggest vase she had ever seen.  When the delivery man said they were for Kristen Chandler, she was surprised.

She wondered who’d send her this many flowers. Then it occurred to her who would have the money. It had to be Logan.

The delivery guy placed the vase on the table and then stunned her by saying there were more in the car. He walked in and out several times leaving dozens of roses mixed in with other flowers.

Kimberly came out of her room yawning, and then grinned at the chaos of flowers filling their apartment. Kristen was almost afraid to read the card but curiosity got the better of her and she opened it to a few simple words.

“You will be mine. Fighting it will not make me go away.” He signed his name.

“Somebody has a boyfriend and a rich boyfriend at that,” Kimberly said.

“He isn’t my boyfriend,” Kristen said. “To be honest, he’s not really boyfriend material.”

“Why do you think he isn’t? He sent flowers and that looks a little romantic to me.”

“It’s a plot is what I think.” But Kristen couldn’t help feeling a twinge of hope. She did want him to want her for more. She knew that wasn’t possible but she also had her doubts that her tacit knowledge of that would keep her virginity intact.

Maybe it always felt this way at first and she was just being naïve. She had kissed other guys and it had never felt so overwhelming and right, so maybe there was more to what’s between her and Logan than just sex. She knew that was already true on her side but she didn’t know what
he
was thinking.

Regardless, she didn’t know if she could fight the attraction even if she knew it was only going to be a sexual relationship. He brought out something in her she didn’t understand but it was better than anything she’d ever felt before. How could she turn him down without even knowing what she was turning down?

She would listen to what he had to say and then she would make her decision from there. For now, she’d enjoy her flowers and the probable sweetness that had sent them.

Chapter Four

First Touch

             
Kristen had dressed for work meticulously. She wanted to be pretty but not suggestive in any way. Kimberly was watching her with a smile.

“I’ve never seen you care so much about what you wear. You must really like this guy.”

“I just want to look nice and professional. He did give me the money for this program and I want him to feel his money is well-spent.” It sounded like a lie even to her own ears.

“Right. That’s the reason you’ve put on your prettiest summer dress to go to work. The one you only wear on special occasions. I guess professionalism’s also the reason you left your hair down and actually fixed it today.”

Kristen answered by sticking her tongue out at Kimberly. Not her most mature gesture but it seemed appropriate.

             
Kristen arrived early because she wanted to be prepared for him. But he was already there and she frowned because he had stolen her moment to be alone and strategize.

“Did you get the flowers?” he asked.

“Yes. Thank you,” she said, purposely not making a big deal out of them.

“Will you have dinner with me tonight?” he asked. When she hesitated he added, “We could get a lot more done if you would just agree and get it out of the way. Then I won’t be pestering you all day to get my way.”

Even though it sounded a bit like black mail to her she agreed to keep the peace. It wasn’t like he was going to rape her or anything. He would just try and seduce her and she had turned down scores of men in the past so she could do the same to him. She wouldn’t think about how none of them made her heart jump out of her chest, or her pulse race. She would push that thought out of her mind and then deal with it all when the time came.

             
The day was spent making the finishing touches on the center and planning for the opening day ceremonies. Shanna had come in on time and she was very helpful. Keeping busy helped take Kristen’s mind off Logan and her evening with him. Shanna would look at the two of them and smile and when Logan was out of hearing distance, Kristen couldn’t take it anymore.

“What?” Kristen said to her.

“I was just thinking that if Mr. Hot Pants looked at me the way he looks at you, I’m not sure I could ignore him the way you do. Now don’t think I can’t see that when he’s not looking, you check him out pretty good yourself.”

Kristen didn’t know how to respond. She could lie or just tell the truth and she had always gone with the truth so why change now?